library science

to : morrow meaning trans.

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more notes for tomorrow’s

to: morrow v blog post [after Part Next.]

[seems framework for eulogy non-fic +

glum tales/states]

The Non-Fiction Eulogy of Relationships.

tags[s]: the Death project; pop culture

notice budget

is of course

bud, get;

and while one might

think of flowers; specifically

bud[s] for get following

can suggest plural ; so flower

buds such as a death ; and-or

to c… a death; there is of

course also : bud, get as

in the modern urban slatter:

of objective getting [real?]

connections to others that are perhaps

like [flower] buds; [the others]

and so; to create

the basic  artistic

endeavor of such


in one’s main-stream

connection to

the actual

contraption of

art; being

near buds, flowers;

even plants and or

even just flowers;

would be a reminder

of such

choice, objective; enaction.

theme: buds

theme music citation: icp – homies

tag[s]: art theory

Answer to: Why buy, work with, and-or be near that which is that.

currently near the public library; and on use for perfume makings

Part Next.

Mementos from Fifth Grade: The Boring Commercial is Made Non-Boring Through Mind Channels

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

By Goura Fotadar

Date: 51717

Tag[s]: the basics of thought and-or education; advertising knowledge; education uh for children

We Need to Just Interrup-the thorough to brief overview: called proofreading and editing of cited: The Witch Goura … [the next one]

Through the concept felt and heard through at least, no only through mind channels of


And-or cited: Budget

Image of a Budget Truck (cited)

Draw a graph: a graph here means only a sequence of names and or letters connected by lines that sort of make sense. Below, Imagine and-or fill in the lines.

Editing-proofing your own work stresses the importance of B.

Mind channels

Iterate things that are; are they B.

Where B is B. {Ease Hint: Where Be is budget}

Just a stroke of Luck. No Mind Channels.

Aside coincidences: cited: jumper by third eye blind; and that movie by the same name: jumper

Part Three.

cited, to be photographs for

cited: first page as described in detail below of cited: LOVE STORY by E. SEGAL
cited: tron by ic [b.ideal and thematic building]
cited: al-sh i som by sjh for same purpose as the last most recent past photograph
art framework: books to cue consider

to do: on 5.17.17

next in cited: Love Story

diagram what happens

in the story

at the mention

of “salt” and-or “salt-like”

to further edify on its

in this fiction at-least:


|| power ||

5.17.17 continued.

source, text : Love Story by ERICH SEGAL

cited page 2:

“eye the cheese” <— mention of

where the cheese as

suggested already

is salt-like.

what happens in story connected to salt



further choice derivation consent




consent to salt

cited p.3 as

suggested already

mention of “coffee” is salt-like




further choice derivation

consent to salt





entry of the other


Looking ahead

since I’ve read this

text; more exactly in

the past circa college;

college extended.


Can salt have created

the experience that is

the beginning line and-or

the end of the book : as

quoted earlier;

cited p.1

“What can you say about

a twenty-five-year-old girl

who died?”


extending this citation in to

also the cited: The Death

Project; for The FVP:

cited brainstormers et al

this first page as indexed;

available in format in this

print of the source,

text ending in

“of” on

the cited p.1.


as an aside:

might be used as

a-eulogy for another

non-fictional being in

funeral and-or such death

context : how would you

modify this first

page; such :

[see photograph]

[of original]





cited p.1


“died” from

the first line

to turn it more …

achievement; and even

hope based ; then-tha


“What can you say

about a twenty-five-year-old

girl who … ?”

tag[s]: fiction analysis; life/existence non-freaky seance

To self-analyze with

this fiction application

in the context of

death and-or

in this case fictional death.

; as well as ; outside analyze …

I’m going to use myself:

as an example here

as demonstration

“What can you say about

a twenty-five-year-old

girl who … ”

of potential death;

everything that noted

had been accomplished

by the crux:

time of that

potential death in

this case: 25

{draw crux: 25}

and if you identify in

actual work derivation [as in work in your own gender derivation … hence, that meaning]

as something other than

girl; than-the/n of

course replace with

the right gender word.


continued … cited p.1

“What can you say about

a twenty-five-year-old

girl who … ?”

of course you might

know that again the end-result

is “died.”

and notice now the

significance of the

question mark

that it may signify

also something

other than

“died” and period.


this then is an accidental

proof on how-to


[earned][i.e. real]

[accomplishment] death.



cited p.1

“What can you say about

a twenty-five-year-old

girl who … ?”


