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date typed up on: 92420/ date worked on: 91420

tag[s]: cited: creative thought

The victim seems to know this person closely; and spends a bit of time with him. At times they appear as a same gender couple; with the other person seeming unaware that the victim is the same gender as him; and then when being told stating in disbelief:

“I really don’t believe that you are male; or even a boy.”

The victim states back in recording, “I’m a man.”

The other person says to the victim, often: “be happy; just be happy.” A lot of folks who have observed this being said; especially at the amount of times it’s said … A lot of folks who have observed this being said; believe it may be connotation of gay sexualite’; the belief by such other persons that those with gay sexualite’ can be referenced as/for emotions of what is conceived by such other persons as “happy” or “joy” -filled; while those with straight or what such other persons conceive as non-gay sexualite’ can be referenced as/ for emotions of what is conceived by such other persons as “miserable” or “lacking joy” in potential; and those without such clear definition of either of those sexualite’ options are conceived by such other persons are as/for emotions that can’t achieve either direction of either high (low) or high (high). But outsiders infiltrated with such projections of such other persons of any sexualite’ instead believe –>

[ here; folks different than such other persons ]

<— that paying attention to such emotional states when interacting with such other persons is way; a way to appropriately deal with such other persons

6th crime notes

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date typed up on: 91120/ date worked on: 32717

tag[s]: past hyperbole

among the real pornography scandal; is the repetition as 1st described [when?]; and as 2nd described [somewhere …] of the placement repeatedly of pornography; on at least one-station of the public library in cited: … ; making matters more taxing is the systemic virtual b … infiltration; nearby; if even the p.l. is an act against freedom opposing of course its supposition-al context: paradoxically enables racist-hate crime banter albeit though

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only nearly a different branch;

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and even furthers – but also enables the left-over meat of explicit downloaded pornos; until of course caught and deleted by the mature public computer user. To startle all matter; one might ponder:

on a brick [place a picture of brick] in post: and draw on it the letters: different

cited: 1980s art [cultura]

cited: brainstormers et al [punc] —> aside: for art: derived with mental i [aim for]

[t.b.c.]

New Class

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date typed up on: 08/28/20; date worked on: 082520

tag[s]: cited: creative thought

 

The victim witnesses an incident between the neighbor and an unknown child as a young-child himself. As he witnesses this incident the neighbor asks him if he would like to undergo the incident himself and says he saw him watching. The neighbor seems to lack the understanding that the victim is still a young child at this point. After this the victim doesn’t see the unknown child; and is asked by his parents to change his gender; to female; while his older sibling gets to stay the gender he is. Soon the victim goes missing from the neighborhood and is found in a different state by his mother and father; who encourage him to come back home where he can live as his own gender again. It seems unclear if the victim has experienced another version of the incident himself by the time he goes missing; he seems physically injured at the point of re-stance in a new state; and perhaps this is why people assume somebody at his new school calls his earlier location/state and parents when he says he’s moved; on meeting  his new class

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at this point

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date typed up on: 081720

tag[s]: cited: The Four Interviews , interviews

Seven years into homelessness; the pops of bits of feces at this point left onto … at this point with warnings of contagious c; and all the scenes of not all of their s*

theme: sure, some people wipe afterwards but not all

but some of their s* trapped under barely and some tissue and some soap. You wonder wouldn’t it be safer in a suit and protected gloves and a lot more solution; and a see-through face cover with breathe-able holes and something even disposable or easily clean-able (with access) to scrub with; and no “…” intervening.

In the imagination of resources

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all of it that wasn’t thrown out could be dumped [maybe two loads] into a self-cleaning washer & dryer; and all the filth cleaned through; and at least that would be a more normal translation of cleaning theirs but not all them participate in such obvious intentional open display of s* pieces; s* mounds; bl* smears; s* smears; and droppings.

5th crime notes

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date typed up, on: 8520; date worked on: 32017

tag[s]: the inquisite sig.

[maybe I’ll explain more later; but I’ve been busy; and there’s another criminal-related advent to report.]

review theme: reforming crime versus non-reforming crime

I was very sorry as I smoked a wonderfully donated cigarette [sp?] on a curbside near a public library; public workspace that I discovered a cited: costco wholesale member card belonging to an identified member. I emailed cited: costco; and am waiting for the next transitive action for-the; card; from, them. However, I almost expect to never hear back; my concern is that I should be able to leave the card at the front desk of this library; near where it was found; and-or at the labelled police station across-the-street; but neither reliably meet the standard competence of regular authority; and I would hate to put the person in any danger if the card met hands with a false authority, (unjustly) dangerous person at such workstation[s].

update: 3.27.17 an actual authority must – have responded / received (theme: switching between identities ha ha) : because I actually heard back; and learned what to-do next in a way: that made sense.

