cultural combat

C.C./J.R. investigation, continued [3]

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 42318


tag[s]: weird aspects of crime, and criminology and investigations continued, combat maneuvers in at least just walking



Four people [with a possible replicate]

[1-2 making it 3 people]

of the/this dating partner “hooked up”

against will [of C.C./J.R.] and by parents [of 2nd family system especially]

3-4 members stalked C.C./J.R. around without

C.C./J.R. noticing who recalls partial

normal/partial m.r. diagnosis received through

school district; simulating the 3 members [are]

‘80s [out of-planet, culture]

gay bar

in escalated

homophobic variety:

i.e. [culture of] much too

promiscuous sex;

unequal advantaged

maneuver equating

public rape of C.C./J.R.; [how many incidents of such, before C.C./J.R. noticed?]

this further establishing

the pattern of unjust homicide

toward C.C./J.R. resulting

in homicide

unjust death.


Is there a 4th in the incident

So such these 3 perpetrators  [at least] will be charged.


Combat skills obvious: what would these maneuvers look like: how would you [un-weaponed] circa-ambulate through them;

reducing physical contact with the perpetrators


Mismatching Triggers and History of Time in Economics.

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 41718 … 41818 … 41918

tag[s]: discussions with self about another self; also known as removed counseling and criminology in high function or to high function

[also in this form: posting41918]

Primary source citation:

as accessed on 41518, 41618, 41718, 41818

Rough first minute notes

Mis-matching triggers : jail for severe mental illness

without put downs, what are the signs of severe mental illness [think native American approach outside’s interactional play with state experiencer.]  i.e. more expanded:  client mentions client’s specific symptoms … what are they as heard.



Start-over; after brief look-over,

Q: How old would you assume the client is.

A: paradigms, parameters: the reason this may be especially important; because unless the image is a severely duplicitous digital image, the person and-or main character client here; character of course referencing the video as a stage setting; and I don’t mean especially staging to put the client in any unjust danger … in any case; despite when it might be that m.i. could start; or has for a specified client and or this one, do you propose that I am stating in the civilization of our time; five years ago, despite still the youthful stage; is too late to be just yet diagnosed; and so it almost places at a time vortex in real life combined with the reality of the stage of this video as setting.

Five years ago or this approximate is too late, to the constant steady of our current period of civilization; so did this person live in actuality in a different time; where modern technology and diagnosis entered their time reflective of five years as compared to today’s roughly accurate here hemisphere date.

Stand-out point: the work of actualized m.i. diagnosis and possibly other such coinciding knowledges; may cause a change in time access to the past and or future? Like the non-fiction (sci-fic) or also known as criminology

Q: In our modern actualized culture, it has been mainstream knowledge in the m.i. field of work, that persecution of crime alongside an actualized experience, diagnosis [in both parameters individually] is non-cooperative and or illegal in a non-reformed variety for those doing the persecuting


A: At approx. 1:48 in the video: “run-ins with the law” after “feeling off” caused the experience of “off” to turn into the actual diagnosis time of entry; “feeling off” when this is accorded by a m.i. diagnosis should not require “run-ins with the law” when we are fortunate we have this through competent militia; but otherwise not so much are we fortunate … and it seems almost anything can become of a client when … has “run-ins with the law” and so it might be important to consider …

Spiritual tool preceptor: competent militia interactions are an actual useful religious interaction esp. for both parties; what defines [as in 5th grade] competent militia; and how so the latter; look above

how what of crime [for example, crime accusations, false crime accusations, or the such] came around at the moment of m.i. diagnosis [time of entry] for this client/character; based on client’s personal observation [of internal to external] experience would require to ask the client; but the hint is the following: “run-ins with the law” perhaps caused back-in-moment or time, “feeling off”

as stated above, depending on the type of “feeling off” including possible psychic premonitions informed by future changes with in this case for example “ … the law” and interactions with it; may be connected back-in-time even more-so with the actualization of the experience of m.i. In health

applications whenever one has “run-ins with the law” that aren’t caused: earned by one … are the motivations of any perpetrators to sick the such one; i.e. to cause the being: becoming, being: become,  interacting non-caused: earned by itself with “… the law” thus way, a variety …  & or debilitating illness[es]. I believe we have a charge of causing m.i. with whoever was interacting with the client during “run-ins with the law” and also whoever was in the moment of criminology [perhaps cues] additionally causing these such “run-ins”

