cultura non-fiction

Mismatching Triggers and History of Time in Economics.

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for The Fictional VolunTier Project

By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 41718 … 41818 … 41918

tag[s]: discussions with self about another self; also known as removed counseling and criminology in high function or to high function

[also in this form: posting41918]

Primary source citation:

as accessed on 41518, 41618, 41718, 41818

Rough first minute notes

Mis-matching triggers : jail for severe mental illness

without put downs, what are the signs of severe mental illness [think native American approach outside’s interactional play with state experiencer.]  i.e. more expanded:  client mentions client’s specific symptoms … what are they as heard.



Start-over; after brief look-over,

Q: How old would you assume the client is.

A: paradigms, parameters: the reason this may be especially important; because unless the image is a severely duplicitous digital image, the person and-or main character client here; character of course referencing the video as a stage setting; and I don’t mean especially staging to put the client in any unjust danger … in any case; despite when it might be that m.i. could start; or has for a specified client and or this one, do you propose that I am stating in the civilization of our time; five years ago, despite still the youthful stage; is too late to be just yet diagnosed; and so it almost places at a time vortex in real life combined with the reality of the stage of this video as setting.

Five years ago or this approximate is too late, to the constant steady of our current period of civilization; so did this person live in actuality in a different time; where modern technology and diagnosis entered their time reflective of five years as compared to today’s roughly accurate here hemisphere date.

Stand-out point: the work of actualized m.i. diagnosis and possibly other such coinciding knowledges; may cause a change in time access to the past and or future? Like the non-fiction (sci-fic) or also known as criminology

Q: In our modern actualized culture, it has been mainstream knowledge in the m.i. field of work, that persecution of crime alongside an actualized experience, diagnosis [in both parameters individually] is non-cooperative and or illegal in a non-reformed variety for those doing the persecuting


A: At approx. 1:48 in the video: “run-ins with the law” after “feeling off” caused the experience of “off” to turn into the actual diagnosis time of entry; “feeling off” when this is accorded by a m.i. diagnosis should not require “run-ins with the law” when we are fortunate we have this through competent militia; but otherwise not so much are we fortunate … and it seems almost anything can become of a client when … has “run-ins with the law” and so it might be important to consider …

Spiritual tool preceptor: competent militia interactions are an actual useful religious interaction esp. for both parties; what defines [as in 5th grade] competent militia; and how so the latter; look above

how what of crime [for example, crime accusations, false crime accusations, or the such] came around at the moment of m.i. diagnosis [time of entry] for this client/character; based on client’s personal observation [of internal to external] experience would require to ask the client; but the hint is the following: “run-ins with the law” perhaps caused back-in-moment or time, “feeling off”

as stated above, depending on the type of “feeling off” including possible psychic premonitions informed by future changes with in this case for example “ … the law” and interactions with it; may be connected back-in-time even more-so with the actualization of the experience of m.i. In health

applications whenever one has “run-ins with the law” that aren’t caused: earned by one … are the motivations of any perpetrators to sick the such one; i.e. to cause the being: becoming, being: become,  interacting non-caused: earned by itself with “… the law” thus way, a variety …  & or debilitating illness[es]. I believe we have a charge of causing m.i. with whoever was interacting with the client during “run-ins with the law” and also whoever was in the moment of criminology [perhaps cues] additionally causing these such “run-ins”

[as a side note; it’s not coherently possible to have an actualized diagnosis meaning an actualized experience of m.i. and have perpetrated unjust crime upon another and or society at larger; so instead the arrest and-or time in prison better be componentized t o a pardon and or time away that the client felt they needed … otherwise there are additional criminal charges for the arresting-penalizing parties and those contributing to arresting-penalizing this client and other such people in such type of circumstance equivalents]

