free society, political art theories
Q: What? There are cited: C.I.A. operatives with your name and image? The Demise of Society, Announced.
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
[also in this form: Q]
theme: [bad art? Is still art?]
theme music citation: lady gaga born this way
by Goura Fotadar
tag[s]: aptitude building for those interested in operations and operational structure performance; space ops. in non-fiction?; and is this fiction?; criminology complexities; filing reports; hiding tactics
While the publishing work goes on;
& that just means; that lots of people are trying to kill me while my next publication is working on getting done [why? So they can keep pretending they are its author as the usual pretense]; I have limited computer use hours; because the librarians would rather just pretend what they aren’t: librarians.
It’s interesting today I got a report that somebody had died named?
The report showed me that at the time of the person’s death; the person wasn’t sure if my name and work were really mine and then decided that; the person didn’t want to believe that my name and work were mine; or his dad: incidentally who helped kill him.
His dad started to follow me around threatening me with murder and I had to put a bunch of people under arrest in the severest form of arrest currently available from a real-life vantage point; while his dad kept threatening me assuming that none of the people under arrest including the person dead in the report before the point of time of his death: who is now under arrest; then, were him [the dad].
He then called me retarded and showed me printouts of somebody’s work with my name and image who has the highest iq I believe it’s reported to ever be and uh started/born this iq with; which he was convinced was him. He then rode around in my private transportation and continued to insult me; as somebody who looked like me called out uh cited: c.i.a. calls; while local “bus drivers” laughed; and old ladies told me no, don’t do that & fake cops hid out from their usual false patrols. The man then; or the deceased’s dad; then proceeded to call me the Cheesehead Budd-a; and I’m not sure but I think the first part of that refers to anti-Semitism and in his case is anti-Semitic [from him] toward … ; I’m not though Jewish other than culturally; but in any case the Jewish part is hardly relevant; believe it or not at this point; another man then started following me around and told me that I was a cited: Marine and I should go to jail [and as if the two are the same]; while I told both men that I had never spoken to them before [now]; and that I wasn’t exactly a cited: Marine. It’s possible I presume to complete cited: marine corps and other deployments from outside militia standpoints without most ever find-ing out that you are not actually a cited: marine. I think that sounds like that movie. But I’m not sure. Which one is it.
When I looked or rather glanced at the work he showed me; it was some of the work I produc-ed every=day;
He then shot at me repeatedly in case there was a match between me and this work of mine. I however didn’t die or need to go to the hospital for the shots.
He didn’t recognize like most of low aptitude and this is different from those attempting to [be] functional in mental retard-ism that if there is a cited: c.i.a. operative with your name, additional names, and virtual images; it’s not you.
& it’s a confession of this such operative’s identity and wealth you are living off of illegally [my gosh even using their name/names and other identity factors? Like photographs of them saying through the mail or email that’s you …]; while the operative is enmeshed in especially real-life deployments and enmeshed means temporarily constrained by the semblance as to be has real [or has been the case]; the same goes with or to all such deployed similarly even if they are not operatives.
What’s the point: if an operative is repeatedly threatened with arrest for their identity [you or a bunch of those people thinking it’s your and or their identity]; it’s confession of the above.
If an operative is repeatedly threatened with something else; a form of violence; it might be …
(a) The knowledge [belongs to … ] of the perpetrator completing an unjust crime
or
(b) The knowledge [belongs to … ] of the perpetrator completing a just crime
or
a) & b)
“Perhaps”
Notes connected to “purplement” again.
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date: 11.22.17
[and also in this form: Perhaps]
on: 11.21.17
What’s the similarity
Between a wrist and
Entry; and company
and tea
[theme = age-olds]
theme video citation: on cited: youtube, from cited: The Dark Night, 2008, current accessible link:
as of today’s first above date, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E679XJellLs
Wrist , entry
Similar, how?
