The Intrinsic, Part Two.

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and though [from the 1st scene – drawing] intrinsically to the scene-[1st], the question is rather a director.

Primary Source Citation, again and its belonging to it photographs of problem: Primary source: HOCUS-FOCUS, by Henry Boltinoff, Daily Post, Thursday, 3, 22, 18 p. 33


[photograph of primary source citation]


[photograph of primary source citation]

Part Two. Person Number four, identified; in pornographic image.

We might want to re-examine the definition of what constitutes a, pornography [at some point].

It’s the “librarian” [which one] that stalks a bunch of operatives around and works at the main branch on Alma Street of Menlo Park, CA. I know you wouldn’t believe me if I told you; but at first I thought it was someone else who I saw during my deployment in the Hartford, Connecticut area; following someone else around; he’s often in the Menlo Park, CA Alma Branch library; announcing he’s the owner [perhaps especially to me and other owners of it]; and I believe I’m one of the owners and not him; in any case that’s a long haul to follow me around in all the way, from the deployment in Hartford, CT to here my bay area, home area: zone [i.e. longest residing thus far, zone]. In any case, I’ve often caught him viewing and saving pornography as I’ve already reported [doing such that he is in the public library]; and trust me it’s not for investigation that he’s been viewing and saving it on public computers.  But instead it’s the, that “librarian” disguised as a woman; with a revealing top.

So for the extent of this posting’s context: what constitutes pornography: you are [in:] not in personal sexual activity; and you have revealed not on accident; but in a consented photograph to the image of the public: &or such recording variety: an opening of into extended appearance of the parts/proportions of your own body [only that which you can consent to] that are most often witnessed in use of sexual activity of any binding sexuality. I think that’s enough of a qualification context for now.

Communication regarding pornography investigation that just happened to come up: for verification, provided such:


theme: boat markers

theme music citation: filter take a picture



The Intrinsic …

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tag[s]: art form, code/computer science, advanced mathematics, cartoons and mixed messages, technology/criminology and porno catches

dot dot dot


Date: 3.22.18


I think this is called quantitative analysis [or however you spell that : it]

theme: why does ‘8’ stick out first to [me]?

Studying the first drawing believe it without noticing the second; after the intrinsic to 1st sight of the word “panels” within “find at least six differences in details between panels.”

Right above though not seeing second drawing yet:

Is what looks almost like the clue

word, “digits”

cited: clue

checking and evaluating that digits from an artistic blasé standpoint within one/1st seen drawing: “panels” you notice obviously the “panel-“ on fence as slightly variate-ing from another and-or next; a thing then such as “digits” of numbers variate-ing in slight-ness

by perhaps specific

cuts of the same scroll

on modern culture

traditional digits; and smudged differently to identify the comparative uniqueness;

in the first drawing  yet unseen the second drawing

This is a rough approximation:

of each “panel-“ of the fence.

The first like a pillar

The second abbreviated at the grass bottom

The third with an abbreviation and a bottom dash and-or hyphen; bottom as defined near grass

The fourth as a shorter abbreviation

At the bottom with a nearly mid-point gap

The fifth with barely an abbreviation at the bottom

Primary source: HOCUS-FOCUS, by Henry Boltinoff, Daily Post, Thursday, 3, 22, 18 p. 33

theme [1]: working on while the library “staff” and their “patrons” won’t leave me alone in a cited: C.I.A. building

so for example:

Untitled drawing-1

Created Regular Translated Example:

Untitled drawing


Part Two. Uh, reports?

I received this email,

With bordering on pornographic images; and I had a quick glance of these women, who were partially unclad; I was surprised that I hadn’t thought more deeply about such emails which usually get filtered into my spam folder; otherwise: I think in general,  the account provider can seize and freeze your or one’s email account; or so I’ve heard: experienced,

In any case; after college I worked for this creative agency or contracted for them for a while: they found me some of my contract jobs in editing,

and I had to interview for each of those jobs just as you might with a temp agency;  at least one job I interviewed for; that went through a bunch of people for the interview alone; and where everything was unclear, one of the women is somebody who I talked to excessively as designated by the agency, about a future placement job:

she’s featured here in the pornographic [email] mailer: of course the positions for me were all in editing;

but I suppose I should say what I think:

that the building I interviewed in, was likely a modern day porno center; and I was being asked something I couldn’t hear in normal words; but understood not to consent to in cues.

