The Death Project

The presence of the jeweled, Baby!

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 12718

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tag[s]: religion, mind channels, the death project

I was looking …

At the front cover of this version of the book; and this sounds as if! I’m describing [crib:bing]  music: The conceptions so freq. stated that the flower is as if! Ugh, I think they say, front vagina. The non-puckering tiny top hole re[winded] (chimes) me of a women’s urethra. The plethora [for pee] of petals (theme: why, pee doesn’t usually smell) pointing to getting it all out [the importance of, that]; it so obvious be a form: pee. But this time, it wasn’t just the image. It was also the scanning of I think

theme: how is scanning different from running;

especially these first few pages:

cited pgs. 12-13


on 12/1/18

cited: pg. 13

“Tess … a variation of Tessa, .. “the gatherer’ .”


As is/are the petals on the front cover: they are or have been: “gathere”-d by? “Tessa” and perhaps the answer is (or not?) given: they are “ ‘gather’ ’’ –d/ “Tess”?

(don’t forget to mention and with picture, too; the bejeweled doll)

for example in mention: charge the jewel to the baby who aligned as such (at least two cases of alignment [sp?]) (the baby, i.c.) -> simulates a “ ‘gather’” ing -> and in alignment perhaps 1st; to the cover image unites, translates, et al

“ ‘gather’” ing [?]

Of course still at present

baby, babies are cited: (from in general) tagged

to such typed p exchanges






The re-interpretation of needles


les d = less d

= pee

of, different urethra

Source, urethra: MARJORIE PRIME, (by) Jordan Harrison

pg.13 (cited : )

“She was a good dog.”

The easy connection [how does this literar-e thing translate in uh circuits]: the image of that uh peep-hole connected to the jeweled baby-> the baby a connection to the dog especially by cultural emphasis of uh pee -> the comment “She was a good dog.” converted to jeweled for the connection to be circuited to easy.


One answer is

The cover: as already

referenced [or perhaps this version of cover]

To keep the flower only until it withers to age [older] (and-or is here like death)

Another obvious answer is: [as suggested]

Is to use this sentence as a jewel such as after a “dog” pees.

Another example answer might be to jewel something that is hypothesized to make one pee; as you see in the store from time-to-time? And then hand it to a she, and-or a unified she, and-or an equivalent she (hoping that she [and-or plural] consumes it, those)

Emphasis: hoping that she consumes it [the completion theory]

What does this mean: ?

[hint: as opposed to a full bottle, or an empty one]

(include photograph)


Manifestation theory: perhaps it is this that cause the jewels (for a time); how to make them permanent, and how to make them of wealth?



What’s to come

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by Goura Fotadar

date worked on: 101918, 102018

tag[s]: movie notes, patrol analysis from uh “other” streams, entropy functions, the death project


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referenced Source, citation: The Middle of X (2018)



Around early there is definitely a gush over a past gay romantic relationship; despite

How cliché that seems, …

With the aggressive assertion of a seemingly straight perhaps young marriage

Also these kids seem a lot older than standard high school age; was the term replaced with some other phase of development and-or was this term of high school age older than has been considered recently standard h.s. age,

“cops” showing up attempt, combined with a possible car crash, … or something like that, [theme: that’s why we say call the cops and not the “cops” and that’s why we say if you’re not sure don’t call because the “cops” may show up and not the cops; and if you really can’t help it, then/–an that’s a different context]

So there seem to be two groups [of the presumed original cluster] from the no joke: combat after “crime” analysis stand-in sight,

How was life going to take place; as if some of them had not uh died, …

The premise secret but not completely covered up is, big surprise: some of them died [or all of them?], after and before

The dis-satisfaction with the life that has happened perhaps a leniency toward the after and before caused by??, death.

The description of at least one of the deaths, …

Possible important interactional questions: were there money inheritance divisions in Philly, [especially then] In the date area the movie takes place,

Problems that yet have to be solved in society: traditions of drinking/against alcoholism,

Finally an additional reference to death and or murder in that scene; complimented by the over=assaulting persona enacting something conscribing murder and so then complemented

by addressing more sight-able jewelry, [“financial problem” mentions combined by

more notice-able or hard to miss jewelry, the connection?]

