Gender Notes

Notices of: What were your future marriage partners perhaps excluded, from.

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by Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 41618

tag[s]: relational images and intertexts

from the cited: Barbie vlog,

as accessed on 41618

cited: Ken + Barbie,

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At the first get-go: get the resemblances of an intergender brother-sister relationship,

How why?

The mention of “baking” is a trigger of when you were first exposed to baked goods in a noticed by [any] you method; this was likely around when you first started in being [at least in our cultural reference].

theme: oh how do you get your loved ones into your development moments; do you have a time warp. Would they feel left out of your earlier before you met them, experiences.

The next thing is- are of course the baking instructions. Perhaps in entropy; if you bake enough; you can get back to before you first started baking and-or experienced baking, and who with; did you eat Christmas chocolate cookies; has: as an added component of number experiencer.

In criminology: notice, when others refer to growing up together; how believable is it that they had such experiences together; even if you see regular evidence such as photographs …

Does it seem like they did something regular [as intrinsic in our culture] … such as baked and or ate baked goods together or the similar; no matter how barbaric or non-barbaric their up-bringing and or rising.

In regular culture: with reference more-so even to this video I think cited: Ken + Barbie are supposed to be a married couple; but when you look closely at this video, or not that closely, they look quite alike … like adopted and or non-adopted siblings;

Adopted might at least reference: time in asexual relational youth. What might this mean.  And how might this differ from a romantic partner inserted into the same asexual time frame.


As a basic addition: and reminder hint; what would the large percentage of their interaction in comparison [be of] a sibling and a non-sibling youth relationship when one might first experience normal life experiences such as: baking, and or consuming, baked goods.

Other parameters: non-sibling friend and-acquaintance youth relationship, and-or romantic relationships


In Brief Summary [in my opinion]: this given example; in the view of the baked goods segment; the female or cited: Barbie seems more focused on being the focus of the video of the two; and sometimes at the sake of almost completely overshadowing the male or cited: Ken; as opposed to not overshadowing Ken; and this is true to the rumor of culture I suppose where cited: Barbie is the more noticed of the two; but in an interesting coincidence of basic combat appearance; she is much smaller than him; and this using traditional gender appearance boundaries; in this specific case; this might be why she’s more attempt-full of being the focus; but what if the regular boundaries were transposed; and would the male in such a transposed interaction, do the same; or learn to do the same. Would it be necessary. Do you think that in such a case; a she behaving this way with the same physical traditional restrictions, would have created more safety for herself [and were this her motivation for her choice in action focus]; in the moments especially when she were alone with those external that threatened her safety and such in her perception. In this case, notice that she feels safe enough with cited: Ken here, and what might point you to this; and perhaps doesn’t seem to trust somebody watching, and also doesn’t think Ken will be able to uh, defend her in this case of non-trust. I would say it’s in her eye swatch.


A personal story on cues not quite; translated to the basic word re-imaging.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 12618

tag[s]: economic research connected criminology, and cue patterns specified again, art abstractions on gender studies and vanities, call reports


theme: gender surgery and its e/a ffects

I was watching as each parks and or leaves exactly at a face-body match when I do. They had told me that I wasn’t hallucinating non-usefully, it’s quite illegal.

[Insert cited; even loosely who that “they” is ] [Check without a citation; based on collected evidence who that it’s not definitely: for example legal verification is never here  [through] the local “authorities”]

Collect evidence and-or data also for memory.

[I took a picture]

Assess threat connected to retrieving evidence for verification.

A woman who stalks me nearly everywhere I go and I’m not sure is even female; because she also stalks me in female only scenes; and this is also including: she’s not female and is also not gender inclusive or gender unified; [as in fiction but not]; moaning to herself and guttering objects in my presence, blocking off washing and use-entry segments. The Moaning Continues, uh.


[S/he] Is near. I assess threat, and it’s too dangerous to pull at evidence collector and look/examine picture again. Change assignment as in modify it to use what is. Perhaps retrieve from memory such as in a call report without materials nearby. A practice modifying on further modification call reports for utilize-ability.