[as a side note; it’s not coherently possible to have an actualized diagnosis meaning an actualized experience of m.i. and have perpetrated unjust crime upon another and or society at larger; so instead the arrest and-or time in prison better be componentized t o a pardon and or time away that the client felt they needed … otherwise there are additional criminal charges for the arresting-penalizing parties and those contributing to arresting-penalizing this client and other such people in such type of circumstance equivalents]

A diagnosis of m.i. at such a time of entry; even if an actualized diagnosis in experience; … at such a time of entry is surely the result of perpetration of non-earned variety by the experiencer of m.i. and toward the experiencer by the perpetrators; so the perpetrators shall, and should be charged for the extent that m.i. of such diagnosis takes from; and then what actualized experience of it also takes from … in the past, present, and future … predictions of such future inculcations ; the experience of the diagnosis changed by such perpetrations


theme: how does it feel like it’s supposed to feel

theme music citation: possession sarah mclachlan



Q: [basic counseling integration] In a coherent state of empathy how could the client’s embarrassment be turned into a larger useful disguise tool of the pill bottle; the client might be able to disguise to how much; at least to the extent of carrying. In addition; what about slipping into the bathroom with the pill disguise bottle; to take the pill; effective this translates to combat cited: self-care maneuver. Mentioned the client’s interest in fashion; might be a cohesive and coherent way to disguise such a pill bottle; in mainstream knowledge the same type of pill disguise might be used for anybody taking pills, and or such of the prescription level.  And would be a sort of trust for the client[…s], person[…s] initiating such a thing. Noticed theme: will society will ever be at the cryogenic theme function; that low-level antipsychotics and such accord might be offered in the over-the: counter section.

Other things to seriously consider; is how pressing it is that a client who experiences severe actualized m.i. may have to go through the process of embarrassment when taking that which medicine they need. It’s a sign of a severely low functioning society as an example for one; and provides low avenue

therefore for functional integration of m.i. actualized experiential development. [Separating out to an actual functional portion of society during work-hours or whenever possible; may be one way to at least attempt functional integration [in portion]].

A: ? [I think , portions of provided right above.][Minutes down the video there is a prescription change answer, …]


Notices of: What were your future marriage partners perhaps excluded, from.

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by Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 41618

tag[s]: relational images and intertexts

from the cited: Barbie vlog,

as accessed on 41618

cited: Ken + Barbie,

[also in this form: postingforfvptoworkonasof41518]

At the first get-go: get the resemblances of an intergender brother-sister relationship,

How why?

The mention of “baking” is a trigger of when you were first exposed to baked goods in a noticed by [any] you method; this was likely around when you first started in being [at least in our cultural reference].

theme: oh how do you get your loved ones into your development moments; do you have a time warp. Would they feel left out of your earlier before you met them, experiences.

The next thing is- are of course the baking instructions. Perhaps in entropy; if you bake enough; you can get back to before you first started baking and-or experienced baking, and who with; did you eat Christmas chocolate cookies; has: as an added component of number experiencer.

In criminology: notice, when others refer to growing up together; how believable is it that they had such experiences together; even if you see regular evidence such as photographs …

Does it seem like they did something regular [as intrinsic in our culture] … such as baked and or ate baked goods together or the similar; no matter how barbaric or non-barbaric their up-bringing and or rising.

In regular culture: with reference more-so even to this video I think cited: Ken + Barbie are supposed to be a married couple; but when you look closely at this video, or not that closely, they look quite alike … like adopted and or non-adopted siblings;

Adopted might at least reference: time in asexual relational youth. What might this mean.  And how might this differ from a romantic partner inserted into the same asexual time frame.


As a basic addition: and reminder hint; what would the large percentage of their interaction in comparison [be of] a sibling and a non-sibling youth relationship when one might first experience normal life experiences such as: baking, and or consuming, baked goods.

Other parameters: non-sibling friend and-acquaintance youth relationship, and-or romantic relationships


In Brief Summary [in my opinion]: this given example; in the view of the baked goods segment; the female or cited: Barbie seems more focused on being the focus of the video of the two; and sometimes at the sake of almost completely overshadowing the male or cited: Ken; as opposed to not overshadowing Ken; and this is true to the rumor of culture I suppose where cited: Barbie is the more noticed of the two; but in an interesting coincidence of basic combat appearance; she is much smaller than him; and this using traditional gender appearance boundaries; in this specific case; this might be why she’s more attempt-full of being the focus; but what if the regular boundaries were transposed; and would the male in such a transposed interaction, do the same; or learn to do the same. Would it be necessary. Do you think that in such a case; a she behaving this way with the same physical traditional restrictions, would have created more safety for herself [and were this her motivation for her choice in action focus]; in the moments especially when she were alone with those external that threatened her safety and such in her perception. In this case, notice that she feels safe enough with cited: Ken here, and what might point you to this; and perhaps doesn’t seem to trust somebody watching, and also doesn’t think Ken will be able to uh, defend her in this case of non-trust. I would say it’s in her eye swatch.

