Wedding Memorabilia with Museum Studies: Topic; Building a Derelict Business-style

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By Goura Fotadar

Date, typed up: 111117

Dedicated to one of my brothers, l.t.f.


On date: 111017


cited: Kelley Park [or something] [how you ever, spell that]

Happy Veteran[‘s][s’][?][about ‘][location]

Day, Veterans!

(and their actualized loved ones)


On the seeming hurry!

after postal photograph

|| After postal photograph ||

beginning art Project

fallen petals;

get it;

like petals in the


Pick a photograph

Connected to possibly

The pre-phase, but

Doesn’t have to be;

Pre-phase derelict


Pick similarities;

other than

the one-set

Of shoes are these

They, the type of clothes

You, one might wear

In the homeless lifestyle,

being style. The door

symbolizing both the

loss or without traditional

housing rites [no typo]

: office environment,

storage, and …

freedoms et al.

But also the connection

of the maybe pre-

phase derelict lifestyle

To actual h. shelters.

The subject of this

photograph … captures

possibly the troubling




conception of “romantic”

relationships and

Housing scenarios

For even derelicts

On-the street

With other: wise

Occupations; and

How such scenarios

May be; my god!

“permitted” to commence



In such spiritual-like


Terms; by those

Hoaxing the existence-style and-or other: wise

not “permitted” into


In addicion; of

Course the capcion

Of the photograph

cited: and

re-captured : is

A standing cause for

l-q rights

beneath (the) (these referenced) two photographs; from cited exhibit montage thru kelley park


Next, of course

There’s been an unedu

Cated crowd; and I

Am not referencing

Tradicional or non-tradicional educacion;

Here; I mean

Only those not interested

In such expanding

Reaching topics.

Back to subject

Matter: we want to on

The side connected matter

Consider all infringe-ments

Like “farm-working”

Connected to the

Derelict and


Derelict life/style:

For example extenuating

Performances in action

Of social hygiene while

Actually fulfilling

Requirements for the

De/mand of given

  1. shelters; some I

know from personal

experience are un-able

to meet such post,

regular physical

demands; others of

course become injured

in: process.

Now, look for

Stand-out images;

When is allowed of time;

In loud though sequestered now almost stalking crow[no typo.] to a la exhibit

  2nd-step inventions

On-the side: internalizing

Images from the expansive

Experience outside to

Tell your such-like



[so an interruption and uh, how we comprehend items]

[such like images]

[in cited for the next kindle cited publication]

Provide a brief

Description of

p-e  2nd-step;

(below series of four images from lay-out in cited: exhibit)

Reality Interruptions and Interpretations Personal –to-External Stories, A picture personal-to-external story: disclaimer: almost disconnected from those photographed: of regular cleaning day to keep from getting beaten up; and or beaten up less; with those (who) actually cleaned: the actual kids; and those that pretended to and even publicly,  adults: the kidnapping adults

Reality Interruptions and Interpretations , A picture of one of the only other girls that was an actual little girl who was boyish enough despite long-hair appearances to survive getting beaten up to deflect beating up like things, activities from others, and even deflected  enough as like a “protector” compared to the boys.

Reality Interruptions and Interpretations, The other kids in the neighborhood started being impersonated; one such impersonated was my main brother in that household growing up in, and sometimes his imposter looked pre-genically older than him; and would flash *things while using his identity; and such the etc.; older seeming for example as a teenager when my main brother was seven or something

Above, To copyright further, the images from this book, lay-out used for this reality comprehension and interpretation exercise

next; of course

the stand-outs

on the brief run

of look-write-up

the first caught:

on rapid glance:

of course with

perspective matching

an almost then?




(below two photographs: from cited exhibit)

and the second


(below (the next) two photographs: from cited exhibit)



Theme: who do

You suppose who

Lives next door.

really capturing

The connection of

The spiritual derelict

Almost emblem;


of faith system


and interruptions

The two united

not just

By exhibit

But also by movement

Uh, of grocery

i.e. changes in contraptions

of grab:


  • – –IMG_20171110_124744

then a brief almost

finishing of the rose “orange soda” bottle; clean crumpled up

toilet papeur cover

+ a spill of

Almond milk

On a rocking steel? Metal table

and now it’s a



Theme: who is uh, getting wed

Theme music citation: D-12 Fight Music





To Notice, Part Two. [Cue Review, Contin. [uh, in slight rough draft version]] the press-key of HOME on terrorism, catch cues.

