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X is addicted to make- up; fiction inscriptions in non-fiction

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tag[s]: less cliché “shamanic” aides, studying addiction models past graduate counseling school, uhm.

by goura fotadar

date: 6317


X is addicted to make- up; fiction inscriptions in non-fiction

if you were male and …

you wanted to store a part of make-up;


and you weren’t an actor or something other of a performer occupationally or something;

might you scratch and or ink on its front “energy charge”

then of course it would just be that such aid.

Which one would you pick.


draw it; no actually screen shot the image of the one you pick and with that word over it: no phrase over it


what’s the context of singing … uhm.

for Bums: carry it or store it in your storecase, or d’ storecase moveable?


cited: palo alto city

sing? pt alo

pt alo

pt alo

[or] alo




theme music citation:

Sara Bareilles – Gonna Get over You

part two. The Punt: Y works too much; and this is addiction … X ?

theme contrast: but work, even any keeps us , Y , and us Y, SAFE.

store-safe … ?

the alcoholic proposition;

based on observation during

DINNER : music might cure —->

actual alcoholism.

On why folks thing [think] [thing think you][think thing you] you’re an … when

you’re just [hungry].

more importantly does in

cliché terming “heal” actual

alcoholism[s]. What’s it. Where’s [it].

notes from lecture attendance, semi no slightly interpreted: “above x”

power : Him? or Solidarity;

how to; or should x …

“give up” and “give up” what? [theme: my go[-sh …], give up Solidarity? and lose what it actual is, it.]

background: book, cited: E. Kurtz “Not God”

addicted to work of any sort: why

what is work, define. Using example:

of lecture : “stick a need, sticking a needle” “in arm” is

actual work …

theme: adjunct [or] chin? no, I meant adjunct on chin. Sorry, I have … … as in costume make-up-ry . sounds like a graph; yeah well make-up application is a graph, right. [collegiate culture]

theme, progresses: maybe you just want a different job. or a different translation of that job [action].

Where analyses enters the loose cannon of creativity

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tag[s]: mailing terms


date : 5.5.17, date typed up: 5.16.17

source, cited text: LOVE STORY by ERICH SEGAL

cited p. 4 : ” “Renaissance polyphony. ” ”

cited p. 5 ” ” What’s polyphony? ” ”

do you want to translate this

to Ingles? [well, more so;]

poly phony  pol-phon [y] (away from the standards for now : poly & phony)

pol-phon [p]

ol-hon [o]


l, no l – nh       live , no live -new hampshire




and the l, nl extraordinaire at least.


consumptive proposition: | [ Well, disclaimer: I’ve already

read this book years ago; and perhaps, read it again;

and obvs. recommend it; but the completed reading was

years ago.] Thus; from brackets inclusion; like some

of us learned in elementary school and past; and

at the public library: pieces of * the book teach

what it’s about in at least gist; and teach what it’s

meant to teach. Thereby; any even reading analysis

at a deep enough level in stasis; example: a popping form from

a storybook of one of its characters; or concepts; and-or

such combinations; can allure you to cited: allure (magazine)

the proxy knowledge of that manuscript; whatever its

level; and-or length. |

-|_ (not quite the matching star) the book as a thing, a conception …

tag[s]: mind channels, book theology, publishing basics, knowledge games where everybody wins.

back to analysis,  :

Live, no live – n.h.

e  a

w m


when looking at the

left-overs of [y][p][o]

and in application : to it

[y], [p][o]


almost seems to

imply think not of

no live – [n][h]

[y]          [p][o]

a p.o. box

address if


don’t live in

new hampshire;

i.e. another better,

arrangement may be/

is in store for you;

and perhaps having a p.o. box address

should be mandatory in new hampshire.


The Basics: Why might one need-benefit justly

extraordinarily in/by having a p.o. box mailing

address? [To Seriously Contemplate.]





The Knows

” “Renaissance … “”


\/ In Ingles? [again][more-so]


re- ? as in re-do?

n/a as in not applicable






to make more sense from an ? -> ec

adding periods: e.c. -> electrocute (periods counting the c. of order ; I mean punctuation as order)

re-do, not applicable, is

s, an / electrocute … d?


tag[s]: almost crimin ologie?

in crime we’d have something along

the lines of:

[re-do] 2nd or more attempts




[n/a] of somebody who had not

likely esp. committed such crime

[theme: when torture is legal …]

hence n.a. is still alive from[is]

is a She[s]; usually this means

in ostensibly gendered genitalia [She];

[an/e.c.] hasn’t told ‘what’ yet as an electrocute … d.

combined with its follower: has a p.o. box

and does not live in; is not from new hampshire?



