[Basic Review List of current regulating tools & the use of Summaries as if this is 6th grade college real early: ] The Aged Monk Becomes, …?

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by Goura Fotadar
date typed up: 62818
[sorry: this public computer’s version of draft program isn’t working well enough for a similar attached cited: pdf & as usual this is for cited: n.a.t.o. charity and such
et al]

tag[s]: career exhibition tools, career counseling, basic business modifications/updates/reviews and same for practicing economics, editing & actuarial editing/proofing,
fire marshal[l] quadrants, political hints, …

=You need a cited: board,
so if you don’t have one already; at least envision one in your mind; you want so-so and so-and-so for such-and-such-and-such-and-such-and-such
=You need at least one paper and-or digital handout no matter how brief outlining the uh, situation/circumstance; and digital only; is just fine/works.
=You need the equivalent of a Truth Validation Test and Actualized/Actual verifier of a such; sounds like a serious on-call and response job that is
really like sound; ing such as Actuary; and yes, this is not poetry [I mean the words].

= Then and or before then; you need a questioning sequence brief or elongated or sequenced with both and such, … about the backdrop and-or about the situation/circumstance
= You want at least the target and or main entrepreneur[‘s] self-declared self-belief about proven repute-ability whether “regular” society agrees or not, …
[if you really wanted you could ask the Actualized/Actual verifier for their: his/her supportive opinion]
= You need to identify the tools the main entrepreneur uses; and how these tools translate to your specific knowledge system; as the consumer and such variety; and you have
to consider, … how important in level [as in or not important] your knowledge system is to the main entrepreneur

Hints for this basic review: M.E. [Main entrepreneur] = a similar meaning such as protagonist or main protagonist cited: U.C. Berkeley
& citation, inventions have at least * this purpose in disguise; alongside other citation inventions, …

The main article, or source citation: is incorporated or not; has to do with federations, and not just “federal”; solicits me based on hidden “Awards” of mine,
… has to do with the completion of this basic and mainstream type of cultural economic learning diagram, Untitled1 … leaves me, cited: c.i.a. operative hints, such as and-or
like and its true some of the “doctors” believe that all of a sudden I have developed b.p. ; or rather [in r.l.] I am just undercover in m.i. status, at least; to assess discrimination
how fun! against it; because that’s not what m.i. means and the hints in … [l’article] are such as, [:]
* think of age-ing men; and what they may need today and not just ten years, ago
* as an operative apply these thoughts to your current constand/t deployment experience that actual officials and authorities who aren’t really actual ignore:
cited: bingo; the problem main is: outdated and ongoing: they don’t like their housing circumstance
this is also the main reflective [sociological economic] line: Age-ing men who are experienced in * don’t like their housing; and may not have all
the housing options they want; how can we change what they earn in this age: period;
here’s a *funny/sci/fi like hint: what about halting the actual sociological development period of age-ing in contrast form: how necessary is this; we may not
want to stop anybody * from becoming the form of a completed aged Monk.



A house is a baby. [Part II.] [and other stuff … ]

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Date typed up: 4318

tag[s]: housing combat/militia, existence militia/combat, forced abortion theories, and I’m pregnant due in like six years?


It starts to generate its own worth throughout time; and you own what it generates and-or you own a stake in what it generates. At the time you are born; you now own a stake of and-or own the worth of your future work in some portion; and that portion of your work is already complete in the future [at the time of your birth inheritance or not you are no longer poor as a baby.]

A few years ago, it was too obnoxious for me to tell the greedy jews collecting the rent; that my original family own this; and likely don’t want or need me to write a rent check.

It’s funny because I didn’t give them much thought th[a]n;

I was deployed here in my home country as most operatives are; even when in a foreign land doing possibly additional deployments; and in a hint of quantum physics: maybe this is linked in time mutation before I knew them back in time like before I was born.