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date typed up: 11517

tag[s]: counseling in speech patterns, criminology and examinations of basic access, combat science, cues and the fun



-Cue Self-Other History, continued. General Example, Brief Outline:  “I have a long history of … (for example, practicing swimming), my neighbors have a long history of … (for example, sprinting on cliffs)”

Cue Hint: How would you know if these self, external, etc. history shares are true or aren’t; and why, scuse me when might it matter. Perhaps the second point here is where to start. So, when might it matter if these examples of self, other history et al forms of hit-sory: scuse me, history are lies.

Theme: whater

Theme music citation: Kate Bush Cloudbusting

-Cue Incidence: Notice or even count? The number of repeated mentions of variety.  (If there are repeated mentions.) Then diagram it, them to inform the meaning of it, them.  General Example, Brief Outline: “I really like water, I mean not just for consumption and hygiene; but like the feel of it. I don’t know, water makes me feel special; like at peace, special; I guess water makes me feel calm. Or I guess water makes me feel at peace, and calm. What’s the difference between calm and peace. See, this is what water does to me; or rather the affect it has on my emotions. Oh there is one more thing, I started swimming like to investigate the effect water could also have; no I mean e and not a; in this latter sense.”

Cue Hint: when counting incidences don’t look for terms of use in speech: such as: like, that, etc.

But instead look for ideas, items, even people’s names,  etc. et al [that type]\

So as example review practice from just above: on the quick: repeated mentions of the word: water, and I think more than two mentions of: peace.

Water, and peace. In basic criminology, it could just be: look for water in the supposed area; and either a place of or without peace. (I think, anyway). And now, even if the person/being hadn’t told you, you have their connective location. If they had told you, you have the ability to verify. (and that’s something)

Cue Differentiation:  The being’s ability to separate what is them, and what isn’t them at a specified enough effective level. The being’s ability to separate what is theirs, and what isn’t theirs at a specified enough level. Example and General Brief Outline: Simpsonal A uses Public Library F everyday, and on Wednesdays his schedule lets him into the bathroom at 1:40 instead of his usual 1:00 pm bathroom break; Librarian Dimwit notices this change, and calls the local ‘fake’ cops. The local ‘fake’ cops show up and knock on the door at 1:50 on a Wednesday, Simpsonal A is about ten minutes from completing bathroom break use; because there are many stalls; Simpsonal A doesn’t hear the knock. The local ‘fake’ cops break into the bathroom; and start peeking underneath stalls; as people exit. Finally Simpsonal A says from the toilet, flushing it; “I’m sorry can I help you.” “Yes,” they respond (like fiction but not), “Are you Clarese Witherspoon.” “No, “ Simpsonal A, says, “I’m Simpsonal  A” “O.K.,” they say, “ We’ll believe you if you hand us your i.d.” Simpsonal A hands him/them/her his i.d. They call it in, murmuring to the phone, and each other.  “O.K.,” they say, “Mr. A you’re off the hook this time, but if you we see you in the bathroom again; we’re gonna put you under arrest; the Librarians don’t want you in the restroom: They believe you are disobedient.”

Simpsonal A announces to the public or whoever, that he now believes that the Librarians own the bathrooms in public libraries since that’s what the police enforced. He also announces that he believes that he and everybody else except for the Librarians and the local (who he doesn’t know somehow are fake) cops (due to their uniforms especially) have to hurry when using such bathrooms. But he’s sure it’s no big deal; I mean everybody he announces can just catch up on bathroom use at HOME.

Cue Hint: Simpsonal A on a graded scale of P/NP where a P is good enough effective level would receive a NP. A NP means a being, is not qualified to enter a Public Library, any of them, including the bathrooms in such a library.

Cue Hint: Paradox of Conundrum Criminology in spectrum Justice: When not actualized as qualified to enter Public Libraries and their Restrooms; how might you actualize to qualify to have a place to live with bathroom: also called perhaps: HOME.





Emotional analysis V.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 92917


… (continued, obvs. from last this such postings)


(3) How would you design a | thought | exchange that might translate into anger sympathetic ( flashcards?       counseling.

[1] (Forming Thoughts:) an oath to not lying about your experience and-or re-telling simple enough sentences as you recall what proliferated directed, and incited the development of your anger.




Hi, I’m Goura; I’m addicted to working and my addiction has nothing to do with money. [why? or how do I know, for sure or for sure, enough.]




How to keep “it” safe.

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Exercise: Is This Portion Fiction or Not.  A rough draft.

Theme: Homeless life

Tags: understanding authentication better or for the first time [better]; understanding the query of problem: shelter; theories of non-crime; advocacy: is the real deal; when is plagiarism plagiarism; queries on identity formation in non-fiction.