[B.A. centric]

-got bladder cysts like

cancer despite a life-style

of severely healthy habits

& practices

-did too much volunteer


-transferred to a prestigious

university; and graduated from it.

-landed every dream in college jobs.

-grew up in the ghetto

-attended university for primarily

merit-based free college welfare cost

-changed majors nearly four times.

-had mostly male friends and colleagues at

roughly the pattern of that age-time.

-eat pre-pared food of the health-gourmet

variety extensively. [during that same pattern.]

-attended college near-to the environment

she grew up in; was from, primarily.

-landed her dream career shortly after college.

-went on many, many interviews.

-met many, many people.

-read too many books.

-believed she was nearly enlightened

through her b.a. coursework; and this is

only sort of a joke.

-rarely ever had financial problems despite

growing up dirt poor.

-had a series of serious boyfriends that had

almost nothing in actual common with her;

and her actual colleagues and-or friends.

-never ever committed crime.

-didn’t always want to publicly share

her volunteer career endeavors; and

considered even a non-publicized

resume; public.

-hadn’t finalized graduate school plans;

but got all the A’s she planned;

something like 6/8 in general major.

[but you have to factor physical sickness: severe in the missing two.]


Eulogy using as an example continued:

cited p. 1

“That she was beautiful. And brilliant. That she loved Mozart and Back. (And not the Beatles.)(And not me unless I’m a real/was a real brother to her.) Once, when she specifically lumped me with those musical types, I asked her what the order was, and she replied, smiling, (not “Alphabetical.”)

Them First. [as an aside look-up today’s posted fiction for a good pun.][ connected good puns-art.]

… “At the time I smiled too. But now I sit and wonder whether she was listing me by

my first name–in which case I would trail Mozart? (in accomplishment alive since I am as the speaker of the eulogy still alive) …”

theme: alive speakers

theme video citation: (I think it’s) the shins simple song? [l.u.]

“– or by my last name, in which case I

would edge in there between (the alive?

accomplishments and successes of) Bach and

the Beatles. (And of course I mean all conceptions

applicable of beetles.) Either way I don’t come first, which

for some stupid reason bothers hell out (—-) (her death came first) … ”

back to main posting …

tag[s]: computer science abstracts & basics & library science

cited p. 3

upon entry of other

through consent of salt and

the enactment of slat, no salt

where as suggested earlier through

poise [cited: poise]  no postings that

“coffee” may be something

like salt [reminder: indexer motif]

and especially as compared

against most other so far scanned

in mind word[letters] in meaning;

hence words. [in the used source text of course.]

the main narrator is hit with

perhaps another; magical and-or

shamanic aspect of salt; the

entry-way into-a needed accessible

book; and study of this book for

an upcoming exam; and than-the/n even

Perhaps the support of the performance

on the upcoming exam.

{Draw salt as an obvious as in seen, scene; entryway

to something like a book; example

cliche and obvious;

salt sprinkles ; and-or

salt motifs in front of

a door-way}

The enactment of salt of course;

is: the following haven take place


cited p.3

“Let me explain why I took

her for coffee.”



Part Four; not quite but as another aside:

to seize fiction and to

introduce into it while

it’s in your mind;

real, reel, life

see gum wrapper

can also be


this is a theme


each cited: m & m

a door-way

or like it to

box: activity ; and

the used gum[even more]

title + salt

cue considerations

in cover knowledge










The Salt Thing

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date, started: 5.15.17

Library & Literary Relevances

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar [obvs.]

brief scan of cited source,

text: LOVE STORY by



cited. p. 19

cited. p.13

Salt as

an index,





as the

word alone?

instead of \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\————–

noticing what could be salt.


if we were going to

notice what could also

be salt; and-or

salt-similar :


on a continued, rough; and

semi-quick scan:


cited p.19 —> again

name of doctor;

is salt-like


cited p.20 “Novocain” is salt-like? how

cited p.20 “steak” is salt-like?


cited p.21 “It was beginning to hurt like hell.”


cited p.21


with the earlier

backdrop of

“salt” “nutritional”

advice; and

the silence + attack?

after this last

cited line; in

this text “salt”

and-or salt-like


might have a magical almost

addictive quality.