I was thinking then that all the money I was spending on rent was/would be just better invested in the young

As most people I wasn’t home very much then ; because I then worked outside of the home; and my home was a crash-pad where I spent most hours recovering then from my bizarre work hours …

I of course didn’t want any children; but even at some reduced police discount rent that was provided through my job then without the greedy [jewish] neighbors I think being aware; it’s one funny thing because my original family [ who I didn’t give much thought then those of the older generation because of my deployment enmeshments and let’s just be honest their severity] is culturally among other things the ‘real version’ Hasidic jewish; [I doubt that would hurt their feelings; they’d probably just be proud]

I think I remember that. {is this a joke? See mind channels}


But my intention was pretty strong; I was hardly ever home; me and my dog could have slept, showered, and change-d somewhere else.


The rent money of years, and years before could have gone to a next generation of children a-or young; even their resources; and or to other supernatural causes!    …


[Mouse horses] Most houses look like mirrors; and the obvious melodrama would be like one of my favorite poems mirrors can be I guess lines of connection to personal and-or external societal development or society’s development

They kind of splurge out of the ground and-or into reality much like a baby’s birth; I suppose we don’t usually want to part with housing; that it’s almost non-disciplined-ly more convenient to have and use it, ourselves: because our good-ness doesn’t want

babies to die.

But perhaps staying with a house, and or housing isn’t the best translation of … a child, children’s development; rather the house is a;  forced into birth?

Mirror tied precariously into our reality; it might want to be hung [used] differently; and … it might even want to move.

It seems part of the point is helping houses/ housing recover from disability; and the easiest way would be extensions in any of the traditional to our reality directions: (— — — — — — —- X -à

/\ | y






Then the


Would have


To that



What if

Buildings that were

Housing started out already extended;

Wouldn’t they be considered by

The level of extension as already

Non-disabled; I

Hardly imagine this definition

Of disability would be a regular

One for humans; perhaps an irregular one.


In quick working preferences:

If I had to re-construct housing

Using the same needs; that seem enlightened because on this sphere

They don’t go away: I’d have a fully covered [yes with a hint of at least air] external bathroom; an outside kitchen with some roof-[ing]; an outside covered sleeping room; and only an inside office and-or living room.

theme: wouldn’t the food be cold as soon as it started to cook? Well, …

Temperature control

But I’d still have a lock-key with the open-roof area [impossible] or very difficult to jump into.

Primary sources, cited: my childhood inventions and Coldwell banker from cited: palo alto weekly, 3, 23, 18

Part two. How do you become a cloud, in at least a virtual way.

tag[s]:  metaphysical climbers, lower heaven establishment definitions, art theory, computer science theory

How to become a cloud. a paragraph is it from one of the recent postings is or can be shaped like a cloud. How else might it is it like a cloud.  …

Create a paragraph [shaped like a cloud] with an explanation and or description of you and or else someone that you want to be in cloud: entropy: and then virtually rise it above to “regular cloud” level at some place. Check [when it’s out] the next cited: soul pieces; for the heavenly regular height version;  and or heaven: entropy [cloud or such] and review from my synchronized lecture.


Cloud: entropy as a game almost

Parameters: [infinity regurgitating -y, infinity regurgitating y, null x, null x]

A wizard likes to code is really ethical with math; which is the same as letters and

Hides a poof of smoke under its non-limbs; the poof always smells like something you can’t quite place

Flowers, candle wax, cigarettes, or soap and some liquid: tea, … the fervent appearance of mental illness is in this case vase not; a cracking of prayer which is of course a coarse almost forgetful chanting against every memory it usually places first …  or zero when that is pre-amble

theme: cloud shapes and first grade reviews

theme music citation: sarah Brightman eden


Part three. The Book report, continued

p.130  please connect to fish article that you, goura saw on 11.3.17

  1. 156 in a counseling strategy, perhaps: stop or pause the dating process for a-while to ask the main character to outline reasonable reasons for desiring marriage or romantic union


book report diagram-

tag[s]: ,,, book reports like 5th grade, and finally! again: basic mind channels


“puppy” is of “surgery” but not in the way you think (likely) more like connected to un-reliability of “surgery” and the un-sighted

cited: danger zone

theme music citation: danger zone

un-reliability of

“surgery” can

Cause a forever in heath I mean health issues; perhaps cited: heath, and then the reverse arrow: below,


so “surgery”

= no cure  ,




Art should look

like this: … AHG!

