Dead Skin in Nails Part … (2?)

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date typed up: 91919

tag[s]: verification, summaries of roughs, rough drafts, testing worths, policy changes from combat, policy changes from deployment, hygiene fronts


See flow in c.s. with spare c. -> connected to h-less condition

[“heal” ailment by being i. an extra hour-or so ] , skip for as long as possible: second morning b. use ] -> cultivation of actualized function in health

< tab of health increases to function overall recognizing a short-age of necessity [b. room]; controlling use when accessible controls and adapts health over-all through the tab

theme (isn’t): don’t go to the b room.

But theme (plus last report): is wait even if you have to go until at place in the sequence when you have to go more.

[especially, especially]

Consider, applications out of state homelessness; right now especially but not just, informing the current state of esp. h-less-ness


Medical Welfare (Personal) Report to

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date worked, on: 9219

tag[s]: ( i.e. traditions of (entropy) medical reports) personal welfare, personal-external

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to the cited: U.N.

intro; at least one title   I, Goura Fotadar, inventor/leader  (circa / since approx. age 12) of the system, organization … (leader of among other … ) of the cited: U.N. have to send in this personal medical report

+ topic of relevance       on homeless enmeshment deployment from the “civilized” part of the world (un-armed, un-badged (well, on me state) i.e. not to speak of my badges external to my body, belongings; at other places). Despite

+ intro: others

+ situational context     much effort from several but certainly not all parties

the bathroom situation in homelessness in the

relevance of civilization but maybe not just has

reached a personal medical welfare report, at least.

Thus far in most homeless situations except for volunteer work;

and contexts; the 2-4 stalls for a population of 100 people [per context]

present, or even 40 (with usually max 2 sinks) has produced a toilet + sink (for cleaning purposes, too)

situation that is not accessible [sp?] except for an excessive usually hostile few. Usually despite excessive cleaning same situation too [usually, usually]

often presents especially a toilet that is un-use-able and takes excessive time to personally clean before nearly each use. As is likely obvious this lack of

toilet access has left my already furrowed physical health in an even more intolerable state; during this enmeshed deployment (so for nearly 6 years in phases)


Pronto-line: [demarcates transitions of hygiene] The cited: navy response group and I have considered [including practiced as needed]; scheduling in thought times to use the rest-room that are not contained in regular signaled development training [of humanity including as usually, usually relating species]; i.e. the cultural cliché, now is a good time again to consider using the rest-room (and clean self) despite signal internal not quite yet going off … etc. In addition I have considered allotting through subsequent internal system [including internal to system outer consciousness-es] and consciousness request a larger invention proceeding budget and standard staple militia {actual consented by leader members only and not usual demarcations} to the 90s obviosity; building more futuristic toilet and toilet + cleaning regiments [sinks, …] that can easily be adapted albeit there has been not much time to conceive this, these ; since other more important matters have been instead considered; yet the use of the toilet and its supplements has transist-ed itself one of the top, upcoming and current priorities in hopes of functional humanities.

topics: humanitarian connected deployments, civilized? versions, hygiene, essential hygiene amenities, unjust bullying, medical health


theme: of course in conversations of combat, reconnaissance, the -oilet loss and deprivation causes homelessness forward, backward, while 

accompanying music citation: tlc, what about your friends

Choice output + verification.

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[Source, citation: animal farm, george orwell, ralph Steadman]


A marker of what’s to come in this, what could be brief analysis is the image along with caption on the back-cover: “all animals are equal but some animals are more equal than others.”

this along with at least this sighting of cited p.3

“ … feebly  and wandering from side to side to find some place where they would not be trodden on.”

underline:  “trodden”

We move to a sense of what is exchange theory, obviously.

on cited p.6 “ ‘Man is the only creature that consumes without producing. He does not give milk, he does not lay eggs, he is too weak to pull the plough, he cannot run fast enough to catch rabbits.”

( -à or roughly text didn’t check to see if it was all put down correctly)

“Yet he is lord of all the animals. He sets them to work, he gives back to them the bare minimum that will prevent them from starving, and the rest he keeps for himself. Our labour tills the soil, our dung fertilizes it, and yet there is not one of us that owns more than his bare skin.”

In a something like pitying version of compassionate response is perhaps this:

[Accompanying music citation: 2pac, letter to my unborn child]

  He rules as “lord” over “animals” because he’s unable no matter what? [does it say this part] the no matter what? to produce such on his. As is likely; obvious: what they can; if he controls their “work” then/than he has control? over production but they can; can they also perform his role while he can’t perform their role, s. However without him having the option of the ability to perform an actual role an unpredictable even worse injustice, and injustices assuming into their universe, universes. [why.]

it’s important to include an actual active choice option that can be verified as in real police action what if every “Man” was given (Review, too.) the basic option of work that actual lent to production and-or its equivalency; and the choice was somehow actually verified; and verified again in period phases.


The Willow-er

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date typed up: 82619

tag[s]: cited: creative thought, recordings, space-time

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First the reference to “community kitchen” is much different than current time. It’s a place of walk distance where a persons, a person whether from a different distance or the actual neighborhood can go and wash up even entirely & there is no shortage.

On slightly deeper thought the term may be referring to persons soon to come-to-be murdered as is common in that culture of rampant murders. The stemming off time is approximately the 1810s. A strange happening is that there are houses, homes near one another in modern style placement; but many households live in differing time realities from one another. & for some at least attributes of one time, reality transplaces and-or swaps, with other time-realities.