In other words:

from the interaction brief

on the top of

cited p.21;

“salt” – like when un-responded

to : can or perhaps does

escalate matters.

In an almost shamanic, shaman

response; “salt”

and-or the mention of

something like salt;

if un-responded to,

salt …



[excuse the change of order in numbers; as the book has is being flipped through:]


at the top of

cited. p.3 ; or near

the middle.    tag[s]: research reading

[editing notifications & considerations: period or not after cited? in this specific posting. and when not. and how long will you remember when not and when to.]


Is “coffee” like salt.

and on earlier cited.

p.2 at the start of the book:


“the cheese”

though qualified in

a (non-cited italics)

different way. Is this

still a “salt.”


on cited p.13

almost as if qualifying

salt to this

not surprisingly

shamanic – level

the main character /


almost such declares

indirectly the use

of “salt” …



Parodies can still prove

Satires    importante

indexing uses;

i.e. point ’em

out, too.


aside exercise:

How do you recognize yourself;

how would you map yourself


I really hate bad smell[s].

Define what “bad smell[s]” mean to me. [means to me.]

[i.e. & to you?]


cited p.13, continued …

” “Yer not eatin’ enough salt.”

Maybe if I humor him

he’ll go away.

“Okay, Jack, I’ll start

eating more salt.”

Jesus, was he pleased!

… ”


about the trash receptacle: re, mind [manners] = potpourri temporary

0theme0 trash collection as art

it reminds me to spit in a bottle upon others’ : cited brainstormers et al

suggestion ; and not [just] upon others

it includes the pieces of outsides [leaves in varying stages and twigs like my poetry]

to remind me how to compost;

and it of course is an additional trash collector in stage; as in stage phase

reminding me to grab and trash the notes I no longer use or need;

it also has decent scent since inside it’s filled with not just spit but leaves, and twigs; yeah; and the container of course reminds me to drink enough hydrating liquid and-or prepare still in the homeless life. cited: rum’s theory series on amazon









More Notes on cited: Prop 52 with missing art/images of last post(s) & of course novel theory with the addition of incompetent … in “uniform?”

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by Goura Fotadar

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

date typed up: 3217

aside : the security skew: theme: oh whose leg/foot is that. (next to my donated stuff!)


part perfume-ry



date, written 11.3.16

to post …



theme :

I should

be more

clear ;

I guess


  1. where are they treated ; in separate hospitals ? )
  2. & what are (those)  ” … health care benefits.”

cited: Easy Voter Guide as Source Text

let’s say or take

medi-cal is the grandson ; theme: “deserving?” 

federal government & private hospitals   things to

think more about :

program ( that “… provide health care benefits “) is the grand-son’s production

are part of the mono – ply of the grandmother on the

ownership to some extent portion – parts a la societe’ to create a more prosperous grand – son

and perhaps the grandmother is the federal government.



& Part Two. Novel Theory; dedicated to my br. ‘s death; and to the severity of talent at my undergraduate educational institution. theme: are you o.k. ? 

It’s so basic yet so         complex

  1. Writing Plans

My writing purpose; while in this Fellowship is to work more thoroughly on “Purplement,” a novel of mine-this time; adding to the parts of it; that were not along, with other of my works, confiscated; from my work-live space shelter; in that one [portion] of properties, my relatives owned.