[left-off 51:49 approximately]

General-summary utilizable-s from

advanced militia nature; but pertained anywhere:

Don’t be surprised if even in straight romantic groups; there is a gay romantic backdrop [and at least; because it might not just be in or just stay in the backdrop]; at another level avoiding the general obvious; why show up that way? But don’t ignore this obvious: why not try the reverse direction to correct certain unjust hate crimes … from a society combat control perspective especially in cluster groups not moving far enough along in societal development; i.e. actual societal development is, are …

Don’t be surprised that financial problems turn up: which are a flare signifying problems somewhere and not necessarily in the groups and-or persons experience-ing the desperation of financial problems ; and so don’t be surprised when the flare appears in society actual

Don’t be surprised when such cluster groups haven’t thought more deeply about the future of society, and this includes themselves; but what’s gonna happen when you come into this segment of … society interaction

[Example: I just sit around in my house all day, which is free forever; and so I don’t interact with anyone and society [almost at all]

Answer: Yeah but the house and-or building you live in does interact with society all time long [and like in an entropy main way]


Don’t expect that alcohol remediation and-or other remediation issues are addressed in especially such cluster groups; when they manifest whether real or not; that demonstrates a connection [and perhaps finally] to actual further developing society,


A continuation of certain art notes; not yet posted, huh? Meditation imagination (art) àhow to cope with loss

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 Meditation imagination (art) àhow to cope with loss

The Death Project in the/ for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 9218

original date, approximately: 2.17.17

tag[s]: rape attempts, ordering lists, approximated date changes, art notes, the spirit work at the fictional volunTier project, The Death Project, counseling, publications

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theme: sprinkled chocolate crumbs wipe off paper like chalk on a bored?

  • Fold the foil the two lifted folds down
  • Create a rotating jigsaw [of folds]
  • Open up the tissue
  • Drape over the foil
  • To catch/change greed: imagine that the foil inside is something actually valuable
  • Imagine the scent of the rag/tissue is even more accentuated something you can’t want to [leave] [of folds]
  • Trash the “secured” art piece.
  • [non-offensive] [stupid’s note: as in put in a trash-can]


Part Two. Accidentally left-off from some publication; so not in it, yep; I think so.


The House Shelves


back to this specific temporary art’s piece [the cymbal of d.] you might strengthen it with like nail polish but in this case I’m probably going to let it crumple dry in

for example: convenience of nail polish in the h-less life à in one of the pockets of my bag[s].

photo notes [which photo?]: in the model vase; the petal looks like a striped duck. cited: TAZO tea bottle

for The Death Project

Turn it again and you see a vase [at least] where cut and not fallen it all could have been [others like it!] stored; ‘scuse me held for a while. Art translation[basic]: you could envision slice-ly easily the vase sealed; the flower segments waxed with some substance even make-up and-or nail polish and that would be complete enough.


Temporary Death Art

aside: Cymbals of Death

It noises! A different more cymbal-istic

Noise-sound [in mean! –ing] upon the scrape of letters

The petal is an instruments from public fallen! Flower to torn for lettering

Art cymbal; an of course: symbol

theme: what happens basic re-nunciated inquiry to them when they [flowers in petals & stems & not so much seedings] die

theme lest: the flower[s] still; works as … [open-to-interpretation]

among the h-less knife.

Turn it and you sea a cliff dress cited: the witch goura series on cited: amazon kindle

The Star Glab: Is this fiction

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by Goura Fotadar

on 82717

theme: scuse, if there are typos the public computer flares orange in its time zone.

Theme music citation: glass animals, black mambo

tag[s]: while you’re short on public computer time because all those “pregnant” bitches need to pretend that they are also in the cited: C.I.A. attitude and that’s why they have that attitude; uh?, fiction building, fashion for deployment activity, recognition of cues; how to get everything across in lingo: communication of combat [no, this is not a conversation, you can have one after comprehension], religion, cited: The Death Project, combat pop notes, political combat

I didn’t have the time to type up this cited: asics thing; and that’s not the pun of the wheel in how I mean cited: asics;

I’ve realized “the obvious” which is what that want; you is; is rather the festering of how you cannot perform in those things; are absolutely cited: tide. Tied to the deployment life; you might wonder that those in advanced militia life; disguised from all of society; until finally seen;

For example: under false arrest by false cops; called on you on repetition because why [only to have your highest militia title announced over-the-phone by them in your uh “arrest”]? Well you’re deployed in the circumstances of regular society, and compared to advanced militia their i.q. well just isn’t. For example, their conception of wealth is laugh-able. What I’m finding out and this almost sounds like it should go into the depth of an addition to cited: The Four Interviews; and what they obviously pronounce; is their belief that is for sure that you can’t afford you own house anymore because your work just doesn’t deserve to get paid in a form of wealth that housing accepts,

{Like they own housing spaces and spacing and space buildings  and spaces; who does? Well a good guess, would be uh, me. Their titles make me laugh. When you have a title it has to go on the side of Above Ownership [yup like fiction]; or else it doesn’t count; it’s a joke to laugh about. And as a hint: even actual thoughts make you uh wealth somewhere in the world and universe it appears. Blink Thought and your wealth is produced.}

As a result, they are convinced that you are a drug addict, a non-reforming criminal on the-run,

 dead ad: living dead?,

mentally ill, and inescapable-ly suicidal, and if not that un-functionally mentally retarded …

[and what if you actually are in one of these categories or more than one?]

