Fiction & Non-Fiction
dates: 6.5.17 – 61317
tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions
Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP
by goura fotadar
I was thinking about;
as in all of but not just;
my fiction; the bar of the
draw cardes, post; and
the arrangements ; the cost of;
minimal would idol go-to in
times of low-coste; think of so’s
brand pandles; eating even more
food; and how flowers don’t. I’d
been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;
and treats of mides; and blows of
shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;
at a stage-front that was non-hoax;
and the ox was at the stage with
green stellas. She was a different way
when; dimples on the tilt; the image
of the inside the fixing of precedence;
and the bakes of no! pale. We were
non-bites; and finally I knew it was
a he; about his wife that he didn’t
like; Boy! was she gone.
Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something
In a review of liquor and
flowers; I had started reading “Lotus
I wanted to discuss at this
point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”
the poem on page “9”
starts and finishes without severe
reading glance; at that vocation.
“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?
others that are
at some others
“have” “kitchen … [s]”
not both? see the “yellow
as the “window” ‘s
entire being ; and you
have a baker , … , a pastry lover …
on “dizgotic” I hardly | date: 61117
know what dizgote means
w/out a dictionary and a summative
analysis of it, the word; but I wonder
if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t
mean the narrator; as described but I’ve
read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:
“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the
obvious that you can as one likely knows
analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;
cited: coding courses in community college;
something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;
as an entry into reading it : sort of like
the fine printed way to understand the over-all
enough-needed function of a vortex.
tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.
as an aside;
the death project, more source texts as identified
from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”
of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis
is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”
prom: of p.11
“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”
under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”
is like unjust homicide
Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar
wishes to acknowledge the
receipt of your
request of a ban of
her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]
on Alma Street from
today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.
She appreciates the repeated blandishment
of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work
by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this
and such practicing libraries. She considers
this extreme harassment
under her social cause
of safety through homelessness
and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.
She requests that such
harassers not be
reciprocated for any
of her works and
identity; and she petitions
for the firing of all
pertaining library employees;
She notes that out-spoken
and gossip in this
country is illegal; and
that; likely despite
being at a knowledge
stream such person(s)
are unable to comprehend
the civic nobilite ;
that though you do
not like her; this
is certain; not her
dedicated to the service
of J. J. L/F
citing p. 344
The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.
for The FVP
Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy
By goura fotadar
Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!
Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.
Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.
A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;
And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;
They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;
And I said, the truth: “no.”
I didn’t answer?
I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”
They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;
I waited to:
To not reveal the way I move, why?
To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around
When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;
Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.
I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;
I’m not and so
“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”
Oh they said,
Stumbling back away.
Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with … ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.
Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary
how would you take this piece
and turn it / make it fiction
| so easy |
how would you make it to at least yours [elf]
acceptab,lly non fiction
| less easy |
cited: http://www.jewelrygig.com/a-few-quiet-amethyst-treasures/ as accessed on 6117
This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies. or. or. or [to catch all the views.]
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date: 52817 m. date: 5.27.17
source, cited: Elizabeth Adler, The Secret of the
just as the cover image
depicts for brief but
general, too; art
the “villa” that is
also a “mimosa”
or scuse me
in the shape of a
the “mimosa” is of course drink;
but is often served in as demonstrated
glass; as shown in cover l’arte. [not here shown]
from the inside cover of
the source, text:
“Dr. Phyl Forster first saw
the un-identified young woman
on an early morning TV
to create a good smelling reality;
applying the past source citation book:
“n rockwell” dabbed in a
spread drops of prepared lotion.
-> for cited: & thass y …
cited: rum’s theory [series]
for the bladder funeral
remember to include
tag[s]: fictional heritage whilst the non-fiction world is sun spun, art notes, word diagrams
art notes: audiography;
cited: voicethread see link below
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
as noted not surprisingly
it art box; another
death box came it
become; had to
be quickly in re-formation
together with excess
+ paper & leaves
& a tea – water
then to turn
things fictional :
bury the thing
semi – like
cover by the
and this is
the real definition
of other vehicles
uncover it if [after sum: time]
bladder concerns such as
cancer; or if you care for
someone … s, ; who
does care for just means at
least think politely of
then unbury it
and rub some
“piss on it”
bury it again;
aiming for complete
non-fiction back to
for this art
The Creativity of Safety
is Sometimes A Quick
b, lad, der
b a ladder
to [b, lad]
does that make sense?
why the “flag of iwo jima” (cited:)
b, lad [d] er
b, lad [d] er (er -> swing direction)
b, lad [d] er ([d] -> the thing that helps as b, lad swings direction of the effort?)