And the other women, in this email look familiar too; I’d have to think deeper about where I’ve seen them in person before; but I can’t for example be staring at the email at the public library; so perhaps I will photograph it [as someone suggested] and study it later through my phone.

I think this part is legal.

Regardless to say, I was placed at another company as a contractor for a while;  and so got another rotating position.





From the extra version of lay: person perspective

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tag[s]: exhaustion reports; forms:  turn from regulating actualized culture; and or artistic hyperbole, I guess advanced gender studies, I don’t know or something.


!. the local militia, ah regular; and some of at least irregular; I’m not sure of the rest of irregular [and this is all actualized] ; and not necessarily from but present locally at this type, especially; are too tired to crawl countless minutes in repetition on atop of their already required crawling due to the “librarians” repeated banning of not just apparently me; and uh, them too; is what I mean. We can’t all be wrong. It must be on cited: fire marshall warnings; the stalking also by the “librarians’’ who no surprise I can say under oath are for sure part of false militia at cited: at least sjpd; and not local assigned now real militia, ties. When you are too tired to crawl; extra and you have already worked off your crawl; can you turn into a bug; or can you meet your destiny; at your first designated point. The day after the false militia “bans” you for a.c.

Response: Ask my real parents; or my real adopted parents; what they think [but do not ask what used to be my false assigned parents before the self-placed protective order … methods to escape, ah … can be dinge roo]

[really, it’s a real militia secret; well if you can’t find them: here’ s what I think: yeah just go ahead back to the library; and I’ll be pretend humiliated as I’m banned in a drill too; and then; I’ll cancel the ban; because I own the libraries; and I never hired them; and I never consented to your ban, Sorry the crawl-ing has continued the demise of my angles to a [oops, I meant ankles]

Broken strength; so much like cliché but actually useful in regular and irregular application poetry.]

!.. This is also Review:  I was in the two howr “loaner labtop” period looking briefly at this article and I’m not a ? or something? Anyhow: [well when I was done with my first set of problems which of course is now in the less of an hour of left-over time]

Main: what do you think it will be or is: especially, means standard: taken as

Second Main: how can you make normal seeming without even proof but just the strike of sudden tough no thought what it is even if you don’t know; well isn’t the masculine gender [relevant, oui to the article] thought of and still manifested to be the started starting point in gender culture and then anything that doesn’t completely form with this culture perhaps experiences the normal regular version of such this: other [uh, form actual difference] right.

theme: structural thought

theme culture progression: we hope normal means no unnecessary and easily overcome pain; or no pain is it.

Third main: it emphasizes time; uh time, and time again; of exposure is what I would call it; sorry no offense; how long might you be willing to be on such a … ; if even in taken as form. Think other forms you might not mind. [as stand-bys]

Review again; fourth main: if there are actual reactions to it; what’s the basic way to combat these reactions; what else might work alongside that you know isn’t regularly harmful and at least mildly curative. After; when you have time; you can find if the reactions are really that; or is something else happening. In the meantime; an additional exposure at least is when from the perspective of what you might be willing to tolerate; uh the way to go.
Let’s pretend that this is only artistic hyperbole! And it is that also,


A personal story on cues not quite; translated to the basic word re-imaging.

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theme: gender surgery and its e/a ffects

I was watching as each parks and or leaves exactly at a face-body match when I do. They had told me that I wasn’t hallucinating non-usefully, it’s quite illegal.

[Insert cited; even loosely who that “they” is ] [Check without a citation; based on collected evidence who that it’s not definitely: for example legal verification is never here  [through] the local “authorities”]

Collect evidence and-or data also for memory.

[I took a picture]

Assess threat connected to retrieving evidence for verification.

A woman who stalks me nearly everywhere I go and I’m not sure is even female; because she also stalks me in female only scenes; and this is also including: she’s not female and is also not gender inclusive or gender unified; [as in fiction but not]; moaning to herself and guttering objects in my presence, blocking off washing and use-entry segments. The Moaning Continues, uh.


