Evidence Notes, Fountains.

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tag[s]: criminology, counseling in area of career, dealing with the “police” and guns in my face at around 3 am; while the “police” coordinated how that’s legal for the other side; their side: i.e. n.r. crime; the gun was pulled out and directed at me, and I’m not the one that called the “police”

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by Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 10818

b – investigated geo-sphere function à this executive command

  • This insertion of external crime: toward/ inflicted upon this executive command from the other executive command [how?]

through the suggestion of/for need for a larger

geo-sphere un-necessarily

or too, soon. so then

declaration of necessarily [added to, 9.30.17]

capital ; no, necessary capital [i.e. having if]

as opposed to the

previous “executive

command” almost describing

a method to, stealing it:

[& by the previous executive command how, so?]; so in escape

translations [perhaps, again];

how to actually be executive

command with or without capital. and not commit crime esp. non-reformed crime.

 

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[The Bag.] In the un-abstracted image[s] connected to this day’s upcoming and or fiction post.

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date: 10717

[or in this form: In the un]

A grocery bag is so useful and lasts so long, or long enough; if carried “right”.

Perhaps x or x-somebody disagrees. [agrees]

But seen in a certain angle; doesn’t it resemble in a glyph or form, a mirror; and if there is more than one bag; a stack of mirror[s].

Perhaps then the breaking of a grocery bag, grocery bag[s]; well, the variety [-ies] that can break or do break, eventually or when carried ‘long enough’ is more similar when thought of in angle form; like the cursed cliché of a mirror breaking.

citations: [the usual and ever again, favorite] sylvia plath, mirror and natalie merchant kind and generous ,  and 10,000 maniacs more than this

Criminology-Counseling Resources: Diesel, doesn’t texting 9-1-1 already exist. [patterning relational issues.]

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Why can’t we [who’s/and belonging to … , we; is a decent exercise here; because you might want to outline that most need this specific service, and as a repeat likely, repeat cited: past work experiences while for pay especially, testing group]  text to 9-1-1 in a near effect: emergency.

tag[s]: in preparation for my next publication, too; definitions of actually authority.

theme: non-personal self-analysis of transcript of close-to and or crisis, is also issuance-broadcasted under functional trauma recovery; former work hazards re-identified to function, over-again.

 

This delivery truck.

Is there any suspect of this picture-manifestation. I saw these people doing [a?] delivery during the early night; and they looked over their shoulders, with a man on watch nearby. Perhaps it’s nothing dangerous; just a reasonable night delivery. There were then a surrounding number of new [this here meaning not had yet been seen; even the whole scene had been [ less than?] roughly checked] men, all wearing black; and with beanies; pacing the blocks nearby, but not that nearby the delivery truck; this one delivery truck and finally, approaching it. {Thematics: Were they virtual men and besides me, where were the “women” ?} Eventually I saw it, the delivery truck, this one, leave.

 

[The next morning.]

 

I saw these witch events; and

[In the evening / early night of this next day, then:] I sent this confirmed text message to 9-1-1 which of course [that thing called cited: 9-1-1,] sort of like responded saying it’s not possible to text to 9-1-1.

theme: also as a self-awareness exercise for others to learn from; how do you know what you’re having come up: issues as; and how do you pattern the-8-ir relational issues.

The transcript of the [message-s]:

[picture, here; but not included yet, in this posting]

“Hello there I want to report the city of Menlo Park’s attempted theft and homicide today once again this was put near my head”

“this,” [from right above] references picture not included here.

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“While the ‘cops’ and local ‘staff’ found this appropriate and said there was something wrong with me for just not taking it”

“What’s the difference between this and terrorism”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“<Subject: Homicide attempt again by local PD and local staff>”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“Sincerely, goura fotadar”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

[picture, not included yet] “24 hours after the court date” [picture signifying the completion of the court date]

Response: ”For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“The cops urged me to never yell when threatened and also refused recognize what auditory control is where yelling isn’t relevant … uh”

“To recognize”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

 

Non-personal Analysis of transcript brief: and connection to manifestation. [obvs. Images not yet included and perhaps to be included, in a thing of a luck at this point, perhaps]

 

Report,

Art Real Abstraction. Primary Avenue.

repeat offender: city of Menlo Park et al,

Repeat attempted offense: attempted theft and homicide of those already highly unjustly victimized;

 

“cops” and “staff’’ may have local or something “authority” but can they compete with the reporter’s [contextual definition: the person who reported, reports this crime attempt] areas of expertise and proven experience [even if it is me].

