smack,her [derived: male, smack, -h ? ]

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cited: amazon k.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

 

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 82217

 

Date written: 3.19.17

(a) More received charity products to consider: cited: HARNN treasured wood lip therapy; review: this title of over a lip balm dispenser is quite the art generating idea-r ; plus the balm is greatly effective; a shiny – I think? thin like almost a lotion version for the lips; it’s a reminder to look for  ; look at treasured wood.

 

inserts: syntax hints are sometimes, at times spaces.

 

My idiosyncratic definition of “treasured wood” is a semi-strange training in [combat art]; which I suppose is a method-to fashionings … carry two stand-ably (-with) heavy bags and walk enough miles [foryou] to get you to a location that you need to … ; and-or don’t mind. rest as you, need as in your walk.

 

Why is this combat art: it is movement : that builds the strength and dexterity we need for everyday tasks; in a safe society : that includes the ability to non-criminally defend ourselves.

[aside: tag[s]:

mind channels: dv & uh, poetry/fiction;  cited: amazon

lipsmackher

]

what clothing would you wear in such combat art activity: I know that I’d slap-smack this described balm on my lips to make the endeavor more scented; and engross-ingly scented with other scents that may come up; outdoors: good + bad.

tag[s]: realistic interpretations of d.v. recovery; & the fashion of scents

[Design a “treasured wood[“] therapy … “ ?]

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theme: bloody faces, wash out?

theme music citation: oasis stop crying your heart out

 

or it is available this way to: i.e. this posting: To accompany publishings

f-F Similarities, Continued. [she-e a]

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tag[s]: descriptions of criminology, criminology art, mind channels, reading notes, … think tank fiction here, reporting … ?, book theology, computer science abstract theory

[B]y goura fotadar

date typed up: 82017

f-For The Fictional VolunTier Project

Part One. Think tank Fiction [adv.]

Fiction to post:  81917 The librarians reported that they have 50 members of the military [which one]: hostage:

The Blew faith;

They think as a result; expecting

… to never return these new

hostages loose: they now

think;

The Blew faith; they can live

over everyones tinker rites:

What can shall be stead.

 

Part Two. Similarities, Continued 81917

“A HEAD FULL OF BOYS”  sounds so much

Lichen to “LICE” which prior to

Reading this … I might have put

Down: “head full of” lice,

In my fiction before in any case:

It points to the regular cultural

Knowledge of the segment : “head full

of” lice, and in which case motifs to

the steadfast notion that  “A HEAD FULL OF BOYS” is-has been regular culture; and with next caught line … of either, gender?

theme: sinking into [] fish . [to]

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[t.b.c.]

S [1] … source, citation text [1]: Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave with foreword by David Marr

learning theme: this stream of knowledge is called stream [1] {s of source is can also be? Stream: under word-letter proliferations} and is a motif for the transfer of knowledge within stream to perhaps? The consumer of the stream; in ‘tis case ; this source text is called stream [1] ; and for now tertiary prolactive label. i.e. temporary label.

The message in the envelope.

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 81917

[as of 81817]

[notes to post]

On Observational Criminology.

In terms of

cue processing 8.18.17

[for the fvp]

Perhaps basic: notice the

inclusion of a late attendee:

Either things/context

situation has

become safer or the opposite.

In this case:

-raised volume / notice a change in it if too the

the opposite instead

-familiarity that isn’t / notice a change

in the opposite [too] … etc.

wait: for a declaration

of either and not both; [safer or the opposite]

in one direction: look for an outrageous lie -à clearly spotted à if possible get at least one piece of evidence.

tag[s]: revenue circa past l’hostage, combat mode; and logistical processing in “odd” social groups.

Group = grope?

Derivations

of meaning [two]

 

Almost at first sight

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Almost at first sight; for the fvp

theme-channel citation: at first sight [again] the movie

by goura fotadar

dedicated to a.s. and  j.k. and j.s.

tag[s]: mind channels + reading notes + riterary analysis for the death project for the fvp

source, citation text [1]: Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave with foreword by David Marr

[1st source early on way early on ] ” … how funny and horny and sad and truthful … ”

“Did anyone ever shut him up? Death certainly didn’t.”

Again et al : the

basics ; real ilife signs of immortality.

and traditionally

“horny” means …

source citation text[2]: Singing in the Shrouds (by) Ngaio Marsh;

[look at text][how so this early the two, are two alike.]

immortality = career when?