How else might one have / be(come) homeless?

And how are the bills really getting paid. {they will say, they don’t the higher bills don’t get paid, the news says we’re always in debt. Uh, … How do you really understand what is being said in this place of Right Now: Injustice, }

Sometimes I want to laugh at their aptitude and a lot of times I know I can just call an execution and fire in; somewhere over the cited: rainbow. But they then start to hallucinate that they really are the cops and fire marshals, even donning uniforms and guns; ha ha, how would you know the difference between militia and what poses as militia, … ha ha and even recently their hallucinations have included that they are in the c.i.a. They even use my first name, and that’s funny.

Can you imagine who would be named such [first, last]. Outside of false royalty; what do we really get royaliz-ed as; if for example … you

[were born a cited: C.I.A. operandi/operative or its actual ilk wouldn’t you be the real form of royalty and not some bitch cheerleading at the high school next door ha ha traditional parental love they’re convinced that my dad didn’t love me because of this and I even have hoax parent names on my legal birth certificate that I carry around Of course me and the actual parent look almost exactly alike and he’s often in uniform ha ha ha theme: wah! Your dad didn’t love you that’s why you were a cited: C.I. A. operandi and now you’re dead [but I’m not] and so you deserve to be homeless; their aptitude if you can call it that asserts that this is why folks become homeless; they don’t actually understand unjust misery and also they don’t understand unjust persecution toward others they believe they created what happens ha ha sometimes that turns into a confession that we can persecute in an actual justice system not tainted by their pornographic dreams of non-welfare what they could do with all of that assistance ha ha ]

are and they are; are they actually as review on that many clouds above you;

and how come they are in the homeless population [cloud who].

Well? Have you spent many years persecuting the homeless, pretending to be homeless yourself [Duh: deployment as approved by? doesn’t count as that form of pretense]  and draining all [of] their resources; have you seen the lines in shelters; I mean it’s not as if the whole country is homeless; perhaps we should try that; and fire all “staff” that I haven’t myself hired {I’m still not that old yet; we could hope I reach 45 one day soon still a wee bit off}. We’ll see how you feel, when they tell you you have to do a job and for [as in referring to] the actual homeless [live a lifestyle] wear where [catch it] you can’t wear these:  [get it, can the homeless actual wear these; why not says basic fashion combat procreation/comprehension] {& how basic}



Art Project: Birthday Funeral Procession

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The Death Project in / for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 7.13.18

tag[s]: death art & trash art, and homeless/housing rights


on: 07.12.18

dedicated: to donater & donaters et al

The empty birthday tissue box sprayed with scenter; lined roughly with current relevant meeting material; theme: such as; meat. ; cited: respite meeting material [reminders]

While recovering from surgery; theme: looks a cup in art-form: photograph; at this point; anyhow; theme; such as gift-wrapping in practice. Hammocks carried covered in sleeping straw; sprayed with cited dry shampoo; correlating to difficulty with hair coiling to dreading while homeless on-the-street [hint help: recently chopped hair.] Notice the mist of d.s. Stuff in box. Cover with tissue as donated so box art can be still witnessed; a way to “bandage” [[wrap]] trauma. Use donated injury tape; for former injury connected to surgery recovery to secure roughly tissue box. Seat on plastic platform a sentiment to childhood militia [plastic] and more visible though covering of trauma. Spray with scent and lotion materials & litter with notecard torn. Cited: [that scene] from cited: love actually. Rub in roughly to create “quality”; after rip up & recording find a way to tie; and trash. The beginning of the cited: metta, urn [all pictures not included due to the f.b. and his/her “crew” harassing me on my property. [huh]]

To do some more of the urn part: saved paper towels & shaving cream [cited brand] after a major spraying of shaving cream; and a repeated rubbing; the 2nd; beginning of a modern [cited: metta] urn

[See card description]

cited: voicethread, slide 46








Aside: dealing with the nonsense; wish it were nonsense

The fat bitch on my property illegally under wayne stone’s false order; a side disturbance who won’t let any work get done; and confesses to posing as a police officer; i.e. is a fake police officer in at least/for sjpd.

