Fiction & Non-Fiction

Q: What? There are cited: C.I.A. operatives with your name and image?  The Demise of Society, Announced.

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by Goura Fotadar

tag[s]: aptitude building for those interested in operations and operational structure performance; space ops. in non-fiction?; and is this fiction?; criminology complexities; filing reports; hiding tactics

While the publishing work goes on;

& that just means; that lots of people are trying to kill me while my next publication is working on getting done [why? So they can keep pretending they are its author as the usual pretense]; I have limited computer use hours; because the librarians would rather just pretend what they aren’t: librarians.

 

It’s interesting today I got a report that somebody had died named?

The report showed me that at the time of the person’s death; the person wasn’t sure if my name and work were really mine and then decided that; the person didn’t want to believe that my name and work were mine; or his dad: incidentally who helped kill him.

His dad started to follow me around threatening me with murder and I had to put a bunch of people under arrest in the severest form of arrest currently available from a real-life vantage point; while his dad kept threatening me assuming that none of the people under arrest including the person dead in the report before the point of time of his death: who is now under arrest; then, were him [the dad].

 

He then called me retarded and showed me printouts of somebody’s work with my name and image who has the highest iq I believe it’s reported to ever be and uh started/born this iq with; which he was convinced was him. He then rode around in my private transportation and continued to insult me; as somebody who looked like me called out uh cited: c.i.a. calls; while local “bus drivers” laughed; and old ladies told me no, don’t do that & fake cops hid out from their usual false patrols. The man then; or the deceased’s dad; then proceeded to call me the Cheesehead Budd-a; and I’m not sure but I think the first part of that refers to anti-Semitism and in his case is anti-Semitic [from him] toward … ; I’m not though Jewish other than culturally; but in any case the Jewish part is hardly relevant; believe it or not at this point; another man then started following me around and told me that I was a cited: Marine and I should go to jail [and as if the two are the same]; while I told both men that I had never spoken to them before [now]; and that I wasn’t exactly a cited: Marine. It’s possible I presume to complete cited: marine corps and other deployments from outside militia standpoints without most ever find-ing out that you are not actually a cited: marine. I think that sounds like that movie. But I’m not sure. Which one is it.

 

When I looked or rather glanced at the work he showed me; it was some of the work I produc-ed every=day;

He then shot at me repeatedly in case there was a match between me and this work of mine. I however didn’t die or need to go to the hospital for the shots.

 

He didn’t recognize like most of low aptitude and this is different from those attempting to [be] functional in mental retard-ism that if there is a cited: c.i.a. operative with your name, additional names, and virtual images; it’s not you.

& it’s a confession of this such operative’s identity and wealth you are living off of illegally [my gosh even using their name/names and other identity factors? Like photographs of them saying through the mail or email that’s you …]; while the operative is enmeshed in especially real-life deployments and enmeshed means temporarily constrained by the semblance as to be has real [or has been the case]; the same goes with or to all such deployed similarly even if they are not operatives.

What’s the point: if an operative is repeatedly threatened with arrest for their identity [you or a bunch of those people thinking it’s your and or their identity]; it’s confession of the above.

If an operative is repeatedly threatened with something else; a form of violence; it might be …

(a) The knowledge [belongs to … ] of the perpetrator completing an unjust crime

or

(b) The knowledge [belongs to … ] of the perpetrator completing a just crime

or

a) & b)

 

 

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Who is Bill’d. A story by-product, in rough.

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 21418

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theme: Journalism: what of this is fiction?

News on the storage front; while the local “cops” cars get washed a t the car wash across the street; on whose bill? And on whose billing consent.

 

tag[s]: social welfare, combat phenologies , virtual identities misused by others in struggles of who is actually final authority, the guessing game goes on … uh, ? , the results for / of patrol drills, and whilst I squeeze in more public computer hours, civil right[s], and freedom of speech, American nationality and progressive actualities of intercultures

 

As at the front of the cited: o.c. ; the ongoing social welfare worker for cited: food stamps and food issues; was in today; under my oath; concerned that; I was asking if he had any references for free storage for homeless working people

theme: why did it stink? Homeless style.  The message says: get raped and or arrested if you shower here; even though we offer uh, showers. In this operative’s assessment. What are the other functional non-rape and arrested [unjust, and false] bathing and cleaning options; well ask someone that is actually homeless and not those that shit their pants with the water running in the shower as the caseworkers and staff watch in their impersonation of real joy. And as you smell shit while washing your hands nearby with soap; huh, I didn’t think this soap smelled like this. Recently I found out through some type of informant again, and that’s it has likely been mentioned before: but I just forgot; that shitting your pants at any time for a non-medical emergency reason is a form of severe anti-semitism; like even for toward those who aren’t actualized and or jewish, and threatening to have the *Asians jumped by nigga-s before the assessment was curbed into soapy uh falling onto you water, my god and to think my brother

is black,

[which one] [why, not use technology accurately and do a (cited) dna, test. Uh, I don’t know.]

