From the extra version of lay: person perspective

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 2818


tag[s]: exhaustion reports; forms:  turn from regulating actualized culture; and or artistic hyperbole, I guess advanced gender studies, I don’t know or something.


!. the local militia, ah regular; and some of at least irregular; I’m not sure of the rest of irregular [and this is all actualized] ; and not necessarily from but present locally at this type, especially; are too tired to crawl countless minutes in repetition on atop of their already required crawling due to the “librarians” repeated banning of not just apparently me; and uh, them too; is what I mean. We can’t all be wrong. It must be on cited: fire marshall warnings; the stalking also by the “librarians’’ who no surprise I can say under oath are for sure part of false militia at cited: at least sjpd; and not local assigned now real militia, ties. When you are too tired to crawl; extra and you have already worked off your crawl; can you turn into a bug; or can you meet your destiny; at your first designated point. The day after the false militia “bans” you for a.c.

Response: Ask my real parents; or my real adopted parents; what they think [but do not ask what used to be my false assigned parents before the self-placed protective order … methods to escape, ah … can be dinge roo]

[really, it’s a real militia secret; well if you can’t find them: here’ s what I think: yeah just go ahead back to the library; and I’ll be pretend humiliated as I’m banned in a drill too; and then; I’ll cancel the ban; because I own the libraries; and I never hired them; and I never consented to your ban, Sorry the crawl-ing has continued the demise of my angles to a [oops, I meant ankles]

Broken strength; so much like cliché but actually useful in regular and irregular application poetry.]

!.. This is also Review:  I was in the two howr “loaner labtop” period looking briefly at this article and I’m not a ? or something? Anyhow: [well when I was done with my first set of problems which of course is now in the less of an hour of left-over time]

Main: what do you think it will be or is: especially, means standard: taken as

Second Main: how can you make normal seeming without even proof but just the strike of sudden tough no thought what it is even if you don’t know; well isn’t the masculine gender [relevant, oui to the article] thought of and still manifested to be the started starting point in gender culture and then anything that doesn’t completely form with this culture perhaps experiences the normal regular version of such this: other [uh, form actual difference] right.

theme: structural thought

theme culture progression: we hope normal means no unnecessary and easily overcome pain; or no pain is it.

Third main: it emphasizes time; uh time, and time again; of exposure is what I would call it; sorry no offense; how long might you be willing to be on such a … ; if even in taken as form. Think other forms you might not mind. [as stand-bys]

Review again; fourth main: if there are actual reactions to it; what’s the basic way to combat these reactions; what else might work alongside that you know isn’t regularly harmful and at least mildly curative. After; when you have time; you can find if the reactions are really that; or is something else happening. In the meantime; an additional exposure at least is when from the perspective of what you might be willing to tolerate; uh the way to go.
Let’s pretend that this is only artistic hyperbole! And it is that also,



A personal story on cues not quite; translated to the basic word re-imaging.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 12618

tag[s]: economic research connected criminology, and cue patterns specified again, art abstractions on gender studies and vanities, call reports


theme: gender surgery and its e/a ffects

I was watching as each parks and or leaves exactly at a face-body match when I do. They had told me that I wasn’t hallucinating non-usefully, it’s quite illegal.

[Insert cited; even loosely who that “they” is ] [Check without a citation; based on collected evidence who that it’s not definitely: for example legal verification is never here  [through] the local “authorities”]

Collect evidence and-or data also for memory.

[I took a picture]

Assess threat connected to retrieving evidence for verification.

A woman who stalks me nearly everywhere I go and I’m not sure is even female; because she also stalks me in female only scenes; and this is also including: she’s not female and is also not gender inclusive or gender unified; [as in fiction but not]; moaning to herself and guttering objects in my presence, blocking off washing and use-entry segments. The Moaning Continues, uh.


[S/he] Is near. I assess threat, and it’s too dangerous to pull at evidence collector and look/examine picture again. Change assignment as in modify it to use what is. Perhaps retrieve from memory such as in a call report without materials nearby. A practice modifying on further modification call reports for utilize-ability.