Part Two (b). New land …

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date typed up, on: 72620, date worked on: 7320 (I think)

tag[s]: analysis

theme: I hate t.b.! & violations of d.v.

 

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mannerisms

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date typed up on: 7/18/20; date worked on: 61020

tag[s]: cited: creative thought

 

My visit to … was really brief. Dad; my dad lives over there now; but he looks like a completely different person; and acts like different, too. Recently my mother died; but my father had already moved away before then. I inherited her house; where I live alone. The house comes with a name called: The Yellow House; and there’s a sign out – front that says so. Before she died; and after I grew up there: I moved out; and had a really hard time paying for my own place; so I got four room-mates. The only job that worked for me was this delivery route of ordered goods; from one place. My payment got converted into things I needed; and my room-mate was able to convert the rest through his work to my portion of the rent. I lived in that two-story house for many years. Toward the end; my mother died and we were able to find a replacement for me in the two-story house.

Sometimes I feel like I still miss my mom; but we were never really close. She was really vain; and always described me to be really ugly; though I never felt ugly. When I was younger; she would say strange stuff to me like that she wanted me to move my hands and legs a certain way; so that I wouldn’t look so ugly, as she thought. If I didn’t she would start being really mean to me.

So I started to make the adjustments in my mannerisms; and my mom controlled her mean-ness toward me. But she would still say strange things to me; such as she didn’t want my legs to change in appearance past their teenage state; so that even if I went gray in the hair: I would still appear young.

She would then tell the details of my … which I though was even weirder than the other stuff she said.

When I got back from my trip to visit my father … I went to go visit my mom’s grave.

Part Two. (Part one not up, yet.) New Land …

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an old land: R, R varied, … etc.

to new land: ?

[assets of new land: easily affordable, forever, easily accessible, functionally safe …]

  1. R varied, R … [rest the same)                                            ans to: new land
  2.  V (empty)                                                                             ans to: easily affordable …
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[t. b. c.]

references of relationships associated with gender

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date typed up on: 063018; date worked up on: 062420

tag[s]: cited: creative thought

The victim and older “friend” meet in some context. Soon the victim identifies older “friend” as father; and the two move-in-together. “Dad” is now dating and his dating partner becomes “Mom”. The three of them live together for a very long-time; with victim and “Dad” being especially close; and doing lots of things; activities together and alone. Victim is in a wheel-chair at the meeting point, initial. At another point; activities with “Dad” start to include “Mom” more frequently; and sometimes additional friends of “Mom” and “Dad” ‘s. The three live together in victim’s property assigned to him through his condition; and on outings “Mom” and “Dad’s” friends ridicule victim; which is one-way to notice; the ridicule is heavy and pronounced; and involves physical interference that escalates heavily eventually incorporating “Mom” and “Dad” as primary pre-meditated and intentional abusers and violaters of victim. Victim is unsure of his gender and sexuality and is affected to believe that “Mom” “Dad” and all of their friends are male: “Auntie” “Uncle” “Grampa”

a, J.A.

Aware of …

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date typed up, on: 062220 ; date worked on: 061920

tag[s]: cited: creative thought

 

The victim is in a serious romantic relationship around the time of her early 40s. At this stage of her life she feels mature enough to make decisions regarding her life. She meets a man; who she’s dating [in her life …]; and they engage in many public displays of affection as he plans many of their dates to be in such; public; and then creates a situation where they quickly move toward public affectionate action. During their dating the victim has put on a lot of weight; and feels on reflection though quite a bit thinner at the start of dating this man; that she wasn’t happy with her body; since she felt physically threatened by people who were larger than her; especially men. The way she has put on weight, she believes is by giving up her part-time activity of flour throwing in a gym. This activity

[cited: pupil cement]

is for women only; including younger [and older …] women: and she feels that she has seen the man she is dating aound that area. In any case since she’s left flour throwing to free up more time to date, *Seth; she has gained weight.

She was quite close to the women in the throwing flour group; and now she never sees them.

Often on her dates with *Seth she sees many bicyclists and people otherwise engaging in excessive outdoor activity such as; canoe-ing or something of its ilk; and review: the relationship between these people seems unclear to her.

Her only other relationship that she’s aware of other than with *Seth; is a friend from work; who she meets with … hangs out with regularly; but who she doesn’t know much about.

At this point; it’s unclear what they do for work.

*Seth starts at some point to have outbursts; but they aren’t violent; and they are quite emotional about how he feels … regarding …