civilian safety patrols are so fun! yah.

In both regards: Lies about sponsorship . . .

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[also in this form: In both regards5618]


for The Fictional VolunTier Project


By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 5618


tag[s]: investigation notes, continued … , tiny dots of notes ; progressive expression combat militia cues i.e. another form of patrol cited: a long ago ben-ship at stan. U. ,

like is it counseling, too


date: 5418

C.C. (minutia relative notes)

Toward C.C. : Jokes about


a man—

(they) don’t know

that C.C.

is male

and not deaf [how is the latter possible]: major line (to not know that C.C. isn’t deaf)

-h.s. teacher (one of at least is a problem)

raped C.C. on campus; and his wife knows

(something similar to that movie starring, Charlize Theron: North Country)

toward: Hand gestures that don’t make sense even considering the deaf attack



D.J. (attempt, only)

Pervasive Glaring stares, and vehicle stalking former property shared with one non actual parent, i.e. kidnapped by this “parent”



ineffable: D.J. & C.C. the attempted murder & the murder are connected: (:in both regards: lies about sponsorship and sponsorship derivations)

  • At this point of coinciding intersection does the “parent” of D.J. have a connection to C.C.; since D.J.’s this former home environment seems to be main target of access to attempt, and the only other residing, such there … is the “parent”






Are you doing the local “authorities” job, too and not receiving protection rights.

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Are you doing the local “authorities” job, too and not receiving protection rights.

Under War-Pacifism Activism: for Local at least to Expansive Deserved Safety.

or in this form: Are you doing the local authorities job

for The Fictional VolunTier Project


by Goura Fotadar

date: 91417

as submitted  and with slight variations below; whilst I was supposed to be doing other work:


Public Declaration from the local librarian at Menlo Park Public Library on Alma Street; Menlo Park, CA 91417

There is an issue with men and women in the women’s bathroom with young children also peeking under doorways as people like myself

use the bathroom within the library. Just today I was reported for asking such persons to please stop peeking under the doorway of the stalls as others use the restroom the same soap drainer from the palo alto public library [who I suspect is posing as homeless and is not actually h due to her stalking func. homeless folks and likely others; stopping their basic cohesive rights] was there who was accompanied by a librarian named Lucinda or Luciana something of that nature a tallish woman who could easily pass for being male. Taller than me; and I’m currently approx… 5’10’’ as a born: bio-genital female; it’s miraculous? in terms of non-vanity how much height can fluctuate with severe forms of cited: P.T.S.D. This librarian assured me as she stood behind my back attempting to prevent me from washing and drying my hands after bathroom use; that she was not responsible for any safety issues in the public library; i.e. ? [as a librarian]

In addition; there has been a repeated public-such announcement that there maybe another bathroom for use in this facility for children only like other public libraries; Luciana or Lucinda was not sure.

In exchange I was directly threatened with rape by the attached as described parties connected to bathroom use. In addition this is a general advisory concerns in public restrooms; if one cannot prevent perversion of bathroom and public facility use; can one be qualified as staff or staff-like exchange. For surely in a free country we cannot give up use of all public and such provided spaces; please ensure that the local authorities can comprehend the difference between their personal ownership and in general public spaces. Luciana-Lucinda declared to me if I were not comfortable in this bathroom then I should use one at the gym; the problem with this is that I have already been nearly gunned down by staff and men in the women’s restroom at that gym; and so in such unless extensive emergency; I’m not allowing myself at the gym for bathroom use. I’ve attempted to file a further complaint; but the person who works behind the desk at that gym; is incapable of discovering how to initiate a complaint form upon umpteenth requests of mine; perhaps he thinks I’m not significant in society; and he’s the determining of who has right to file complaints in our free country.  It’s simply too dangerous to use such this type of gym-like bathrooms unless in extensive emergency; with such an incompetent local police & authority force there is seemingly no external avail in times of such unjust danger. And so then; this having been witnessed mainstream local knowledge what is the librarian confessing to aiding in terms of serious violent crime.


Goura F.


tag[s]: p and r crimes committed to you all ?


As assignment: even in experiences of severe disenfranchisement what are or could be basic cohesive rights for all beings in free worlds; or as earned by free worlds.



Evidence of last night’s rest spot stalking with local police vehicle and such accompaniment; what? You can’t park where it’s legal? and we get charged ? with your violation[..s].

theme: [identity reform: which you is you]

theme music citation: colemen hell 2 heads





Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.



Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.






Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,








Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.



2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]













And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.


Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”


Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.









Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.



Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.


theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?




The Palo Alto Police Department Fails Again. Will there me-be more Retaliation Against Those that Believe in Safety and Civil Rights.