A diagnosis of m.i. at such a time of entry; even if an actualized diagnosis in experience; … at such a time of entry is surely the result of perpetration of non-earned variety by the experiencer of m.i. and toward the experiencer by the perpetrators; so the perpetrators shall, and should be charged for the extent that m.i. of such diagnosis takes from; and then what actualized experience of it also takes from … in the past, present, and future … predictions of such future inculcations ; the experience of the diagnosis changed by such perpetrations


theme: how does it feel like it’s supposed to feel

theme music citation: possession sarah mclachlan



Q: [basic counseling integration] In a coherent state of empathy how could the client’s embarrassment be turned into a larger useful disguise tool of the pill bottle; the client might be able to disguise to how much; at least to the extent of carrying. In addition; what about slipping into the bathroom with the pill disguise bottle; to take the pill; effective this translates to combat cited: self-care maneuver. Mentioned the client’s interest in fashion; might be a cohesive and coherent way to disguise such a pill bottle; in mainstream knowledge the same type of pill disguise might be used for anybody taking pills, and or such of the prescription level.  And would be a sort of trust for the client[…s], person[…s] initiating such a thing. Noticed theme: will society will ever be at the cryogenic theme function; that low-level antipsychotics and such accord might be offered in the over-the: counter section.

Other things to seriously consider; is how pressing it is that a client who experiences severe actualized m.i. may have to go through the process of embarrassment when taking that which medicine they need. It’s a sign of a severely low functioning society as an example for one; and provides low avenue

therefore for functional integration of m.i. actualized experiential development. [Separating out to an actual functional portion of society during work-hours or whenever possible; may be one way to at least attempt functional integration [in portion]].

A: ? [I think , portions of provided right above.][Minutes down the video there is a prescription change answer, …]



The T.K. case so far

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[also in this form: The T]

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 4218

tag[s]: the death project, investigations continued, fiction or not, the laws of dead

theme: the virtual image to the side of my head

theme music citation: frou frou let go

[How is this part possible. You are on Earth;] … and you have an assigned house; that you haven’t yet earned and haven’t yet earned in your long er future.  You are not sure who the real owner is; and so it’s almost like stealing. The house is very large; and likely too large in the future of modern culture for one person that does not also or at least work in it; or out of it.

But you still have a job.  The job offers compensation. The first person that hires you at the job is the opposite of your gender and after you get the job; or it’s your job; so after you start your job; that person disappears. & is not replaced right away.

In Investigation Units: On surveillance tapes; the first thing I would do, since everything else like this so far is hanging aire; is locate where the … that first person hiring is [or went to, was].

Regular awareness: when you get hired; the person[s] in the hiring process; has-have access to all of your information if even they are illiterate; and singularly or singular [one group] plural-ly, especially if you didn’t buy your house or its contained equivalent [that is no other group other than yourself yet in your working time has this access].


Next, the main person: you;  … gets a same gender boyfriend; which isn’t abnormal then or minority relations then; and that he has nothing in common with; his boyfriend doesn’t work, money in access doesn’t exist; his boyfriend doesn’t have a place to live and this is before homelessness has turned to a social cause to clear especially problems of entropy and its mandated ethics.


He stays over some times, and is especially affectionate. Hint: when you [the main lifer] tell him your name he doesn’t seem to understand, but he seems to understand you in other ways.

One day you meet his dad; and he rapes you when the lights go out. The lines are gray [back then] because rape is your form of sexual practice; except it’s not exactly rape. So what does that mean.

Shortly after, you are dead.

Usually as of now, in prediction models of the future: you are dead in an unjust way, and then before you die you start to be raped because you will die; but the death in an unjust way never has to come, and so this is one way to stop being raped.


The day you die, you are wearing a very flamboyant outfit in flamboyant coloring its part of your compensation at your work; clothing and such; and you have been to work. But as all the clichés say you leave early. There is a celebration.


Your death was planned; it’s better put: but I don’t want to take away your power over yourself: your murder was planned without you noticing. The perpetrators all these years later remember you though none of them are particularly attentive to others and in general.

They were so far, collected: Your boyfriend,

Some lady who you saw on your way to work a few days a week; who knew your boyfriend

Your boyfriend’s dad

Your sister who said he was your brother; that you couldn’t recall prior to your death

[and so far other, several other characters]

Research Interests: Memory after death of victimization; what is in significance changed immediately. Of course you might want to define the size of static immediately, first. [or something]


Ethical Interactions of Investigation:

Primary Investigators receive visual recordings that are mildly interactive with their reality function to assess and examine more details of your life prior to your murder; and they then collect pertaining to each investigator relevant observations and data.