and he referred me to the same caseworker as the end all answer similar to likely [who this caseworker] Yahuweh in confirmed scriptures of how to qualify while still waiting for two years, for free storage for the working for no living wage, homeless and or those deployed in the exact equivalent such. While the non-equivalently homeless have all the storage they need both in homeless rest-spots and lockers for the homeless. Good Job, not; caseworkers. How long will such deployments a non-cake-ing hell, last: domestically. Perhaps Yahuweh knows The Answer. Just Find: Him/Her and Ask? It’s no difficult thing.

The social welfare worker also seemed blasted in confusion that he had once provided me with a reference for shoes, when the cited: o.c. refused,

To provide me with shoes, and or a backpack; because the non-reforming drug addicts; and I’ll just say it: all not actually Asian [and this includes cultural representation outside of just plain race, too] just don’t like me, it’s personal!

theme: ew! They’re giving out Asian food, again; I hate that stuff the non actual Asian people yell food from cited: Whole Foods; it’s so cheap and boring. How do you classify actual Asian-full in this country of Actual superiority in culture qualified finally as not black, white, chicano, tribal indian; but yes, we all know Asian-full; consider, this a final declaration of how and which culture has dominantly paved the way the next time you call my round I a nigga with the other ending while white staff and black staff pretend no, really that’s o.k. they’ve had a hard life; you mean compared to who, the Budda? (cited;) ; I dunno; ask a real cultural anthropologist? What’s that say the coked up caseworkers? You know, I could hire reforming drug addicts, instead; and not the guys gassing on purpose directly on my food.

theme: who has had a hard life compared to the cited: Buddha, who is it.

 

I guess he found out my real race; since the local authorities have been writing down my race and qualifications as is convenient for them.

You are male, white , no black, no Mexican, no Cherokee, you never went to college, you are a drug addict, you are a criminal,

And they are the leader of the cited: U.N., NATO …

No!

I’m genocide-ed upon central Asian, and from the American hood, as in the ghetto where I was assigned to a terrorist family as an operative which I entered into as birth;

I then barely graduated  despite being a child prodigy because my terrorist family decided this meant I was actually  mentally retarded and deserved to be enslaved if they couldn’t rape everyone, everywhere [or couldn’t get through me to do it; let’s call this part real black ops; cited] while working as a slave yes an Asian slave in my own country [a-m-a]: American style ; and transferred to the most pres. University for free (mostly) where I graduated from; I then stopped being poor as an operative; but I wasn’t born poor; my trust fund which owns the cited: o.c. and not some white folks pretending to be uh, ? is non accessible except for my consent for uses of charity that I benefit from also as much as I need it: them; and so on; not as much as the cited: o.c. staff think they want to earn; and I have to consent to hire them; which I didn’t … my trust fund like a biblical myth owns everything:

And

I am the leader of NATO; which I invented when I was young; the leader of the UN; which I also invented; and much much more many things and titles that I uh saw in a cited: bipolar disorder and drug induced vision? Yeah, right. [which part,]

And I’m not physically male just because I went to a reputed male school.  Statistics mean only one thing. I’m smarter and better than you are; and when you say you are the …; you are cheating and committing a felony. I did actually work harder against unforeseeable disadvantage worldwide as the leader of what which qualifies me to be the actual what ? and no this is not the 1400s

Anyway, the caseworkers smiled happily that they could continue to complete federal violations under the non-consented to owner/sponsor’s

criminal immunity: oh, moi.

Yes,

And they giggle never actually having produced any work. I’m sure they are just plagiarizing everything they claim; they can hardly even walk their own b odies without committing unjust crime; and they are not disabled or something.

Reminder: it’s been a year and moving toward two year waiting list for storage for my work related stuff; one locker, and I own the place. That bitch just doesn’t want me to have storage, in an act of racism against actual work.  Who and who all qualifies as that bitch. And when it’s not me she deprives of my own stuff stomping her feet as she shits her pants in public, it’s the rest of actualized and hard-working militia and all like them; this is called racism; severe racism; and it’s not always connected to the basic dumbasses version of racial comprehension.

 

A personal story on cues not quite; translated to the basic word re-imaging.

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date typed up: 12618

tag[s]: economic research connected criminology, and cue patterns specified again, art abstractions on gender studies and vanities, call reports

 

theme: gender surgery and its e/a ffects

I was watching as each parks and or leaves exactly at a face-body match when I do. They had told me that I wasn’t hallucinating non-usefully, it’s quite illegal.

[Insert cited; even loosely who that “they” is ] [Check without a citation; based on collected evidence who that it’s not definitely: for example legal verification is never here  [through] the local “authorities”]

Collect evidence and-or data also for memory.

[I took a picture]

Assess threat connected to retrieving evidence for verification.

A woman who stalks me nearly everywhere I go and I’m not sure is even female; because she also stalks me in female only scenes; and this is also including: she’s not female and is also not gender inclusive or gender unified; [as in fiction but not]; moaning to herself and guttering objects in my presence, blocking off washing and use-entry segments. The Moaning Continues, uh.

 

[S/he] Is near. I assess threat, and it’s too dangerous to pull at evidence collector and look/examine picture again. Change assignment as in modify it to use what is. Perhaps retrieve from memory such as in a call report without materials nearby. A practice modifying on further modification call reports for utilize-ability.

Tree also means outdoorsy. [spec one, … it’s raining and the homeless people who aren’t just posing have no safe roof outdoors to sleep under … arrest the perpetrators, now! & don’t ever let them out]

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 1818

tag[s]: public welfare advisories, fashion of arboretum editing, analysis of other think tanks at the advanced version, and symbolic actual religious theology

 

 

12.10.17

theme: crawling with bugs;

As an example: of how this magazine is such as an advanced think tank: next to the sentiment: of christmas tree; another overt reminder of housing ha[s]/ve been of course this decorating piece[s]: and in homelessness of homeless shelter; staying at a non-belonged home-space, and-or even outside homelessness: seeing such a tree is at least a reminder that housing as a culture once was. The tree of course goes on it can be translated and is to work spaces; outdoor sleeping environments; and relic[s] to study from … as in this text.Cited p.48 in this month’s issue;

[look for next in this series of citation of magazine already , citation included in former postings on this blog … uh you are now playing a quick match this to the already posted appropriate citation, which should be obvious in processing; but if it’s not the answer will show up again: the response is work]

theme: why don’t libraries here have Christmas trees; is it a sentiment to mourning the experience of those without homes/ housing? Tell that to those that ridicule the actually homeless … forms, such as citations, are certainly include-d in defamation and ridiculing. Oh and don’t forget night stalking of the homeless; and yelling to wake them wee early hours, uh before 10 am.

reporting theme: You know I work a-veg. 15 hours a day, and you stay indoors all day, using my property and resources against my consent. What will be the consequence.

Reporting theme …: if you are situationally hostage: l’ost:age, uh, uh, uh, and not just hostage; you are effectively homeless … I think you’d noticed if even you own the property and or the equivalent: other properties, uh uh uh how is that equivalent; they don’t! care who you are according to the local authorities and uh can we call them un-holy terrorists in somebodies’ uniform.

features presents that are the depiction of perhaps the best the homeless scene has to provide: [at current date] sleep/rest near an outdoorsy/tree; and as the tree-like image is shown flat against the brown covered box; it’s an outline of how-to rest in the outdoors [where have you seen such packaging, additionally] … [t.b.c.]

 

 

[Celebrations in Criminology] Petals in the Dust; As Motorcycles

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Tag[s]: fiction study time for the fvp, and bizarre incidents of study for the fvp, and criminology, alcohol studies from non-alcoholics

 

almost and so here,

[context]

fiction.

 

Celebrations in Criminology

and from “Purplement”

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 11917

 

Petals in the Dust;

As Motorcycles 11.8.17

petals

A personal review;

where personal doesn’t

fit: intimate share;

but does fit about

me; I was at the

grocery using a

store pre-given card;

finishing up its use:

which has been such

a blessing; the bounty

of stores as we’ve

known in likely our [h]

adult lives in this Modern Era of Progression:

My God! Everything

Is Available.

… I have this bag,

it’s so heavy, and so

are my other bags …

… I drink a specific

foam; of “orange soda”

and the bottle empty, then

again added I could

re-invent to a new; only

meaning additional art form.