Level: Easy, basic.


Here’s using myself as example and my work such; example representation:

The Person / People report such and provide an example; the display of the example once you become and-or are familiar with their work is different from its usual display: manifestation. They say it’s to spread its wings wider; and you’re still not sure or are you [… if this is true]. What’s the process of being sure that it’s true , for you [… and not for them].

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[this fiction work labelled to some extent roughly; right above in quotes; is again fiction] is used as art manifesto

Man-If-Established [o]

Tags: emphasis

Theme Inquiries: Emphasis Implies Truth; Emphasis Implies only fiction. How dumb are … .


Safety in the outdoors is much different and-or in the outside redefined and-or translated here to prevent tarnish; to include the outside.

[Define Inappropriate Authority.]

Most officials of inappropriate authority cannot comprehend the functional adventure in resting, retiring and sleeping outside.

Side Copy: Mission Statement: Real Adventure Precludes Spirituality. Look Up The Definition of Preclude; No Look Up the meaning of Precludes.

They don’t miss the view of the sky; that they claim you can’t see outside anyhow at night; and also they have an open-drop or such window tops no panels on roofs or is it rooves. So you consider retiring outdoors at during the day; if public space affords such freedom expanses of schedule for you. They think you are a public hazard for resting outside; and they are much more hygienic for resting inside. But if you’re not just [as in only]; but especially if you are part of any modern homeless movement; and this of course the officials; inappropriate authorities

[no that’s not the definition of officials, official that’s just the contextual meaning here]

might not understand does not imply that you have a safe choice in not being homeless outdoors. How might you use common conceptions of danger I think mistranslated from resting indoors to facets of resting outdoors; such as sleeping under the ground,  against the walls; and covered away from most; that view and-or open in view from, to outside consumers of your rest;


experiences of , such as … that are still afraid of and-or uncomfortable sleeping in tents; and this isn’t

A criticism;

Clobbered up like that sometimes lends itself to something like news stories;

Reminder? : the, this writer seems to think that experiences affect the news; and=or change [more so: effect?] the news, case example:

“A homeless person was thinking that he Alice Q was safely asleep in a bush; and there were an onslaught of housed people who do not support homeless rights; and so think it’s just to pose and receive benefits as homeless people; they see that it is [in] their right[s] to trespass on the homeless resting anywhere especially hidden in bushes in this case; and since they are actually they believe paying all the bills for the homeless; they are also glad they were able to get Alice Q stabbed nearly to death. As the local police in badges have stated: “there’s nothing you can do when the homeless believe they are standing for social cause; we have just right under oath to remove them from all of their locations; because quite simply we work and have worked so much harder than them. That’s the only reason they are homeless; and they by the way do nothing for a living; except drink. I’ve already advised them to consider selling their bodies like the folks we have ‘undercover’ posing as homeless and posing as staff to end charity toward such homeless. We hope to deport them to our countries of origin and away from what is obviously not their home country: the Free United States of America.” 

thinker: is this culturally racist and-or |just| culturally proud.

And the point is homeless or not when there are … like this speaking for … how would you protect your even hallucinations of what might happen for are hallucinations always a falsity of what might could happen in the bush and-or against the wall or on that slab of concrete the only place or one of a few around where you feel  safe enough sleeping / resting / retiring around. Including the indoors by-the-way: where maybe if you were lucky? Enough to live for some time; Oh those luckies who live indoors; that’s why all they do is stalk us in our rest spots. Good logic. Really you should win a medal. Is that medal the restroom; especially the public restrooms.


Is this a proof for the possible application of safety in art; or excuse me; art’s safety; in at least attempted safety.



theme: resting outside is a public hazard according to how aptitude qualified authority

theme 2: Oh shut up! Everything you say or think is fiction and that’s a crime. Or no that’s not right, that’s the truth. [And two are the only options; only two!][?][for everything; only two options; you have only two options.][?]

theme music citation: Homewrecker Marina & The Diamonds

theme illness citations: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder / Post Traumatic Disorder [levels of cited: DSM …]

In testimony of forth-comings; oh the graphic.

