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Seemingly Persons Controlling

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Seemingly Persons Controlling

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 9217

Inspired by not just the … ; so and by the experience of dating a guy I was dating; who kept trying to get me arrested not understand[-ing] that he and not I was-is a non-reformed criminal. The police ware on his call turned to his call on me; how convenient. Still facing prison for another’s crime; look at the officers around.

date worked on: 11.2.16

In a term of injustice; The Severity of Consequence

The hypo-thetical

Scenarios

Of

Real Life:

tag[s]: policy, criminology

If you need the funds; and

somebody has the funds;

and especially for there maybe another

way-out: of this situation

tag, theme: la secret enemie

Product appearance; citation; secret deodorant

Theme; cited:  peter pan theme, book

Left-out: cited: p.a. library cited title/author:

A fearsome

Doubt / Charles Todd

tag[s]: abstract + philosophical mumbo

secret enemie’ way-out (of) situation:

Where semi-colors meet division

Signs which meet slashes

perhaps you have the

Funds, and are willing to

Give to those that need the

funds; the funds but there’s a “secret enemie” around

who doesn’t want you to give hopefully your

availability to those who need it. Perhaps,

An enemy to you (at least?) both. Instead of finding another

Way to deliver your availability you might start

tag[s]: enemy doesn’t always mean paranoid theory; and even van; paranoid theory doesn’t mean no information aka intel

to “suffer” akin-to who

needed the fund/availability.

(citation) theme (music)  : Bocelli & Brightman “deliverance”

The “person(s)” seemingly “controlling” the

a.f. may not have been

the earner of such;

a.f. but in the

potential hostility of the situation

those with a.f. may not be able to “perceive” clearly;

in any case; with a.f. and in deed of a.f. would have much a more

in common. Though be “placed” further apart than and with respect

to their location closeness to seemingly “persons” “controlling”

How would you/might you end up in jail?

Tag.Line: * theme (a sport marker restaurant): Join (cited;) Lobster!

*contact (cited;) safelink : to block (kidnapped)relatives’ number[s]

due to severity of violent messages left on v-mail.

 

Writing theme: He says I stole my phone; because he stole his[how to find out?]; but I say my phone was r,fee.

Economically: Working, how to erase r, fee. P. Wealth.

theme music citation: N. Furtado Spirit Indestructible [i.e. again?]

or in this form: Seemingly Persons Controlling

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The Abstract and Succinct Abuse Tactic

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The Abstract and Succinct Abuse Tactic

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By goura fotadar

Date: 8417

tag[s]: wealth economics and oddities.

 

  1. Q and Q with derived A; staged A look for non-real demonstration of opposite Q.

 

  1. In mirror look; strangulate identified also staged from presumption analysis 1. Dispose of staged strangulation and further look for actual located prompted: two areas, of such coinciding actual strangulation; a further charge unnecessary; instead a prompted stop or halt of such identified strangulation in other likely two locations.

 

  1. Assess environmental susceptibility to non-real demonstrations of opposite Q. Assess environmental and social susceptibilities of hiding actual A.

 

Hint: In a bizarre twist; at this point time in history circa past mid-2017 [past] experience of actual A; is the conception of actual wealth; and the higher past e. of A ; likely the more in actuality of wealth.

 

 

[More Defs. on Wear; The System of Where: A navigational tool that works in e-a ffect.]

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  1. Built in the system of wear is the system of where;
  2. Convention would had you believe that where determines wear.
  3. But Intelligence of convention or else; would have you determine the effect to be caused in where by at least; wear.

jeans

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date: 5817

Part one is above [for … ] Part Two is Below.

Case Scenario: Vanity;

Case Scenario: [Sub-Tag]: Jeans

date: former present time

I am most comfortable in most social situations;

[the phrase segment above; is not the entire statement; please read it through before “gunning” to any un-holy conclusions and un-clothing us all; again. No! that’s not a manifesto on how you might have the power to un-cloth[e] [how awful!] all.]