Fire marshall training complete-d at the two week level approximation in the project of outside homelessness. {A rough draft; and a note-reflection process of urgent significance}

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by goura fotadar

date: 0123=418 = 518

tag[s]: the civilian quotient has not disappeared


cited resource: my mail I mean male aunt; and I hope that’s enough citation. {as leader}

  1. Unless recovering from specific trauma abuse, and or just needing that in it; when the weather conditions are unbearably falling onto your head; and things are not weather proof enough that you can lug around or leave instead in a rest spot area; type situation; to lug even if you had storage unless it were a drive-able vehicle from storage to spot; might be unbearably exhausting; and …

So look for an outside roof like large enough to cover up enough up of you and your body [uh your belongings] so that if even you get wet or such during the day or work hours transporting from location to location, that you and your belongings have a chance of period to dry off. Look for a situation and or design one and or petition with wealth exchange for the design of an area that can fit a group in such conditions if not more than one or if so.


theme: you might never realize what you learn in C o l l e g e


Example: my last group which is now part of my larger group now; needed to stay out in the rain for about four months or approximate; to avoid danger from fake cops and also to recover from some trauma from the pitter patter of heavy rain running upon their heads, after at least more than half of them had been put situationally hostage; this was the college related population; and a small, group. This group then was able to include a few of current prestigious college students at present; modifying the culture of prestigious college and or prestigious college training after; before the trauma would have it; and the incoming college students were evaluated as being at higher risk for being seized while still in college and as repeatedly attempted to be seized connected to especially their housing. The entire group sustained nonsensical and something like first-time legal problems in a set; and toward the end of the rain period was sustained by non-local real police officers, and not fake ones. It then expanded to a regular militia group which exchanged direction of assault with the pre-eminent college population minus operatives who stayed engaged in direct assault with regular militia, but most of them without weapons of the former latter. Giving; the regular college and after college group expanded experience in recovery; after alternative and surprise deployment from like civilian stand-point; while not excusing them from alternative militia deployment and training; so as not limiting their development based on the demands of society.


theme: what does this mean.


  1. As much as you deem appropriately necessary, including shifting times; go to where resources are announced to be; including availability of basic need provisions: such as; food, tool replacements: here tool refers to in the modality of anthropology anything that comes to use of to you in days-nights-and events of the training and its purposed use; i.e. deployments. If resources are denied specifically to you; fight back within civil rights barriers as best as you can comprehend them; understand that a staff and-or authority person[s] at such resource provisions aren’t for example the head of a. militia movements and-or personally donating all of the materials new or used that are of use to you.  Consider that those deemed as sponsors may be hoax sponsors and make sure you verify if you are a regular militia member that there is a clean accessible but not steal-able trail of their sponsorship; otherwise for security make sure in regular militia that you have the time to locate at least in knowledge the actual sponsors. Consider why you may not be able to obtain all the materials you need for your deployment through personal purchase if you are still able to regularly access your personal cash and-or other forms of wealth; which has become status quo for adult civilian versions of cited: c.i.a. operative deployments and how does this differ in safety of use; when we enter more regular if even still alternative militia training and or deployment.


[In the timing of  realluck; you may become connected to a resource type provider that is headed in person if only once-in-while by direct intel militia as described above and or soon. ]


In the general resource situation; If the resources don’t show up regularly or at all; but it is still specified; it being the resource center as a resource center, then; show up enough to assess and potentially still have access to the resources when and if they do become available.


[Operative Secret of Obvious Intellectualism, Revealed. Consider the cultural ramification of periods of progress as designated by cultural news reports; then opposed by the non-functionality and or irregular functionality of actual designated resource center[s] et al. This is a way to stay up to the know of the actualized non-change in the cultural of supposed original cultural supporters; uh, a, the way to tell truth and such then a useful tool in combat assessment. ]


[Of the prior to para.] In effect it is called Don’t cut off the stream; if even the other stream viewers see the stream as not existing when you have a clear mark of the stream being exactly where or near enough to where you have seen on the map; and when you have verified other markings connected to the stream designation on the map.


In entropy; consider the exhaustion that going to more than one stream causes in resource availability; and it doesn’t mean don’t consider other streams, and don’t check them out; but only do so as absolutely necessary and as worthwhile in access point. In point, being; the cue markers that designate a primary location in access as your designated deployment area are not so oblivious and unlike in traditional journalism or something the person giving you this information valid or not just like the person overseeing the resources distributed to you during your deployment or not; is not the main navigator or a high enough navigator in society of all intel. Intel can pass through one mouth or many, while not generating from them. One reason why is plagiarism and don’t assume the mundane that they know in person or that they don’t they persons with actual intel that they are plagiarizing. But rather charge the plagiarizers as you deem necessary especially if you are in regular to clean up [of] the stream process; so that one day you will have access to the non-plagiarizing direct intel[s]-ers and even if in your next deployments. If you have for example been handed a piece of paper designating a circulating area as the general or specified general  area from which the next set of years of your deployment have to be completed [or its equivalent to the paper]; you must stay in the general area against all other infiltrating advice that includes from local “authorities” and or those posing as local “authorities” this is how the cited: c.i.a. operative deployments are translated under regular militia deployment engage; and also done on as their own.


So to use my example: if you are nearly raped in a designated housing habitat that you have been assigned to for a five-year period; and you represent as an operative or somebody else all those that could actually come to be unjustly raped, in such circumstance; and when you file a report[s], you are instead attacked and told no such thing happened; despite not just your experience but concrete evidence; you must still get an equivalent clear to leave the habitat but still stay in the same area; until the deployment location is complete; it doesn’t matter what it takes, this is the completion mandate under general cited: c.i.a. influenced deployments which provide severity in forms of clears as on how to progress.


To essence combat technology of movement modality; armed or not; civilian standpoint, status or not; i.e. inclusive of non-civilian status too,  you, your group, whoever are designated to a geographic area for a reason in terms of deployment and that reason may not be as blasé as local authorities stake them to be. In the case that you come to trust a local authority or authorities; you may not be surprised when they break your trust; and or you may be surprised when they do not; and or you may be surprised when they convert to your system. Like religion justice; well-informed and such designated; is a conversion process; and not everybody takes to it; but all must pay a consequence for not taking to it. Unfortunately, in the brutality of justice, there is no method to ultimately evade its escape. So when you do not practice a regular faith system; consider craving Justice Actualized its replacement; and don’t fear it abandoning you.

Expect any of the three outcomes from local “authorities” but don’t be disappointed or surprised when it doesn’t go the way you expected in the first sense; the connection of who to help and support has to do with the outcomes perhaps and that’s a serious assessment almost moving outside of traditional combat and militia into alternative militia called humanitarianism; but that just means if you come from that left direction you are evolving into an even more advanced militia member in aptitude.


Figure a way to alert regular militia to assess unjust harm soon enough that might come your way singular: in the case that you stay in the designated area following the actual combat sense and designation; and then request that regular militia will and in case just as a reminder extract consequence for those that have attempted to hinder your deployment.


  1. Expect to go to jail for not committing crime; in the fulfillment of your deployment if even you don’t commit crime; when the local authorities aren’t actually authorities and when this risk starts perpetrating on your life-sake, and-or existence sake, don’t worry about it; it just means that you have overtaken the fake and or incompetent local authorities including whatever local false officers have been responding to things such as problems needing outside support and enforcement. And of course this expectation as any other may not form to a truth for you and or your group [pardo[‘]n, jail].


  1. Pay addition to hygiene mandates connected to entropy of fire codes. For example, public showers allowed to you all of a sudden barricaded with many infiltrating bodies and not just sequential bodies, and when the offense reaches unjust threat levels; and without a work-able offense system that really is offensive as security; posers for example that contribute to unjust danger when such if even self [by themselves]-assigned [they are then added to the next movement perpetration list]. This is a break of fire code that demonstrates to things of the nature of unjust violence: death, rape, molestations, etc. In the astrophysical element of crime; and-or criminology; you have now caught what action interactions cause those specific incidents of crime even in the past and not yet translated to the future; with time of being magnitude. Now you need a regular militia force to investigate the actual perpetrators; and you have usually the demarcation already from such incidents of those that are actually benefitting from access of work revenue of fire marshall[s] and then those that are caught in the act of its militia force; as designated criminals: to be broken down into the two usual categories: reforming and non-reforming. In terms of humanitarianism’s starting point in this junction: you start assistance to- with reforming and then re-assess the non-reforming over accessible and-or useful points of incidental time to see if they ever move into or will move into the former assisted group [reforming].


This is also a religious-o and-or societal proof on the poor hygiene of such unjust terms of violence and all those that correlate.  The basic example being of course that ordinarily we in human as form in progressive parts of society and the world benefit from bathing and for example; using the bathroom; as a practice that levitates hygiene to higher or correct hygiene; excreting from ourselves something like waste and washing our limbs with clean enough liquid and soap in a bath or effective bath: and of course not just affective bath? I don’t know I’m not a biologist; but that would be an effectively enough for now regulating proof. In the sense that bodies posing infiltrating on your designated marshall code of bathing and-or bathroom use;

theme; uh does such a code exist, uh.

In non-sequential form; are effectively yes the perpetrators of poor hygiene in the sense of regularly understood non-bathing and non- bathroom hygiene; and rather the practice of how their bodies infiltrate the space effectively causing and perpetrating such crimes; and has/have been done crimes. This is not to soot that they are definitely practicing lower levels or regulations of hygiene not as in outside osmosis extensive bathing; but rather that the basic bath and bathroom use; may not disqualify as a hygiene practice those who are effectively perpetrating especially violence unjust acts in the history of our world; even if they never actually bathe; the basic stance of unclothing and-or situating partially unclad privately enough but in a public setting use; seems to infest them into such a situation. So it is not the bodies in sequential use but rather in an infiltrating insertion that deems the recreation conception that is not at recreational of uhm such as rape et al unjust.


[t.b.c.  ?]