Future Continuing Conversations …

How the dead [in dead body or perhaps more sensibly turning to dead body ] through victimized murder are treated after they are killed by their perpetrators and does this transfer to a new recollection?

More evidence for … you have that feeling.


Who is Bill’d. A story by-product, in rough.

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Who is Bill’d. A story by-product, in rough.

[also in this form: News on the storage front]

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 21418



theme: Journalism: what of this is fiction?

News on the storage front; while the local “cops” cars get washed a t the car wash across the street; on whose bill? And on whose billing consent.


tag[s]: social welfare, combat phenologies , virtual identities misused by others in struggles of who is actually final authority, the guessing game goes on … uh, ? , the results for / of patrol drills, and whilst I squeeze in more public computer hours, civil right[s], and freedom of speech, American nationality and progressive actualities of intercultures


As at the front of the cited: o.c. ; the ongoing social welfare worker for cited: food stamps and food issues; was in today; under my oath; concerned that; I was asking if he had any references for free storage for homeless working people

theme: why did it stink? Homeless style.  The message says: get raped and or arrested if you shower here; even though we offer uh, showers. In this operative’s assessment. What are the other functional non-rape and arrested [unjust, and false] bathing and cleaning options; well ask someone that is actually homeless and not those that shit their pants with the water running in the shower as the caseworkers and staff watch in their impersonation of real joy. And as you smell shit while washing your hands nearby with soap; huh, I didn’t think this soap smelled like this. Recently I found out through some type of informant again, and that’s it has likely been mentioned before: but I just forgot; that shitting your pants at any time for a non-medical emergency reason is a form of severe anti-semitism; like even for toward those who aren’t actualized and or jewish, and threatening to have the *Asians jumped by nigga-s before the assessment was curbed into soapy uh falling onto you water, my god and to think my brother

is black,

[which one] [why, not use technology accurately and do a (cited) dna, test. Uh, I don’t know.]

and he referred me to the same caseworker as the end all answer similar to likely [who this caseworker] Yahuweh in confirmed scriptures of how to qualify while still waiting for two years, for free storage for the working for no living wage, homeless and or those deployed in the exact equivalent such. While the non-equivalently homeless have all the storage they need both in homeless rest-spots and lockers for the homeless. Good Job, not; caseworkers. How long will such deployments a non-cake-ing hell, last: domestically. Perhaps Yahuweh knows The Answer. Just Find: Him/Her and Ask? It’s no difficult thing.

The social welfare worker also seemed blasted in confusion that he had once provided me with a reference for shoes, when the cited: o.c. refused,

To provide me with shoes, and or a backpack; because the non-reforming drug addicts; and I’ll just say it: all not actually Asian [and this includes cultural representation outside of just plain race, too] just don’t like me, it’s personal!

theme: ew! They’re giving out Asian food, again; I hate that stuff the non actual Asian people yell food from cited: Whole Foods; it’s so cheap and boring. How do you classify actual Asian-full in this country of Actual superiority in culture qualified finally as not black, white, chicano, tribal indian; but yes, we all know Asian-full; consider, this a final declaration of how and which culture has dominantly paved the way the next time you call my round I a nigga with the other ending while white staff and black staff pretend no, really that’s o.k. they’ve had a hard life; you mean compared to who, the Budda? (cited;) ; I dunno; ask a real cultural anthropologist? What’s that say the coked up caseworkers? You know, I could hire reforming drug addicts, instead; and not the guys gassing on purpose directly on my food.

theme: who has had a hard life compared to the cited: Buddha, who is it.


I guess he found out my real race; since the local authorities have been writing down my race and qualifications as is convenient for them.

You are male, white , no black, no Mexican, no Cherokee, you never went to college, you are a drug addict, you are a criminal,

And they are the leader of the cited: U.N., NATO …


I’m genocide-ed upon central Asian, and from the American hood, as in the ghetto where I was assigned to a terrorist family as an operative which I entered into as birth;