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By goura Fotadar

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Date: 41217



in support of art schematics; traffic cues; and the next cited: rum’s theory

|| narrow park spot l l a park and-or a regular park spot; and-or: park as in stop

so tags: traffic cues are also art; criminology art [more to come soon, on this in posting styles. cited: styles for less & its website and past shopping in those long-ago teen years:

1 ]



part three? Of: Investigation, Self-Conduct; and Venue-Hosting,

4.5.17 10th crime notes; One-when threatened by a false authority sub and to ensure higher security; please if possible: submit a complaint and-or keep a record of a complaint; if the complaint is even attacked by any false authorities and-or any other: especially when you have told the truth: assume that these attackers will go to some extent and-or completely attempt to break your civil rights; they will go to some form of punishment. The point is that despite false authorities and such attacks; the truth of what happened matters; and this is what complaint-report means.

[Proof truth to complaint]; in addition a record and-or better put: the effort of placing a complaint: of what actually happened; one that is truth; can direct criminology in the right way; and such change reality-living reality: defined as where you can access your own existence and this means be with it, too. [the tags: the philosophy of criminology; uhm, truth.]


9th crime notes: cited: vta; I’m so grate-ful for VTA transportation to public workspaces; i.e.  public libraries, so that all the work can be accomplished; but the stand-off for some of the bus-lines can be quite time-consumptive : if you call and speak to the cited: vta current response team;

You might be disappointed ; with their lack-of-assistance ; in-the-months former; the response team was quite wonderful: but if you and other vta: cited; riders can examine schedules and maps; and figure-out reliable-enough methods to navigate; to your necessary attended, locations. Once-in-awhile; a bus-driver is informed about his his-her route on cited; vta; but it’s rare. To be quite honest about-it; the rate lines; such as the 35 change and repeat in-direction against waiting passengers; seems almost terroristic; as does the line-up ; of non-against the back curb; but crammed in criss-cross against the loading curb: gob hopefully not; anything wrong, not immediately noticed take place. But the 35 once past on its way to the cited: mitchell park library [palo alto] does not respond in a sensible way at-all; it passes thrice in something 40 minutes on one-direction; and non-comparatively in the opposite-direction; if you switch sides it repeats this same pattern opposite to-you; it seems specifically persecutory; especially once you pass embarcadero. Who-ever if any regular bus-drivers are on-that-line, in-that-reign; do not want to see too many bus-riders promptly commute back-and-forth. Who knows why? The especially criminal concern is that while stranded; and waiting for the bus; the bus-driver in a fate-like power against schedule: knows-has seen your whereabouts; and if he/she is dangerous; and if even you move on-foot: this might incinerate his/her reg. demeanor. on-the: bus; worsening it at stand in-person-alone. Sounding like a gothic horror novel’s pre-empto; quite unfortunately I’ve both experienced-and seen such happen in-person.


Abstract Art Theory: An Unusual Consenting Process & Reports Un-Filed.

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date: 31817 [thought of]

preliminary abstract: 


formalize living off [of] work consent document

arrow to

and-or accurately predicted-consent document

(for dead, alive and-or intermediary beings => anything produced producing entropy)

secondary clause:


are you living off [of] somebody else’s work[s]  -bodies elses’ work[s]; is there no consent that they have appropriated some of their earnings to further your existence [but you know they consented to this appropriation]; and-or are others you know, know of; living off others in some way without the work-produced,-producing others’ consent, actual consent [held at gun-point and forced into a consent; does not here; equate to actual consent and-or effectively held at gun-point; does not here; equate to actual consent]

final clause (for now): Get An Effective Psychic.

If you can’t reach the work-produced, -producers; and without so endangering their existence; get an effective psychic; and create an actual consent form; Mr. So-Not would like others to benefit from their work labelled if others fulfill these requirements; the benefit of this work can be used within the freedom of anything except … and so


Part Two. Sceneries from Last Night’s Civilian Security Patrol.


at a park in palo alto across from cited: bloomingdale’s [sp?] open parking spots but a car’s driver et al [punc?] is likely not being just adventurous when avoiding an actual parking spot; and look here:


the bathroom women’s is barricaded off nearly by two vehicles; and oddly so?


the approximate time gauged from the sky;

IMG_20170318_193355[1]\a not too full parking lot;

now a vehicle declares itself  [notice the red lights on] more fully against the closer capture shot of cited: bloomingdale’s waiting as if for? while the other two cars remain blocking/barricading the women’s bathroom; and the other remains parked out-of-bounds and only important when un-necessarily so out-of-bounds

IMG_20170318_193358[1]worsening matters might be that one field is un-occupied by a large group; [why might this be the case; that matters in crime might be worsened by this?]


proceeding into the bathroom; I found it mildly trashed; and some left-over equipment that was still there despite it being empty upon my entry into it. The comers and inners of the bathroom upon my use of it, failed to recover the equipment [though, of course; they might not have been the owners of-it]. Now to avoid committing crime; did not check the bag; can only hope that it was appropriate to the park sporting accompaniment.






and the light situation near the next spot [cited: menlo park main library’s parks’ areas]  on last night’s civilian patrol: is strange; to say the least; when it’s not effective, only though; and this is the definition of strange that you may want to correct; whoever you may be.


with various vehicles as usual their lights on and not moving; with driver + etc. waiting inside; posing as homeless folks; except for the lights on for extended periods; and the eventual in-between run-ins into nearby houses; essentially they wait around and stalk all  actual homeless people around-nearby.