On the fly: kits

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Source, citation: [in brief] from cited/or rather on cited: youtube as accessed on 122917,

The birth of catwoman | batman returns

[and also in this form: On the fly]


Course; the beginning is a transmutation; first it looks like one; and then almost another; such as birth from a pregnancy; and where is the pregnant first? [Perhaps signified in change, by a seen or heard, or is it felt: thump; the seen, heard, and felt] Becomes perhaps the first question; only after do you notice and while at the same time: the crawling of kitties and the birth; perhaps the second first : the crawling of kitties is like birth or so it’s supposed to signify; we spend the rest of the time, looking for the original: the pregnant; and is this a form of stalking or re-interpreted through the stream of art to ethics; a jewel that we look for, as seen almost in the next segments,

Of what cultural origin if so not emphasized would you connect the rose like color, color; with the emphasis of a jewel; and jewel; that is worn? Rather, than hung. Perhaps hung here as color is a chime to what color signifies in whatever era generation it is viewed in; in ours still racism, and in an ode to birth as we fall from our parents do we also fall from a God, now capsuled and defined by color; and so must be our parents.  Hung in color and not worn in jewel is it safer, and stays longer and perhaps even with a Chance at forever unstolen? Of course the kitties are not what might one fear doing the stealing; and then one or the center wounds to wonder perhaps what is that might be thought of to be stolen; this is like what a definition of holy or rather unholy coveting. Uh. Rather the experience of this definition from the outside; You now in your wonder know what coveting is; it’s like living Bible or something.

The invisible pull and drip from the kitties is like a forming jewel certainly in movement outline; do you see a string-ly necklace; or multiple such necklaces; you see a bracelet. Everything is pewter signifying the next element in jewel searched for.  I n my good luk, or something: it’s also one of my favorite colors and color combinations, so, uh … this is a capture of the metaphysical shred of cultural birth; what do you connect with in this uh hypoxy vid, that might such be captured; and now you know that at lest a bit of that a la experience mode: birth and its relational experience to the pregnant.

Now all the stalking converted to art and then facet ethics are signified by both the birth and the solicitor of birth almost if only it is a crime that happens from circumstance or something; the solicitor’s real definition of birth then, the pregnant, uh is a sacrifice. Why do they beg, and not you. What happens from their begging and perhaps can’t by your choice happen from yours; the difference in actual definition of solicitation is then begging, and its sacrifice: creation; the pewter cartoon-like has turned almost a religious discussion of courter-facet faith and non-faith formations, … and that’s all I have time to Sum up; since I’m short on public computer time in the 3-hour per day limit.

Mr. Y II

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by Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 121417

tag[s]: when to apply at least when to apply what i.e. approximations


Ih suppose then in

Quick application: in

Library studies from

The time this book

Was published: (in this version)

cited: 2011 to present

At least this would

Be a genre of library studies,

And its development,

Research, and practice.

On an almost aside:

I happened to glance

Up and see this word in

The book binder i.e. space of a library; seeing

It so many times: it’s

Significant to diagram

Perhaps again? [albeit if even brief so]




Mister Y?



Mr. Y=> a discussion of gender, obviously … &

theme: uh, why are you a mister if even you are missing Y, a first meaning Y, and then a second meaning Y implied  2nd by Mister [:  (1st y) and then] Y [(2nd y)]

theme music citation: chris brown et al ‘loyal’



theme: reeding

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Reading notes for The FVP, continued : source, text: (this one) JUDY BLUME Smart Women at the further cited: m.p.p.l.

[or in this form: by goura fotadar ]

and the same scenario identified for study;

the age connection ; really, the aging connection.

tag[s]: real estate , realty

p.27 through the generations : ” …, the way her mother was facing it now, ”

through time: “it seemed very far away.”

and at the same-point; isthe

incidental sex-scene

about the next;

cliché: of procreative

(having-them) children

p.29  “Did you know that female athletes sometimes have trouble getting pregnant?”

… “I’m forty, Sara. I’m not about to have any more children.”

eating, theme: gold, chocolate coins from (cited: trader joes)

theme: reeding

p.30 ” … passive-solar cluster housing , a concept …”



Similarities, Continued.