Commonly: the wrist
Is the entry to the
Arm;
And-or hand
[wrist,
As a]
An entry shouldn’t
Take wrist
To get in;
Because then it
Doesn’t quite,
Work [entry, as
a]
Then; more
Metaphorically;
Worn on a wrist is
The entry or opposite
To the wrister …
Such as in:
I believe but am
Not sure
In recollection
“The Fountainhead”
By Ayn Rand; [but it could have been another cited: Ayn Rand manifesto]
An entry
Is usually
In connectedness
Clearly depicted
A wrist is fragmented
Into shape
Similarly to
An entry
So the two have in
Common this, perhaps
Especially:
Shape.
More basic: how, so?
Perhaps you blow
Up a wrist
Or shrink
An entry;
And so it is.
What about
‘company’ and ‘tea’
Well, you notice tea
esp. in tea bag form
Is often packaged like
Other products such;
As a company.
And in consumer production
Knowledge
Acquirement or something
: perhaps everything
That is packaged similarly
[shapes] is similar
To learn; even If you didn’t think
So.
Perhaps.
It perhaps might
Just be to work like
(of / a …. etc.)
‘’company’’ you
Need tea or its
Like.
tea goes along
with things that teach
You how to cook, cook it,
And goes along for
Tea means … similar
Where similar
Is belong, -ing
Com[y], pan : tea; y sub for e,
and you can cook tea
in a …
The Gum Wad and The Egg Shell, Trash [A Rough Draft of Non-Ramble]
dedicated to justice
[or consume in this form: toposttothefvp10217]
theme: ART manifesto on dire and necessary external homelessness and the troubling situation with inactualized and non-functional authorities; and to the opposition to their own admission of such low performance,
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by goura fotadar
Date: 10/2/17
tag[s]: the wasting of no living wage work hours
The Gum Wad: A spasm of political theology : I.e. in the modality of actual civil rights.
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Conceptions: of you are so dirty; and so we need to criminalize are not effective methods to conduct.
Speech and movement corroborating such conduct are failures of competence; and any “being” using such mis-adventure to protract and enforce interaction with another being; is effectively a modern-day, even “slave-master”; enforced engagement with such “deities” are rather nor shall be mandatory; and not matters of personal group functioning; for how must belong to a group; when expect threats to be mutilating, unjust and circumcised from possible various lacking of precisions; without any justice mode response.
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the Gum wads; are pieces of waste trash; this form of gum cliché popularly thought as un-health; but in depiction of trash un-enslaved by modality now defined or soon so defined glyph depiction; they have been freed in their purpose to still perhaps, trashed. The putty like gum wad; is representation of digit perhaps cultural conceptions but similar-ations of form despite a non-comprehensible unity; still; Ponderer F falls from Non-Ponderer Q; but in one sense; they appear alike and another sense; one is only trash; while the other is freed through glyph un-enslaved, … i.e.
music connected citations: en vogue: free your mind, don’t let go.
Part Two. The Egg shell trash.
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theme: the lost his mind non-manifesto is getting old and too non-comprehensive; the newly adage-d into non-reforming or criminal statusi is not criminologically believable, like at all.
I’ve seen the entire life of a person, another-external destroyed after success in a prestigious education and after many years of deployment; he was forced into a lifestyle of homelessness past inquiry and performance into a necessary then high performance civilian job; it seemed the coveting of local authorities and national such authorities needed no response to his numerous stalkers; other than, obviously the only reason he believed they claimed that he was being stalked was not because in his case they said; that he was actually stalked but rather that he had actually and instead, lost his mind. How then has he survived the homeless life, college educated, with prestigious completed deployment status-I, and a career in tow; if even it provides no money.
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The assumption that a being, severely attacked by less functional members of society is not solaced by this assumption by the less than the being functional: that the being has-had lost his/her mind. Minds just don’t get lost like that; especially within the fortitude of actual and not false trauma survival. I urge local authorities to not worsen for example my own dire circumstances due to such relative recent and re-iterating history from my childhood, i.e. external to me and un-caused by me; I ask them to please base what they qualify as their criminal assessment to be based on the competition of what actual functioning provides; and I ask them to consider could they survive the harshness of what I have even recently undergone, and still perform at my level. I seriously doubt that is a possibility for them; as I have been horrified by their inept performance and their supposed and false vindication by persecuting publicly and unjustly, dangerously whoever they select and not choosing to persecute those of acting-criminal standing to victimize. Their dilation to persecution unjustly the innocent and non-criminal, is unbelievable and is depicted in our regular society, too often.