On Par To:  Graduation Motif/Theme for The FVP

tag[s]; summary analysis, identity form

date for: 51617


Congratulations on finishing / achieving / … considered;

[that accomplishment]

cited: “Emilia (l.c.)Coccinea” !


cited p. 23 from cited Garden Gate

cited: Garden Gate
cited: p.23 from cited: Garden Gate
  1. You might incorporate me into still dramatic art.
  2. Obs. vious. ly from my common name I might-cane-seen an educational symbol.
  3. My usual color-form helps make variation in color comprehendible.

tag[s]: the basics of mind channels

4. I’m a backgrounder; even if you decide to place me in center stage.

cited movie: center stage

5. I am ultra petite; in my conventional form.


Art Concept Arising Meditator:

The Flower as a Seminal

Meaning Informationa,l

Form; how would

it work:

(a) structure of flower,

general perhap.

(b) information provided

as with above … i.e. (others)



of             common           use

Example art conception:

from the doctor’s office ;

doctor actual.


[!] how tall were

you this time

last year


compared to now.

[!] accurate guess

to when

you were planted,


[!] how tall is [r] your haircrosspetals

in the month of your

visit; and what

color difference

since then.


cited, further:

first name:


Last name:







How Children, Real; Function: It’s a gift. On gender derivatives.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 4217, date written: 4117

tags: criminological l’arte


on p. 501 [cited] see photograph

cited P. 501 as described above from cited: text, (again) Norman Rockwell Artist and Illustrator.
Do you think this work; does not; capture

a truth?

labelled as an : [“advertisement for …

Life Insurance

… “]

that children perhaps; real

children mean to some;

and not some un-lessonable bizarre

un-truthful virtual reality of

children: Low class;

so beings with children, actual are

not deserving of rites; rights. If for example:

“Life Insurance …” is a catcher of such:

rights. Then a child paradoxically such intelligible:

may try to fix the situation. A girl phasing a woman:

a boy a girl to woman; and such on : a girl

a boy to man; a boy a man —>


and such forth.

Of course we might look for that specific to -> phaser

or those specifics : to find out:

why them. In this sketch:

the child is already clearly by

the tilted guarded blanket stand

of a gazed welcome: worried;

perhaps about the entirety

of “Life” as seen in

the mirror: scene. the

shoes too big; make the

feet look too big; which

is a cliché lack of beauty

for girls; and perhaps the consumer [sp?] outfit

is too long; clearly for the child. The outfit hardly

seems as the sketch is dated: “1955” but rather

something like 1855; so we are pointed to:

a long-time of this conceptional-dramatic fix

[italics]. Why can’t the parentals fix it? It seams [no

typo.] a bit traumatic; and perhaps this is

the actual definition if truth would exist it: of low

class; albeit it is of no effort : the child and-or ones

like the child must show the effort ; and the low

intellects might tell us : no it is the child that has

surfaced you low-class! Trapping the child into an

untrue class-ism; until perhaps with gender’s phases

it might/will be fixed.

theme: gender is like the moon.

so surely it is art; duh, is that the sketch.


Part Two. But is the also art ? –> [photograph train inci.]


cited: incompetence 1
cited: incompetence 2
cited: incompetence 3
cited: incompetence 4
tags: incidences of public trauma within realm[s] intersection: crime & injustice

[anew almost summary of what it’s about]

complaint filed then; early this year [2017]

[Rendition Summaries: As perhaps described previously …] They didn’t want us to store any of our [us, our] stuff near any trees; and the other extraordinary; which they are now attempting; esp. since then to cut down? and so we had to toss in the trash all of the stuff we needed, day-nightly: extra clothes, food; and sleeping materials; and hygiene products. I’m not sure; but it isn’t it; indirect turned to direct theft. J-Geez, I’m homeless outdoors; and as I work for nothing [eh, what is that]; you provide me with no work compensation in terms of storage. As we shivered through [the rest of] winter in the outdoors; and they smiled in schaudenfraude at the deceit of their;




Main Source Citation:


Norman Rockwell

Artist and Illustrator.






more on poli post

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date, typed up: 22817 [ updated; 2.28.17 a bit out-of-order ; while I time? to make my notes sort-out; sort]

date, written or something: 11.4.16

cited: source text: Easy Voter Guide

from p.7 : in red box


and as an aside, thought : can ” … bonds ”  ” … approve (d)”

build non-physical  ” … bridges”

in addition ? For example : (in the college / community system)

knowledge bridges between the major

educational schools can

modify local cultures

toward warranted progress

Q: how might you apply this ?

( hint : think of ; seen / scene

examples. )

theme (citation) : The Death Project

                                further, cited:

                               The FVP

thematic props assignment ; near-death ; close










citing bizarre car accidents :

to heal grief; just a suggestion :

theme : gestation of Life

wear your own clothes if possi.

bizarrely combined to heal grief;

i.e. publicly, too.

Q: wear (underline this version of spelling) else might you apple’ this? 


the; reading notes from this text, on-forth

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source, text, citation: Happy Family (by) Tracy Barone

-no indoor allergies while in space/spot . . .