Then there is the problem of dump bowls or pots. The scene displayed of dumping out piss + fecal matter as a term I’d at least read about. [example: is in (citation: ) Frank McCourt, Angela’s Ashes] The dump bowls and dump pots are emptied in a high walking area around this specific property. [The re-enactment of dumping water instead is the point to enter at on a hygiene call; easiest option is a charcoal burn required on the mound about x2 a day but it’s worthy considering other options]

theme:  [The other thing that was something I forgot to mention was that : t]

Another depiction of noticing; are a certain depiction of drab clothing that doesn’t fit general nuances of drab; such as drab may refer to … nuns’ and-or monks’ clothing but despite the tradition have a certain type willowing type of quality usually.

These clothes of drab quality are missing the willowing nuance; and the clothing is worn by what appears most of visible society; depictions of drab but in traditional clothes of shorts, cropped pants, socks and t-shirts all of them have-ing an uncharacteristically drab quality; such as exposure to a certain compound in-the environment. If such a thing could be; and-or perhaps there are other reasons for this drab quality. Certainly it is a marker worth investigating to comprehend what it pertains to.

[A simple uncontrolled experiment with built entropy would be to don similar clothing and note and as  necessary investigate the note-s]

The other exuberance here that should be marked down is contact from the different time-realities with a neighborhood religious community which somehow is related to the initials of a neighborhood school in present time where portions of the recordings are displayed [in public and are almost interactive]. Are the meetings in a religious community building during certain sequences of date, year/ no year; and are all such meetings happening at only assigned dates, years/ no year. If so this is the modality/ a modality of time-travel through art criminology. How-so one might manifest such an exchange. Look out for in your space-time.


Reading Notes … the obvious loop

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[source, citation: Purity (by) Jonathan Franzen]


cited p. 33 “—as she discovered only after Pip was born—had a propensity to violence.”


theme: lo’op => love operations in one se se

To make the potential of

For example the

Suggestion of attention:

Domestic violence

Consider any even

Out-there substitution

That comes to mind.

So how about

Prosperity instead of

“propensity” here

Then briefly if possible scan {mind} where this uhm chosen {test} substitution may come from: in this case a likely answer may be in this version’s cover.

Different Notes: Wings

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date typed on: 81719


tag[s]: reading analysis, art form analysis


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[source, citation: Purity (by) Jonathan Franzen]

cited: p.8


“Your eye’s probably just bothering you because you’re not sleeping enough.”


dialectal? difference than: “your eye— ”


“probably just bothering you because you’re not sleeping enough.”

Than| -en discover [sp?] zone, how-to: pay attention to font [or your version of this]

[for how long?]

-build a relative art collection [or your version of this] [this one [which] for how long?]

-then comment on the dialectal difference and a hand-slip [you also can just create a hand-slip] [or your version of this]

Converts this    “  [or your version of this]

to the

obvious now bird

Untitled drawing

seen by its


of course from

there or before there

are also flying

Untitled drawing-1

and likely other


, representations.

In the eyes, Congregation re-model (notes …)

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dis-ambiguity [sp?] of identity.


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Follow the person around; pretending you don’t see them; even if you are directly looking at them; even if you are directly looking at them.

[accompanying music citation: Calvin Harris, Rag n’ Bone Man-Giant]

Two main vx. If you look at them directly they appear to stage that they can’t see that at all. {at all} When does the dis-ambiguity [-tion] [sp?] of identity from the unjust perps toward these two victims take place. The scene caught on-the recording is the Congregation of persons at every stance stop these two vix go to in some encounter.

As a model a grocery store where these two vx would be selecting certain goods would work as model and re-modeling of the recording. Even a better model, re-model would be if the two vx were placed together [theme: ether] and they were instructed to stop at certain areas such as to pick-up previously selected products; what effect would this have.

Further in the scene caught on recording a 2nd smaller group of unjust perps watch this dis-ambiguity [ition] of identity of the two vx; and seem to lead it and approve it happening.


Part Two. 81319


Using a source, citation; one at least, … to paint it.

[Source, citation: When We Argued All Night (by) Alice Mattinson]

Why the beginning. In the very beginning the two vx; can be interpreted to be together as in near one-another physically and in the case of the two vx; these two vx; are related and that’s caught somehow that two vx might … would be biological brothers.

cited p. 4

“Though Artie could beat Harold easily at handball or punchball, and less easily at tennis …  Artie could not swim.”

The basic argument that could be used is that in regular relational context without much of an inference yet anyhow to growing up as in soon coming in context and the same with any such explanation additions such as last time “Artie” had visited with “Harold” implies such as; is brother in any case using syntax ending analysis at the capital A; uses this syntax for timed investigation purpose

Using the previous page: brothers; the two vx didn’t know one-another; had seen one-another in passing through the relativity of orientation [think of a time + area where there is a moving larger populous such as modern day NYC a-or S.F. is represented]

and were both publicly out. Both died through an act of un-expected unjust homicide during a sexual encounter, 1st with an on-going partner. In this case one that seemed the opposite gender but wasn’t.

cited p. 3

“His hot, itchy black socks. Stuffed them into his shoes … Halfway to the lake –small, round, ringed by mountains—he stopped, undid his belt buckle, his pants …”