As another part, I can’t imagine them ever petitioning the betterment of those criminals that do choose to enter the reform process, and or those that enter the criminal reform process; if even not having committed crime.
To them the terms of toss you in jail, you’re nuts, get lost, are just all part of the racist, prejudicial and lowly performing play. Homelessness and the criminal system is not a game; but a real life/existence situation. Such authorities do not clearly, take circumstances of one’s existence life seriously, and have openly confessed to me; that such circumstances in others are simply not their problem! Then why enter society in a role of benefitting those experiencing impoverishment, first and for/in our country; that is what being a police officer and such authority positions mean.
How horrid; to enforce me to enact with them over, and over again; in method of their non-advanced and ensuing severe abuse infliction; without any consequence seemingly for them, as they clearly and non-benevolently assume; they are free of ever experiencing the consequences of their own unjust cruelty; it seems they believe is the role of them, police officers, and such authorities.
How horrid.
In this brief art manifesto: the egg shell representative of a basic cultural average accessible nourishment; stored in a slice user of plastic cheese emptied; we have two “classics’ verified into traditional framework; a mirage for sight; in the trash what do we see; if we do not smell the:
How horrid!
But according to such police officers and such authorities pardon for these are temporary art pieces; of fragmented sight; by a college educated and working homeless person; surely, they could produce better on such resource: which is effectively, nothing.
[To be submitted to San Mateo Superior Court, Criminal Division, especially; on 10317]
Signed,
by me of course, homeless person-woman: Goura Fotadar [10217]
Something like Addition
Something like Addition
for The Fi ctional VolunTier Project
by goura fotadar
mind channels citation: … something like …
part one. The raindrop
in form, 
and …
cited: the raindrop in match; Frédéric Chopin’s “Raindrop” Prelude, Op 28, No. 15
Part Two. Identity Form. Date: 8.22.17
Source, citation [text]: (1) Holding the Man, Timothy Conigrave, Foreword by David marr;
In the clause: from half;
bottom half of 10 to the end-of 11; [in page numbers]: (in s.1)
(2) Singing in the Shrouds Ngaio Marsh
In s(1] from the location: pointe
Aside theme: tip the scale as oui deviate away from safety: fase-yt ; you put on!
anyhow: “Damien” the name is sass-paps defined here: as of romance; romantic sway in attention; cigarettes [sp?]; bathroom changes, incomplete; and times of exit/entry or rather moments of exit/entry.
in s[2] from the same
pages[s] mid-riff [10-11]
is the definition of “beat”
And is the derive definition as
in “police” “beat”
definition of “beat; 5th raid style;
the schedule of movement and movement investigation based on location: convenience and report-comprehension.
=>
so s:1 + s: 2
can be? each segment of each
added to-gether in perhaps direct
sequential order: so as roughly
paraphrased;
“Damien” segment of s: 1
tag[s]: police theory, basic c.s. ; book-i;
+ “beat” segment of s: 2
= romance + the schedule of movement, romantic sway in attention + movement investigation on location based on location: convenience and report-comprehension, cigarettes [sp?] + 0, bathroom changes, incomplete; + 0, times of exit/entry or rather moments of exit/entry + 0
…
to get an even better translation,
you would have to add another I think adjunct:
like multiplication …
or something;
in any case the
abstract theory
of; the thing corrected in basic
remedial mathematics or not …
is an identity: “Damien” on
a “beat” would have
to in a basic logistic
projection given the knowledge
streams as seen; scene [s:1][s:2]
or
take care of such et al;
in these, this segment of
[s:1],[s:2]
Part three. Practicing Faith-Streams.
cited: The Lord’s Prayer
slight change to these lines: [in this cited prayer]
And teach us our wrongs as
we learn those who to undo;
against us;
And lead us not into deceit
but deliver us from wrong.
or access this posting in this form; additionally, too: Something like Addition
How is the shoe a house; or like a house.