I then barely graduated  despite being a child prodigy because my terrorist family decided this meant I was actually  mentally retarded and deserved to be enslaved if they couldn’t rape everyone, everywhere [or couldn’t get through me to do it; let’s call this part real black ops; cited] while working as a slave yes an Asian slave in my own country [a-m-a]: American style ; and transferred to the most pres. University for free (mostly) where I graduated from; I then stopped being poor as an operative; but I wasn’t born poor; my trust fund which owns the cited: o.c. and not some white folks pretending to be uh, ? is non accessible except for my consent for uses of charity that I benefit from also as much as I need it: them; and so on; not as much as the cited: o.c. staff think they want to earn; and I have to consent to hire them; which I didn’t … my trust fund like a biblical myth owns everything:


I am the leader of NATO; which I invented when I was young; the leader of the UN; which I also invented; and much much more many things and titles that I uh saw in a cited: bipolar disorder and drug induced vision? Yeah, right. [which part,]

And I’m not physically male just because I went to a reputed male school.  Statistics mean only one thing. I’m smarter and better than you are; and when you say you are the …; you are cheating and committing a felony. I did actually work harder against unforeseeable disadvantage worldwide as the leader of what which qualifies me to be the actual what ? and no this is not the 1400s

Anyway, the caseworkers smiled happily that they could continue to complete federal violations under the non-consented to owner/sponsor’s

criminal immunity: oh, moi.


And they giggle never actually having produced any work. I’m sure they are just plagiarizing everything they claim; they can hardly even walk their own b odies without committing unjust crime; and they are not disabled or something.

Reminder: it’s been a year and moving toward two year waiting list for storage for my work related stuff; one locker, and I own the place. That bitch just doesn’t want me to have storage, in an act of racism against actual work.  Who and who all qualifies as that bitch. And when it’s not me she deprives of my own stuff stomping her feet as she shits her pants in public, it’s the rest of actualized and hard-working militia and all like them; this is called racism; severe racism; and it’s not always connected to the basic dumbasses version of racial comprehension.


The, of the, Eating-other

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The, of the, Eating-other

a past, Egg la mode. The Code of Hospitality may be not that easy to manifest.

[or in this form: To post to the fvp]

by goura fotadar

dedicated to k.v. rec.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project


tag[s]: social welfare eating, philanthropic existances and their educations; translating class systems into one continual class inter-experience or unified class eating, culinary theory!

theme: the real gratuity, theme: man, I [fest]

theme music citation: gin blossoms found about you

I have to say, that past-a almost like a salad was, fine cooking.

{I’m not sure of who noticed; other than the main cook; and I’m not sure if even others could figure out how who the main cook, is; of the group serving the food. Identification of the main cook, should be obvious to the well-eater by the waterpool, collection: the meal}

[how and what qualifies fine cooking, and who says]

The, Who-ever cooked the noodles of the pasta; cured them and I know that’s not the right? word; that’s … [that is] used them in the most appropriate temperature and made the meat non-noticeable for a raison d’etre; and of course only noticeable if that version of meat: triggers your actual memory.

Of course there were raisins; and I can’t since so close to raison d’etre recall how to spell those things; the raisins, were to spell you [the external eater-the eating other] possibly into the funnel of sight of raison d’etre; yes, from a, this meal.

For food; is must be basic at analysis to come across; at least at ‘tis both deep yet and beginning stages of knowledge.

If you’re American or just familiar with Americanisms! The obvious, the lettuce of any salad, can always be used as condiment extra to such past-a; because of course it edifies the pasta into further form.

The quarantine of apples a,head of time with or followed by coffee; cleanses the palate to opaque to portending taste [and this has gotta be the best aspect-facet of portendings]; as at least was cliché in practice but not perhaps with apples; so it’s a new old swing of interpretation; and I mean the apples as being of old. They were the yellow barely red so more of gold fleck variety not quite yet full ripe.

If served a cooked egg [h.b.], mandarin orange [and I mean the color], green melon, and dressing; you have the high-end past-a dish, the lettuce and meat, and pasta swung together past a, cooking, short on storage space: and the pieces of mandarin, egg [egg scissored into tinier than chunks if even possible with your fingers], and melon, bit into the cooked with added dressing past-a dish; it’s a picture-able experience only when the noodles are so well tempered; but of course I didn’t photograph then, I wanted to keep it all for myself, in that way, then. Maybe next time, I’ll be willing to share. [The image of this fine dining experience]

theme: eating is really a, the one-of the metaphysical process[-es] to experience.