– no un-necessary materials for present moment : / at that moment

b) how do you further your survive-ability odds:

-practice reliable hygiene: wash and-or clean in some method enough of your used clothing often  enough, even if they are not easily often dry-able (and your-self, obvs.)

-take advantage of the outdoor environment and change your spirit/physical practices

– Ignore and-or boot out all un-helpful nay-sayers

-form a solidarity with safe groups that is un-break-able even with limited verbal contact: frequent enough solitary / dual* ly / etc. placement even in limited verbal contact is one highly functional definition of solidarity

-if possible connect yourself to an advantaged resource plaza one or as are accessible whenever is convenient and regular enough; so that no incompetence finds a stake-hold nearness to, in proximity of; these barely survivable conditions

-ensure that you still have the ability to do some work that you actually “like” if even un-paid for while living in such condition; to create an economic loss for those that allow such unjust ordinance past-times to pssh pass in sweltering shelter.












e –

we called parents versus competence / and-or parents, real

theme :2? : there are like  thee three sixteens or something …

theme: honestly, … is so far gone; I doubt … even r-embers who I am. theme, for: … in this {set}

Pontificating line. p. 301 “Oh, look: there are a few perfect ly good … in the ashtray. God Provides.”

Pontificating word: p. 301 “infinte si mally” {in analysis:} infinites: i’m ally! 

p. 305 & look at this relevant description of “tent people.” giving us a nice view or look at what could be perceived of people  resting/staying on-the Streets; if even they produce work (no money?) for a living. Are they really all on drugs ; maybe some in – the past, but all ? But very few in-the present ; who are actually rest-sleeping in-the Street could be on-drugs: how would you survive in the temperature on-the streets /and-or outside Earth conditions: while being on Drugs?  (… quote coming up)

theme’s cited: “I’d rather be with you” (shelter/tradi-housing?) Bootsy Collins

more reading notes, oh sow.

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from, source text: ‘happy family’ (by) Tracy Barone

p. 232  and how a-scenery can adapt to your living needs; another




supplementary view

” … Tamar’s early-morning piano practice failed to rouse the crashed backpackers but drove Cheri to the great outdoors. . . .

Washington Square Park become Cherie’s de facto study hall/ crash pad.”

p. 235 as an aside : perhaps for connection – artistic conception :

“People are adamant …”

{arrow to}

band/singer (cited): adam ant

p. 236 and almost as-near confirmation “”Screw the snails. That would be a good name …””

p.236 (cont.) “” … for one of your punk bands.””

thematic builder: what do you think about : p. 239 ” … clove cigarettes, … ”

p. 254 Still life artism

p. 263 … so around an accident: “wildflowers.”

p.270 Plant-clothing?

“There was something comforting about her silk blouses with the bows at the top and her fernlike plants.”

p.270 meds, homelessness, and depression

” Why not show a homeless guy sitting in his own feces saying, “Homelessness is no problem since I’ve been on Relieva”?”

=> not sure about the

a) “homeless” and “Relieva”

but        b) “sitting in his own feces” how long corresponds to needing medication?

p.271 Death, thoughts research

           Death, view notes

(for the cited: The Death Project, too in The FVP)

P. 271 “” I can talk about death mythically, religiously, contextually. But when it comes down to dealing with it in a real person ——- my husband — I don’t know where to begin.” ”

(…) “” I identified the body, made the funeral arrangements, coordinated with the executor of his(/)will. “”

p. 281 “Cheri was well aware that in other centuries people had rituals and customs for dying, written guides to (italics) ars moriendi ” (…) ” All Cheri  had to rely on was (italics) A (The?) Caregiver’s (s’?) Guide to the Dying Process. …”

(italics) theme upcoming :  hot dogs – yum!

” … She relished the irony that you would never be able to recall the two largest events of your life : your own birth and death. ”

p. 281 contn. just a tad bit of literary analysis You almost see a levelling / leveling

Does this have something to do with d , b, e & house – lay -outs.

cited: (super) mario brothes rs

the pendulum (holes)

discs are at stasis

F = 1, F= – 2 1/2 … and so on



Thinkings hint: a letter’s purpose

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Theme notion: the cliché trumped

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(By Goura Fotadar)

Date: 1.23.17


Thinkings hint

Thinking stint

Think cited: popular cultural intelligence from the ‘80s? , Think implies cloud: think (eye think)

Think (cloud: think) but there is an ing implies keep the cloud

Thin, then a king and stint (can you sub a t for an-a h or are/can they be same h-t) (a letter’s purpose)

And two many, too many indications of keep the cloud: so thin, King (a cloud) stint

Erratical query appears: being a king even on a cloud is not forever it’s a stint; how do you elongate the stint perhaps or is it as pronounced more regularly not meant to be elongated : i.e. the king’s stint and especially not until forever?