[d] is short for
the strong physical ladder
or long for
the metaphysical ladder
|| meta|| physical
it is; ladder yes!
must mean support
and not just the traditional
How to keep “it” safe.
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
Exercise: Is This Portion Fiction or Not. A rough draft.
Theme: Homeless life
Tags: understanding authentication better or for the first time [better]; understanding the query of problem: shelter; theories of non-crime; advocacy: is the real deal; when is plagiarism plagiarism; queries on identity formation in non-fiction.
Level: Easy, basic.
Here’s using myself as example and my work such; example representation:
The Person / People report such and provide an example; the display of the example once you become and-or are familiar with their work is different from its usual display: manifestation. They say it’s to spread its wings wider; and you’re still not sure or are you [… if this is true]. What’s the process of being sure that it’s true , for you [… and not for them].
[next] Pages from “& thass y …” by goura fotadar
[this fiction work labelled to some extent roughly; right above in quotes; is again fiction] is used as art manifesto
Theme Inquiries: Emphasis Implies Truth; Emphasis Implies only fiction. How dumb are … .
Safety in the outdoors is much different and-or in the outside redefined and-or translated here to prevent tarnish; to include the outside.
[Define Inappropriate Authority.]
Most officials of inappropriate authority cannot comprehend the functional adventure in resting, retiring and sleeping outside.
Side Copy: Mission Statement: Real Adventure Precludes Spirituality. Look Up The Definition of Preclude; No Look Up the meaning of Precludes.
They don’t miss the view of the sky; that they claim you can’t see outside anyhow at night; and also they have an open-drop or such window tops no panels on roofs or is it rooves. So you consider retiring outdoors at during the day; if public space affords such freedom expanses of schedule for you. They think you are a public hazard for resting outside; and they are much more hygienic for resting inside. But if you’re not just [as in only]; but especially if you are part of any modern homeless movement; and this of course the officials; inappropriate authorities
[no that’s not the definition of officials, official that’s just the contextual meaning here]
might not understand does not imply that you have a safe choice in not being homeless outdoors. How might you use common conceptions of danger I think mistranslated from resting indoors to facets of resting outdoors; such as sleeping under the ground, against the walls; and covered away from most; that view and-or open in view from, to outside consumers of your rest;
experiences of , such as … that are still afraid of and-or uncomfortable sleeping in tents; and this isn’t
Clobbered up like that sometimes lends itself to something like news stories;
Reminder? : the, this writer seems to think that experiences affect the news; and=or change [more so: effect?] the news, case example:
“A homeless person was thinking that he Alice Q was safely asleep in a bush; and there were an onslaught of housed people who do not support homeless rights; and so think it’s just to pose and receive benefits as homeless people; they see that it is [in] their right[s] to trespass on the homeless resting anywhere especially hidden in bushes in this case; and since they are actually they believe paying all the bills for the homeless; they are also glad they were able to get Alice Q stabbed nearly to death. As the local police in badges have stated: “there’s nothing you can do when the homeless believe they are standing for social cause; we have just right under oath to remove them from all of their locations; because quite simply we work and have worked so much harder than them. That’s the only reason they are homeless; and they by the way do nothing for a living; except drink. I’ve already advised them to consider selling their bodies like the folks we have ‘undercover’ posing as homeless and posing as staff to end charity toward such homeless. We hope to deport them to our countries of origin and away from what is obviously not their home country: the Free United States of America.”
thinker: is this culturally racist and-or |just| culturally proud.
And the point is homeless or not when there are … like this speaking for … how would you protect your even hallucinations of what might happen for are hallucinations always a falsity of what might could happen in the bush and-or against the wall or on that slab of concrete the only place or one of a few around where you feel safe enough sleeping / resting / retiring around. Including the indoors by-the-way: where maybe if you were lucky? Enough to live for some time; Oh those luckies who live indoors; that’s why all they do is stalk us in our rest spots. Good logic. Really you should win a medal. Is that medal the restroom; especially the public restrooms.
Is this a proof for the possible application of safety in art; or excuse me; art’s safety; in at least attempted safety.
theme: resting outside is a public hazard according to how aptitude qualified authority
theme 2: Oh shut up! Everything you say or think is fiction and that’s a crime. Or no that’s not right, that’s the truth. [And two are the only options; only two!][?][for everything; only two options; you have only two options.][?]
theme music citation: Homewrecker Marina & The Diamonds
theme illness citations: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder / Post Traumatic Disorder [levels of cited: DSM …]
Book Notes & Opinions, Please! and Connected Poetry/Fiction
& The Death Project thematics
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date, collected: 3dot29dot16
Source Book: “Vintage PKD” by “Philip K. Dick” from, the: “San Jose Public Library;” where I currently owe nearly $200 in overdue book fines!
the Criminal Case. (Theme / Conception)
On “Vintage PKD:”
This would be
a really good book
for a cop to read.