[S/he] Is near. I assess threat, and it’s too dangerous to pull at evidence collector and look/examine picture again. Change assignment as in modify it to use what is. Perhaps retrieve from memory such as in a call report without materials nearby. A practice modifying on further modification call reports for utilize-ability.

Similarities, Continued.

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dedicated to all undesired career and work interruptions being penalized penalization to the interrupter; at the highest consequence …  last part from of: to paraphrase one of the loitering signs in this city.


source text of course [Holding The Man]

aside: interruption from the librarian … the librarian informed me today [what date was it: 81917] about; my own policy regarding photographing people who weren’t threatening my life; and

[report to: where report librarians?] I confirmed If your life is being threatened and you are not lying [about this, who this, this who] you have a legal obligation to photograph the folks involved [anywhere] … when functionally perceivable and this does not include or is not restricted by other peoples preferences; and if there’s no time or accessible device to photograph with; that photograph of they who is-is threatening your [life, safety, etc.] can be turned in to at least yourself and of course perhaps others, of-worth, too. To turn in a report, then shall it not be that the other shall be of some: worth; and the worth shall be: ethical worth. And any case how: is ethical worth assessed. In either way; if the photograph of report and somehow a legal way to report to yourself is e. than well, if you can’t photograph for the reasons or something like the reasons provided, well then: a written or summation report will be less effective; but it is still a-workable; and this of course is not to put down writing.

On a side clause: in indirect perhaps the term is law: in indirect law: if a report finds it to yourself and there is a real measure not some hoax or referred hoax: measure of worth; such as ethical worth; well then if you have met that measure in some way; well, you have not been surprised or committed crime by how; receiving a that such report … and so correctly both expect and not be surprised by the performance of others of ethical: worth whatever may be deemed publicly or not their role. Here role means of course not necessarily being somebody’s mother but rather where that being mother role may also intersect with society or the functioning of society actualizing … also known as role actualized evaded to expansive or role reform. The cliché of spoiling your child only approved when it is actually a child cannot that be spoiled so as that your spoiled child and your role as this spoiled child’s [parent?] does not un-function society as it is or as it is actualizing.

My point is I want the local  … ?

Back to regulated measure …

Back to Source text: where of course it is a regulated measure in any case as it is previously in previous postings described the source text a knowledge stream et al

[Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave] [Foreword:} [David Marr]

cited p. 9 under “A … BOYS” “ ‘I wish you were a girl.’ I wasn’t sure what he meant but said I wished he was a girl too.”



sounds like transgenderism; but is this line though a spoken “wish” [“wish”] –es : actual?

or [an/a] unmeant dream.

for similarities between the two:

cited: 9 “carrot=red hair”

Source, text citation [2]:

Singing in the Shrouds.

Ngaio Marsh …

p. 9 (also)

“He would have liked to travel.”



a dream/wish;

a wishing


  • – – – – – —————————————————————————————


cited p. 9 [2nd text]

a coincidence of number

near start; or start:

“car with a smashing redhead at the …”


cited: p 10 [second source text]

all of a now; the explanation [theme: ex-pal? , nation]

of why this is a reported

and noticed incident

is provided; likely asexuality

has converted to a-one

symposium of also or rather

instead non-asexuality; where

of course as compared to the incident; it is in the opposite sexuality; is it qualified as opposite?

“The man in the kiosk was chatting up a girl while the rest of us stood -à

shivering in the wind at Brighton Beach …”


why weren’t the rest of them shivering; as

In here the compared rest is: now; “man” & “girl”.




see this posting as; handout: Source text of course


Abstract Art Theory: An Unusual Consenting Process & Reports Un-Filed.

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date: 31817 [thought of]

preliminary abstract: 


formalize living off [of] work consent document

arrow to

and-or accurately predicted-consent document

(for dead, alive and-or intermediary beings => anything produced producing entropy)

secondary clause:


are you living off [of] somebody else’s work[s]  -bodies elses’ work[s]; is there no consent that they have appropriated some of their earnings to further your existence [but you know they consented to this appropriation]; and-or are others you know, know of; living off others in some way without the work-produced,-producing others’ consent, actual consent [held at gun-point and forced into a consent; does not here; equate to actual consent and-or effectively held at gun-point; does not here; equate to actual consent]

final clause (for now): Get An Effective Psychic.

