Fiction & Non-Fiction

Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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dates: 6.5.17 – 61317

tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions

Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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by goura fotadar

I was thinking about;

as in all of but not just;

my fiction; the bar of the

draw cardes, post; and

the arrangements ; the cost of;

minimal would idol go-to in

times of low-coste; think of so’s

brand pandles; eating even more

food; and how flowers don’t. I’d

been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;

and treats of mides; and blows of

shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;

at a stage-front that was non-hoax;

and the ox was at the stage with

green stellas. She was a different way

when; dimples on the tilt; the image

of the inside the fixing of precedence;

and the bakes of no! pale. We were

non-bites; and finally I knew it was

a he; about his wife that he didn’t

like; Boy! was she gone.

Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something

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In a review of liquor and

flowers; I had started reading “Lotus

magazine”

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cited: L … magazine
I wanted to discuss at this

 

point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”

the poem on page “9”

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cited: the poem on page 9 from cited: L … magazine
that

 

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aside 0: personal notes of real crime analysis and reports received and albeit civilian status
starts and finishes without severe

reading glance; at that vocation.

“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?

others that are

“poor”

at some others

“have”  “kitchen … [s]”

not both? see the “yellow

cookie”

as the “window” ‘s

entire being ; and you

have a baker , … , a pastry lover …

on “dizgotic” I hardly                           | date: 61117

know what dizgote means

w/out a dictionary and a summative

analysis of it, the word; but I wonder

if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t

mean the narrator; as described but I’ve

read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:

“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the

obvious that you can as one likely knows

analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;

cited: coding courses in community college;

something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;

as an entry into reading it : sort of like

the fine printed way to understand the over-all

enough-needed function of a vortex.

tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.

as an aside;

the death project, more source texts as identified

from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”

p. 11

of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis

is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”

prom: of p.11

“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”

under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”

theme: prejudice

is like unjust homicide

 

Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar

wishes to acknowledge the

receipt of your

request of a ban of

her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]

on Alma Street from

today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.

She appreciates the repeated blandishment

of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work

 

by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this

and such practicing libraries. She considers

this extreme harassment

under her social cause

of safety through homelessness

and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.

She requests that such

harassers not be

reciprocated for any

of her works and

identity; and she petitions

for the firing of all

pertaining library employees;

and volunteers.

She notes that out-spoken

un-defended prejudice

and gossip in this

country is illegal; and

that; likely despite

being at a knowledge

stream such person(s)

are unable to comprehend

the civic nobilite ;

that though you do

not like her; this

is certain; not her

problem.

dedicated to the service

      of J. J. L/F

citing p. 344

of  The

Amy Vanderbilt

Complete Book

of Etiquette

by Nancy

Tuckerman

and Nancy

Dunnan

 

The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

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The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

for The FVP

 

Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy

… jewels

Date: 6117

By goura fotadar

Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!

Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.

Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.

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A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;

And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;

They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;

Scenario

And I said, the truth: “no.”

Or

I didn’t answer?

Or

I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”

 

They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;

I waited to:

To not reveal the way I move, why?

To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around

When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;

Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.

I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;

I’m not and so

I said,

“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”

Oh they said,

Stumbling back away.

 

Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with …  ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.

 

Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary

 

how would you take this piece

and turn it / make it fiction

| so easy |

how would you make it to at least yours [elf]

acceptab,lly non fiction

| less easy |

 

cited: http://www.jewelrygig.com/a-few-quiet-amethyst-treasures/ as accessed on 6117

through fb

 

This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies.  or. or. or [to catch all the views.]

vases

Practice for “Purplement”

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for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date: 52817 m. date: 5.27.17

 

source, cited: Elizabeth Adler, The Secret of the

Villa Mimosa

 

just as the cover image

depicts for brief but

general, too; art

practice:

the “villa” that is

also a “mimosa”

or scuse me

in the shape of a

mimosa

proof

the “mimosa” is of course drink;

but is often served in as demonstrated

glass; as shown in cover l’arte. [not here shown]


mimosa

 

from the inside cover of

the source, text:

“Dr. Phyl Forster first saw

the un-identified young woman

on an early morning TV

newscast.”

2ndpage


Then overall;

to create a good smelling reality;

applying the past source citation book:

“n rockwell” dabbed in a

spread                               drops of prepared lotion.

-> for cited: & thass y …

  cited: rum’s theory [series]

 

Rough notes on ART function.

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for the bladder funeral

remember to include

tag[s]: fictional heritage whilst the non-fiction world is sun spun, art notes, word diagrams

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art notes: audiography;

cited: voicethread see link below

slide 19 or: https://voicethread.com/myvoice/thread/8849244/52431651/52155889

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

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as noted not surprisingly

it art box; another

death box came it

become; had to

be quickly in re-formation

together with excess

rubberbands

+ paper & leaves

& a tea – water

solution

then to turn

things fictional :

bury the thing

semi – like

a truck

cover by the

limited height

and this is

the real definition

of height?

of other vehicles

uncover it if [after sum: time]

you have

bladder concerns such as

cancer; or if you care for

someone … s, ; who

does care for just means at

least think politely of

then unbury it

scribble bladder

and rub some

“piss on it”

bury it again;

aiming for complete

burial.

_____________

non-fiction back to

for this art

notes posting:

The Creativity of Safety

is Sometimes A Quick

Run

d

b, lad, der

b a ladder

to [b, lad]

does that make sense?

of support

definition

bladder

why the “flag of iwo jima” (cited:)

bladder

b, lad [d] er

b, lad [d] er   (er -> swing direction)

b, lad [d] er  ([d] -> the thing that helps as b, lad swings direction of the effort?)

[d] is short for

short

the strong physical ladder

or long for

long

the metaphysical ladder

 

|| meta|| physical

apparent apparent

it is; ladder yes!

must mean support

and not just the traditional

singular climb.

perfect

 

How to keep “it” safe.

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How to keep “it” safe.

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for The Fictional VolunTier Project

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Exercise: Is This Portion Fiction or Not.  A rough draft.

Theme: Homeless life

Tags: understanding authentication better or for the first time [better]; understanding the query of problem: shelter; theories of non-crime; advocacy: is the real deal; when is plagiarism plagiarism; queries on identity formation in non-fiction.

Level: Easy, basic.

 

Here’s using myself as example and my work such; example representation:

The Person / People report such and provide an example; the display of the example once you become and-or are familiar with their work is different from its usual display: manifestation. They say it’s to spread its wings wider; and you’re still not sure or are you [… if this is true]. What’s the process of being sure that it’s true , for you [… and not for them].

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[this fiction work labelled to some extent roughly; right above in quotes; is again fiction] is used as art manifesto

Man-If-Established [o]

Tags: emphasis

Theme Inquiries: Emphasis Implies Truth; Emphasis Implies only fiction. How dumb are … .

 

Safety in the outdoors is much different and-or in the outside redefined and-or translated here to prevent tarnish; to include the outside.

[Define Inappropriate Authority.]

Most officials of inappropriate authority cannot comprehend the functional adventure in resting, retiring and sleeping outside.

Side Copy: Mission Statement: Real Adventure Precludes Spirituality. Look Up The Definition of Preclude; No Look Up the meaning of Precludes.

They don’t miss the view of the sky; that they claim you can’t see outside anyhow at night; and also they have an open-drop or such window tops no panels on roofs or is it rooves. So you consider retiring outdoors at during the day; if public space affords such freedom expanses of schedule for you. They think you are a public hazard for resting outside; and they are much more hygienic for resting inside. But if you’re not just [as in only]; but especially if you are part of any modern homeless movement; and this of course the officials; inappropriate authorities

[no that’s not the definition of officials, official that’s just the contextual meaning here]

might not understand does not imply that you have a safe choice in not being homeless outdoors. How might you use common conceptions of danger I think mistranslated from resting indoors to facets of resting outdoors; such as sleeping under the ground,  against the walls; and covered away from most; that view and-or open in view from, to outside consumers of your rest;

 

experiences of , such as … that are still afraid of and-or uncomfortable sleeping in tents; and this isn’t

A criticism;

Clobbered up like that sometimes lends itself to something like news stories;

Reminder? : the, this writer seems to think that experiences affect the news; and=or change [more so: effect?] the news, case example:

“A homeless person was thinking that he Alice Q was safely asleep in a bush; and there were an onslaught of housed people who do not support homeless rights; and so think it’s just to pose and receive benefits as homeless people; they see that it is [in] their right[s] to trespass on the homeless resting anywhere especially hidden in bushes in this case; and since they are actually they believe paying all the bills for the homeless; they are also glad they were able to get Alice Q stabbed nearly to death. As the local police in badges have stated: “there’s nothing you can do when the homeless believe they are standing for social cause; we have just right under oath to remove them from all of their locations; because quite simply we work and have worked so much harder than them. That’s the only reason they are homeless; and they by the way do nothing for a living; except drink. I’ve already advised them to consider selling their bodies like the folks we have ‘undercover’ posing as homeless and posing as staff to end charity toward such homeless. We hope to deport them to our countries of origin and away from what is obviously not their home country: the Free United States of America.” 

thinker: is this culturally racist and-or |just| culturally proud.

And the point is homeless or not when there are … like this speaking for … how would you protect your even hallucinations of what might happen for are hallucinations always a falsity of what might could happen in the bush and-or against the wall or on that slab of concrete the only place or one of a few around where you feel  safe enough sleeping / resting / retiring around. Including the indoors by-the-way: where maybe if you were lucky? Enough to live for some time; Oh those luckies who live indoors; that’s why all they do is stalk us in our rest spots. Good logic. Really you should win a medal. Is that medal the restroom; especially the public restrooms.

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Is this a proof for the possible application of safety in art; or excuse me; art’s safety; in at least attempted safety.

 

 

theme: resting outside is a public hazard according to how aptitude qualified authority

theme 2: Oh shut up! Everything you say or think is fiction and that’s a crime. Or no that’s not right, that’s the truth. [And two are the only options; only two!][?][for everything; only two options; you have only two options.][?]

theme music citation: Homewrecker Marina & The Diamonds

theme illness citations: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder / Post Traumatic Disorder [levels of cited: DSM …]

Book Notes & Opinions, Please! and Connected Poetry/Fiction & The Death Project thematics

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Book Notes & Opinions, Please!  and Connected Poetry/Fiction
& The Death Project thematics
for The Fictional VolunTier Project

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by Goura Fotadar
date: 6dot7dot16

date, collected: 3dot29dot16

Source Book: “Vintage PKD” by “Philip K. Dick”  from, the: “San Jose Public Library;” where I currently owe nearly $200 in overdue book fines!

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Book Notes,
To Disturb
the Criminal Case. (Theme / Conception)
On “Vintage PKD:”
Under Opinions:
This would be
a really good book
for a cop to read.

Supporting Lines, ” (P. 82)
… When night comes——-”

Side Idea: Don’t you think that the
police should have special
library privileges.

arrow to two arrows to Supporting Lines:
” (P. 78) That’s why I’m
here; you wanted to
be brought into major policy-
planning decisions, and god
knows we need that now,
a new policy, or anyhow a
revamping  of our scout structure.
‘ I was dreaming,’ Ella said. ‘I
saw a smoky red light, a horrible light …”

Under Fictional
Slant;
& The
Death Project
& You’ve been living
dead … & have you enjoyed it?
Away from the beckoning of their
pest-like infusion Onto You: An Abysmal
Version of Experience : Suffering . Well,
of course; there are gradient choices;
With an Agenda: Suffering.
Dear Me : I hope that ” … a horrible light”
isn’t Life!

Side Poetry Notes:
No, it’s not
Spring;
it’s October;
unless; spring is
October.
& they not exist:
have been ly -ing
in every Sense
of the
Word.
The Word of Death.

Returning the Library Books!
other notes, of possible brainstorming, connected to:
library books being overdue; and not being able to purchase them/ pay the fine: entirely or even to some extent;
and not being able to afford to make it to the library to return (them);
and not being able to walk there thus far;  for reasons previously identified (in other nearby places):
wouldn’t it be useful and potentially innovative / constructive:
that if you have photographs with barcodes of the books you have from a library; that the location they are stored at, if you can’t make it back to the branch locations are identified on-line or through mail with your permission, and then any: needer of those books, can come by and pick them up; given they “have” more opportune transportation
.

Sufficing Like Slice-ing Note on “The Prodigal Son” : the strength of the animal Spirit, perhaps a new age interpretation of the Kill

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Sufficing Like Slice-ing Note on “The Prodigal Son”
: the strength of the animal Spirit, perhaps a new age interpretation of the Kill
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
By Goura Fotadar
portions of this were written under conditions of extreme stress, not that that’s an excuse for certain failings and an italics over : certain
date: 4.1.16, 4.4.16
source text: https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/

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(search under: The Prodigal Son)
(as accessed on 4.1.16 & 4.4.16)
references:
http://www.thefreedictionary.com/prodigal

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(as accessed on 4.1.16)

I wasn’t raised Christian,
and one-day in a Buddhist circle;
I heard the mention of this story.
Well, of course,
I didn’t hear quite as I’ve read here;
but I’d hate to say, I heard it in-accurately.
Well,
uhm;
anyhow,
reading this story:
the most standout Note I have to mention absolutely,
is that the killed and prior-to the change state of Death; sounds to me like the in:actual prodigal son:
for one thing
it might not have given into Greed
to become “fattened”
for another thing; as it seems the “fattening” came from the outside: its self; and certainly over-feeding can be a sign of abuse
it was the one that experienced the kill
to celebrate the return of a “lost and found” son
and for the last thing,
it is the Death of this Being: As  a Kill,
which re-defines the term Prodigal
to go from the mundane and almost sinful former wastage:
to new conservation: and Abundance.
Hence, if even you do not believe in animals having souls;
surely, an animal may have a spirit that has in this story been slaughtered
(and in spirit can anything be slaughtered)
to welcome back the “lost and found”
and in any case,
since “the father” has now promised the non-prodigal in its prior-to death of “fattened calf” meaning son, “everything …” of his; instead just the portion of what was “divided” unto them; the translated prodigal transformer calf with potential to transform and transfer even more if even so longer after the Death of itself; has left the more discretionary son, everything. Hence the new meaning of Prodigal Only further cemented. In any case, this story alone proves the strength of the actual animal spirit of what might not have been so mundane of a calf. (Hence one method of selection for kill, at least then. In Politics & Security: Are We Re-Defining the Kill, now. To be, dare I say: More Just.)Perhaps after, if not before and during, its spirit rose to Heaven; and only if you believe in such a thing and/or this Story, Interpretation.

Theme: A cut from a rose thorn is good luck
Other Ideas Tha’ Come Up: On The Abundant Concept: Consider this spiritual fiction, an insert
The Life Model: The 100% breakdown

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The Life Model; a die-a-gram

The Idea That “Abundance” Isn’t Superfluous or un-necessary,
and somehow: if you have earned ( forgive me for my Buddhist interpretation)
your abundance, that you need all of it; that you have earned; because you plan and will
use it; your earning of abundance, unlike a being who has not earned your or their own: abundance. For example: can a one that you care for be earned for by your earnings and by your own earned selection.
So two examples of
Life Breakdown: would be: (using this idea of abundance)
in the 100% range;
example one: 25% abundance, 25% starvation, and 50% heaven; which is a complete Life Model
example two: 30% abundance, 26% destitution, and 44% above average living; which is called an Earned Spiritual Training Model of Life Model