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How do you know what feels wrong to you.

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How do you know what feels wrong to you.

Secondary Standard head: Is this fiction or not.

Rough notes on the quick

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

is it an? el; and other form translations or breakdowns … ? are [r]
by goura fotadar

date: 63017

public library theme, select: she’s dumb and she’s not deaf. I know her and I use her name to get out of prison; without her consent.

outdoors public theme: and they won’t stop attempting to steal. We don’t have the guns. But they do. Which is they.

tag[s]: grammatical ideology how; is this fiction or not

Part One. I don’t know figure out what “you” means quick enough and roughly is still good enough.

I like ice cream and coconut milk; because it’s rich and it heals me. [heels?]

I like chocolate because it puts me out of pain.

I haven’t told a lot of people that I’m completely ordinarily deaf; and most not “dumb” people can just tell anyway; I can still hear you if you focus here. Otherwise I can’t. And I was born that way; but raised with a majority: family that kidnapped me that I’m not actually related to in any form of that actualized definition; so I never told majority: them. And they really don’t know, unless you tell majority: them.

I know I’m an actualized being: beings; because I’ve helped a “ton” of actualized other beings; and not so much or at all non-actualized beings; or those that never hope to actualize [.]

I went to college; and then further a lot of school. I was mostly if not completely a straight A student in higher advanced education especially the prestigious ones-forms of it; So I know most words have more than one regular utilized meaning for example: dumb and dumb. I’m not dumb but I am dumb. You maybe dumb but not dumb. We’re not the same really. See. [really, sea] My kidnapped family told me I was dumb and then paid [sum:]people to change my grades [when]; so that the entire world? could pretend it was true. Then we had the existence of terrorism in our world [in time]. Uhm, I’m not that “full”. Please don’t blame all terrorism on me; sometimes it’s like your fault.

Part Two. Figure out what “feels” [is]

to me it is a central gut-like irk; and that’s enough. One gut-like irk that cannot be trans-placed but can be temporarily -only temporarily ignored.

Part Three. That’s enough. {Two levels} {It’s a pun.}

The Model is You semi-defined to You.

and central Irk that can’t be ignored forever.

{hint: most people don’t know that I’m also completely ordinarily mute; and yet they can sometimes? hear me? and also partially completely blind. Most people don’t know that I’m also severely afflicted with various deviant and movement disorders; yet I’ve never committed crime. It’s pretty impossibly possible to be afflicted with a, movement disorders and never for example: hit back. It’s kind of the experience of a lot of civilian non-criminals; and also reformed criminals; but not non-reformed criminals; who I also call un-actualized one group of a beings; and I’m not sure if they; the definition of beings … makes verity here, for the un-actualized [non-reformed criminals].}


Part Four. A Compiled Aside:

“You” “feels”

form y, in more than one y

if not fiction; then like fiction at least hear: really, Sea in time terrorism … when

form flower like a y is another form of y [hint]

civilians are not allowed to hit back no matter how unescapably criminologically competent they are; and at least not hit back regularly if even they brake; break? that rule. But veritas is it actual just law.

How come non-reformed criminals hit back, and hit uh; cons tant [and not ly] I hope you understand like uh, for example, the basic of like math constants.

theme basics: math constants is-r also the cliche of “don’t give up” so don’t stop working … is a constant, math constant, how.

theme music citation: foster the people don’t stop [again]

Part Five. Almost Un-Related Like a Win, doe

There’s too much actualized no actual? evidence to make one […] s

believe that lies about competence ever build to a “win” in finality,




yesterday’s art monologue

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A diagram of homelessness & CAKE, A-OAT Part IV

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A diagram of homelessness

By Goura Fotadar

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

& the “rough” draw of CAKE, A-OAT: CSAP or Culminating Specific Art Project; or CAKE, A-OAT Part IV.

theme: tying the two together in a stem.


Date:  12716


tags: volunteer art, art abstractions, diagram, criminology, descriptions, solutions


{art description}



Buried amount of brush are the un-nones of regular strife in regulated spasms of rest; the Avenue flower; near glowering stairing lights separating regular strife from un-regular strife {in step climbs}; the free time to “chase” street people/beings in non-criminal acts; is un-regular.

A flower is now defined in / in layers of triangle; {define triangle.}


{the sort-or? tie stem} : criminology



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volunteer art / review for the FVP :  the trees are artistic  theme : we like you enough

to keep the “less important” “young” out most-of-the time;


is a





the walk is too far;

it shouldn’t be everyday; the chapel is spectacular;

and the resources work.

not there and there ; but, there the bathroom door

should be shut; and the garden is reminiscent grown

above remnant.


(11.29.16) (this post continued … ) Theme : It should go – on a shirt :

su casa mica es placebo.