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second source, p. 9  Box: “Horn”

“The cranes that served these ships lost their heads in the fog. Their gestures as they bowed and turned became pontifical.”

———————-> (curving arrow) like death

Box: “winches” look up? meaning definition of [for grade school this slight line, too]

Box: “wharves” another definition word

“Police Constable Moir, on duty until midnight, walked in and out of shadows.”

————————> (long arrow, lounge arrow) look at a real cop’s / police’s motif in fiction.

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Research for paragon & work retention [paragon] stow-age

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 81717

Part one. Date, 81617

side notes for type-up

of-the fvp

of a.a. notes:

tag[s]: careers in counseling drugs + alcohol

think aa sponsoring.

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\/

the basics as

written down in notes:

bold [ expect a swing back in the already overcome a rather seemingly, overcome

direction … perhaps there seems to be some sort of statistical issue; how to stay and move past as in forward only onto this point; and only forward from it; but like

in the basics of a pendulum the direction of back -> forth, can change. ]

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one easy imaginative

way is

to create a

sense of

trap-box

where every

face is only with

the two options:

the present, or

some moment in

the future;

are then the present

considered all one moment

in any case:

what happens in the

time it takes to decide

now or later

pluh

what if you, or the person/being

in the trap-box is

dropped into one or two;

or a stasis between

the two: [what and how might You/

the person/being be directed

and-or by what such force]

tag[s]: the philosophy of sponsoring

perhaps identified

and cognized

and perhaps that in brackets

is the answer to the

movement direction …

 

 

[

next to include notes from lecture in short brackets : lecture:  6.30.17

& or

alcohol notes:

“Relapse Prevention Toolkit”

|

\/

“means to slip back”

|

\/

“going on right road; and now going on wrong

road ”

=> going back down

the right road;

is the wrong

road.

“relapse is a process

not an event”

“Addiction cycle”

“something triggers you ”

“you start craving

relief from [my] pain.”

 

“craving is followed

by ritual or

the robotic

phase”

||

\/

robotic face?

||

\/

ro, bo, tic face?

bow row, tic face?

=> work-out

in public almost

or habitually

]

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Part Two.

tag[s]: also art notes;

Well copies certainly solve the dilemma of reality fixes;

while one stays as it was

in the upgrade if needed corrected

direction fix a new from a duplicate

can be made; anew better modality

reality caption.

aside notes: there’s the guy, who says he

owns the library so gets to [picture, somewhere?]

abuse me in/out of it. Who is he?

and certainly this part two; is

connected to this past

[but not worse]

part one; so qualification

aids comprehension:

[past not worse]:

is likely same

moment

in incline

[see part one].

and since it states in 1st Paragraph the

evidence; hardly a contradiction

per thus far first Paragraph to art;

and so; to solve at this stage:

how can “documents” translate

“a source” to art –> uh petitional wel-fare?

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Source, cited:  Camera work 25, 1909

448-449, Alfred Stieglitz

& A.A.  lecture 6.30.17

[as an outsider non-alcoholic]

Reporting Clues:

Also see art

in a fedor-a:

are thy, they

actually

alcoholics?

[the false

veterans’ cause

as opposed to the real veterans’

movement]

 

 

Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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shh

By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.

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Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.

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Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,

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Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.

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2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]

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And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.

 

Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”

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Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.

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Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.

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Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.

 

theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?

 

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Audra’s Hunt; The Inquisition of Serious Buddhists Continues in the Modern Day World.

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Audra’s Hunt; The Inquisition of Serious Buddhists Continues in the Modern Day World. [ a rapid not vapid rough draft among the incarceration of what should be injustice.]

by goura fotadar for The Fictional VolunTier Project

date typed up: 81517

tobeposted81517

tag[s]: career, voice, gender derivations, and criminology of course; incompetent “authorities” too; aptitude problems in communication

Part Normal. The Next on “The Hair on Ripping”

Women: to Domestic Violins

New as of 8 14.17

source, citation text: The Fountain of Age by Betty Friedan [Preface]

[“At that time, if menopause was talked about at all—and like other aspects of female biology , this shameful sexual sickness was better not discussed—the end of a woman’s childbearing function was seen as ultimate trauma, the end of her sexual function, her life as woman.”]

and this presumably refers to her gender: sex;

and not sexual activity: ? for her is any woman or women.

When we consider “ultimate trauma” does this

Over coincide with other

attributes of trauma: domestic violence; emotional abuse; civil rights injustices.

tag[s]: cultural notions of affect.