If you can’t reach the work-produced, -producers; and without so endangering their existence; get an effective psychic; and create an actual consent form; Mr. So-Not would like others to benefit from their work labelled if others fulfill these requirements; the benefit of this work can be used within the freedom of anything except … and so


Part Two. Sceneries from Last Night’s Civilian Security Patrol.


at a park in palo alto across from cited: bloomingdale’s [sp?] open parking spots but a car’s driver et al [punc?] is likely not being just adventurous when avoiding an actual parking spot; and look here:


the bathroom women’s is barricaded off nearly by two vehicles; and oddly so?


the approximate time gauged from the sky;

IMG_20170318_193355[1]\a not too full parking lot;

now a vehicle declares itself  [notice the red lights on] more fully against the closer capture shot of cited: bloomingdale’s waiting as if for? while the other two cars remain blocking/barricading the women’s bathroom; and the other remains parked out-of-bounds and only important when un-necessarily so out-of-bounds

IMG_20170318_193358[1]worsening matters might be that one field is un-occupied by a large group; [why might this be the case; that matters in crime might be worsened by this?]


proceeding into the bathroom; I found it mildly trashed; and some left-over equipment that was still there despite it being empty upon my entry into it. The comers and inners of the bathroom upon my use of it, failed to recover the equipment [though, of course; they might not have been the owners of-it]. Now to avoid committing crime; did not check the bag; can only hope that it was appropriate to the park sporting accompaniment.






and the light situation near the next spot [cited: menlo park main library’s parks’ areas]  on last night’s civilian patrol: is strange; to say the least; when it’s not effective, only though; and this is the definition of strange that you may want to correct; whoever you may be.


with various vehicles as usual their lights on and not moving; with driver + etc. waiting inside; posing as homeless folks; except for the lights on for extended periods; and the eventual in-between run-ins into nearby houses; essentially they wait around and stalk all  actual homeless people around-nearby.






More Notes on cited: Prop 52 with missing art/images of last post(s) & of course novel theory with the addition of incompetent … in “uniform?”

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aside : the security skew: theme: oh whose leg/foot is that. (next to my donated stuff!)


part perfume-ry



date, written 11.3.16

to post …



theme :

I should

be more

clear ;

I guess


  1. where are they treated ; in separate hospitals ? )
  2. & what are (those)  ” … health care benefits.”

cited: Easy Voter Guide as Source Text

let’s say or take

medi-cal is the grandson ; theme: “deserving?” 

federal government & private hospitals   things to

think more about :

program ( that “… provide health care benefits “) is the grand-son’s production

are part of the mono – ply of the grandmother on the

ownership to some extent portion – parts a la societe’ to create a more prosperous grand – son

and perhaps the grandmother is the federal government.



& Part Two. Novel Theory; dedicated to my br. ‘s death; and to the severity of talent at my undergraduate educational institution. theme: are you o.k. ? 

It’s so basic yet so         complex

  1. Writing Plans

My writing purpose; while in this Fellowship is to work more thoroughly on “Purplement,” a novel of mine-this time; adding to the parts of it; that were not along, with other of my works, confiscated; from my work-live space shelter; in that one [portion] of properties, my relatives owned.

The New Age Holistic

In-specifically, to work on this novel; its areas of art fiction; separated in two parts:

  1. The Analysis of Art Pieces in Fiction.
  2. The Depicting of Art-Like Code Structure in (Fictional) Text.

{italics} in it The Basic Publishing (or = / (in here)) in it The Basic Publishing

“Purplement’s” is set upon stage publication; in just writer body-works of through blogging basic enough publishings; and excerpts {italics} basic enough from it already published in such. It opposes independent publishing holistically as it is meant to be a mainstay; where mainstay can mean systemized completed piece, al. The work included in application; is demonstrative of how a piece of a larger work might become systemic once (the) larger work is completed; has become a holistic. Alone the excerpt can be used as independent written material. Hence, the term-aim completion: used; as might be referred to a new age health’s style approach; Holistic.