The Soap’s Packaging: The use of “slip-up” in intonation dialect to create “real” depth meaning

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The Soap’s Packaging: The use of “slip-up” in intonation dialect to create “real” depth meaning
Art notes: for the FVP
The Death Project Art for The Death Project
tags: trauma recovery, ” real” wealth building
date: 81516



(to see recent images of this described art, see:


or slides 109 through 113)

theme: “mary poppins” / smog
theme citation: mary poppins the movie as used to be available on television or through cited: vhs
(part one.)
In a sink,
in soap water, clean out paper remnants from meal packaging
my example as cited: is taco bell meal packaging
leave soaking in soap water solution for at least a couple of days, particularly if some of the packaging is harder cardboard, as in of thicker texture.
(take photograph.)

(part two.)
have hot bathwater waiting nearby if possibly to humidize the whole thing.

(part three.)
add corn flour or whatever (flour) is available to the solution in the sink.

(part four.)
start structuring further to add strength to the art object (with your hands and flour solution).
added napkins soaked in the solution over the the several layers of food packaging soaked paper remnants
and also added cited: clorox sheets

(part five.)
at some point propped the piece/art object at this stage upon three glass tools:
two glasses and an empty jar.

theme: flowers, water
theme music (citation): simple song, the shins as cited/heard on: kscu on 81416 or was it 81316 &
cry me a river / justin timberlake (both, again?)

voice, notes:

More on The Death Box: The Death Bag

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More on The Death Box: The Death Bag

for The FVP
(for The Death Project, for The Death Project art)
by Goura Fotadar
date: 81216
tags: spiritual art theory

to see images, art for:
go to slides 104 through 108, if this link doesn’t take directly to that slide list number range:

in a waiting bag,
stuff a smaller bag and
tea bag covers lining the bottom,

then stick in,
the d.b. (as photographed)
theme: damn! this is turning into a large object

have a stained napkin with tea (baking powder, flour)
ready, waiting to be used
(as phot-graphed)
(stuff the waiting drying tea bags used to stain the napkin as just described, into the bottom of the bag, The Death Bag
to create weight at the bottom of the bag; they are like weight bags at this point )
start braiding around the box/bag now with flour, water / sink mixture

additionally, in action/practice/creation:
I stuck two cited: clorox sheets on the bag with the drenched napkin, the sheets were drenched too  (in the solution)
and then dropped flour water on parts of the whole thing with both; my hands, and glasses/plastic cups; but especially on the bottom
then scrubbed some portions  again with an old brush mixed inthe flour water or solution
I had at some point, sooner; stuck the whole thing in and squeezed into a styrofoam food container (already washed out and dry-ed)  and further enmeshed it with flour water.
it’s finally turning into an actual art piece:
The Ultimate Trash; The Ultimate Hobo
(as of now) the styrofoam box/it rests on dripped flour water solution on top of the tiles in the bathroom/now art studio space more than at least (now)
the distance from the windows at this point, controls the temperature of the drying piece, hoping itself to form into a more cohesive creation

Art Notes: Something of a Weak

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Art Notes: Something of a Weak
for The FVP
by Goura Fotadar
date: 8716

to see pictures of today’s art adventure (thus far):
slides 86 and 87
It’s been an adventure to bee working on this D.B. 4
I need more florals
the front is shaky fragmenting and almost pulling apart
almost like a metaphor for all of existence;
today I dripped the glue : yellow lemon remnants flours (rice + corn) + baking powder + water together soaking for days and more days (like something of a week).
on the bottom and more pieces from the side pulled off in fragment witch I added to the bottom and then had to drip the excess of the solution further on instead of pasting with my hands (and after)
applied some hand force around the sides in twists
and then slowly flexed the thing onto sitting newly filled with soap solution glasses
to aide the drying process,
I see sheets out near “their” bedroom,
so things have to be aired enough to be move-able enough to the closet when the cleaners/cleaning people come.
some of the pieces of paper onto the “thing” newly dampened by yesterday’s mache experiment started to hole upon my first attempt to grab the “thing” and move to near airy pathways; not yet an opportune;
it’ll be intereste to sea what happens.
it could: break, rip more, witch is break, not dry “soon” enough? … and not form completion; is this serious l’arte.

theme: l’arte seriese.
Don’t thin I have the energie to grab more lorals todai and so will have to wait whence the energie re-appears; the wrest and not the rest of the workday still continues to blewm on Sunday.
happy Sun’s Day.

part two. Blow dry this friend.

(tagline: got more energie. (tagline arte: https://voicethread.com/myvoice/#thread/8018255/44584666 or slide 91 in this set.)  see the new today’s newer images: slides 88-90)
part three. Neverminde today l’arte criminologie continued
on the bottom three small bouquetes (veri small) from outside front
just barely avoiding beinc accosted
from “them”
then pulled apart on the whet bottom
on it a dabs of baking powder
(next layer afture the petals/florals)
then rice flour what’s left in this stash from below
and then more drops of water
next after photograph
adhere the rice flour napkin (what it was stored in)
(the napkin folded up to preserve flour, the)
the florals with this batter like a baked good, this versione creates a stucco bottom
underneath the new napkine