Coincidences of / Fashion: Whilst waiting for the Clothing Closet

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 32818


source, primary cited: Jo Ann Ferguson, Digging Up Trouble, cited: p.32

– – – –  – – – –

tag[s]: militia reconnaissance fashion


Paragraph, starting with: “Listening …” access to fashion: selection is magic in tradition understanding sight …

“ … to her younger daughter chattering about […] she had seen through the window, Priscilla changed into a cream-colored morning gown. …” [here, repeating string: same sentence]

“ … Priscilla changed into a [consider: why not, her] cream-colored morning gown. She drew on her high-lows, because she wanted to see the fallen tower more closely.”


Look-up defs. of “high-lows” and consider impersonating definition with contextual academic reconnaissance [sp?] of fashion

[1] We have sequence of possible violence to, necessary action hygiene after investigation

“ …

brought it down against the other in a sharp clap. “Just like that. Boom!”

“Was anyone hurt?” asked Daphne.

Priscilla put her arm around her older daughter, who edged closer to her. “Neville has gone to check, but it is unlikely. No one was in the tower when Neville was in there earlier this morning.”


I put the key-words in bold: “tower”, “dress” ; i.e. key-words of fix: “tower” , “dress”


So, hygiene:

“  “I would prefer not to.” Brushing her hands against her dress, she frowned as more plaster fell to the floor.” ”


The tearing ripping conundrum

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 2718

tag[s]: crisis prevention; the local authorities such at everything; everything and nothing; and all the middles, economics; the warrant for their non-reformed criminal arrests


[a] Assessment period if even in phase.

Period assessed this perhaps phase: late 2016 to beginning 2018

The problem with having no storage either in a secured by surveillance verity; and or through a storage locker for the homeless and the homeless like accords; such as those that might be situationally hostage; and need a storage locker; for extra survival assistance; in case they do get at a hurried time; or just cause.

[b] Oath to actual witnessed generosity from a large enough portion of experiential society during this assessment period if even in phase pre-qualifying phase; and the …

Is that no matter how generous other people [the ahem not few of them in this country; including foreigners who are assuaged here, too] are and no matter how hard you work; and how generous you are [theme: my god, generous during homelessness and while working unpaid; have you lost it; you must be crazy]

[c] the crisis backpack, luggage is a criminology sign of the greed of the local authorities

Is that your stuff starts to break; and you must tie the non-back packs with scarf hangers around to create an elongation to yield to the brake of your walk-run, skirm to even the local transportation, points public or elsewhere such. And then the bus driver glares at you for having so much stuff; and then people stop who are not your generous group in part of; and think they can do cited: voo doo on you; adding more weight with your increment movement each; and does it work? I dunno; but things start to break; and without any storage; and with the police department ordering you to give them blow jobs and with the local librarians place these authorities in “ “ here; they aren’t pretending that for example they are above militia authority to you know who; yes, this is a request to place them under arrest, confirmed. Including the bald guy and his so called wife on forest ave. in palo alto, ca. and unless you are an athletic militia member; the break of your belongings as the local case managers fornicate with non-homeless people in their offices and populate the local busses with their relatives; who don’t need transportation; because they touched the bus pass as it reached your hand: did I tell you that I said “no” to hiring such free loaders. And I’m not even in the 1960s; to re-iterate society through time to non-free loading; my god when you work for free; you’re still working; if even you just analyze television shows and movies; that’s still work; send your notes to somebody [who?] if you can.  In any case to re-iterate society to non-free-loading; I promise I’m nowhere close to 60 years of age; and I don’t think had past lives; we must live the life of the free-loaders while working our own non-freeloading way; yes, in economics who is [he, economics is the] ultimate lord; it will win. Stand back and be surprised. The breakage is why the backpack comes in; it rips just like any other thing; and

You non athlete untraditional in the militia form: might lose your cool. I’m sorry it sucks that the local now you see it “authorities” not hired by me, cause this catastrophe; but it’s not your fault; as long as all the conditions are actually met; just trust me.