                                                                                                                                          The Obvious Artist

The novel and eventually all writing material can be more than present foreseen (-ably) classified into a facet; even category of art – form; the novel (-er); the writer even; an obvious artist.

Scenery as Fashioned[1] to Identity (further)

The purpose further; purpose of art fiction in a novel: is to further structure; the inside/ identity-novel; a fashion-identity[2]; similar to scenery[3], in-the-world; such as, trees (structure); developments (structure); and forth on.


  1. The Fellowship Contribution

In so albeit not straight; obvious; the acculturation of generating as displayed such category fiction; to build a stemming of it in the writer’s work body; and perhaps eventually in some percentage; could be small of the populous; at least; locally. The purpose of use of system in especially the veneer of “Purplement” to categorize the fiction into art study fiction and-or art fiction or more appropriating; art explanation fiction. But unlike other veneer physical art; albeit some of it at least; the novel is entirely different or can be. The novel-time; the inside of it, matching-at: socks and feet; at least, matching its veneer. Much like a school of prestige where the name of honor and-or elitism matches the internal learnings of the department from which a predominantly studied. Or departments. The Fellowship then is the local design of system which gives the writer more time to complete “Purplement” holistically; to meet its current goal of past years, finally identified to display the knowledge of art; purposed through fiction and if even that is controversy in meaning; what is fiction if it cannot be art. There are however no such issues of this novel’s (novel and esp. novel-time) identification. The existential goal of the novel, than past completion; is to certify that fiction, especially; (but certain as elsewhere’d here in “plan…”), all writing must always fall into a/under: category of art; where it currently-always, does not wear (-where). The Fellowship’s further then; will be to have at-hand, a system that can purpose further; the culture of novel, into the identity of sure-fire, art.



(C. Background of Present-Writing Related Sequences & Hindrances Over / come.

Says a Writer’s Life None-Worthy

(A few weeks ago 😉 while working, on the first version of this: “writing plans;” my relatives attempted, to have me, institutionalized; and perhaps apparent by my being able to freely complete this “writing plan;” they, lost at that; attempt. Their belief was / is; that my living, as a working writer; and in-other related, work-avenues; was / is definition of past-capacity functionality. In-more words; something; along-the-lines, they and-or akin; wanted the fulfillment of (the) power-of-authority, over me; my-work.

Last-in years and not year as might have been expected from the singular; I’ve worked to accumulate; a large, enough body-of-work; to apply to Stegner Fellowship[4]. Returning; to collect my-things; from the temporary, work-live space, small; my relatives had lent me, while accumulating Sum This: work; I found that most of my work-related and such possessions; had been grabbed and-or confiscated. Though there-are / I-have most (not all) digital records; of the production of my-work; in the past; two-years; of that live-work space, per my-access: it’s still an enormous loss. I no longer have the computer; even; from which I produced the works; mine, of that-period; albeit, it just under, two years. )



[1] side notes : {line to side notes (1), footnote 2}  (2) fashion as opposed to fashioned

[2] side notes: (1) fashion, identity as opposed to fashion-identity

[3] vehicles: {arrow to side notes (2), footnote 1} seen in-the-world may not be scenery in-the-world; in this world, anyway.

[4] {italics?} a footnote to the italics a basic comment on italics use noting that one cites a reference and-or note i.e. a citation and-or information to look further and the other use here is to add a marker of stress; i.e. something worth noting so that both do not belong to the same substance in so far here this writing existence or how about at least not yet



aside: hopefully no-more incompetent hence so false authorities will “bust my chops” in the center of the night’s morning for working really hard for nothing i.e. where nothing means only no money (for now). How I adore? having the violence of flashlights twitch-flashed in my face as I continue to work full of tired; and while not producing crime. God! But they swear my real name is Sarah Parker and I’m from Santa Monica; sounds lie-like a bad song. Like I didn’t work to create my identity own, real. {Being Homeless Outside of Rape and Violence-Driven Shelters is not a Crime! You are commiting civil rights infractions, without any consequence; and so, so many of them.}

aside: music cited: Miguel Simplethings