The New Age Holistic

In-specifically, to work on this novel; its areas of art fiction; separated in two parts:

  1. The Analysis of Art Pieces in Fiction.
  2. The Depicting of Art-Like Code Structure in (Fictional) Text.

{italics} in it The Basic Publishing (or = / (in here)) in it The Basic Publishing

“Purplement’s” is set upon stage publication; in just writer body-works of through blogging basic enough publishings; and excerpts {italics} basic enough from it already published in such. It opposes independent publishing holistically as it is meant to be a mainstay; where mainstay can mean systemized completed piece, al. The work included in application; is demonstrative of how a piece of a larger work might become systemic once (the) larger work is completed; has become a holistic. Alone the excerpt can be used as independent written material. Hence, the term-aim completion: used; as might be referred to a new age health’s style approach; Holistic.

                                                                                                                                          The Obvious Artist

The novel and eventually all writing material can be more than present foreseen (-ably) classified into a facet; even category of art – form; the novel (-er); the writer even; an obvious artist.

Scenery as Fashioned[1] to Identity (further)

The purpose further; purpose of art fiction in a novel: is to further structure; the inside/ identity-novel; a fashion-identity[2]; similar to scenery[3], in-the-world; such as, trees (structure); developments (structure); and forth on.


  1. The Fellowship Contribution

In so albeit not straight; obvious; the acculturation of generating as displayed such category fiction; to build a stemming of it in the writer’s work body; and perhaps eventually in some percentage; could be small of the populous; at least; locally. The purpose of use of system in especially the veneer of “Purplement” to categorize the fiction into art study fiction and-or art fiction or more appropriating; art explanation fiction. But unlike other veneer physical art; albeit some of it at least; the novel is entirely different or can be. The novel-time; the inside of it, matching-at: socks and feet; at least, matching its veneer. Much like a school of prestige where the name of honor and-or elitism matches the internal learnings of the department from which a predominantly studied. Or departments. The Fellowship then is the local design of system which gives the writer more time to complete “Purplement” holistically; to meet its current goal of past years, finally identified to display the knowledge of art; purposed through fiction and if even that is controversy in meaning; what is fiction if it cannot be art. There are however no such issues of this novel’s (novel and esp. novel-time) identification. The existential goal of the novel, than past completion; is to certify that fiction, especially; (but certain as elsewhere’d here in “plan…”), all writing must always fall into a/under: category of art; where it currently-always, does not wear (-where). The Fellowship’s further then; will be to have at-hand, a system that can purpose further; the culture of novel, into the identity of sure-fire, art.



(C. Background of Present-Writing Related Sequences & Hindrances Over / come.

Says a Writer’s Life None-Worthy

(A few weeks ago 😉 while working, on the first version of this: “writing plans;” my relatives attempted, to have me, institutionalized; and perhaps apparent by my being able to freely complete this “writing plan;” they, lost at that; attempt. Their belief was / is; that my living, as a working writer; and in-other related, work-avenues; was / is definition of past-capacity functionality. In-more words; something; along-the-lines, they and-or akin; wanted the fulfillment of (the) power-of-authority, over me; my-work.

Last-in years and not year as might have been expected from the singular; I’ve worked to accumulate; a large, enough body-of-work; to apply to Stegner Fellowship[4]. Returning; to collect my-things; from the temporary, work-live space, small; my relatives had lent me, while accumulating Sum This: work; I found that most of my work-related and such possessions; had been grabbed and-or confiscated. Though there-are / I-have most (not all) digital records; of the production of my-work; in the past; two-years; of that live-work space, per my-access: it’s still an enormous loss. I no longer have the computer; even; from which I produced the works; mine, of that-period; albeit, it just under, two years. )



[1] side notes : {line to side notes (1), footnote 2}  (2) fashion as opposed to fashioned

[2] side notes: (1) fashion, identity as opposed to fashion-identity

[3] vehicles: {arrow to side notes (2), footnote 1} seen in-the-world may not be scenery in-the-world; in this world, anyway.