Fortunately, I visited cited: Patagonia; and if you can get like something in the 100 dollar range [donated cash from you own work, my god we are in special ops. Who do you trust to hand your share of your work you to through a correction in the mishap of free-loading, past; think about that seriously; for me it’s real buddhist monks, the actual Vietnam veterans and nobody else not even the real cops; no offense to you guys … why? and not Christian pastors either; though I’m interfaith and not the posers of these, those two approved by me groups [oh, but don’t forget the equivalents. How could you be an equivalent actual to those two; or my god even above; is it possible] ] ; as of yesterday warranted [the following and not the prior]; it might change; like a reforming criminal; but it usually goes in the other direction; not for me though; it only moves in the one direction; comes with a backpack warranty; that’s what I’d require; I think the warranty to fix the breaking trear, no, tear; drop oh no! is free.

Because I’m not allowed to lose my cool;  yeah right.

[A raison d’etre to write fiction; pretend below like a lake near a boat house with horses and spinning hair, yours maybe; or whatever your version of yours spinning hair to here is; that this is upcoming fiction; why do you do that, god it’s not like it pays money; but doesn’t it pay their salaries and ways of life:death; without my consent? We call that an illegal trade; and I’m not the one committing that illegality. But like I have other titles and jobs, and such and they are all connected.]

fiction? start

That librarian is an ugly fat bitch; and so are her fake orderlies. And I’m the leader of what?

She deserves to be put away to … what along with her “fans” yeah right like she/he has “fans”.

fiction over.

This is the one I would pick; do you believe form from another trader in additional; so two backpacks? I dunno. You can. Would you think this one, won: would survive longer than the wear of tear; until you do get defined to the ultimate to non-traditional athlete; no offense traditional a la also athletes. There is just something about the leg lifts that get you to that last mile with two hundred pounds without sweating to your death [everyday too and night]; that’s a bit different but perhaps a supplement to different not like the local librarians caseworkers and cops; et al like those locals; did I mention I’m actually from the Bay Area;

Than running.

cited: Tradesy


Or maybe this is a better more see-able version: who knows. [next, not included; I’m in a public library hurry; as a diplomat or what is it I am?]



The Cream Paint

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By Goura Fotadar

Date: 2218

[also in this form: The Cream]


tag[s]: on computer digital art meditations, that’s a bit of a joke as a tag, uh then, regular counseling incorporating geo-physics and of course, uh, basic art; uh, computer science , titles


This guy; that’s not too soporific; has a re-occurring dream of something that used to have: had happened to him; where as in a location he was locked in the one side of this blue house; and then a bunch kids or several kids got him out; and he just doesn’t want to be locked into that house in that location until he’s gotten out [i.e. in the meantime]. He knows for sure that in this case he will still get out. How does he change his location; because it’s not like the people who locked him would let him.

Easy: right?

Draw a house; he want s the house to be more blue; or a different more blue shade of blue.

There actually is a white picket fence which he wants to be yellow now.

The rest of the details aren’t as important, to him.

Starting solution: He draws a stig[stick] figure with his face on it in the one location of the house; perhaps where he was; and then simply moves the stig figure where he [‘d] rather be.


A side note: on combat logistics: and reality interface with such and also so then in this case reality creation: you could test in all functional scenarios or not in the drawing digital or such; and then see within a short period for rough functional enough testing how reality proximates change around you that’s authentic enough; before deciding on the one set or such change; in such a small provision even in dangerous combat; it would hardly make a disastrous difference; but still a significant and perhaps eventually important difference.

theme: IX just don’t want to be locked up in that location; if even IX [is] eventually going to eventually get free; mostly but not completely unharmed. The first analysis of harm, unjust: is the dream not going the way IX want[a] in location of general set house; so re-set location within general set house; and test the, all the possible: potential re-sets; that are seemingly functional to potential [uh, ordering sets is that that].

theme music citation: johnny come home fine young cannibals


part two. to post to the fvp : lear-ning


such an obvious word diagram

while working on the next publication: citing the next publication

don’t forget to post:

as in cited: King Lear; and of course: what do most understand yes; quickly want:
is ning; [yes, perhaps making lear important; and then we have the classical –ism actually edifying lear to at least some important [–t, ce]; create-ing what is that safety from egotism inappropriate by just the name of the work; or part of its center name and then there is of course the non-contradiction of the pre-phase to the title certifying this point to is it phonetically valid]

and in its characteristic use; perhaps different from the first clench of meaning;

within Learning the ing is almost a sound of rhythm such as each learn incident is accompanied by a sound of rhythm but perhaps a support of rhythm; like a bell in a show game; everyTime one has won something based on actual knowledge and its prowess;

[t/b/c in some form at least; a hope to that read?]