You’re supposed to

know I really love! “orange soda”

But how might you know that in evidence

by the writing, and I mean

Buy now. It of course

sounds like a drink.

In college; somewhere in college I learned;

That i.d.’ ing people over the age

of 29 around or

something, was

extremely illegal.

At the onset, or

now I am 36; and

when I tried to

Explain to the non noble

Form of chauvinism;

Chauvinistic store clerk:

That I learned then;

Which it turns out

Was not that long

[qualified more soon],

Ago; that this

Rule; this law would

Last at least 50

Years; he pretended

Like I wasn’t very

Important

and my bag broke

Like a piece of gleaming

Candy in your mouth

Chipped; and there’s

No injury.

of course, I

Never belie the rumors

That candy were/is

Bad for your teeth;

And my teeth hath

Turned perfect.

Of course the

bag didn’t to brake;

As in it’s still gabbing,

And ‘tis flavor fiction.

As has become

the cause though I

myself am a cop;

And many otters aren’t

yet; there was

Within three

Minutes as usual

An other not-fishing

But attempting to arrest

Me; so that he could

Use my identity to

Do the job he’s already

Illegally not-performing

At; and I never

hired him for. It’s Texas;

And the law here is

Not supposed to slip

Anymore; it’s way past

1994.

The replacement

Bag built to never break;

Would have taken

All of my spare,

Change; and tiredly

I decided to weight

The decision. That’s

However of course

Not what I bought

With the pre-given

Car.

If you wanted to

Learn how-to jazz;

You would stand your

Left foot on toe

Your right at almost

Toe; 45 degrees

Them from

One mother

Fold at 120 degrees

One of your elbows,

The right; bunch

Up the left hand

Jabbing it like a

Petal in the dust

Vertically and

You’d be listening

To: at least

cited: b.b. wild horses

You would of course

To do this be

Headless; doing it

With heaving

Gabbing bags;

Is called it’s time;

Fore, sleep.

I was just learning

Briefly [will I ever

Get a chance a-moor]

About cited:

Handbags from cited:

HANDBAGS

The ultimate

accessory

Tessa Paul

 

next,

Happy Veterans’

Or Veteran’s

Day, Veterans

and to your

hand-loving

loved ones, too.

 

Similarities, Continued.

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date typed up [a-ha to finally?] 82917

dedicated to all undesired career and work interruptions being penalized penalization to the interrupter; at the highest consequence …  last part from of: to paraphrase one of the loitering signs in this city.

 

source text of course [Holding The Man]

aside: interruption from the librarian … the librarian informed me today [what date was it: 81917] about; my own policy regarding photographing people who weren’t threatening my life; and

[report to: where report librarians?] I confirmed If your life is being threatened and you are not lying [about this, who this, this who] you have a legal obligation to photograph the folks involved [anywhere] … when functionally perceivable and this does not include or is not restricted by other peoples preferences; and if there’s no time or accessible device to photograph with; that photograph of they who is-is threatening your [life, safety, etc.] can be turned in to at least yourself and of course perhaps others, of-worth, too. To turn in a report, then shall it not be that the other shall be of some: worth; and the worth shall be: ethical worth. And any case how: is ethical worth assessed. In either way; if the photograph of report and somehow a legal way to report to yourself is e. than well, if you can’t photograph for the reasons or something like the reasons provided, well then: a written or summation report will be less effective; but it is still a-workable; and this of course is not to put down writing.

On a side clause: in indirect perhaps the term is law: in indirect law: if a report finds it to yourself and there is a real measure not some hoax or referred hoax: measure of worth; such as ethical worth; well then if you have met that measure in some way; well, you have not been surprised or committed crime by how; receiving a that such report … and so correctly both expect and not be surprised by the performance of others of ethical: worth whatever may be deemed publicly or not their role. Here role means of course not necessarily being somebody’s mother but rather where that being mother role may also intersect with society or the functioning of society actualizing … also known as role actualized evaded to expansive or role reform. The cliché of spoiling your child only approved when it is actually a child cannot that be spoiled so as that your spoiled child and your role as this spoiled child’s [parent?] does not un-function society as it is or as it is actualizing.

My point is I want the local  … ?

Back to regulated measure …

Back to Source text: where of course it is a regulated measure in any case as it is previously in previous postings described the source text a knowledge stream et al

[Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave] [Foreword:} [David Marr]

cited p. 9 under “A … BOYS” “ ‘I wish you were a girl.’ I wasn’t sure what he meant but said I wished he was a girl too.”