Jeez; is Wayne Stone leader of the c.i.a. or is it? The more obvious, person; uh, me. Uh, since birth.


This is also a federal/domestic-international report on the following: g.c. , Trinidad/Mathew, ria-reah or however that enemy proponent spells name [also using name/initials y.t.], and the person posing as “c-y” in especially the homeless, lgbtiq, mental illness based on diagnosis only [false diagnosis included], and recovering drug addiction populations;  these named perpetrators are as severe perpetrators of unjust violence and such including false arrest/imprisonment to these populations,

This includes these people [yes, digitally changing and stealing others’ images] and posing as police officers and other militia members [i.e. they are fakes and a danger to …]  She also attempted to [what does this mean] digitally steal my phone charge[r], can you believe it.


Paint, friend/ Emotions for

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 62918

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tag[s]: review for upcoming publications, the death project, meanings of funeral & intersections with homelessness

date: 6.27.18

Source, citation: The Gentle Art of Swedish Death Cleaning (by) Margareta Magnusson


cited p 1: so, if it is done sooner: can it be a celebration of your “leave” – ing sooner; also interestingly enough: this system ‘ “death” … “cleaning” ’

comes up frequently in the homeless life.

And is this the meaning of; funeral.


Art notes: for blog art 62718? [date approx.]

While in homeless respite; after surgery look at ingredients: he-hah! I’m on a bed.

With a tad of lotion


Some taddling [who?]

An “ “ interpretation

And more lotion smear.

More lotion? Images with smear


Dedicated to the protection

Of myself and the protection

Of all so, deserving

Don’t tell anyone,

But it’s a

Picture of my illness;

[physical illness]


And yes, another


Of …






Back to notes of

Main source citation:

cited: p.12

Perhaps then is

Another definition of funeral;

And to change its turn

To the better for one;

Or perhaps [to the better for] the


Perhaps only

Let those

“you like”

“take things”

As a procession-




Here in this/

From scanning

This book: [until this point]

We have a




Of an actual, and How to [have, keep, keep-sake, etc.]



cited p.19

This reminds me

Of placement in homeless

Shelters and how

Whenever someone leaves

And-or is forced to leave;

It’s such as this. (from source, citation: ‘ “death” … “cleaning” ’)

As a reminder:

Imagine a video of

The (cited) East Hartford Shelter [empty & cleaned];

[why not for example] I mean

Of course in the strange design space [but still full of beds and such]; then imagine a group enters to stag; I mean stage set-ups; then a second group enters [and these two groups are organized in (1) and (2) ] for actual attempt at shelter and the first group holds the second-group: captive, and hostage; coveting in demonstration every last increment of steal of bed; of the shelter space; something such as this, happened to me, … where the bodies emptied in the shelter are expected to empty out before housing ever uh, re-appears or appears for the first time [for them]; and then [the bodies are to?] never re-appear anywhere otherwise they will be falsely imprisoned and falsely charged; this, called by me the conception of Memento Funeral in body beings is never realized correctly by “staff”


Homelessness as apparently are funerals are applications of deep philosophical components of existential being; and pardon me?  … ; but a certain Buddha-like aptitude is required to discern

Uh, solutions as the applications in entropy practice translate malignancies in who is, entropy?




{the shelter solucion for the fvp} 12.16.16 as described further …

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 62518


tag[s]: art diagrams, word diagrams, & shelter  , the death project




as of 12.16.16

a working [maybe: work sing] space somewhat [maybe: wombat] un-seen

already existed; the point to the stack of three backs [yes I mean actual books stacked in a frame structural/artistic model]

cited: UC Berkeley (main) stacks; where the conception of accurate shelter is certain in the aptitude of the structure.

Premise: {even when affordable} rest shelters just aren’t working out for the work-producing populous.

aside: don’t forget Open Sky roofs/ceilings [see lings]

cited: the death project

morbid expressions of being

aside: Jud, y Blu, me?

side-a-lign-ed  proof/ana-ly-sis: by (cited) JUDY BLUME


equate –ing the two aside, and this: july is a morbid t-o-year?

; where you get to see others (incorrectly) judge you, you-akin in your actual wear.

kind-of like a thematic set-up, for: appropriation of rest shelter;

significance: with whom

share; with

whom neighbor

with whom …

and how you identify derivations

of what is that whom; a-quite


The next, in the stack are the titles: (of the books by the author (cited:) )

cited: (titles;) ForeverSmart Women, In the Unlikely Event

quickly: “smart” {in all of its contrast: definitions}

women; it is “in the Unlikely Event,”

that you consent to “Forever …”

next; describe the {rest: appropriations} shelter solucion: