The Death Project

Belief in Living Dead? The Quack Attack. Is.

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Belief in Living Dead? The Quack Attack. Is.

See this posting as another more regular form: Belief in Living Dead

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

By Goura Fotadar

tag[s]: criminology; news alerts from one-person; all this effort and no just reward.

 

Part One. In Bizarre theories and adventures real turned unreal.

What happens: if you take a person’s memory right before the “time” of a person’s death [from the point of after death]; and interact that person’s memory in a virtual program; wouldn’t that interaction create some type of entropy; translating

That person into …; when enough entropy?  collects into [the real version] [not to be blasphemous]

becoming [being] Living Dead. They are then both once dead; and soon? Living dead.

[What if.]

 

Part Two. Police Alerts for Real Cops & Real Authorities.

Harassment and Stalking

 

Hello after; being held situationally hostage till the end of last year; I was released into the shelter situation where I was nearly gang-raped; when I fled to the streets for safety; local authorities including local cops would not stop following and stalking and calling me; including making up fake warrants for my arrest. I got word that my brother: Dhruv Fotadar might have died in combat at around 2011 and 2012; and is being impersonated by somebody using his name. I requested a violence control order for the person impersonating his identity and attempting to kill me; and also the same order for the rest of the dangerous and criminal family that we were raised in, but not quite by; which we were kidnapped into from our original family. Since that time the local police will not stop questioning me about his status and whereabouts; and I believe from what brief documentation I’ve been given he’s dead in combat …  At present; they are stalking me nearly on every curb; and infiltrating anywhere I sit, work from; and rest denying my civilian status … when I ask them to please stop stalking and harassing me they escalate their unjust and unjustly dangerous behavior toward me; what more shall I do for the crimes they and their coordinates are committing.

 

Examples include practiced acts of public humiliation toward me; and enabling others and non-reformed criminals to call me horrific names in public such as, : hag, rapist, pedophile; then charging me a citation for being homeless instead of those harassing me paying any consequences. Pretending publicly that I am a criminal and enabling others to call me this and other denigrating terms; without making them pay any consequence.

 

I’ve never committed a crime in my life; and have already been through hell; I would appreciate it if the police and other “authorities” stop threatening me with false arrest, gang rape, murder / and the non-benediction of my identity; etc.; and I have an entire career as a no living wage worker which is my primary focus; and not time wasted in engaging in being harassed and nearly killed by inebriated cops and their group coordinates.

 

I require legal protective action for myself against them and against such other “authorities” and individuals.

 

Sincerely,

Goura Fotadar

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My real … and not the impersonators of him; my real brother circa approx. his age seven. As you can see; we look[ed] almost exactly alike such as twins might but with different genders.

The Brief non-educated Semantics: What would be a violence protective order [or the start of such] [on the brief and rapid]

You shall receive no benefit for being my actualized family et al. examples: actualized colleague … if you contributed and contribute to such events and actions and or related events of same similar type toward me; and vice versa. Final Action call. In other e-affect you have not actually moved to actualized or actualizing in these benefitted roles and instead moved to point never actualizing to these benefitted roles stemming from my identity et al. Any threatening action of the sort from denial of these benefits shall be in severe form pre-emptively prohibited to restore the function of the individual unjustly harmed and such according parts of society.

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Almost at first sight

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Almost at first sight; for the fvp

theme-channel citation: at first sight [again] the movie

by goura fotadar

dedicated to a.s. and  j.k. and j.s.

tag[s]: mind channels + reading notes + riterary analysis for the death project for the fvp

source, citation text [1]: Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave with foreword by David Marr

[1st source early on way early on ] ” … how funny and horny and sad and truthful … ”

“Did anyone ever shut him up? Death certainly didn’t.”

Again et al : the

basics ; real ilife signs of immortality.

and traditionally

“horny” means …

source citation text[2]: Singing in the Shrouds (by) Ngaio Marsh;

[look at text][how so this early the two, are two alike.]

immortality = career when?

Untitled

second source, p. 9  Box: “Horn”

“The cranes that served these ships lost their heads in the fog. Their gestures as they bowed and turned became pontifical.”

———————-> (curving arrow) like death

Box: “winches” look up? meaning definition of [for grade school this slight line, too]

Box: “wharves” another definition word

“Police Constable Moir, on duty until midnight, walked in and out of shadows.”

————————> (long arrow, lounge arrow) look at a real cop’s / police’s motif in fiction.

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notes to add: 72617

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 8717

other worked on date[s]: 73117

sources, cited: the Lovely Bones by A. Sebold & some version of the MLA handbook [skim of recent]

 

 

Perhaps; not alone but a motif of heaven.

notice: the penguin

which looks in print so

much like sequin; the penguin never moves?

[Heaven: [here?] 1. cited:

The Lovely Bones

[by] A.S.

a) pre-page

b) criminology aside: perhaps but [internal external] cited: Christian symbolism [chapter one frame page]

c) (p.6) people your “parents” interact with may not be safe for you.

other-relations:

so; pointing toward         (page five)(or frame page)

the first line in this

page … christian or

biblical may not be;

to see what isn’t just

because otherwise sum: others

think there’s

something

wrong with you

 

So with the two combined if you create a non … such

for a such

or find one … and so on

created …

will you

have your

own Heaven

 

specific sentences and pieces likely referenced here from those portions of the source primary text:

frame page / pre-page:  “… invert it. The two of us watched the snow fall gently around the penguin. The penguin was alone in there, I thought, and I worried for him. When I told my father this, he said, “Don’t worry, Susie; he has a nice

life. He’s trapped in a perfect world. ” ”

chapter one frame page or cited page 5 : [
” … It was still back when people believed things like that didn’t happen.”]

 

[“… I chose it.”]

[“…. not being some dopey quote from a rock group, …. ” ]

 

 

 

Seeing Death

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 61917

 

date: 06.17.17

Source text, cited: “Brittany Gibbons AKA Brittany Herself FAT GIRL WALKING SEX, FOOD, LOVE, and Being Comfortable in Your Skin …

EVERY INCH OF IT “

  • – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –

 cited P. 49

under: “CATHOLICS HATE VAGINAS”

VA : GINAS

in specific context ; biological

sounds like

VA : GENE-US

where the

u in US

is almost silent

of course here: VA

or VA as in

Virginia;

so V. A. as in I

think Veteran[s] Affairs

& or VA as in

Virginia.

 

Veteran[s] Affairs & or

Virginia : GENE-US?

mean … ?

 

 

from cited p. 58 ” He

probably wants me to dress

up for when he asks

me to Homecoming “

& …

in reverse order from that

page: ” … he promised [where’s me, and-or to me]

he doesn’t even like Emily,

his mom wanted him to

date her, but he totally

isn’t going to. “

Now that we equivocally

know that the myth

in most cases of a person’s

“mom” “wan[ting]” “to date”

somebody is likely untrue;

In my jaded view

of the relevant current

world few to almost

none in “mom[s]” “want …”

something as even

a well-wish and

only to fall on the

guise of poor-matching

due to something like

confusion. What do they want

instead from you or who

you were something

like dating; and

what have you and-or

they consented,

too

instead.

But you didn’t

know!

tag[s]: research reading to criminology

As an aside:

What does it mean

when somebody; people;

have your old stuff;

that you never gave

away as charity;

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cited p. 70;

What happens when

you describe a circumstance

of yourself; and-or your

personal history; and

insert pictures of other

people in their circum

stances and-or personal

histories, instead. [Like without telling them; especially.] Or

describe the such

or another as your own;

or describe the

such of another

as theirs but with deceit

in it.

date: 61817

Seeing Death:

can one keep one, more

safe; if one can sea

one’s death; such as a

reliable psychic vision [?];

so instead of the usual

1-to-1 ; instead the:

1-1 without a to

implying inclusive seclusion

of another.

…. from source, text

at cited: 71

” My brother joined the

air force in college, ” he’d tell me.

“Now he lives on base in Colorado

Springs in a free house with his

wife.”

“That sounds perfect,” I’d

answer, not really sure if

this vision included me or

not.

but … “this vision”

may not be

his “vision”

or akin enough

to “his vision”

When you Sea Death:

whose r you

c, seaing?

