Date: 4.8,16 A Slow Day: None-Outside Work By Goura Fotadar, a page from The Log for The Fictional VolunTier Project –have to do some stuff note-taking for sp 20, then am done with it: as in it is complete : watch and read rumplestil skin with notes for the v blog and link in sp 20, then done! got it — still working on the watching and write up of the analysis of rumplestiltskin (done enough as is now!) –still working on referral list (started at midnight) –meditated / stretched (approximated at four hours / this day started at night) –took information down for the witch goura 3 –working on rasb (the next one) –reviewed police material and is ready to post at the stage that I want to post it at can post up till tomorrow, thinkin’ tonight (and with regard: to the library books, bein’ past due) –move sp 20 publication till May ’16 since additional research which could take up ’till: spread out ’till 3 weeks –posted and proofed and made artwork for with posting of police research on library issues, and obviously have more to add since yesterday, but will get to it when can (for v blog) — worked on more street fiction, and posted it to fiction blog and facebook general page
A Slow Day: None-Outside Work (unless you count publishing planned on amazon dot com as planned (again) for the near future)
By Goura Fotadar, a page from The Log (Mine) for The Fictional VolunTier Project
–have to do some stuff note-taking for sp 20, then am done with it: as in it is complete
: watch and read “rumpelstil … skin” with notes for the v blog and link in sp 20, then done! got it
— still working on the watching and write up of the analysis of rumpelstiltskin (done enough as is now!)
–still working on referral list (started at midnight)
–meditated / stretched (approximated at four hours / this day started at night)
–took information down for the witch goura 3 ( a series)
–working on rasb (the next one)
–reviewed police material and is ready to post at the stage that I want to post it at can post up till tomorrow; thinkin’ tonight (and with regard: to the library books, bein’ past due)
—updated: move sp 20 publication ’till May ’16 since additional research which could take up ’till: spread out ’till: 3 weeks
—updated: posted and proofed and made artwork for with posting of police research on library issues, and obviously have more to add since yesterday, but will get to it when can (for v blog)
— worked on more street fiction, and posted it to fiction blog and facebook general page
artwork made for this PIECE
— I don’t have an administrative asst.
and can only get to these organizational responsibilities uhm when get chance
— This is the publishing side of things, and still “watered down” since it’s a slow day , was due to … (confidential issues at HOME)
— other citations to include that are not italicized or in quotations here on the log above for yesterday, are : grimm as in of rumpelstiltskin (ooh so hard to spell right one of ’em did I get it?) (as accessed 4.9.16)
How does a layperson cope in security at least, and stay clean as a non-criminal in this discord of Modern-Day Society.
Theme: Today’s (…) Police Activities: Unfortunately, this is not a work of fiction; but since it has disturbed my work: I plan to include it in Soul Pieces 20 (if only as a citation, consider not posting to blog to create more …) (updates: the completion of SP 20 has been further pushed back, as other work is going on)
A new blogging series for myself included in my volunteer project:
How does a layperson cope in security at least, and stay clean as a non-criminal in this discord of Modern-Day Society.
date: 3.27.16 continued 32916 continued 33016 continued 33116, 4.5.16
I’m not a cop,
and this is getting ridiculous:
The Criminal Case the involving reminds me of revolvers and replaces the colon:
The Criminal Case Involving My Library Books. It’s so nuts!
With the advent of the next soul pieces, coming out:
I have my hands tied with unpaid work. This is not a complaint; with regard to my own work. With Society falling to Complete Discord at Least in my own personal experience, perhaps I will just have to do more. You would think that working for no money, would cause enough of a difference in at least basic security.
The situation with the library books has escalated. I had to break-up my morning prior to noon meditation practice to make a call to the local police department.
Back in September I checked out books from the San Jose Public Library of last year,
for research for my own volunteer project: The Fictional VolunTier Project.
when dealing with outside “criminal” activity
that the local police department is too incompetent to address with aptitude;
must-am forced to “come up” with how to deal with a “plan” for something so basic.
A Side note that has come up: It’s become pressing that it might be pertinent to
apply and volunteer for the local police department.
Already perused the sites:
(left-out as explained at the bottom of this post text)
and the current enactment is to call and order an application to volunteer there for it says 16 hours a month. It appears urgent.
Basic Facts to Take Into Account:
The Definition of Warrant:
Legally, Speaking: For God’s Sake and Obvious: I am not a Lawyer:
Based on the breakdown of warrant definition as procuring from this site: (during late march 2016) cited through link and date, there and here
the first breakdown of the “warrant”
falls under category, “arrest”
An arrest warrant is a written order issued by a judge or other proper judicial officer, upon probable cause, directing a law enforcement officer to arrest a particular person. An arrest warrant is issued on the basis of a sworn com plaint charging that the accused person has committed a crime. The arrest warrant must identify the person to be arrested by name or other unique characteristics and must describe the crime. When a warrant for arrest does not identify a person by name, it is sometimes called a “John Doe warrant” or a “no name warrant.”
I realize that for library books, that I still have and am unable to return to the library because I literally cannot afford it:
to make it to the library
after talking with an officer at the local non-emergency police department number this past Sunday, about this perplexing legal situation:
I’ve had to put in time as I’m doing now to do the research to comprehend and solve this problem.
As the officer suggested, the situation has just not reached its culmination in being solved.
Perhaps it wasn’t even an officer it might have been just whoever responds to the phones non-emergency at that time;
the first thing is to understand what a crime, is.
One of the issues that have come up for me; is that since I’ve been working without an income,
I’ve been around those that have active criminal records,
and it’s just assumed for me personally that because I don’t generate an income: I must be committing crime.
How horrendous; for any educated thinker if even without educational degrees might be progressive enough to comprehend that living and working without an income does not mean committing and or is not equivalent to committing crime. Further, given this scenario for the same people looking in with literally nothing better to do; their active false accusations likely put actual criminals who are up the ante in progressing their criminal deviant behavior into civilized behavior at unnecessary risk.
So another worthy pursuit would be is to examine the difference between a deviant in society and a criminal deviant in society.
Though in the same group of deviance: in society
One may be out-performing the standard members of society whereas; the other group usually appears to under-perform compared to standard members of society.
Theme: this is exhausting; Jesus help me in my Time of Need. All of this for library books to be returned by somebody trustworthy and/or somebody who won’t come under harm’s way that has contact with me in this house that I live/work out of; well the one room / bathroom if I can’t afford the trip to return the books myself.
Now’s a good time to photograph the books: (again)
(The people who live here aren’t the most trustworthy. In any case, I’m already being charged as if they no longer exist. I mean the library books.)
Also, Issues with the SJPL:
PAR: Is what happened legal?
The Spreading of Mis-Information: About The Fees of Checking Out Books and Not Being Able to Return Them
& Issues Of Course With the SJPD:
Today, I am so happy, because I just received this e-mail: and I can’t wait to return the books on-foot! In other words, this branch will be walking distance from where I … work / stay .
(left off here on the last noted date, as listed on top,
and this has been re-examined as of 4.8.16; by me Goura Fotadar,
and also some websites have been left-out to further privacy. Obviously, none used for citations)
Fiction Magic, The Steal for The Fictional VolunTier Project
The Bag scenario & In the Closet, as a Phrase I’m Fearful to use.
tags: spiritual harm’s way who to run from, and how to run, jokes aside,
the fun of the Truth
by Goura Fotadar
made earlier this week, circa: 4.4.16
found un-opened in the closet: no synonyms with Sexuality
I’m almost afraid to use that term for storage in recent episodes of V. Work
as a Straight person.
Background: I had to give up my two wallets due to h-less pilgrimage, and I missed them Dearly.
One was stolen from me, and How I still Miss it, another was ?
on front of card inside bag:
To: fix all
accus – ations
and the date you made the magical increment
a dollar found in the drawer
a quarter (poetry line(s): dry sarcasm like the olive I wish to eat but can’t because of Out?
ooh how little in … quantity!)
then a rose petal from outside
and now dried
ew! ? they don’t want Ew! :me? to touch all those flowers
a nail cutter, because I lost two nail cutters somehow and I rarely LOSE anything (it’s been happenin’ since … )
the bag tied up again
and the bag of the Bag. I mean of the Back.
(Store somewhere safe, from the eye’s view; and where you might temporarily forget it!)
those that have stolen (from You),
will Reveal Themselves
by Accusing of YOU Stealing, and/or Just Showin’ Up at Your Door Out of the Fiction: Magic!
it will go back
and forward two years from the date
this Value-able Fiction: Magic Was Made.
but at least you know who you can “trust”
Is it August, approx. of This Year (for me). (when the false stealin’ accusations of me started was in November of 2014 in a Homeless Shelter.)
In Light of Recent Events;
Safety Rock : A Stone’s Inherent Qualities Transformed to Infinitude
date; 4.4.16, 4.5.16
by goura fotadar
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
categorized under: spiritual art with intention
took a really neat stone
with a hole in it
it came that way from the yard;
and wrapped: napkin around it
and put the whole thing in flour water mixture: poured over it
and then once a tiny bit dry but not nearly complete: squeezed a used black tea bag over it
and some of the leaves fell over from the open bag
and once dried on the sill; since the oven is unavailable (for my use) as dictated by the houseowners
of this house
and turned over obviously to complete the drying process
noted: and wrote in this case meaning noted: SAFETY and today’s date in Sharpie
cited: Sharpie as used for art and other productions by me
if not “safety” you can write any term that comes up for you to create and establish what-it is that is a prevalent issue in your life (now then or when) which will stand as an issue you wish to establish for the rest of You (& throughout lifetimes and/or metaphysical states / experiences of You). This makes this practice and art spiritual creation most effective. As my working art: spiritual: practice / hypothesis : enactment.
cited: the Buddhist Theravada practice of Metta and uhm a presentation on Some Aspects of Tibetan Buddhism that I had th ‘ good fortune of being able to attend on pilgrimage from this monastery: http://www.drepunggomangusa.org/ (visited in circa 2014 on homeless pilgrimage) theme: I really want to go on a second one-year pilgrimage but we’ll see how this translates to my current life; I’ll have to think about it more
In any case,
if this thing / concept / idea i.e. whatever is something that you want for yourself personally; in addition to being something of a social / cultural / spiritual and / or other: cause that you stand for have envisioned etc; then now;
place that rock on an image of you that is photographed by you recently and either keep it that way in an image of you which can be stored any: way you choose, and also,
you have the option of creating: obvious: further art with it.
Next Line Should go in Soul Pieces, 20 ;
theme for spiritual fiction : Deva Brother, In Heaven We Sand through
—other for this write-up
theme: the Sun in california is it Bad enough to Cause the Drought
in both the colloquial sense and also the translated spiritual sense; as in: what is does bad really mean. Is bad the same thing as Wrong.
theme song: california love
theme artist: Tupac
citation: general radio as listened to on 4.4.16
that’s cool that looks like the oregon drop
is it oregon
it’s supposed to be a joke
Sufficing Like Slice-ing Note on “The Prodigal Son” : the strength of the animal Spirit, perhaps a new age interpretation of the Kill
Sufficing Like Slice-ing Note on “The Prodigal Son”
: the strength of the animal Spirit, perhaps a new age interpretation of the Kill
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
By Goura Fotadar
portions of this were written under conditions of extreme stress, not that that’s an excuse for certain failings and an italics over : certain
date: 4.1.16, 4.4.16
source text: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/
(search under: The Prodigal Son)
(as accessed on 4.1.16 & 4.4.16)
(as accessed on 4.1.16)
I wasn’t raised Christian,
and one-day in a Buddhist circle;
I heard the mention of this story.
Well, of course,
I didn’t hear quite as I’ve read here;
but I’d hate to say, I heard it in-accurately.
reading this story:
the most standout Note I have to mention absolutely,
is that the killed and prior-to the change state of Death; sounds to me like the in:actual prodigal son:
for one thing
it might not have given into Greed
to become “fattened”
for another thing; as it seems the “fattening” came from the outside: its self; and certainly over-feeding can be a sign of abuse
it was the one that experienced the kill
to celebrate the return of a “lost and found” son
and for the last thing,
it is the Death of this Being: As a Kill,
which re-defines the term Prodigal
to go from the mundane and almost sinful former wastage:
to new conservation: and Abundance.
Hence, if even you do not believe in animals having souls;
surely, an animal may have a spirit that has in this story been slaughtered
(and in spirit can anything be slaughtered)
to welcome back the “lost and found”
and in any case,
since “the father” has now promised the non-prodigal in its prior-to death of “fattened calf” meaning son, “everything …” of his; instead just the portion of what was “divided” unto them; the translated prodigal transformer calf with potential to transform and transfer even more if even so longer after the Death of itself; has left the more discretionary son, everything. Hence the new meaning of Prodigal Only further cemented. In any case, this story alone proves the strength of the actual animal spirit of what might not have been so mundane of a calf. (Hence one method of selection for kill, at least then. In Politics & Security: Are We Re-Defining the Kill, now. To be, dare I say: More Just.)Perhaps after, if not before and during, its spirit rose to Heaven; and only if you believe in such a thing and/or this Story, Interpretation.
Theme: A cut from a rose thorn is good luck
Other Ideas Tha’ Come Up: On The Abundant Concept: Consider this spiritual fiction, an insert
The Life Model: The 100% breakdown
The Idea That “Abundance” Isn’t Superfluous or un-necessary,
and somehow: if you have earned ( forgive me for my Buddhist interpretation)
your abundance, that you need all of it; that you have earned; because you plan and will
use it; your earning of abundance, unlike a being who has not earned your or their own: abundance. For example: can a one that you care for be earned for by your earnings and by your own earned selection.
So two examples of
Life Breakdown: would be: (using this idea of abundance)
in the 100% range;
example one: 25% abundance, 25% starvation, and 50% heaven; which is a complete Life Model
example two: 30% abundance, 26% destitution, and 44% above average living; which is called an Earned Spiritual Training Model of Life Model