Fiction & Non-Fiction

Tree also means outdoorsy. [spec one, … it’s raining and the homeless people who aren’t just posing have no safe roof outdoors to sleep under … arrest the perpetrators, now! & don’t ever let them out]

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 1818

tag[s]: public welfare advisories, fashion of arboretum editing, analysis of other think tanks at the advanced version, and symbolic actual religious theology




theme: crawling with bugs;

As an example: of how this magazine is such as an advanced think tank: next to the sentiment: of christmas tree; another overt reminder of housing ha[s]/ve been of course this decorating piece[s]: and in homelessness of homeless shelter; staying at a non-belonged home-space, and-or even outside homelessness: seeing such a tree is at least a reminder that housing as a culture once was. The tree of course goes on it can be translated and is to work spaces; outdoor sleeping environments; and relic[s] to study from … as in this text.Cited p.48 in this month’s issue;

[look for next in this series of citation of magazine already , citation included in former postings on this blog … uh you are now playing a quick match this to the already posted appropriate citation, which should be obvious in processing; but if it’s not the answer will show up again: the response is work]

theme: why don’t libraries here have Christmas trees; is it a sentiment to mourning the experience of those without homes/ housing? Tell that to those that ridicule the actually homeless … forms, such as citations, are certainly include-d in defamation and ridiculing. Oh and don’t forget night stalking of the homeless; and yelling to wake them wee early hours, uh before 10 am.

reporting theme: You know I work a-veg. 15 hours a day, and you stay indoors all day, using my property and resources against my consent. What will be the consequence.

Reporting theme …: if you are situationally hostage: l’ost:age, uh, uh, uh, and not just hostage; you are effectively homeless … I think you’d noticed if even you own the property and or the equivalent: other properties, uh uh uh how is that equivalent; they don’t! care who you are according to the local authorities and uh can we call them un-holy terrorists in somebodies’ uniform.

features presents that are the depiction of perhaps the best the homeless scene has to provide: [at current date] sleep/rest near an outdoorsy/tree; and as the tree-like image is shown flat against the brown covered box; it’s an outline of how-to rest in the outdoors [where have you seen such packaging, additionally] … [t.b.c.]




[Celebrations in Criminology] Petals in the Dust; As Motorcycles

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Tag[s]: fiction study time for the fvp, and bizarre incidents of study for the fvp, and criminology, alcohol studies from non-alcoholics


almost and so here,




Celebrations in Criminology

and from “Purplement”

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 11917


Petals in the Dust;

As Motorcycles 11.8.17


A personal review;

where personal doesn’t

fit: intimate share;

but does fit about

me; I was at the

grocery using a

store pre-given card;

finishing up its use:

which has been such

a blessing; the bounty

of stores as we’ve

known in likely our [h]

adult lives in this Modern Era of Progression:

My God! Everything

Is Available.

… I have this bag,

it’s so heavy, and so

are my other bags …

… I drink a specific

foam; of “orange soda”

and the bottle empty, then

again added I could

re-invent to a new; only

meaning additional art form.

You’re supposed to

know I really love! “orange soda”

But how might you know that in evidence

by the writing, and I mean

Buy now. It of course

sounds like a drink.

In college; somewhere in college I learned;

That i.d.’ ing people over the age

of 29 around or

something, was

extremely illegal.

At the onset, or

now I am 36; and

when I tried to

Explain to the non noble

Form of chauvinism;

Chauvinistic store clerk:

That I learned then;

Which it turns out

Was not that long

[qualified more soon],

Ago; that this

Rule; this law would

Last at least 50

Years; he pretended

Like I wasn’t very


and my bag broke

Like a piece of gleaming

Candy in your mouth

Chipped; and there’s

No injury.

of course, I

Never belie the rumors

That candy were/is

Bad for your teeth;

And my teeth hath

Turned perfect.

Of course the

bag didn’t to brake;

As in it’s still gabbing,

And ‘tis flavor fiction.

As has become

the cause though I

myself am a cop;

And many otters aren’t

yet; there was

Within three

Minutes as usual

An other not-fishing

But attempting to arrest

Me; so that he could

Use my identity to

Do the job he’s already

Illegally not-performing

At; and I never

hired him for. It’s Texas;

And the law here is

Not supposed to slip

Anymore; it’s way past


The replacement

Bag built to never break;

Would have taken

All of my spare,

Change; and tiredly

I decided to weight

The decision. That’s

However of course

Not what I bought

With the pre-given


If you wanted to

Learn how-to jazz;

You would stand your

Left foot on toe

Your right at almost

Toe; 45 degrees

Them from

One mother

Fold at 120 degrees

One of your elbows,

The right; bunch

Up the left hand

Jabbing it like a

Petal in the dust

Vertically and

You’d be listening

To: at least

cited: b.b. wild horses

You would of course

To do this be

Headless; doing it

With heaving

Gabbing bags;

Is called it’s time;

Fore, sleep.

I was just learning

Briefly [will I ever

Get a chance a-moor]

About cited:

Handbags from cited:


The ultimate


Tessa Paul



Happy Veterans’

Or Veteran’s

Day, Veterans

and to your


loved ones, too.


Similarities, Continued.

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by goura fotadar

date typed up [a-ha to finally?] 82917

dedicated to all undesired career and work interruptions being penalized penalization to the interrupter; at the highest consequence …  last part from of: to paraphrase one of the loitering signs in this city.


source text of course [Holding The Man]

aside: interruption from the librarian … the librarian informed me today [what date was it: 81917] about; my own policy regarding photographing people who weren’t threatening my life; and

[report to: where report librarians?] I confirmed If your life is being threatened and you are not lying [about this, who this, this who] you have a legal obligation to photograph the folks involved [anywhere] … when functionally perceivable and this does not include or is not restricted by other peoples preferences; and if there’s no time or accessible device to photograph with; that photograph of they who is-is threatening your [life, safety, etc.] can be turned in to at least yourself and of course perhaps others, of-worth, too. To turn in a report, then shall it not be that the other shall be of some: worth; and the worth shall be: ethical worth. And any case how: is ethical worth assessed. In either way; if the photograph of report and somehow a legal way to report to yourself is e. than well, if you can’t photograph for the reasons or something like the reasons provided, well then: a written or summation report will be less effective; but it is still a-workable; and this of course is not to put down writing.

On a side clause: in indirect perhaps the term is law: in indirect law: if a report finds it to yourself and there is a real measure not some hoax or referred hoax: measure of worth; such as ethical worth; well then if you have met that measure in some way; well, you have not been surprised or committed crime by how; receiving a that such report … and so correctly both expect and not be surprised by the performance of others of ethical: worth whatever may be deemed publicly or not their role. Here role means of course not necessarily being somebody’s mother but rather where that being mother role may also intersect with society or the functioning of society actualizing … also known as role actualized evaded to expansive or role reform. The cliché of spoiling your child only approved when it is actually a child cannot that be spoiled so as that your spoiled child and your role as this spoiled child’s [parent?] does not un-function society as it is or as it is actualizing.

My point is I want the local  … ?

Back to regulated measure …

Back to Source text: where of course it is a regulated measure in any case as it is previously in previous postings described the source text a knowledge stream et al

[Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave] [Foreword:} [David Marr]

cited p. 9 under “A … BOYS” “ ‘I wish you were a girl.’ I wasn’t sure what he meant but said I wished he was a girl too.”



sounds like transgenderism; but is this line though a spoken “wish” [“wish”] –es : actual?

or [an/a] unmeant dream.

for similarities between the two:

cited: 9 “carrot=red hair”

Source, text citation [2]:

Singing in the Shrouds.

Ngaio Marsh …

p. 9 (also)

“He would have liked to travel.”



a dream/wish;

a wishing


  • – – – – – —————————————————————————————


cited p. 9 [2nd text]

a coincidence of number

near start; or start:

“car with a smashing redhead at the …”


cited: p 10 [second source text]

all of a now; the explanation [theme: ex-pal? , nation]

of why this is a reported

and noticed incident

is provided; likely asexuality

has converted to a-one

symposium of also or rather

instead non-asexuality; where

of course as compared to the incident; it is in the opposite sexuality; is it qualified as opposite?