 

 

Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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dates: 6.5.17 – 61317

tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions

Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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by goura fotadar

I was thinking about;

as in all of but not just;

my fiction; the bar of the

draw cardes, post; and

the arrangements ; the cost of;

minimal would idol go-to in

times of low-coste; think of so’s

brand pandles; eating even more

food; and how flowers don’t. I’d

been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;

and treats of mides; and blows of

shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;

at a stage-front that was non-hoax;

and the ox was at the stage with

green stellas. She was a different way

when; dimples on the tilt; the image

of the inside the fixing of precedence;

and the bakes of no! pale. We were

non-bites; and finally I knew it was

a he; about his wife that he didn’t

like; Boy! was she gone.

Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something

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In a review of liquor and

flowers; I had started reading “Lotus

magazine”

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cited: L … magazine
I wanted to discuss at this

 

point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”

the poem on page “9”

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cited: the poem on page 9 from cited: L … magazine
that

 

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aside 0: personal notes of real crime analysis and reports received and albeit civilian status
starts and finishes without severe

reading glance; at that vocation.

“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?

others that are

“poor”

at some others

“have”  “kitchen … [s]”

not both? see the “yellow

cookie”

as the “window” ‘s

entire being ; and you

have a baker , … , a pastry lover …

on “dizgotic” I hardly                           | date: 61117

know what dizgote means

w/out a dictionary and a summative

analysis of it, the word; but I wonder

if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t

mean the narrator; as described but I’ve

read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:

“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the

obvious that you can as one likely knows

analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;

cited: coding courses in community college;

something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;

as an entry into reading it : sort of like

the fine printed way to understand the over-all

enough-needed function of a vortex.

tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.

as an aside;

the death project, more source texts as identified

from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”

p. 11

of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis

is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”

prom: of p.11

“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”

under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”

theme: prejudice

is like unjust homicide

 

Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar

wishes to acknowledge the

receipt of your

request of a ban of

her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]

on Alma Street from

today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.

She appreciates the repeated blandishment

of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work

 

by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this

and such practicing libraries. She considers

this extreme harassment

under her social cause

of safety through homelessness

and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.

She requests that such

harassers not be

reciprocated for any

of her works and

identity; and she petitions

for the firing of all

pertaining library employees;

and volunteers.

She notes that out-spoken

un-defended prejudice

and gossip in this

country is illegal; and

that; likely despite

being at a knowledge

stream such person(s)

are unable to comprehend

the civic nobilite ;

that though you do

not like her; this

is certain; not her

problem.

dedicated to the service

      of J. J. L/F

citing p. 344

of  The

Amy Vanderbilt

Complete Book

of Etiquette

by Nancy

Tuckerman

and Nancy

Dunnan

 

a fallen rose bottle [not done]

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grief

tag[s]: The Death Project , The Death Project art, flower stuff, art applications to … v., v. enactment, and v. c.

dates: 6917 – 6817

by goura fotadar

for safety;

today instead of

creating rose water; something

so love-ly but coveted wrongly;

just, a fallen rose bottle;

the fallen of course is

the roses found in this

record; and the bottle

is an empty bottle whose contentx [s]

were drunk. As usual pilfer the

rose petals -> and leaves, too [and whatever [of flower, ?] else, also.] [too, also.]

and place in bottle.

the in teresting thig-n is

that the bottle was not

washed out past the

drink and of course

being a soda bottle   which is

something like

baking soda [?][.] the pleasant

o-d-or [the baking soda or soda [remnant smell] covers up the pleasant o-dor, to create a more subtle potpourri type scent?]

theme: gum stuck to injuries

chewed obvious, provides

remedies? to foil

and rubberband or

to cover

another way?

think about the thorns; as

the [flower: rose,] sticks come free in

the pilfering of petals; will they,

if kept long enough; break through

the thickness, texture of the

bottle [if it’s not added to, in exterior facade?] … in the stem: is urgency?

how. as it’s placed in the temporary?

center of bottle it’s nearly impossible

to place any additional petals

and other flower parts in;

see photograph; the pull to

continue placement of flower parts requires

[parts]

a rapid snap-shot; of the

placed stem; and until likely it

may eventually move out of the

way. In an interesting

correlation the bottom

of the bottle is

as other [x … y … other

unknown types]

might have noticed; shaped

like a bud and-or flower

catastrophe ; and here catas-

trophe just means form.

as you’re restoring your

energy {I mean I’m tired then; when this physical part is being worked on] to take the photograph

place the fallen flower

specimens that you don’t

plan to place in the bottle

down your shirt or rub into

your arms; such as a perfume

rub.

On observation this set

of roses at least; is so visibly

seen as a scene spider web inside

bottle. [goth, morbid art? in this phase at least; phase art: what do you se-a]

hint: to make your gum flower

last longer … stick arose

petal in the chew.

death project, art notes [the chime]; the flowers as might or not have been alreade mentiona [theme: ready machines, machinings, theme music citation: jason derulo whatcha’ say] were found! fallen and so something like dead; the bottle is a death specimen in the obvious that it’s not alive; and together they are a unified death art; as opposed to flowers that might have been something like … still attached in a greenhouse or something. notice, the conceptional look of this soda bottle and its closeness to the, a cliché vision or sight of a greenhouse; on an expansive view or on an expanding view … how you might envision in thought a greenhouse if they, it as a concept still exist[s] and when they did when viewing this bottle in the process if it doesn’t reach further art cover up; a metaphor for make-up as art also; this part: the obvious as is commonly used on a gone celebration, recent; and in lingo “the fallen” refers to the specified deceased but essentially all such. The rose then and any flower; is perhaps a past, passed [here: both apply] death sentiment as often seen, scene in such death-like faces; the hope of what else might be achieved passed the death; the existence of flower; in metaphysical interpretations of this here: l’arte.

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filled with notes; pardon? the confusion

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by Goura Fotadar
tag[s]: d.v., fashion copy, the death project,
part two posting for the fvp
cited: tradesy dot com mailer[s]

theme: she

theme music citation: how’s it going to be third eye blind

cited: link ,

copy, surplus: you can see her move; and can you move with her; or must you carry her around like she’s stasis.

I find the wallet like “pock …” it particularly stylish in  style ; uhm styl … styl … why; it’s pointe like ; it says “inter …” but I can only see this part of the bag, “pocket” as an attached wallet external. Pardon? the confusion [t i t l e]

and I don’t care what they say or whatever those lyrics are from whatever that song is; how could it not work for more n’ one gende. Sounds like a question’s statement on language translation and its communicative effect.

look at s-cond picture imageto see what I mean about wall, et. [Draw a wall, et]

wallet

 

back to part one of the fvp posting;
as effective and affective the color and label even inside
of this gum packet is
see picture hopefully
depending on filtration level;s and that’s a bit joke
what if it was in addition the traditional color black
and inside it said: to capture death in non-stasis way [what?]
“we’re looking for existence’s little moments”
or
to turn it it additionally almost criminological art in addition to food-life art:
“we’re looking for death’s little moments”

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part three for this posting :

TODAY’S TRASH CLUTCH

tag[s]: homeless art.

filled with notes on 6717

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dedicated to m.h.

thematic trash & accompaniment l’arte

tag[s]: food art, too.

filled with gum wads; gum case papers;

food bar wrappers; no longer

necessary; fallen flower petals;

and still internally saturated

in the oil-pesto of the food; it’s a

brief d.v. piece; why because the

obvious what might be otherwise

considered non-artistic waste, musical notes, too,

and be the usual poetic overlooked;

has turned to another trash unison

for the artist – , [or ; ] [which one]each foil

and trash

remnant a

temporary together ness

singing individually as  [oh, divide like a bridge; under imagery ][well marriage is like death; so maybe that’s how]

bride

do each inflicted trauma-

injury ; and together as

a person and-or persons ;

the temporariness assuaging

each slightly prior to it being

too much to complete every.

the outside covere in marker, and added to with ingredients: lotion, and plain lotion

tape floss; and gum wrapping.

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It smells well;

good; quite unlike the

cultural full trash sentiment