Enough repeat attempts, offenses and repeat offenses; qualify as terrorism in the séance of non-reformed crime:

Non-reformed crime perpetrator[s] has-have more than person[…s?] xyz; who has and does work harder than them ; and so n-r. c.p.s , continue to attempt to unjustly victimize person xyz [continue = enough occurrences and/or severe enough already occurred è[arrow gear means : implies : as in here it means: implies] unjust/unholy terrorism and so this shall be the charge.] ]

 

Art Real Abstraction. Secondary District.

Connected by-reported’s events as soon by [to incident occurrence and or accidental? incident like occurrences] witnessed, actually recalled, and subjected to:

… happened to witness the first delivery truck the night before also the night of the court date; and then the attempted homicide-theft happened; after the “police” ’s approach; …  happened as just a side coincidence to notice another delivery truck; which though is more common in appearance but the three might be [a connect, a connection] Uh; the bus on my way to my regular or regular enough destination was possessed by a violent mental bus-man and this is not a victimizing reference to mental illness and its experience; who nearly barricaded me with various busses and then yelled at me for close to ten minutes straight as I boarded the bus I needed to take;  which he nearly drove off with, despite my jumping up and flailing arms to get him to stop the bus like near the now barricaded bus stop for this bus, where I was waiting. I told him to stop yelling at me, and he told me he didn’t give a — who I was, and then, I told him to stop yelling at me, because he might find out who I was, and then I promised it was going to matter against him. Prior to this: He actually accused me of not trying hard enough to get on the bus, despite my extenuating two days, near attempted homicide of me, and the near aggressive work-out it took me to stop the bus, at its actual bus stop.  [And this isn’t even the whole story connected to this bus transport system and the bus pass I use to board the bus, it’s been a drilling story of years of work, involving various levels of petitional work even nation-wide and not just in letters, but in person visits, through submission of my own work for its pass policy, and also through phone calls. ]

[As a side note: resources don’t just show up mysteriously at places, there is somebody or sometimes multiple to many somebodies producing the work, to push these “things” through and to functional use.]

Art Real Abstraction. Tertiary Burb.

Are there other unjust: to; victims in such circumstance; even on the same day; or in the same criminological moment.

 

The Next Subsidies,

Oath the Images?

Imagine what you might see as the images; to create safety as an art activity, or rather through an art activity: take into the context of the area’s environment and what people who are considered authorities there but might instead be “authorities” get away with carrying on them or near them that could cause or rather be used in unjust homicide.

Observational and barely just researched local geographical class:

Suburban in witnessed, activity: more like wealthy Bay Area in standard surrounding culture: what might be a “staff” application that could be translated to homicide; also how to recognize homicide cues, upcoming.  But in reported income of the area: as seen on average knowledge provision general website: middle class functional income sector, very little poverty [as is reported on such website].

 

 

Analysis of / More evidence notchas and part two: who am I [the non-fiction version]

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by Goura Fotadar

dedicated to stopping all unjust theft in all manners of methods to ways.

tags[]: combat art, technology voce, and of course criminology.

date: 10417

a)—otherwise : the executive command might be a scam artist without most yet, finding out. Though there is likely knowledge on-goingly to why a [ an unjust] scam artist may actually be there, for: in

such an executive command position; if even connected to a specific or general revenue from [this means completion in training from or the equivalent] the training program; one might consider the unreal or rather illegal “quest” [i.e. not really qualify as a quest, then but labelled for ramification]

 

b—compared for likely a status of actual crime check

crime check : [just the past executive command position, interview]

 

to another such executive command filled position

[aside:  this is also a real

Investigation of the

Fact: that counseling

In at least the facet

Of career; [examination]

Is synonymous in function

With investigation & criminal

Investigation [of criminology] ]

… identity more accessible  -à this executive command

ß———-[this is a safety measure; instead of the opposite. Why?]

 

Part Two. I’m sorry but I’ve been dealing with the local “police” department, who just won’t leave me alone along with the local “authority” garbage men or something like them.  I had two of the men approach and attempt to barricade me with multiple vehicles; and this past so much of my stuff being stolen and past repeated petitioning for storage; due to incivility of such “authorities”  There also seems to be no comprehension that auditory control blared out is not yelling; and not within my control. These dummies tank [no! the first meaning of tank] again; and break weapons near my head, and attempt to effectively kill me, who of course is unweaponed. Next the bus driver tried to get me killed and then denied it;  I was like have you met: say hello to surveillance. Can we say these acts of terrorism are connected.  Further the dimwit “garbage” men are effectively breaking the law with cohesion of local “police” support; and they don’t even know which laws these-their  groups are breaking; even further the “garbage” men started yelling me at from across the street that this is Mexico. Yes, here in the Bay Area of Untied States of America.

[where’s the evidence]

Military Advice: Call them and run-down the basics of auditory control to these unholy terrorists; until my next publication is out; what they are after are my spare books, clothes, food, research materials-notes, college diploma, and notes of high-end volunteer work that I do which is semi-confidential, at this time. What are they after of you; you might need to announce through a-c; this version of that eponym; yes it’s an eponym.