and this includes isolation socialization: when I’m alone and-or effectively alone; wearing jeans; because these were the only type of pants I could afford in higher than usual frequency past the age of 11 [until -?]. For some reason then; at the department and-or such store; sweats-sweatpants were more expensive than jeans. At present: outside of my grueling work hours; and study-maintaining my near perfect grades in graduate school: I spend grueling also; hours working out my body; it’s the only way I can relieve the egregious stress my lifestyle choices as an adult have included into my Way of Life. I know from even the personal stories of my workout instructors [but not just; there’s also personal experience of course outside of this example]; that working out and its effects on the body-form are seen even today with the still popularity of cited: Hollywood –esque culture; are seen as symbolization: identification with vanity. The problem is that I haven’t had a chance to re-evaluate my habit of wearing jeans often? Additionally, as likely can be guessed in order [to] maintain a fixative conventional atmosphere in the convention of Country Costa County’s culture; where I produce a lot of volunteer and graduate school work; [I work outside of county for money at present; in a neighboring county; where I actually grew up; impoverished.]; I have to wear jeans in the conventional sold style which is that they hug my body quite closely; not quite hiding my work-out body. Either I could hire an additional tailor; prior to wearing these where jean pairs [and or jeans]

[this the bold right above is a title: such as like as: a fashion label]

; where [no, wear] these jeans in a looser variety in a [no a] different social situation[s]; as I wore them as especially a teenager but not only; in higher loose pants then called something like the “sludge pile” of jean wear; when not worn that way; they were worn in highly used and even torn style; this is turning into a long statement on the wear of fashion in the target of Jeans as Pants; but it’s instead on the psychology of the socialization of fashion: utensils; and I really mean that; like  a spoon you wear often; scuse me use often. I couldn’t possibly wear highly torn and or baggy jeans to my social situations now; outside of my workplace; where in the urgency of long hours of crisis work; we can wear nearly but not; everything. It’s time for me to take my career more seriously inside of graduate work; and comprehend that despite of childhood trauma where I had the most ineffective of single parents; who literally could not keep down a job; until of course I started working myself; clothing was part of this enormously un-affordable case load: including food, and health care, and tutoring; and coaching. Of course; my single parent and that s.p.’s friends-relations were too cruel to actually sign up for welfare and let the actual children benefit from it. In any case; it’s important that past passed trauma; that I really comprehend that I’m no longer a dirt poor kid in some ghetto portion of the county I grew up in; I am now instead employed for that county; and [in] the areas of: in connecting [both, to] law enforcement and social welfare; though of course as described primarily in life-saving crisis response; that instead of wearing form-fitting jeans in my current work-educational connected professional socialization groups; I might consider identifying more pant varieties in my not too shabby clothing budget as of course other outside of jean; pant options. As a side note: thanks to the area of training in counseling; there are a lot of flares going off; reminding me of also my past work in high-end fashion albeit temporarily after college. That work was highly educational for me and allowed me time to complete my first novel after college [undergrad.]; furthering my then career goals; that novel I at this time have still not sought out a publisher for. But pants first.

wayoflifeart

Label analysis for The FVP

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The new definitions of;

no! label analysis for

The FVP

by Goura Fotadar

date: 42717

“ECOPOIESIS” source, cited: GSA, TODAY, November

1993 p.279

let’s why not to be absurd:

arenditionmars

say; economin economic[s]

po’ [poor, poverty]

IE => i.e. [that ist]

SIS => [not sissy; sister]

so about “mars” ?

is the economics

of poverty; that is;

sister; next define

sister in terms of

economics and or this

portion / article.

sister -> such as fiction posting for 42717

cyst, er [the direction toward developing being with cysts]

now this has turned to basic economic[s] theory.

[the] economics of poverty;

that is; the

direction toward

being with cysts.

however perhaps not contrary;

to sophistication of belief:

the economics of poverty that is;

[is understood] by directing

oneself to be with cysts.

So any work related to cystology?

if that’s the word.  [update: [referenced dictionary through google search says cytology as of 42717] ]

More Notes on cited: Prop 52 with missing art/images of last post(s) & of course novel theory with the addition of incompetent … in “uniform?”

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by Goura Fotadar

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

date typed up: 3217

aside : the security skew: theme: oh whose leg/foot is that. (next to my donated stuff!)

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part perfume-ry

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date, written 11.3.16

to post …

11.4.16

toposttothevblog3217

theme :

I should

be more

clear ;

I guess

(

  1. where are they treated ; in separate hospitals ? )
  2. & what are (those)  ” … health care benefits.”

cited: Easy Voter Guide as Source Text

let’s say or take

medi-cal is the grandson ; theme: “deserving?” 

federal government & private hospitals   things to

think more about :

program ( that “… provide health care benefits “) is the grand-son’s production

are part of the mono – ply of the grandmother on the

ownership to some extent portion – parts a la societe’ to create a more prosperous grand – son

and perhaps the grandmother is the federal government.

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& Part Two. Novel Theory; dedicated to my br. ‘s death; and to the severity of talent at my undergraduate educational institution. theme: are you o.k. ? 

It’s so basic yet so         complex

  1. Writing Plans

My writing purpose; while in this Fellowship is to work more thoroughly on “Purplement,” a novel of mine-this time; adding to the parts of it; that were not along, with other of my works, confiscated; from my work-live space shelter; in that one [portion] of properties, my relatives owned.

The New Age Holistic

In-specifically, to work on this novel; its areas of art fiction; separated in two parts:

  1. The Analysis of Art Pieces in Fiction.
  2. The Depicting of Art-Like Code Structure in (Fictional) Text.

{italics} in it The Basic Publishing (or = / (in here)) in it The Basic Publishing

“Purplement’s” is set upon stage publication; in just writer body-works of through blogging basic enough publishings; and excerpts {italics} basic enough from it already published in such. It opposes independent publishing holistically as it is meant to be a mainstay; where mainstay can mean systemized completed piece, al. The work included in application; is demonstrative of how a piece of a larger work might become systemic once (the) larger work is completed; has become a holistic. Alone the excerpt can be used as independent written material. Hence, the term-aim completion: used; as might be referred to a new age health’s style approach; Holistic.

                                                                                                                                          The Obvious Artist

The novel and eventually all writing material can be more than present foreseen (-ably) classified into a facet; even category of art – form; the novel (-er); the writer even; an obvious artist.

Scenery as Fashioned[1] to Identity (further)

The purpose further; purpose of art fiction in a novel: is to further structure; the inside/ identity-novel; a fashion-identity[2]; similar to scenery[3], in-the-world; such as, trees (structure); developments (structure); and forth on.

 

  1. The Fellowship Contribution

In so albeit not straight; obvious; the acculturation of generating as displayed such category fiction; to build a stemming of it in the writer’s work body; and perhaps eventually in some percentage; could be small of the populous; at least; locally. The purpose of use of system in especially the veneer of “Purplement” to categorize the fiction into art study fiction and-or art fiction or more appropriating; art explanation fiction. But unlike other veneer physical art; albeit some of it at least; the novel is entirely different or can be. The novel-time; the inside of it, matching-at: socks and feet; at least, matching its veneer. Much like a school of prestige where the name of honor and-or elitism matches the internal learnings of the department from which a predominantly studied. Or departments. The Fellowship then is the local design of system which gives the writer more time to complete “Purplement” holistically; to meet its current goal of past years, finally identified to display the knowledge of art; purposed through fiction and if even that is controversy in meaning; what is fiction if it cannot be art. There are however no such issues of this novel’s (novel and esp. novel-time) identification. The existential goal of the novel, than past completion; is to certify that fiction, especially; (but certain as elsewhere’d here in “plan…”), all writing must always fall into a/under: category of art; where it currently-always, does not wear (-where). The Fellowship’s further then; will be to have at-hand, a system that can purpose further; the culture of novel, into the identity of sure-fire, art.

 

 

(C. Background of Present-Writing Related Sequences & Hindrances Over / come.

Says a Writer’s Life None-Worthy

(A few weeks ago 😉 while working, on the first version of this: “writing plans;” my relatives attempted, to have me, institutionalized; and perhaps apparent by my being able to freely complete this “writing plan;” they, lost at that; attempt. Their belief was / is; that my living, as a working writer; and in-other related, work-avenues; was / is definition of past-capacity functionality. In-more words; something; along-the-lines, they and-or akin; wanted the fulfillment of (the) power-of-authority, over me; my-work.

Last-in years and not year as might have been expected from the singular; I’ve worked to accumulate; a large, enough body-of-work; to apply to Stegner Fellowship[4]. Returning; to collect my-things; from the temporary, work-live space, small; my relatives had lent me, while accumulating Sum This: work; I found that most of my work-related and such possessions; had been grabbed and-or confiscated. Though there-are / I-have most (not all) digital records; of the production of my-work; in the past; two-years; of that live-work space, per my-access: it’s still an enormous loss. I no longer have the computer; even; from which I produced the works; mine, of that-period; albeit, it just under, two years. )

 

 

[1] side notes : {line to side notes (1), footnote 2}  (2) fashion as opposed to fashioned

[2] side notes: (1) fashion, identity as opposed to fashion-identity

[3] vehicles: {arrow to side notes (2), footnote 1} seen in-the-world may not be scenery in-the-world; in this world, anyway.

[4] {italics?} a footnote to the italics a basic comment on italics use noting that one cites a reference and-or note i.e. a citation and-or information to look further and the other use here is to add a marker of stress; i.e. something worth noting so that both do not belong to the same substance in so far here this writing existence or how about at least not yet

 

 

aside: hopefully no-more incompetent hence so false authorities will “bust my chops” in the center of the night’s morning for working really hard for nothing i.e. where nothing means only no money (for now). How I adore? having the violence of flashlights twitch-flashed in my face as I continue to work full of tired; and while not producing crime. God! But they swear my real name is Sarah Parker and I’m from Santa Monica; sounds lie-like a bad song. Like I didn’t work to create my identity own, real. {Being Homeless Outside of Rape and Violence-Driven Shelters is not a Crime! You are commiting civil rights infractions, without any consequence; and so, so many of them.}

aside: music cited: Miguel Simplethings

the; reading notes from this text, on-forth

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source, text, citation: Happy Family (by) Tracy Barone

-no indoor allergies while in space/spot . . .

– no un-necessary materials for present moment : / at that moment

b) how do you further your survive-ability odds:

-practice reliable hygiene: wash and-or clean in some method enough of your used clothing often  enough, even if they are not easily often dry-able (and your-self, obvs.)

-take advantage of the outdoor environment and change your spirit/physical practices

– Ignore and-or boot out all un-helpful nay-sayers

-form a solidarity with safe groups that is un-break-able even with limited verbal contact: frequent enough solitary / dual* ly / etc. placement even in limited verbal contact is one highly functional definition of solidarity

-if possible connect yourself to an advantaged resource plaza one or as are accessible whenever is convenient and regular enough; so that no incompetence finds a stake-hold nearness to, in proximity of; these barely survivable conditions

-ensure that you still have the ability to do some work that you actually “like” if even un-paid for while living in such condition; to create an economic loss for those that allow such unjust ordinance past-times to pssh pass in sweltering shelter.

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we called parents versus competence / and-or parents, real

theme :2? : there are like  thee three sixteens or something …

theme: honestly, … is so far gone; I doubt … even r-embers who I am. theme, for: … in this {set}

Pontificating line. p. 301 “Oh, look: there are a few perfect ly good … in the ashtray. God Provides.”

Pontificating word: p. 301 “infinte si mally” {in analysis:} infinites: i’m ally! 

p. 305 & look at this relevant description of “tent people.” giving us a nice view or look at what could be perceived of people  resting/staying on-the Streets; if even they produce work (no money?) for a living. Are they really all on drugs ; maybe some in – the past, but all ? But very few in-the present ; who are actually rest-sleeping in-the Street could be on-drugs: how would you survive in the temperature on-the streets /and-or outside Earth conditions: while being on Drugs?  (… quote coming up)

theme’s cited: “I’d rather be with you” (shelter/tradi-housing?) Bootsy Collins

The Domestic Violence Definition Issue: Spontaneous Non-Stems

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The Domestic Violence Definition Issue: Spontaneous Non-Stems

for The FVP

tags: policies

on d.v. & assault ;

on qualifying definitions

by me: goura fotadar (obvious)

date: 10.24.16

 

(a) I’m not sure if I’m qualife to say this: often;

but the course of d.v. patterns are limited in prescription

to uhm; romantic and-or ex-romantique TYPE patterns.

(b) once; we look at d.v. we also look at a variete (with an accent)

assault;

unlike asphalt (as: fault) does assault have any

purpose once it’s (it has) been non-medicated upon you/or whom-ever which for some other’s/s’ purpose(s). When you imagine

the conception that haven (not a typo) taken place of any age Being-Person being “victimized”

 

 theme: there is a vere “scary” h-less woman / group

not … or bent or not letting me … and it’s vere early in the …

 

… Their clothes pulled off, hit and taunted with a

weapon like “object”  Philosphical * H : Oh pour! objects;

it couldn’t be them; perhaps they fell … “asleep” and wore-were : grabbed

 

and if the persons weaponizing you/or them is not a romantic or

ex-romantic partner of you/or them; to speak con-cept colloquially

does that mean; oh mean; it’s not domestic violence. And why

might it be bene (with an accent) for qualife under useful and yet generic d.v.

 

For the obvious you might begin to understand why you share

in common with actual d.v. victims/ survivors;

 

and so ‘learn’ about yourself; begin anew new.

cited: McD’s Pharrell Williams “happy”