I suppose the Art proof.

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date, typed up: 31117

date, worked on [more]: 31017


(1) Art * Cultural Notes, Continued … I suppose the Art proof.

Why on the cover is the symbol of crucifixion [sp?] posted differently in cultural

interpretation as compared to American views of crucifixion [sp?]; If you observe

the image closely ; and this is a good time to go over how you in basic

without exactly any specific education to-it; analyze art:

a) of course there’s the 1st view: whatever you catch and

as usual non-romantically clings to your mind ; and

of course I’m past this point now: in this art image: but I

think I recall the boulders and specifically their color-form.

(b) then there’s of course the close-up view {and it doesn’t have

to go in a sequence of order; i.e. that is, this specific order. of a, b, etc.}

This obvs. can be done through close eye examination ; and-or

theme: we’re gonna continue on any variant real version of academic path; and

see where it goes.

a photograph zoom in; with note-taking examination. citing: recent, past volunteer work on cited: storycorps[u] ; even an audio-recording(s) connected to a diagram[s]; would be. and is connected to up-coming

if I remember



(b) but here (b) on close examination: again; and perhaps what I had noted down: (before)

is the predated affect on likely predicted choiced avenues of-the; what would become

the main [if even temporary] culture of crucifixion;

and as a manner of cultural affect: how

would you guess to correctly affect cultural direction[s]; [theme: sports theology]

[further] ensuring that culture progresses

and certainly not


[notes: of

static in

cultural change;

static can be

signs of.]

[noticing eye, the:]


the mental 

measure of

texture; is 

also a meditation

technique. [duh?]

is the package of letters and matching here the brief of what I’ve

seen inside the book. And with the 1st recollection ; the obviousity

of the strength of the rocks, large ; these then identified further as

strength supporters/enforcers by the dapper of almost clothing-like

electric wire to them ; and from the plaster of the cross as a symbol alone ;

a grabber of regular-here meaning specific interpretations of severely-painful crucifixion. And what do you suppose this cross is made-of in material; I mean this specific one. For me; it’s a hard guess; almost like the image doesn’t

theme: this is perhaps as a surprise to … this is a majorly

artistic book. 

really exist; and of course as I check the credits of the book I can’t

find it; thus ; I am stating even the source of the image; I’m not sure

who – is the creater, -or; and of course this book’s text is mostly? in another

foreign-to-me language to me; and so I may have just missed it.

The grabbing of the crucifixion, then: is a way to;

through grabbing into a sustained strength :

theme: your flaking 

skin caught in

the un-falling 

inside of your

clothes is likely

good for you :

in energy charge

healing ?

[similar to … ?]

theme music citation: Cage The Elephant  Cold Cold Cold 

turn the already occur – ing crucifixion into hopefully with enough strength;

a painless experience.

ad theme: the strength of a legal pain-killer; which one

works best; and-or those that work well for you in a-specific


Hence; in this analysis we have proven a perhaps ; a different cultural take on …


Part two. Hygiene Notes arrow to The Advance-ment of Bath. I’m so sure this is so obvious but like being near water this size even; for a while removes all over-flow of filth. Essentially, from your, body & items near it.

tags: hygiene of criminology; economic policies of security

theme: I just saw half-the-face of somebody, from:

stupendous: shrink, expand; shrink, expand; like a balloon 

a reason not-to-hire: That person really wants to work in sales; because that person doesn’t want them to have anything. 

So in addition to your proximity ; let’s say for twenty minutes to this water

piece; let’s say it has a 50 human per day to cause cleaning, hygiene in.

[How-to Create Safety for Those that Bathe: Make it a sale-like in the opposite sense; have some-? stand guard who doesn’t want anybody to bathe; and create this scenario in a preferable public yet [concealed enough] bath-setting; pretend to show up for a bath, and create a sale interchange; but don’t bathe or don’t bathe there.]


Use Hygiene Notes, to advance your bathing skills, when threatened such; and while security takes a heed to hold; at a high stable enough level.