With lemonade, afterward-to reverse: alongside: a piece of the melon, and cited: soul pieces & rum’s theory, a few peels of the mandarin orange in the lemonade: and it’s complete to drink with such cooking. I can taste the oil of lemon, it exists yes; or is it just a metaphysical imagination.

At a middle stage; the dish twisted into a finesse of savoring has turned into something you might also additionally bake; with what’s left of the side piece of bread and some extra? herb. Which one; I was thinking dried green; like an older oregano; and not fresh oregano; but that’s just me; it could be different for you with this same fantastique set of meal. Think, like a dish set.

Key points, from this dish:

green melon and lemon-something points to sophisticated cooking talent and you really should eat it; if it actually has those ingredients

-a signa of something in the food …, actually seen, [and not just some external version plagiarism; remember actual emulation is not plagiarism [on the external part]], a signa in the food points to the main cook’s vision in the experience of eating for the eating cook and-or the eating-other

– for the eating-other: the challenge of putting it all together: even when it’s already prepared and ready-go, what completes it to version, complete to eat as is without any more additions, for now



How do you know what feels wrong to you.

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How do you know what feels wrong to you.

Secondary Standard head: Is this fiction or not.

Rough notes on the quick

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

is it an? el; and other form translations or breakdowns … ? are [r]
by goura fotadar

date: 63017

public library theme, select: she’s dumb and she’s not deaf. I know her and I use her name to get out of prison; without her consent.

outdoors public theme: and they won’t stop attempting to steal. We don’t have the guns. But they do. Which is they.

tag[s]: grammatical ideology how; is this fiction or not

Part One. I don’t know figure out what “you” means quick enough and roughly is still good enough.

I like ice cream and coconut milk; because it’s rich and it heals me. [heels?]

I like chocolate because it puts me out of pain.

I haven’t told a lot of people that I’m completely ordinarily deaf; and most not “dumb” people can just tell anyway; I can still hear you if you focus here. Otherwise I can’t. And I was born that way; but raised with a majority: family that kidnapped me that I’m not actually related to in any form of that actualized definition; so I never told majority: them. And they really don’t know, unless you tell majority: them.

I know I’m an actualized being: beings; because I’ve helped a “ton” of actualized other beings; and not so much or at all non-actualized beings; or those that never hope to actualize [.]

I went to college; and then further a lot of school. I was mostly if not completely a straight A student in higher advanced education especially the prestigious ones-forms of it; So I know most words have more than one regular utilized meaning for example: dumb and dumb. I’m not dumb but I am dumb. You maybe dumb but not dumb. We’re not the same really. See. [really, sea] My kidnapped family told me I was dumb and then paid [sum:]people to change my grades [when]; so that the entire world? could pretend it was true. Then we had the existence of terrorism in our world [in time]. Uhm, I’m not that “full”. Please don’t blame all terrorism on me; sometimes it’s like your fault.

Part Two. Figure out what “feels” [is]

to me it is a central gut-like irk; and that’s enough. One gut-like irk that cannot be trans-placed but can be temporarily -only temporarily ignored.

Part Three. That’s enough. {Two levels} {It’s a pun.}

The Model is You semi-defined to You.

and central Irk that can’t be ignored forever.

{hint: most people don’t know that I’m also completely ordinarily mute; and yet they can sometimes? hear me? and also partially completely blind. Most people don’t know that I’m also severely afflicted with various deviant and movement disorders; yet I’ve never committed crime. It’s pretty impossibly possible to be afflicted with a, movement disorders and never for example: hit back. It’s kind of the experience of a lot of civilian non-criminals; and also reformed criminals; but not non-reformed criminals; who I also call un-actualized one group of a beings; and I’m not sure if they; the definition of beings … makes verity here, for the un-actualized [non-reformed criminals].}


Part Four. A Compiled Aside:

“You” “feels”

form y, in more than one y

if not fiction; then like fiction at least hear: really, Sea in time terrorism … when

form flower like a y is another form of y [hint]

civilians are not allowed to hit back no matter how unescapably criminologically competent they are; and at least not hit back regularly if even they brake; break? that rule. But veritas is it actual just law.

How come non-reformed criminals hit back, and hit uh; cons tant [and not ly] I hope you understand like uh, for example, the basic of like math constants.

theme basics: math constants is-r also the cliche of “don’t give up” so don’t stop working … is a constant, math constant, how.

theme music citation: foster the people don’t stop [again]

Part Five. Almost Un-Related Like a Win, doe

There’s too much actualized no actual? evidence to make one […] s

believe that lies about competence ever build to a “win” in finality,



Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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dates: 6.5.17 – 61317

tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions

Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP


by goura fotadar

I was thinking about;

as in all of but not just;

my fiction; the bar of the

draw cardes, post; and

the arrangements ; the cost of;

minimal would idol go-to in

times of low-coste; think of so’s

brand pandles; eating even more

food; and how flowers don’t. I’d

been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;

and treats of mides; and blows of

shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;

at a stage-front that was non-hoax;

and the ox was at the stage with

green stellas. She was a different way

when; dimples on the tilt; the image

of the inside the fixing of precedence;

and the bakes of no! pale. We were

non-bites; and finally I knew it was

a he; about his wife that he didn’t

like; Boy! was she gone.

Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something


In a review of liquor and

flowers; I had started reading “Lotus


cited: L … magazine
I wanted to discuss at this


point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”

the poem on page “9”

cited: the poem on page 9 from cited: L … magazine


aside 0: personal notes of real crime analysis and reports received and albeit civilian status
starts and finishes without severe

reading glance; at that vocation.

“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?

others that are


at some others

“have”  “kitchen … [s]”

not both? see the “yellow


as the “window” ‘s

entire being ; and you

have a baker , … , a pastry lover …

on “dizgotic” I hardly                           | date: 61117

know what dizgote means

w/out a dictionary and a summative

analysis of it, the word; but I wonder

if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t

mean the narrator; as described but I’ve

read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:

“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the

obvious that you can as one likely knows

analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;

cited: coding courses in community college;

something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;

as an entry into reading it : sort of like

the fine printed way to understand the over-all

enough-needed function of a vortex.

tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.

as an aside;

the death project, more source texts as identified

from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”

p. 11

of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis

is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”

prom: of p.11

“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”

under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”

theme: prejudice

is like unjust homicide


Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar

wishes to acknowledge the

receipt of your

request of a ban of

her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]

on Alma Street from

today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.

She appreciates the repeated blandishment

of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work


by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this

and such practicing libraries. She considers

this extreme harassment

under her social cause

of safety through homelessness

and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.

She requests that such

harassers not be

reciprocated for any

of her works and

identity; and she petitions

for the firing of all

pertaining library employees;

and volunteers.

She notes that out-spoken

un-defended prejudice

and gossip in this

country is illegal; and

that; likely despite

being at a knowledge

stream such person(s)

are unable to comprehend

the civic nobilite ;

that though you do

not like her; this

is certain; not her


dedicated to the service

      of J. J. L/F

citing p. 344

of  The

Amy Vanderbilt

Complete Book

of Etiquette

by Nancy


and Nancy



Rough notes on ART function.

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for the bladder funeral

remember to include

tag[s]: fictional heritage whilst the non-fiction world is sun spun, art notes, word diagrams


art notes: audiography;

cited: voicethread see link below

slide 19 or:

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar







as noted not surprisingly

it art box; another

death box came it

become; had to

be quickly in re-formation

together with excess


+ paper & leaves

& a tea – water


then to turn

things fictional :

bury the thing

semi – like

a truck

cover by the

limited height

and this is

the real definition

of height?

of other vehicles

uncover it if [after sum: time]

you have

bladder concerns such as

cancer; or if you care for

someone … s, ; who

does care for just means at

least think politely of

then unbury it

scribble bladder

and rub some

“piss on it”

bury it again;

aiming for complete



non-fiction back to

for this art

notes posting:

The Creativity of Safety

is Sometimes A Quick



b, lad, der

b a ladder

to [b, lad]

does that make sense?

of support



why the “flag of iwo jima” (cited:)


b, lad [d] er

b, lad [d] er   (er -> swing direction)

b, lad [d] er  ([d] -> the thing that helps as b, lad swings direction of the effort?)

[d] is short for


the strong physical ladder

or long for


the metaphysical ladder


|| meta|| physical

apparent apparent

it is; ladder yes!

must mean support

and not just the traditional

singular climb.