Supporting Lines, ” (P. 82)
… When night comes——-”
Side Idea: Don’t you think that the
police should have special
arrow to two arrows to Supporting Lines:
” (P. 78) That’s why I’m
here; you wanted to
be brought into major policy-
planning decisions, and god
knows we need that now,
a new policy, or anyhow a
revamping of our scout structure.
‘ I was dreaming,’ Ella said. ‘I
saw a smoky red light, a horrible light …”
& You’ve been living
dead … & have you enjoyed it?
Away from the beckoning of their
pest-like infusion Onto You: An Abysmal
Version of Experience : Suffering . Well,
of course; there are gradient choices;
With an Agenda: Suffering.
Dear Me : I hope that ” … a horrible light”
Side Poetry Notes:
No, it’s not
unless; spring is
& they not exist:
have been ly -ing
in every Sense
The Word of Death.
Returning the Library Books!
other notes, of possible brainstorming, connected to:
library books being overdue; and not being able to purchase them/ pay the fine: entirely or even to some extent;
and not being able to afford to make it to the library to return (them);
and not being able to walk there thus far; for reasons previously identified (in other nearby places):
wouldn’t it be useful and potentially innovative / constructive:
that if you have photographs with barcodes of the books you have from a library; that the location they are stored at, if you can’t make it back to the branch locations are identified on-line or through mail with your permission, and then any: needer of those books, can come by and pick them up; given they “have” more opportune transportation
Sufficing Like Slice-ing Note on “The Prodigal Son” : the strength of the animal Spirit, perhaps a new age interpretation of the Kill
Sufficing Like Slice-ing Note on “The Prodigal Son”
: the strength of the animal Spirit, perhaps a new age interpretation of the Kill
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
By Goura Fotadar
portions of this were written under conditions of extreme stress, not that that’s an excuse for certain failings and an italics over : certain
date: 4.1.16, 4.4.16
source text: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/
(search under: The Prodigal Son)
(as accessed on 4.1.16 & 4.4.16)
(as accessed on 4.1.16)
I wasn’t raised Christian,
and one-day in a Buddhist circle;
I heard the mention of this story.
Well, of course,
I didn’t hear quite as I’ve read here;
but I’d hate to say, I heard it in-accurately.
reading this story:
the most standout Note I have to mention absolutely,
is that the killed and prior-to the change state of Death; sounds to me like the in:actual prodigal son:
for one thing
it might not have given into Greed
to become “fattened”
for another thing; as it seems the “fattening” came from the outside: its self; and certainly over-feeding can be a sign of abuse
it was the one that experienced the kill
to celebrate the return of a “lost and found” son
and for the last thing,
it is the Death of this Being: As a Kill,
which re-defines the term Prodigal
to go from the mundane and almost sinful former wastage:
to new conservation: and Abundance.
Hence, if even you do not believe in animals having souls;
surely, an animal may have a spirit that has in this story been slaughtered
(and in spirit can anything be slaughtered)
to welcome back the “lost and found”
and in any case,
since “the father” has now promised the non-prodigal in its prior-to death of “fattened calf” meaning son, “everything …” of his; instead just the portion of what was “divided” unto them; the translated prodigal transformer calf with potential to transform and transfer even more if even so longer after the Death of itself; has left the more discretionary son, everything. Hence the new meaning of Prodigal Only further cemented. In any case, this story alone proves the strength of the actual animal spirit of what might not have been so mundane of a calf. (Hence one method of selection for kill, at least then. In Politics & Security: Are We Re-Defining the Kill, now. To be, dare I say: More Just.)Perhaps after, if not before and during, its spirit rose to Heaven; and only if you believe in such a thing and/or this Story, Interpretation.
Theme: A cut from a rose thorn is good luck
Other Ideas Tha’ Come Up: On The Abundant Concept: Consider this spiritual fiction, an insert
The Life Model: The 100% breakdown
The Idea That “Abundance” Isn’t Superfluous or un-necessary,
and somehow: if you have earned ( forgive me for my Buddhist interpretation)
your abundance, that you need all of it; that you have earned; because you plan and will
use it; your earning of abundance, unlike a being who has not earned your or their own: abundance. For example: can a one that you care for be earned for by your earnings and by your own earned selection.
So two examples of
Life Breakdown: would be: (using this idea of abundance)
in the 100% range;
example one: 25% abundance, 25% starvation, and 50% heaven; which is a complete Life Model
example two: 30% abundance, 26% destitution, and 44% above average living; which is called an Earned Spiritual Training Model of Life Model