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date typed up [a-ha to finally?] 82917

dedicated to all undesired career and work interruptions being penalized penalization to the interrupter; at the highest consequence …  last part from of: to paraphrase one of the loitering signs in this city.


source text of course [Holding The Man]

aside: interruption from the librarian … the librarian informed me today [what date was it: 81917] about; my own policy regarding photographing people who weren’t threatening my life; and

[report to: where report librarians?] I confirmed If your life is being threatened and you are not lying [about this, who this, this who] you have a legal obligation to photograph the folks involved [anywhere] … when functionally perceivable and this does not include or is not restricted by other peoples preferences; and if there’s no time or accessible device to photograph with; that photograph of they who is-is threatening your [life, safety, etc.] can be turned in to at least yourself and of course perhaps others, of-worth, too. To turn in a report, then shall it not be that the other shall be of some: worth; and the worth shall be: ethical worth. And any case how: is ethical worth assessed. In either way; if the photograph of report and somehow a legal way to report to yourself is e. than well, if you can’t photograph for the reasons or something like the reasons provided, well then: a written or summation report will be less effective; but it is still a-workable; and this of course is not to put down writing.

On a side clause: in indirect perhaps the term is law: in indirect law: if a report finds it to yourself and there is a real measure not some hoax or referred hoax: measure of worth; such as ethical worth; well then if you have met that measure in some way; well, you have not been surprised or committed crime by how; receiving a that such report … and so correctly both expect and not be surprised by the performance of others of ethical: worth whatever may be deemed publicly or not their role. Here role means of course not necessarily being somebody’s mother but rather where that being mother role may also intersect with society or the functioning of society actualizing … also known as role actualized evaded to expansive or role reform. The cliché of spoiling your child only approved when it is actually a child cannot that be spoiled so as that your spoiled child and your role as this spoiled child’s [parent?] does not un-function society as it is or as it is actualizing.

My point is I want the local  … ?

Back to regulated measure …

Back to Source text: where of course it is a regulated measure in any case as it is previously in previous postings described the source text a knowledge stream et al

[Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave] [Foreword:} [David Marr]

cited p. 9 under “A … BOYS” “ ‘I wish you were a girl.’ I wasn’t sure what he meant but said I wished he was a girl too.”



sounds like transgenderism; but is this line though a spoken “wish” [“wish”] –es : actual?

or [an/a] unmeant dream.

for similarities between the two:

cited: 9 “carrot=red hair”

Source, text citation [2]:

Singing in the Shrouds.

Ngaio Marsh …

p. 9 (also)

“He would have liked to travel.”



a dream/wish;

a wishing


  • – – – – – —————————————————————————————


cited p. 9 [2nd text]

a coincidence of number

near start; or start:

“car with a smashing redhead at the …”


cited: p 10 [second source text]

all of a now; the explanation [theme: ex-pal? , nation]

of why this is a reported

and noticed incident

is provided; likely asexuality

has converted to a-one

symposium of also or rather

instead non-asexuality; where

of course as compared to the incident; it is in the opposite sexuality; is it qualified as opposite?

“The man in the kiosk was chatting up a girl while the rest of us stood -à

shivering in the wind at Brighton Beach …”


why weren’t the rest of them shivering; as

In here the compared rest is: now; “man” & “girl”.




see this posting as; handout: Source text of course


Almost at first sight

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Almost at first sight; for the fvp

theme-channel citation: at first sight [again] the movie

by goura fotadar

dedicated to a.s. and  j.k. and j.s.

tag[s]: mind channels + reading notes + riterary analysis for the death project for the fvp

source, citation text [1]: Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave with foreword by David Marr

[1st source early on way early on ] ” … how funny and horny and sad and truthful … ”

“Did anyone ever shut him up? Death certainly didn’t.”

Again et al : the

basics ; real ilife signs of immortality.

and traditionally

“horny” means …

source citation text[2]: Singing in the Shrouds (by) Ngaio Marsh;

[look at text][how so this early the two, are two alike.]

immortality = career when?


second source, p. 9  Box: “Horn”

“The cranes that served these ships lost their heads in the fog. Their gestures as they bowed and turned became pontifical.”

———————-> (curving arrow) like death

Box: “winches” look up? meaning definition of [for grade school this slight line, too]

Box: “wharves” another definition word

“Police Constable Moir, on duty until midnight, walked in and out of shadows.”

————————> (long arrow, lounge arrow) look at a real cop’s / police’s motif in fiction.