[“The death, indeed, of her life as a woman. Her biological “sex role,” which defined her, was finished. Some adjusted to the loss, sublimated in gardening, good works, their grandchildren; others did not.”]

Perhaps the syndicated re-iteration of “menopause” as a transgender expo.  Of enforcement into manhood.

[“I began to wonder: When women grow beyond the limits of their biological role and find new purposes for their lives, could that larger human dimension change the very biology of the aging process?”]

Also the new era of trauma police brutality from a personal masculine woman’s journey into criminology.

[“women were taking steps to change their lives—going back to school, getting up the courage to look for jobs, asserting their own personhood.”]

and so they two are connected?

tag[s]: careerisms + career counseling

 

 

 

theme: community college notes of the non regular science variety.

 

Part Inordinance and Incompetence with the Sheriff’s Office in San Mateo County [at least]

Reported persons in lacking ethical legal action fulfillment:

Jennifer Prado
650-363-4530
jprado@smcgov.org
San Mateo County Sheriff’s Office &    Jenna McAlpin jmcalpin@smcgov.org

 

 

To post to the fvp; on 81417

Submitted in response as of 81417

 

Yes, thank you for that information; however that does not fulfill the code of rejection; and I will still have to pass the information on; as my life and existence have been greatly endangered by such protocol. In any case, I am in the middle of my workday and cannot due to a lack of comprehension on your part as such declared by you, communicate with you any longer; for fear that you might aid in further danger to me through exactly such. Kindly, Goura Fotadar

 

Earlier that day: Thank You, very much. I’m very sorry that you found this attempted report to be confusing and you were unable to comprehend it. I will make sure to pass this information on. Kindly, Goura Fotadar.

 

Aside Inquiry of Inquisition and Edification.

 

Question Inquiry: Rejected reports of those in high need of actual aid/help; is likely or should be likely a civil rights violation of the highest violating sanction. What do you presume the consequence is.

 

Part O. Today: 81517:I entered city hall in Sunnyvale, ca; after witnessing a man on the back of the bus; publicly masturbating; and after the cops who responded there wouldn’t do anything about the incident; and same with that bus driver; last night where people are cited: for trespassing and the accord; all night long, the guy was at it again in the public park past its closing for at least that type of use: the basketball court; and partying in the parking lot; but like the Menlo Park P.D. can enforce an actual crime’s inaction … like they can; Instead you get busted for being h-less; how oddity; back to Sunnyvale, upon recommendation I walked into city clerk city hall Sunnyvale from another building nearby’s recommendation; and a woman intercepted my conversation regarding a city ordinance in at least a 50-mile radius for at least two drawer-full longer drawers like the city hall has for themselves and their lackluster and low-performing employees; for those that are functionally homeless despite many “authorities” lies; and they called the cops on me; who put me through an inquisition; not comprehending that [one of them at least] my name is not: Laura or Foura; it’s actually legally Goura,

[theme: Get it Goura.

I have to confess my name is used in … ? and not by me. ]

[although at at least one job; I had a cover name for reasons of racism et al … but like I still got paid in my legal name : … ]

 

But I’m not in jail yet for not actually committing crime despite what others who are “authorities” believe what is crime.

 

As a basic assignment not yet thorough enough [at any level]  you might want to start defining the context and uh la actual crime.

 

But I’m not in jail yet; something to look forward to? For all of us.  Is it rape proof, work friendly, stalker proof and thief proof, permanent shelter?

 

Part Z. Starting at a 50-mile free city ordinance for two per head drawers.

Homeless People who have fled to the street, for reasons of inconceivable trauma:

Look at things such as stalking, non-reported to them deaths of close ones, and threats of unjust violence and theft … and of course the worse: rape … , threats serious too.

Identity theft [in theft of course] and the onslaught.

 

Need storage; so that the “cops” and other “authorities” don’t continue to trash their stuff.

We can’t just slobber every spare piece of work into the trash at night before rest time; because like once in a while; you might need your college diploma; your graduate school transcript, the sheet of your national medal of honor, and like your birth certificate; along with work notes or whatever.

Yes, that’s right there are homeless people who work and still have money. Without regular offices and regular storage. Yes, that’s right.

& who knows in the system of real justice: they may be working like way more than uh you; and like uh you ever have; and you have safe housing and a safe office and safe storage; what an oddity indeed. Injustice caught on event.