“The man in the kiosk was chatting up a girl while the rest of us stood -à

shivering in the wind at Brighton Beach …”


why weren’t the rest of them shivering; as

In here the compared rest is: now; “man” & “girl”.




see this posting as; handout: Source text of course


How do you know what feels wrong to you.

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How do you know what feels wrong to you.

Secondary Standard head: Is this fiction or not.

Rough notes on the quick

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is it an? el; and other form translations or breakdowns … ? are [r]
by goura fotadar

date: 63017

public library theme, select: she’s dumb and she’s not deaf. I know her and I use her name to get out of prison; without her consent.

outdoors public theme: and they won’t stop attempting to steal. We don’t have the guns. But they do. Which is they.

tag[s]: grammatical ideology how; is this fiction or not

Part One. I don’t know figure out what “you” means quick enough and roughly is still good enough.

I like ice cream and coconut milk; because it’s rich and it heals me. [heels?]

I like chocolate because it puts me out of pain.

I haven’t told a lot of people that I’m completely ordinarily deaf; and most not “dumb” people can just tell anyway; I can still hear you if you focus here. Otherwise I can’t. And I was born that way; but raised with a majority: family that kidnapped me that I’m not actually related to in any form of that actualized definition; so I never told majority: them. And they really don’t know, unless you tell majority: them.

I know I’m an actualized being: beings; because I’ve helped a “ton” of actualized other beings; and not so much or at all non-actualized beings; or those that never hope to actualize [.]

I went to college; and then further a lot of school. I was mostly if not completely a straight A student in higher advanced education especially the prestigious ones-forms of it; So I know most words have more than one regular utilized meaning for example: dumb and dumb. I’m not dumb but I am dumb. You maybe dumb but not dumb. We’re not the same really. See. [really, sea] My kidnapped family told me I was dumb and then paid [sum:]people to change my grades [when]; so that the entire world? could pretend it was true. Then we had the existence of terrorism in our world [in time]. Uhm, I’m not that “full”. Please don’t blame all terrorism on me; sometimes it’s like your fault.

Part Two. Figure out what “feels” [is]

to me it is a central gut-like irk; and that’s enough. One gut-like irk that cannot be trans-placed but can be temporarily -only temporarily ignored.

Part Three. That’s enough. {Two levels} {It’s a pun.}

The Model is You semi-defined to You.

and central Irk that can’t be ignored forever.

{hint: most people don’t know that I’m also completely ordinarily mute; and yet they can sometimes? hear me? and also partially completely blind. Most people don’t know that I’m also severely afflicted with various deviant and movement disorders; yet I’ve never committed crime. It’s pretty impossibly possible to be afflicted with a, movement disorders and never for example: hit back. It’s kind of the experience of a lot of civilian non-criminals; and also reformed criminals; but not non-reformed criminals; who I also call un-actualized one group of a beings; and I’m not sure if they; the definition of beings … makes verity here, for the un-actualized [non-reformed criminals].}


Part Four. A Compiled Aside:

“You” “feels”

form y, in more than one y

if not fiction; then like fiction at least hear: really, Sea in time terrorism … when

form flower like a y is another form of y [hint]

civilians are not allowed to hit back no matter how unescapably criminologically competent they are; and at least not hit back regularly if even they brake; break? that rule. But veritas is it actual just law.

How come non-reformed criminals hit back, and hit uh; cons tant [and not ly] I hope you understand like uh, for example, the basic of like math constants.

theme basics: math constants is-r also the cliche of “don’t give up” so don’t stop working … is a constant, math constant, how.

theme music citation: foster the people don’t stop [again]

Part Five. Almost Un-Related Like a Win, doe

There’s too much actualized no actual? evidence to make one […] s

believe that lies about competence ever build to a “win” in finality,



Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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dates: 6.5.17 – 61317

tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions

Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP


by goura fotadar

I was thinking about;

as in all of but not just;

my fiction; the bar of the

draw cardes, post; and

the arrangements ; the cost of;

minimal would idol go-to in

times of low-coste; think of so’s

brand pandles; eating even more

food; and how flowers don’t. I’d

been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;

and treats of mides; and blows of

shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;

at a stage-front that was non-hoax;

and the ox was at the stage with

green stellas. She was a different way

when; dimples on the tilt; the image

of the inside the fixing of precedence;

and the bakes of no! pale. We were

non-bites; and finally I knew it was

a he; about his wife that he didn’t

like; Boy! was she gone.

Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something


In a review of liquor and

flowers; I had started reading “Lotus


cited: L … magazine
I wanted to discuss at this


point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”

the poem on page “9”

cited: the poem on page 9 from cited: L … magazine


aside 0: personal notes of real crime analysis and reports received and albeit civilian status
starts and finishes without severe

reading glance; at that vocation.

“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?

others that are


at some others

“have”  “kitchen … [s]”

not both? see the “yellow


as the “window” ‘s

entire being ; and you

have a baker , … , a pastry lover …

on “dizgotic” I hardly                           | date: 61117

know what dizgote means

w/out a dictionary and a summative

analysis of it, the word; but I wonder

if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t

mean the narrator; as described but I’ve

read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:

“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the

obvious that you can as one likely knows

analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;

cited: coding courses in community college;

something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;

as an entry into reading it : sort of like

the fine printed way to understand the over-all

enough-needed function of a vortex.

tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.

as an aside;

the death project, more source texts as identified

from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”

p. 11

of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis

is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”

prom: of p.11

“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”

under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”

theme: prejudice

is like unjust homicide


Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar

wishes to acknowledge the

receipt of your

request of a ban of

her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]

on Alma Street from

today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.

She appreciates the repeated blandishment

of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work


by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this

and such practicing libraries. She considers

this extreme harassment

under her social cause

of safety through homelessness

and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.

She requests that such

harassers not be

reciprocated for any

of her works and

identity; and she petitions

for the firing of all

pertaining library employees;

and volunteers.

She notes that out-spoken

un-defended prejudice

and gossip in this

country is illegal; and

that; likely despite

being at a knowledge

stream such person(s)

are unable to comprehend

the civic nobilite ;

that though you do

not like her; this

is certain; not her


dedicated to the service

      of J. J. L/F

citing p. 344

of  The

Amy Vanderbilt

Complete Book

of Etiquette

by Nancy


and Nancy



The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

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Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy

… jewels

Date: 6117

By goura fotadar

Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!

Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.

Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.


A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;

And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;

They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;


And I said, the truth: “no.”


I didn’t answer?


I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”


They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;

I waited to:

To not reveal the way I move, why?

To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around

When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;

Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.

I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;

I’m not and so

I said,

“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”

Oh they said,

Stumbling back away.


Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with …  ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.


Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary


how would you take this piece

and turn it / make it fiction

| so easy |

how would you make it to at least yours [elf]

acceptab,lly non fiction

| less easy |


cited: as accessed on 6117

through fb


This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies.  or. or. or [to catch all the views.]


Practice for “Purplement”

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by Goura Fotadar

date: 52817 m. date: 5.27.17


source, cited: Elizabeth Adler, The Secret of the

Villa Mimosa


just as the cover image

depicts for brief but

general, too; art


the “villa” that is

also a “mimosa”

or scuse me

in the shape of a



the “mimosa” is of course drink;

but is often served in as demonstrated

glass; as shown in cover l’arte. [not here shown]



from the inside cover of

the source, text:

“Dr. Phyl Forster first saw

the un-identified young woman

on an early morning TV



Then overall;

to create a good smelling reality;

applying the past source citation book:

“n rockwell” dabbed in a

spread                               drops of prepared lotion.

-> for cited: & thass y …

  cited: rum’s theory [series]