How is the shoe a house; or like a house.
For The Fictional VolunTier Project
By Goura Fotadar
Date: 62917
[tag]s: theological emblems how-to them; answer time: the higher value of fashion and that you hadn’t guessed is logic.
Like a shoe; no like a house.
There’s no roof; unless of course you’re talking about the sole; [reference: in this shoe, of this shoe.]
And the sole sounds so much like soul; but it doesn’t sound too much like spirit.
Perhaps the straps are windows
Perhaps the print is doors; are doors.
Perhaps the “tribal” design is the house’s specific contour or couture;
Do we rarely see houses in the form of function: couture.
And does the roof; double or triple as all walls and so then floor, too.
Is your movement with shoe/s on; then all of the things/experiences you have
Because of the house.
We’re now; or I’m now at ; or both are now; or some subset of both; are now at …
How to translate your house; housing situation to a different version of your housing situation.
Yes, like a different shoe; well, almost.
To use; why not; the copy has hint; or at least some portion of the copy of the shoe; as hint:
How might your new housing situation “steal the show”
Of course in traditional recent culture; the house is the center of the purchasing experience of life and even existence. And that’s the most regular definition comprehension of “steal the show” but then we go to logic; and there have to be more regulated and applicable definitions:
Like for example something I often comment on in through fiction; and I really mean here on in:
How much steal is like steel in sound at least; and now can you catch my drift of all varieties of sound; can a steal sound like a steel for example upon the unjust murder?
So how do you make you, -r, you are, you’re a-house anew; and rather your new housing situation anew: by “ste[el] the show.” [or through]
I think that’s quite enough for now.
cited: one of my still favorite regular priced brands of ghetto past; Rocket dog dot com
as accessed again today on 62917 and with the shoe title: “Puerto Tribal Print Flat Sandal”
[Another Hint: A basic place to start in traditional ideological academic perspective, uh, building:
is by defining what might encompass and what is a
housing situation.
]
Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP
dates: 6.5.17 – 61317
tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions
Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP
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by goura fotadar
I was thinking about;
as in all of but not just;
my fiction; the bar of the
draw cardes, post; and
the arrangements ; the cost of;
minimal would idol go-to in
times of low-coste; think of so’s
brand pandles; eating even more
food; and how flowers don’t. I’d
been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;
and treats of mides; and blows of
shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;
at a stage-front that was non-hoax;
and the ox was at the stage with
green stellas. She was a different way
when; dimples on the tilt; the image
of the inside the fixing of precedence;
and the bakes of no! pale. We were
non-bites; and finally I knew it was
a he; about his wife that he didn’t
like; Boy! was she gone.
Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something
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In a review of liquor and
flowers; I had started reading “Lotus
magazine”
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point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”
the poem on page “9”
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reading glance; at that vocation.
“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?
others that are
“poor”
at some others
“have” “kitchen … [s]”
not both? see the “yellow
cookie”
as the “window” ‘s
entire being ; and you
have a baker , … , a pastry lover …
on “dizgotic” I hardly | date: 61117
know what dizgote means
w/out a dictionary and a summative
analysis of it, the word; but I wonder
if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t
mean the narrator; as described but I’ve
read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:
“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the
obvious that you can as one likely knows
analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;
cited: coding courses in community college;
something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;
as an entry into reading it : sort of like
the fine printed way to understand the over-all
enough-needed function of a vortex.
tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.
as an aside;
the death project, more source texts as identified
from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”
p. 11
of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis
is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”
prom: of p.11
“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”
under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”
theme: prejudice
is like unjust homicide
Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar
wishes to acknowledge the
receipt of your
request of a ban of
her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]
on Alma Street from
today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.
She appreciates the repeated blandishment
of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work
by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this
and such practicing libraries. She considers
this extreme harassment
under her social cause
of safety through homelessness
and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.
She requests that such
harassers not be
reciprocated for any
of her works and
identity; and she petitions
for the firing of all
pertaining library employees;
and volunteers.