 

Copy, confirmed; two enemy combatants approach a sanctioned area? With disguised and dangerous weapons; attempted to trample the body and bodies, and when complained about the attempted trampling followed by suit with attempted and aggravated theft; these who are publicly on illicit variations of illicit drugs while at their “work” and stalk corroboratingly wherever they are, follow suit by having “cop” “cops” and why not cops; who am I? and when the “cops” tell me that I must be trampled, why don’t I just listen? The local “cops” and such “authorities” support their cause?  [i.e. does it qualify as, a prior;] of belligerent incompetence to the disadvantage and infliction of functioning portions of a progressive and free society. Help?

Tess, yes, it’s possible to be homeless and still functional due to involatile and circumstantial trauma; due to uh, such “authorities’’ as these escalating such matters of unjust is it? Violence.

The Gum Wad and The Egg Shell, Trash [A Rough Draft of Non-Ramble]

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theme: ART manifesto on dire and necessary external homelessness and the troubling situation with inactualized and non-functional authorities; and to the opposition to their own admission of such low performance,

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by goura fotadar

Date: 10/2/17

tag[s]: the wasting of no living wage work hours

The Gum Wad: A spasm of political theology : I.e. in the modality of actual civil rights.

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Conceptions: of you are so dirty; and so we need to criminalize are not effective methods to conduct.

Speech and movement corroborating such conduct are failures of competence; and any “being” using such mis-adventure to protract and enforce interaction with another being; is effectively a modern-day, even “slave-master”; enforced engagement with such “deities” are rather nor shall be mandatory; and not matters of personal group functioning; for how must belong to a group; when expect threats to be mutilating, unjust and circumcised from possible various lacking of precisions; without any justice mode response.

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the Gum wads; are pieces of waste trash; this form of gum cliché popularly thought as un-health; but in depiction of trash un-enslaved by modality now defined or soon so defined glyph depiction; they have been freed in their purpose to still perhaps, trashed. The putty like gum wad; is representation of digit perhaps cultural conceptions but similar-ations of form despite a non-comprehensible unity; still; Ponderer F falls from Non-Ponderer Q; but in one sense; they appear alike and another sense; one is only trash; while the other is freed through glyph un-enslaved, … i.e.

 
music connected citations: en vogue: free your mind, don’t let go.

 

Part Two. The Egg shell trash.

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theme: the lost his mind non-manifesto is getting old and too non-comprehensive; the newly adage-d into non-reforming or criminal statusi is not criminologically believable, like at all.

I’ve seen the entire life of a person, another-external destroyed after success in a prestigious education and after many years of deployment; he was forced into a lifestyle of homelessness past inquiry and performance into a necessary then high performance civilian job; it seemed the coveting of local authorities and national such authorities needed no response to his numerous stalkers; other than, obviously the only reason he believed they  claimed that he was being stalked was not because in his case they said; that he was actually stalked but rather that he had actually and instead, lost his mind. How then has he survived the homeless life, college educated, with prestigious completed deployment status-I, and a career in tow; if even it provides no money.

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The assumption that a being, severely attacked by less functional members of society is not solaced by this assumption by the less than the being functional: that the being has-had lost his/her mind. Minds just don’t get lost like that; especially within the fortitude of actual and not false trauma survival. I urge local authorities to not worsen for example my own dire circumstances due to such relative recent and re-iterating history from my childhood, i.e. external to me and un-caused by me; I ask them to please base what they qualify as their criminal assessment to be based on the competition of what actual functioning provides; and I ask them to consider could they survive the harshness of what I have even recently undergone, and still perform at my level. I seriously doubt that is a possibility for them; as I have been horrified by their inept performance and their supposed and false vindication by persecuting publicly and unjustly, dangerously whoever they select and not choosing to persecute those of acting-criminal standing to victimize. Their dilation to persecution unjustly the innocent and non-criminal, is unbelievable and is depicted in our regular society, too often.

As another part, I can’t imagine them ever petitioning the betterment of those criminals that do choose to enter the reform process, and or those that enter the criminal reform process; if even not having committed crime.

To them the terms of toss you in jail, you’re nuts, get lost, are just all part of the racist, prejudicial and lowly performing play. Homelessness and the criminal system is not a game; but a real life/existence situation. Such authorities do not clearly, take circumstances of one’s existence life seriously, and have openly confessed to me; that such circumstances in others are simply                                                         not their problem! Then why enter society in a role of benefitting those experiencing impoverishment, first and for/in our country; that is what being a police officer and such authority positions mean.