Reflecting on yesterday’s war as if it’s still today’s war: [part two]\

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Date typed up, this part: 1418


On personal experience:

If the surveillance videos are

Checked and compared the

Personal reports and-or

Reports can be

Confirmed or not;

And the ability to check

Them to confirm

Report has to

Do with [12.26.17]

Actual militia role

Versus false militia role.

But what of a connecting

Actual militia rolewhere access to

Certain militia (false m.r. with access to a.r. rights and-or false rights)

Resource is

Not pertaining to regular

Job and-or accessible.

A directive to militia

Roles where such

Necessary resource per case

May be accessible; and accessibly used; then the perchance

opportunity / that a

Report in any form/form[s]

is provided reverse

Entry/ and exit out;

A cue check for the the

Match between the given

Personal report/report

At especially 1st call

And the report collected heard

By militia group accessible [sp?]

Of/to something , a thing

Such as surveillance

Footage; creates a static state

Of the point in report.

What might be the worth of a static state?


you say your gramma is not that nice of an old lady; that she used to harm you with irons and she would again if she could.

[theme: we need more reporting agencies through elevated collection system; perhaps adjoined together in different parts.]

If you had such ability to call such a reporting agency; and … aside:

surveillance [sp?] (1) at the basic step;




report collected

[i.e. how do we ensure who reports calling in has earned that ability]

Sigma notation: earned report = efficacy no stealing || a hope for such vicissitude||

perhaps in count points

Just thinking about it:

If we break up each

Potential report into stems

The any species debutante

That would be enunciated

Or effectively enunciated

We might ear/n the

Ability to report  1: based on our near future stems, 2: now; why not too far into the future stems.

This in any case would be earned by qualifying the stems to at least schematic hypotheses of what is itself ostensibly significant and-or important in general? and maybe relative to reporting?

In either or any case; how might you hypothesize: what is significant and-or important as a stem in reporting:

-a ringer again: truth, and-or the equivalent truth: (think about locative significance, and-or locative, value)

For example in whatever hypoxy is: [?] you call something or some service to create a report; and later as in magic: ther eis a location validation if even not connected seemingly to the reporting/ type service.

such as in the cited: wolf, game ? [or however it that game’s story is spelled]

Or whatever it’s called if in that version of feral danger: even those not physically close to you, would be able to come get you: in such type,  needing of assistance, and experience: danger, etc.



Let’s say in the general case: you hear screaming in the street: and you decide it must be reported: You’re the person, who heard the screaming and instead of seeing if somebody else will report it either through a pass on and-or a waiting: you decide to report it to a reporting agency because they exist.  [basic safety and technological evaluations: which one exists now for sure.]


You call the this reporting agency and you leave a message:

[updated 123117]

The message, sounds something like this:

“My name is Ursu Tanner. I heard screaming on the cross street Dwight in Berkeley, CA. It is now 9 p.m. I heard the screaming only a short while ago and it sounded like more than one person screaming.”


[refracted in message ß] time now [when heard message]: “9 pm” “short while ago” :

9:00 p.m. – “short while ago”

= approx. … 9: 00 p.m.

= time of real incident


So, review

time now = stated /reported time in recording/ message/ report – “short while ago” = reported time

Real world check of closest now time to reported time

In that time zone pick at least one location or as many as affordability to: that match aspects or equivalents to aspects of the report description …

And either do a/n [an actual] basic patrol at one matching location and-or assign, such.


the stem approximation:

Or the stems approximation:

Earned reporting


If the patrol?

Results in either sustaining

No [unjust, non-reforming] crime or controlling [this version as approximated]

Crime to lessen it

And-or to reform it to

Justice followed as closely within a margin high like starting at 90% match of

Instructions from report.  [i.e. what are the instructions from for example this made-up report]

If [actual, actualized and not fake] patrol is

performed in match cognition not close enough at a second mat/ch of 100% level with no margin change; follows another version of stems; or a version of stems: and fulfills the previous two criteria [one or the other is fine] the caller has earned reporting rights; and can call in a report; without stealing


But all of this “stuff” almost aside which might be the stems of the call: (report left) [using this example]

stem: name/person/identity called

stem: location

stem: witnessed scene

stem: calculated and or witnessed internal time

[and see what happens]


In more detail, perhaps:

Stem: 1 person called in

Stem: a cross street, Dwight, CA.

Stem: heard more than one screaming

Stem: 9:00 – short while ago = 9:00



Follow through with real-world check [how? Might you do this]


Reference, Source Citation Text: David Finkel, Thank You For Your Service