I’m going

to the


… but I suppose

It’s obviously important

Who r that doctor[s].


theme citation connection: [did it used to be] … doctors


cited: Mennonite in a little black dress, Rhoda Janzen


A house is a baby, explained. [Part I.]

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By Goura Fotadar

Date: 33018

tag[s]: real estate, wealth protection, economics

[also in this form: A house is a baby]

It’s an interesting thing to hope that a house that were nearly 8 million dollars would be some-thing that would make reality interesting; it makes sense when … even : when given for free; food is expensive; i.e. it takes a lot of entropy  to create; what is a lot of entropy.


The house; situation why we are deployed as homeless; is well, because I just don’t think housing should cost that much; and even if you have a lot; I think each house should cost about a penny and-or be free. What about its security, people would likely threaten. Who cares. A few years ago when I was paying rent for a shack in the hills; to/through a property my original father owned: he & they own like everything. I suppose it’s about fair to say, what they don’t own, I own; and then they own it; and vice-versa. What they own, I own after in order; in this case it’s with. Here’s a way to start rich; and to own and-or have a stake in a lot … ; it’s also a very interesting way / method to understand time: you get older and the past is mutated by your intentional economic entropy: if you produce / create any work and then take nothing for it; for a while; and or less than its worth …



The tearing ripping conundrum

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Date typed up: 2718

tag[s]: crisis prevention; the local authorities such at everything; everything and nothing; and all the middles, economics; the warrant for their non-reformed criminal arrests


[a] Assessment period if even in phase.

Period assessed this perhaps phase: late 2016 to beginning 2018

The problem with having no storage either in a secured by surveillance verity; and or through a storage locker for the homeless and the homeless like accords; such as those that might be situationally hostage; and need a storage locker; for extra survival assistance; in case they do get at a hurried time; or just cause.

[b] Oath to actual witnessed generosity from a large enough portion of experiential society during this assessment period if even in phase pre-qualifying phase; and the …

Is that no matter how generous other people [the ahem not few of them in this country; including foreigners who are assuaged here, too] are and no matter how hard you work; and how generous you are [theme: my god, generous during homelessness and while working unpaid; have you lost it; you must be crazy]

[c] the crisis backpack, luggage is a criminology sign of the greed of the local authorities

Is that your stuff starts to break; and you must tie the non-back packs with scarf hangers around to create an elongation to yield to the brake of your walk-run, skirm to even the local transportation, points public or elsewhere such. And then the bus driver glares at you for having so much stuff; and then people stop who are not your generous group in part of; and think they can do cited: voo doo on you; adding more weight with your increment movement each; and does it work? I dunno; but things start to break; and without any storage; and with the police department ordering you to give them blow jobs and with the local librarians place these authorities in “ “ here; they aren’t pretending that for example they are above militia authority to you know who; yes, this is a request to place them under arrest, confirmed. Including the bald guy and his so called wife on forest ave. in palo alto, ca. and unless you are an athletic militia member; the break of your belongings as the local case managers fornicate with non-homeless people in their offices and populate the local busses with their relatives; who don’t need transportation; because they touched the bus pass as it reached your hand: did I tell you that I said “no” to hiring such free loaders. And I’m not even in the 1960s; to re-iterate society through time to non-free loading; my god when you work for free; you’re still working; if even you just analyze television shows and movies; that’s still work; send your notes to somebody [who?] if you can.  In any case to re-iterate society to non-free-loading; I promise I’m nowhere close to 60 years of age; and I don’t think had past lives; we must live the life of the free-loaders while working our own non-freeloading way; yes, in economics who is [he, economics is the] ultimate lord; it will win. Stand back and be surprised. The breakage is why the backpack comes in; it rips just like any other thing; and

You non athlete untraditional in the militia form: might lose your cool. I’m sorry it sucks that the local now you see it “authorities” not hired by me, cause this catastrophe; but it’s not your fault; as long as all the conditions are actually met; just trust me.

Fortunately, I visited cited: Patagonia; and if you can get like something in the 100 dollar range [donated cash from you own work, my god we are in special ops. Who do you trust to hand your share of your work you to through a correction in the mishap of free-loading, past; think about that seriously; for me it’s real buddhist monks, the actual Vietnam veterans and nobody else not even the real cops; no offense to you guys … why? and not Christian pastors either; though I’m interfaith and not the posers of these, those two approved by me groups [oh, but don’t forget the equivalents. How could you be an equivalent actual to those two; or my god even above; is it possible] ] ; as of yesterday warranted [the following and not the prior]; it might change; like a reforming criminal; but it usually goes in the other direction; not for me though; it only moves in the one direction; comes with a backpack warranty; that’s what I’d require; I think the warranty to fix the breaking trear, no, tear; drop oh no! is free.

Because I’m not allowed to lose my cool;  yeah right.

[A raison d’etre to write fiction; pretend below like a lake near a boat house with horses and spinning hair, yours maybe; or whatever your version of yours spinning hair to here is; that this is upcoming fiction; why do you do that, god it’s not like it pays money; but doesn’t it pay their salaries and ways of life:death; without my consent? We call that an illegal trade; and I’m not the one committing that illegality. But like I have other titles and jobs, and such and they are all connected.]

fiction? start

That librarian is an ugly fat bitch; and so are her fake orderlies. And I’m the leader of what?

She deserves to be put away to … what along with her “fans” yeah right like she/he has “fans”.

fiction over.

This is the one I would pick; do you believe form from another trader in additional; so two backpacks? I dunno. You can. Would you think this one, won: would survive longer than the wear of tear; until you do get defined to the ultimate to non-traditional athlete; no offense traditional a la also athletes. There is just something about the leg lifts that get you to that last mile with two hundred pounds without sweating to your death [everyday too and night]; that’s a bit different but perhaps a supplement to different not like the local librarians caseworkers and cops; et al like those locals; did I mention I’m actually from the Bay Area;

Than running.

cited: Tradesy


Or maybe this is a better more see-able version: who knows. [next, not included; I’m in a public library hurry; as a diplomat or what is it I am?]



A personal story on cues not quite; translated to the basic word re-imaging.

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tag[s]: economic research connected criminology, and cue patterns specified again, art abstractions on gender studies and vanities, call reports


theme: gender surgery and its e/a ffects

I was watching as each parks and or leaves exactly at a face-body match when I do. They had told me that I wasn’t hallucinating non-usefully, it’s quite illegal.

[Insert cited; even loosely who that “they” is ] [Check without a citation; based on collected evidence who that it’s not definitely: for example legal verification is never here  [through] the local “authorities”]

Collect evidence and-or data also for memory.

[I took a picture]

Assess threat connected to retrieving evidence for verification.

A woman who stalks me nearly everywhere I go and I’m not sure is even female; because she also stalks me in female only scenes; and this is also including: she’s not female and is also not gender inclusive or gender unified; [as in fiction but not]; moaning to herself and guttering objects in my presence, blocking off washing and use-entry segments. The Moaning Continues, uh.


[S/he] Is near. I assess threat, and it’s too dangerous to pull at evidence collector and look/examine picture again. Change assignment as in modify it to use what is. Perhaps retrieve from memory such as in a call report without materials nearby. A practice modifying on further modification call reports for utilize-ability.

Definitions of Surveillance : Another is this fiction or not. \ [part one.][or both.]

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tag[s]: civil rights action, …

[also in this form: Definitions of Surveillance]


Date: 1.14.18


In an interesting turn of circumstance I’m assigned? [who assigned me? ] [double question mark directive] to watching this man on surveillance. The incompetent “librarians” can’t be as a whole expected to do a single yes, competent thing.

He’s been using public computers withe shuch [with such] “librarians” miserly [ness] in public yes; way past the required time limits. And I wish I were joking when I said cited: C.I.A. officials he decides with the local? “librarians” he takes precedence over. Just a few days ago, I heard him unfortunately yelling with other unholy terrorists who are currently all wearing a Buddhist? Matching orange; when they can’t steal themselves into militia uniforms & tools that in entropy don’t belong to them … that the cited: C.I.A. is insane, and that he knows much-much more about fire security, policy, and police work, and perhaps even religious ascetic forms of Buddhism [all in its actual form-s].

Mostly he waddles from what he is convinced is reserved seating for him between “his” public workspace and other seating; he also waddles to and fro the bathroom area along with the local? “librarians” yes barricading access to the bathroom. When perhaps the [this generation’s deployed] military complains about this specific barricade; a non-useful hallucinatory version of cleaning people, are sent into the bathroom: man dating any bodies on the toilet to squeeze and push their urine and feces out; this happens especially when the bathrooms have already been cleaned and are still in early process since then: clean.

They use the building in their European stance to anti-freedom as if they ar- its original donor; and are paying for its day-to-day operations, and regularly. The miserly[ness] of the local? “librarians” presumes them to declare based on this criminologist’s investigation that inappropriate lengths of work times on checked out public,

Books,  [or what did I mean instead.]


[Robotic theories synced ]

Computers will get them unearned salaries paid and-or elevate their unearned salaries. [It might be edifying to consider actual definitions applied of elevate and how these may translate to such positions in society et al in function.]


theme: got bust through to comply with public computer use time limits; god forbid, I might zone out for a minute to five, and my work unposted …

theme music citation [again?] Interpol all the rage back home

Seemingly Persons Controlling

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date typed up: 9217

Inspired by not just the … ; so and by the experience of dating a guy I was dating; who kept trying to get me arrested not understand[-ing] that he and not I was-is a non-reformed criminal. The police ware on his call turned to his call on me; how convenient. Still facing prison for another’s crime; look at the officers around.

date worked on: 11.2.16

In a term of injustice; The Severity of Consequence

The hypo-thetical



Real Life:

tag[s]: policy, criminology

If you need the funds; and

somebody has the funds;

and especially for there maybe another

way-out: of this situation

tag, theme: la secret enemie

Product appearance; citation; secret deodorant

Theme; cited:  peter pan theme, book

Left-out: cited: p.a. library cited title/author:

A fearsome

Doubt / Charles Todd

tag[s]: abstract + philosophical mumbo

secret enemie’ way-out (of) situation:

Where semi-colors meet division

Signs which meet slashes

perhaps you have the

Funds, and are willing to

Give to those that need the

funds; the funds but there’s a “secret enemie” around

who doesn’t want you to give hopefully your

availability to those who need it. Perhaps,

An enemy to you (at least?) both. Instead of finding another

Way to deliver your availability you might start

tag[s]: enemy doesn’t always mean paranoid theory; and even van; paranoid theory doesn’t mean no information aka intel

to “suffer” akin-to who

needed the fund/availability.

(citation) theme (music)  : Bocelli & Brightman “deliverance”

The “person(s)” seemingly “controlling” the

a.f. may not have been

the earner of such;

a.f. but in the

potential hostility of the situation

those with a.f. may not be able to “perceive” clearly;

in any case; with a.f. and in deed of a.f. would have much a more

in common. Though be “placed” further apart than and with respect

to their location closeness to seemingly “persons” “controlling”

How would you/might you end up in jail?

Tag.Line: * theme (a sport marker restaurant): Join (cited;) Lobster!

*contact (cited;) safelink : to block (kidnapped)relatives’ number[s]

due to severity of violent messages left on v-mail.


Writing theme: He says I stole my phone; because he stole his[how to find out?]; but I say my phone was r,fee.

Economically: Working, how to erase r, fee. P. Wealth.

theme music citation: N. Furtado Spirit Indestructible [i.e. again?]

or in this form: Seemingly Persons Controlling