 

How horrid; to enforce me to enact with them over, and over again; in method of their non-advanced and ensuing severe abuse infliction; without any consequence seemingly for them, as they clearly and non-benevolently assume; they are free of ever experiencing the consequences of their own unjust cruelty; it seems they believe is the role of them, police officers, and such authorities.

How horrid.

 

In this brief art manifesto: the egg shell representative of a basic cultural average accessible nourishment; stored in a slice user of plastic cheese emptied; we have two “classics’ verified into traditional framework; a mirage for sight; in the trash what do we see; if we do not smell the:

How horrid!

 

But according to such police officers and such authorities pardon for these are temporary art pieces; of fragmented sight; by a college educated and working homeless person; surely, they could produce better on such resource: which is effectively, nothing.

 

[To be submitted to San Mateo Superior Court, Criminal Division, especially; on 10317]

Signed,

by me of course, homeless person-woman: Goura Fotadar [10217]

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Analysis of Evidence Notes;

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Date: 92917 to 10117

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discovered around the time of

beginning a-new set of

unearned legal trouble directs

to turn to: how to convert unearned

legal trouble  to earned legal

protection?

In any case: [areas: anthropology + criminology]

[verification of evidence primarily attempted; at base cultural infliction [-cation] variation with regard to evidence based on; observational with & other knowledge with non-contrast to notes]

to display; after quick scan

consider [quick but thorough scan], consider; that such evidence-note propagation [sp?] maybe the subterranean [sp?] form from which culture is demonstrated; here also known as initiated.

  • – – – – –  – – – [in layperson terms, too.]
  • that scope training never happened and when you see it described [if even it is a hoax; i.e. for] unless specifically approved for heightened security like for example: through a reputable campus; expect that the describer only if validating the information; as a personal experience of it being its earned warrant into a higher or something akin stream: is committing likely international non-reformative crime.

ex, es: you attend a small school for its specific reputable program and-or for some form of reputation, authentic it has as a career and knowledge avenue; when you are enrolled at the school: you hear about a specialized program at-the: school that is … such, such: all of which is able to not evidently verify. Outside of a few vagrant mentions; nobody you know really discusses that program : until you start to see students : a bunch of/ from the program as self-identified; in a group doing something related specifically to the, that program.

Within a couple of years of this public display: the small school shuts down; having a community-wide discord; a larger school, reputable; seems not to suffer the same effect.

In any case; quite obvious, that training program never existed; there. It’s important to verify if itexists in general equivalency or other form, anywhere; if not needed in action-verification professionally; than [perhaps] on the side; just as an informational verification in that cultural geo-sphere with reference especially to: that, the potential culture connected to the, that t.p.

[training program / t.p. ]

[side note: 4th-5th grade advanced skill then, takes you far now.]

 

a – when investigated executive command through such training program describes regular work belonging to somebody who is a diplomat at which level it can be just withstanding-ly excruciating; and unless the executive command is an actual diplomat, and-or in a form of working diplomat-training : such as actualized and approved militia forms.

 

theme: diplomacy is

theme music citation: Britney spears toxic

 

[t.b.c.]

 

[a few days ago: quick art made for this; description, brief: as the toxic “runners” wagon by; wish it were bye, and don’t want to see you before the bye, because you bug: envelope bouquet + pale blue petal assortment: the fortune tool; for next v blog, posting[s]]

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The Box Show, Emotional Analysis VI: The Sponsorship journey, continued.

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[or in this form: The opposite of alcoholism]

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by Goura Fotadar

dedicated to my freedom, as earned by me.

date typed up: 93017

tag[s]: the actual sponsorship journey; the reasoning for combat; the reality transitional process; and the death project for the fvp.

The opposite of alcoholism [continued]

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In a box: I’m angry because I never got to hit back.

theoppositeofalcoholism

In another box: I’m angry because hitting back [physically] would have put me in jail.

thenextinslide

In yet another box: I’m angry because those that abused me; continued their cycle of infliction upon me. [and drew in; others like themselves toward me]

infliction

In yet another box: I’m angry because; when I left the abusive nest; they continued to attempt to abuse me and others again without consequence.

theme: how did they find us; again. [hint: money]

nest

In yet another box: I’m angry because they were revered as heros for being unjust and unjustly violent abusers.

[heros/ keeps from heroes?]

theme: what then actually qualifies heros.

heros

 

In yet another box: To manage my anger: I’ve processed what works, and repeated another cycle of what works.

manage

 

 

The proliferation of abuse onto identities:

In another box:  I’m angry because my brother is being impersonated past his death and past his service death; and that he was beaten in front of me and these became my memories, and that I had to invent non-weaponed combat drives; to aid his survival; because it wasn’t legal for me to tell that brother to pick up a gun; then.

Zany Hint; how is to, dead to living dead.

 

And so, on:

In another box: