Fiction for The FVP: an excerpt of “purplement” uh worked on when, ever is there time. [outside of “police busts” and other work.]
[also in this form: forpurplement]
by goura fotadar
(this excerpt for The Fictional VolunTier Project)
tag[s]: share, fiction diagrams-art diagrams, fiction therapy, scent
Life as an artist and a holy derelict-clothwad
Dedicated to my brother: J.L. Da.F. and J.C.
Like something wouldn’t believe I was huddled into the quill of read; and on-top of the cushion of pink; where the phony Mary posed in Gregorian and couldn’t cat: chat; the cushion turned to the prick that must have cemented it
The dip and climb of
Sea’ to me.
In front of me the thin flowers and then ribbons as a thing of my: floral art. It’s a drinking tin; with paper taupe as a spherical [as in becoming] ribbon.
The lights flash since the strobe plantain also known as my focus, switches modality to ex-tended [ why, by the way: ] rest. I think of fans and teddy bears; but also of fans of teddy bears.
Do you think, they belong here.
cited: mariah carey
Teddy bears are so much like wreaths; even when they are
[The need for heightened
potpourri teddy bears in not just; but esp. just ‘Nam]
[draw another teddy bear on cited voicethread,
and link; see: https://voicethread.com/myvoice/thread/8849244/56058179 or slide 30 ]
the only problem then; of course becomes travelling as in depoyeument and there’s no way to be near enough the teddy bear; this sounds like a sentiment for various variations of heart.
the problem shouldn’t be does the teddy bear; bears even smell strongly enough of potpourri that you sniffing it: is too much for you.
[draw a cloth, wallet]
The smell should be something you either need to smell or can’t ever smell too much of; and not sure if the or belongs there. [Like a greeting carpet at the front door or back door; or sum, sum, thing.] To the first problem; and perhaps the only one; there might be a travelling accompanying teddy bear.
I’m not sure if it can or has turned into the travelling accompanying teddy: beer; who actually smells of, beer; and not something pretending to be beer: but of much worse odor:
Would the potpourri teddy bear that also travels with you on depoyeument: be smaller [with less potpourri or lighter] than the normal regulary non-travelling one
are you only travelling and-or depoyeument [in] because those that won’t don’t care for you; or like in fiction: heart you enough.
theme: fiction in fiction to start with non-fiction like a boxed gift
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by goura fotadar
date typed up: 81717
Part one. Date, 81617
side notes for type-up
of a.a. notes:
tag[s]: careers in counseling drugs + alcohol
think aa sponsoring.
the basics as
written down in notes:
bold [ expect a swing back in the already overcome a rather seemingly, overcome
direction … perhaps there seems to be some sort of statistical issue; how to stay and move past as in forward only onto this point; and only forward from it; but like
in the basics of a pendulum the direction of back -> forth, can change. ]
one easy imaginative
to create a
face is only with
the two options:
the present, or
some moment in
are then the present
considered all one moment
in any case:
what happens in the
time it takes to decide
now or later
what if you, or the person/being
in the trap-box is
dropped into one or two;
or a stasis between
the two: [what and how might You/
the person/being be directed
and-or by what such force]
tag[s]: the philosophy of sponsoring
and perhaps that in brackets
is the answer to the
movement direction …
next to include notes from lecture in short brackets : lecture: 6.30.17
“Relapse Prevention Toolkit”
“means to slip back”
“going on right road; and now going on wrong
=> going back down
the right road;
is the wrong
“relapse is a process
not an event”
“something triggers you ”
“you start craving
relief from [my] pain.”
“craving is followed
by ritual or
ro, bo, tic face?
bow row, tic face?
in public almost
tag[s]: also art notes;
Well copies certainly solve the dilemma of reality fixes;
while one stays as it was
in the upgrade if needed corrected
direction fix a new from a duplicate
can be made; anew better modality
aside notes: there’s the guy, who says he
owns the library so gets to [picture, somewhere?]
abuse me in/out of it. Who is he?
and certainly this part two; is
connected to this past
[but not worse]
part one; so qualification
[past not worse]:
is likely same
[see part one].
and since it states in 1st Paragraph the
evidence; hardly a contradiction
per thus far first Paragraph to art;
and so; to solve at this stage:
how can “documents” translate
“a source” to art –> uh petitional wel-fare?
Source, cited: Camera work 25, 1909
448-449, Alfred Stieglitz
& A.A. lecture 6.30.17
[as an outsider non-alcoholic]
Also see art
in a fedor-a:
are thy, they
as opposed to the real veterans’
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by goura fotadar
date typed up: 81117
As succinctly and rapidly again reported [on 81117] incident of repeated library card renewals in too short period of time; especially for all such: [and pertaining to yesterday’s rapid post due again to time constraints at the public library.]
And connected to repeated mandated library card renewals are threats from local police
within days of the renewal;
the “p.d.” nearly killed me in a violent non-homogeneity of my belongings;
while citing me legally of all things for being: homeless.
Please consider the association of the library in menlo park-atherton with threats illegal from the local police departments; yesterday the local police in menlo park , ca told me through the dispatch connection that they and the librarians consider the public library a private business; and expect especially working homeless working people but all law-abiding or beginning law-abiding patrons to pay for use of such public spaces.
Or else they will stalk, illegally charge, and also I’m sorry to have to say: hit.
Here’s a bit of the evidence collected past the most recent renewal.
[as posted yesterday]
Theme: my most fitted walking uses are starting to tear again under “police” “librarian” and “religious”
Part Two. In fear of children; what might cause that rendition of near catastrophe
When the rain comes; if it comes; there are no resting spaces covered up even when and if given water proof enough tents; during times of non-rest to wait in enough roomy space head-b covered prior to for example: the library, the food store … opening … what to do?
Part Three. I was cited while getting this information from some local actual and not fake children. Think virtual programs uh when referring to fake. [request collected as of 81017]
Summary: They would like not too much past what they already have:
- cited: dickies pants
- cited: Tsi paramount as described to from them and seen through research a scooter deck [for kids]
Part Four. The Analysis of course. Or something like the analysis
Source text citation: The Fountain of Age Betty Friedan
From cited: Preface first paragraph: in first page of …
“sixty” could and
Might; and in
Culture has been
Replaced with “sixteen”
Second paragraph in the same page:
“… up a whole new future …”
Think of an emerging cloud.
In second page of or page 14 of “Preface” “The younger women, who
Never had the ambitions which that mystique denied, had abandoned
Their own educations to put their husbands through engineering or law
School, and had acquired even earlier those babies, that suburban house with its appliances, that then defined women’s fulfillment. “
If the reflection
Of “husband … “ is transposed to other significant
Opposite if the
Part Five. And the related.
- Reports of
the public bathroom
per Menlo park
the lock on
the stall of the larger
and remains going
on months unfixed
& library should [be]
Charged with rape
- Still non trans, and non female safe men and older boys entering the women’s side bathroom
- Still fake non-real homeless people posing as homeless in the area
- “police” and “authority” sentiment regarding enforcement toward anti-bush dwelling is apparently anti-Vietnam and in the history of P.O.W. [s] so shall be thus charged.