She notes that out-spoken
un-defended prejudice
and gossip in this
country is illegal; and
that; likely despite
being at a knowledge
stream such person(s)
are unable to comprehend
the civic nobilite ;
that though you do
not like her; this
is certain; not her
problem.
dedicated to the service
of J. J. L/F
citing p. 344
of The
Amy Vanderbilt
Complete Book
of Etiquette
by Nancy
Tuckerman
and Nancy
Dunnan
[More Defs. on Wear; The System of Where: A navigational tool that works in e-a ffect.]
- Built in the system of wear is the system of where;
- Convention would had you believe that where determines wear.
- But Intelligence of convention or else; would have you determine the effect to be caused in where by at least; wear.
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date: 5817
Part one is above [for … ] Part Two is Below.
Case Scenario: Vanity;
Case Scenario: [Sub-Tag]: Jeans
date: former present time
I am most comfortable in most social situations;
[the phrase segment above; is not the entire statement; please read it through before “gunning” to any un-holy conclusions and un-clothing us all; again. No! that’s not a manifesto on how you might have the power to un-cloth[e] [how awful!] all.]
and this includes isolation socialization: when I’m alone and-or effectively alone; wearing jeans; because these were the only type of pants I could afford in higher than usual frequency past the age of 11 [until -?]. For some reason then; at the department and-or such store; sweats-sweatpants were more expensive than jeans. At present: outside of my grueling work hours; and study-maintaining my near perfect grades in graduate school: I spend grueling also; hours working out my body; it’s the only way I can relieve the egregious stress my lifestyle choices as an adult have included into my Way of Life. I know from even the personal stories of my workout instructors [but not just; there’s also personal experience of course outside of this example]; that working out and its effects on the body-form are seen even today with the still popularity of cited: Hollywood –esque culture; are seen as symbolization: identification with vanity. The problem is that I haven’t had a chance to re-evaluate my habit of wearing jeans often? Additionally, as likely can be guessed in order [to] maintain a fixative conventional atmosphere in the convention of Country Costa County’s culture; where I produce a lot of volunteer and graduate school work; [I work outside of county for money at present; in a neighboring county; where I actually grew up; impoverished.]; I have to wear jeans in the conventional sold style which is that they hug my body quite closely; not quite hiding my work-out body. Either I could hire an additional tailor; prior to wearing these where jean pairs [and or jeans]
[this the bold right above is a title: such as like as: a fashion label]
; where [no, wear] these jeans in a looser variety in a [no a] different social situation[s]; as I wore them as especially a teenager but not only; in higher loose pants then called something like the “sludge pile” of jean wear; when not worn that way; they were worn in highly used and even torn style; this is turning into a long statement on the wear of fashion in the target of Jeans as Pants; but it’s instead on the psychology of the socialization of fashion: utensils; and I really mean that; like a spoon you wear often; scuse me use often. I couldn’t possibly wear highly torn and or baggy jeans to my social situations now; outside of my workplace; where in the urgency of long hours of crisis work; we can wear nearly but not; everything. It’s time for me to take my career more seriously inside of graduate work; and comprehend that despite of childhood trauma where I had the most ineffective of single parents; who literally could not keep down a job; until of course I started working myself; clothing was part of this enormously un-affordable case load: including food, and health care, and tutoring; and coaching. Of course; my single parent and that s.p.’s friends-relations were too cruel to actually sign up for welfare and let the actual children benefit from it. In any case; it’s important that past passed trauma; that I really comprehend that I’m no longer a dirt poor kid in some ghetto portion of the county I grew up in; I am now instead employed for that county; and [in] the areas of: in connecting [both, to] law enforcement and social welfare; though of course as described primarily in life-saving crisis response; that instead of wearing form-fitting jeans in my current work-educational connected professional socialization groups; I might consider identifying more pant varieties in my not too shabby clothing budget as of course other outside of jean; pant options. As a side note: thanks to the area of training in counseling; there are a lot of flares going off; reminding me of also my past work in high-end fashion albeit temporarily after college. That work was highly educational for me and allowed me time to complete my first novel after college [undergrad.]; furthering my then career goals; that novel I at this time have still not sought out a publisher for. But pants first.