[4] {italics?} a footnote to the italics a basic comment on italics use noting that one cites a reference and-or note i.e. a citation and-or information to look further and the other use here is to add a marker of stress; i.e. something worth noting so that both do not belong to the same substance in so far here this writing existence or how about at least not yet



aside: hopefully no-more incompetent hence so false authorities will “bust my chops” in the center of the night’s morning for working really hard for nothing i.e. where nothing means only no money (for now). How I adore? having the violence of flashlights twitch-flashed in my face as I continue to work full of tired; and while not producing crime. God! But they swear my real name is Sarah Parker and I’m from Santa Monica; sounds lie-like a bad song. Like I didn’t work to create my identity own, real. {Being Homeless Outside of Rape and Violence-Driven Shelters is not a Crime! You are commiting civil rights infractions, without any consequence; and so, so many of them.}

aside: music cited: Miguel Simplethings

Notes of inter-culturation

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Notes of inter-culturation to post for The FVP

{questions from a civilian perspective.}

{level: basic} what qualifies direct-engagement of combat {in your mind, definition}


part two.


as opposed to acculturation

define. inter-

define culturation

define acculturation.

opposed as different from

colloquially: so ‘working’ beside as opposed to openness to or ‘working’ at a distance from



CAKE, A-OAT! Part I.

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CAKE, A-OAT! Part I.

Children’s Art Knowledge Enhancement Activities : On Adult Things

By Goura Fotadar

for The Fictional VolunTier Project;

and for the … (1)

and for the … (2)

and for the … (3)

cited: specific volunteer work; volunteer lead initiative

cited: “Purplement”

Sandwiches :

(1) Describe and-or detail a sandwich

you would make using 4 ingredients .

tags: child

art conception,

performance art

sub-tags: how to, write / how-to write

A-Loud in a-circle : why you would pick these/those (these / those) specific 4 ingredients

(2) ( Created once for another volunteer project, but not VolunTier Project   (?) (.)  Scent Cards

Now, a new version of Sent Cards)

Theme: charcoal  

Smell : Describe three smells (note-of-them(e): grammar/punctuation thinkers: 4 versus three, why could this be?)

you like or think are o.k.

Draw  these smells on an index card;

or what they belong, to;

example :

so if you like the smell of chapstick, cited; you would draw the chapstick. With a line underneath it; or above the drawing (why above or below is your choice) ; you would write: I like the smell of chapstick.

If you’re an adult focus on the smells you liked / thought were

o.k. as a child (as a childhood exercise)

Cited: push pops circa esp. late ‘80s? & bubble tape (also cited)

Cited: (resources) books from the cited : palo a. P. l.

Theme : I have to try ; I have to check this out

(3) Imaginative Exercise

Using the upcoming source, text’s back book cover image/art; turn it upside down and imagine it in a frame. Now imagine the frame hung – up on a Wall.

Theme : to me it looks like a bracelet

Bus Insanity As An Act of Interpersonal Terrorism

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Bus Insanity As An Act of Interpersonal Terrorism

by Goura Fotadar

for The FVP

date, typed; up: 10.31.16

part I. theme: while I’m still trying to figure 

the other “stuff” out


after being heavily solicited

for prostitution this

morning, then afternoon or something; and repeatedly

verbally attacked for

looking up while thinking and working;

I’d once again forgotten if I were homeless

because of working for no living wage in the United States

or if I were a woman living under …. in some

other less “free”

part of the world. I realized after walking many

miles my feet swollen again; that bus drivers should know

the basics of two other and related routes past their 2nd

day on-the job; after

the 3rd

bus transfer I figured they had to be lying;

past what the legal limit for those type lies. I wouldn’t

say I’d bet on it but just like I maybe a prostitute;

so then that was their each of last stop.

theme : Sit standing in the rain 


Libraries, esp. Public Mean Wealth?

part II. To heal my spirit from the abuse: I decided to look at the art. 

or at art.  (a)

I was thinking that this image p. 41 from

for  arrow to this cited, Source : CANOVA Finn, D. & Licht, F. at cited : P. A. Public Library.

period. semi-colon somewhere ; is perfect for such

a library; it implies wealth ; and that can be in knowledge, too;

old, storage; view-able but “untouchable” beauty and the other etc. of use.

Staircases Imply Libraries / y?

(b) then from another: cited , Source : Antiques September / October 2016 (magazine)

at same location 

on cited: p.44 in the bottom right corner is another piece that would work well in a

library; and obviously as it is a stear-steer, (theme: poetic language comes up.)

case piece. What do you

see in it other than ornate (or then after;)

storm & movement.