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sounds like transgenderism; but is this line though a spoken “wish” [“wish”] –es : actual?

or [an/a] unmeant dream.

for similarities between the two:

cited: 9 “carrot=red hair”

Source, text citation [2]:

Singing in the Shrouds.

Ngaio Marsh …

p. 9 (also)

“He would have liked to travel.”

Sounds

like

a dream/wish;

a wishing

dream

  • – – – – – —————————————————————————————

similarity?

cited p. 9 [2nd text]

a coincidence of number

near start; or start:

“car with a smashing redhead at the …”

 

cited: p 10 [second source text]

all of a now; the explanation [theme: ex-pal? , nation]

of why this is a reported

and noticed incident

is provided; likely asexuality

has converted to a-one

symposium of also or rather

instead non-asexuality; where

of course as compared to the incident; it is in the opposite sexuality; is it qualified as opposite?

“The man in the kiosk was chatting up a girl while the rest of us stood -à

shivering in the wind at Brighton Beach …”

 

why weren’t the rest of them shivering; as

In here the compared rest is: now; “man” & “girl”.

 

 

 

see this posting as; handout: Source text of course

 

How do you know what feels wrong to you.

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date: 63017

public library theme, select: she’s dumb and she’s not deaf. I know her and I use her name to get out of prison; without her consent.

outdoors public theme: and they won’t stop attempting to steal. We don’t have the guns. But they do. Which is they.

tag[s]: grammatical ideology how; is this fiction or not

Part One. I don’t know figure out what “you” means quick enough and roughly is still good enough.

I like ice cream and coconut milk; because it’s rich and it heals me. [heels?]

I like chocolate because it puts me out of pain.

I haven’t told a lot of people that I’m completely ordinarily deaf; and most not “dumb” people can just tell anyway; I can still hear you if you focus here. Otherwise I can’t. And I was born that way; but raised with a majority: family that kidnapped me that I’m not actually related to in any form of that actualized definition; so I never told majority: them. And they really don’t know, unless you tell majority: them.

I know I’m an actualized being: beings; because I’ve helped a “ton” of actualized other beings; and not so much or at all non-actualized beings; or those that never hope to actualize [.]

I went to college; and then further a lot of school. I was mostly if not completely a straight A student in higher advanced education especially the prestigious ones-forms of it; So I know most words have more than one regular utilized meaning for example: dumb and dumb. I’m not dumb but I am dumb. You maybe dumb but not dumb. We’re not the same really. See. [really, sea] My kidnapped family told me I was dumb and then paid [sum:]people to change my grades [when]; so that the entire world? could pretend it was true. Then we had the existence of terrorism in our world [in time]. Uhm, I’m not that “full”. Please don’t blame all terrorism on me; sometimes it’s like your fault.

Part Two. Figure out what “feels” [is]

to me it is a central gut-like irk; and that’s enough. One gut-like irk that cannot be trans-placed but can be temporarily -only temporarily ignored.

Part Three. That’s enough. {Two levels} {It’s a pun.}

The Model is You semi-defined to You.

and central Irk that can’t be ignored forever.

{hint: most people don’t know that I’m also completely ordinarily mute; and yet they can sometimes? hear me? and also partially completely blind. Most people don’t know that I’m also severely afflicted with various deviant and movement disorders; yet I’ve never committed crime. It’s pretty impossibly possible to be afflicted with a, movement disorders and never for example: hit back. It’s kind of the experience of a lot of civilian non-criminals; and also reformed criminals; but not non-reformed criminals; who I also call un-actualized one group of a beings; and I’m not sure if they; the definition of beings … makes verity here, for the un-actualized [non-reformed criminals].}

 

Part Four. A Compiled Aside:

“You” “feels”

form y, in more than one y

if not fiction; then like fiction at least hear: really, Sea in time terrorism … when

form flower like a y is another form of y [hint]

civilians are not allowed to hit back no matter how unescapably criminologically competent they are; and at least not hit back regularly if even they brake; break? that rule. But veritas is it actual just law.

How come non-reformed criminals hit back, and hit uh; cons tant [and not ly] I hope you understand like uh, for example, the basic of like math constants.

theme basics: math constants is-r also the cliche of “don’t give up” so don’t stop working … is a constant, math constant, how.

theme music citation: foster the people don’t stop [again]

Part Five. Almost Un-Related Like a Win, doe

There’s too much actualized no actual? evidence to make one […] s

believe that lies about competence ever build to a “win” in finality,

enough.