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for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date to be posted: 52717

Pre-Line: Just yesterday [from date to be p] more goods were stolen from housed people under the eye, call it watchful? of yet another verified attack of palo alto p.d. What’s the matter; are you not working hard enough; that you can’t provide the charity for yourself that you instead steal from another.

Enacting the Verity of Aptitude

1st email sent: Subject Matter: FYI

Dear Sirs and Madam; I

I was highly concerned about the conduct of downtown palo alto’s branch librarians in a recent matter; and have avoided using that branch library. As a parolee I am highly concerned about the incidents of theft and including theft and racism that those librarians have exhibited especially toward me. My parole officer has requested that I contact you until I receive confirmation that those librarians will not continue to exhibit theft and hateful crime toward me and those like me; just because they feel like it. I have an issue with children and have already served time with regard to this issue; and am highly concerned about literally having children thrown at me in the adult areas of the libraries in palo alto and all of the locating areas. When I don’t care for the children of other people; due to my record; my belongings are stolen under the watchful eyes of authorities. I am homeless and a worker for no living wage; I cannot be expected to serve as servant to your librarians and their preferences for stalking and the such. I hope the palo alto public library will consider allowing storage for the homeless and a proximity of their belongings; instead of unjustified and persecutory planned theft and assault and its consenting connections.


The primary librarians but not just that I am reporting are
at Downtown Palo Alto Library.


Goura Fotadar


2nd email sent: Subject Matter:

The most recent email was a test; of false criminalization.

Hello there; if you were about to change my non-criminal record to criminal record; based on the things

of information I just provided; essentially what I as a non-criminal am experiencing anyhow; I ask that you consider the falsity of your training in role of not verifying criminal and reformed criminal status and other such classifications such as nationality; and not verifying here means not checking. Since a lot of folks including myself are being placed at risk based on here-say of police officers, military members, and librarians. It is not a patron if even homeless and or reformed criminal’s job to police libraries for safety; and do “police work” on the side; without proper training and any compensation. I request that you understand that you are committing serious crime by endangering the lives of people like me. Every time, I file a police or such report; I experience direct and unjust retaliation for building a safer and more progressive society. When I complain I am usually nearly assaulted by officers with badges and people such as librarians. Please consider that this is a free country; and forced homelessness of a working population is the correct manifestation of endangerment in housing; and a scarcity of functional case workers. Please understand that the intelligent definition of working means any work production and not the necessity of paid work production.

I am thus-by further supporting my complaint of serious violation as will be further depicted in my work to some extent by palo alto and local librarians; and the such police and military officials. In the same case sum does not mean all. And in the worse case; sum; some is less than average available for authority exchange. I hope this provision has been clear about the level you have endangered my life; and all such the like.


Goura Fotadar



Aside of; Comments of Progression:

theme: where is my civil right; wear is my civil rite[s].

I am exhausted and sick of having rest spots and property materials stolen from me and others like me. I am sick of charity goods being stolen from me and from others like me. I’m sick of having no defense system other than myself. I have already been falsely institutionalized and under a hearing for the combative ownership of my own work from an outside party; and I live a life of somebody who has committed murderous crimes but never served time for them. Though I have never committed such crimes or any ever at all; it seems not to matter much. I wonder about the deprivation of those criminals that have reformed and served their time; and how little especially present local authorities are trained at present in their jobs of positioning a better society; a call they obviously cannot fulfill.

” “Fly, er” ” [ART] capture

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reading notes for cited: p.13 [and …]  st by zs primary source citation: [swing time by zadie smith]

aside: due to time constraints at p.l. please excuse any differentiations that might not be corrected in type-up; the notes are going of course in the h-less life; func. in the trash as usual.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project


by Goura Fotadar

this group, started typing up: 51317



worked on; on outlined dates:

date: 42617

there seems to be a link;

or rather we can go to

create a link from the same-

phrase : term:

“modern” before the

half-way point of the page

to “modern” again the last word on

the page; unless you count the

period punctuative as a word;

for example if you read a-loud;

and-or a-loud in your mind:

” … modern period”

why you might read this this way besides

not to miss anything: well in this

case context the double-word-link to

itself: is like sound phonology.

and so reading a-loud

the mark . ; would

be following the let’s

say instruction of

that sound phonology.


theme: instead of peanut

butter and child;

I mean jelly; how about

one version: bacon

and jelly : yum!




cited: p.13

” Many girls who might

have made fine dancers never

made it across that road, for

fear of a homemade flyer.”


when convention meets art; and

a reverse reason quest;

“fear of a homemade flyer … ”

is it the intersection of the

“flyer” as a sight



or is it; the knowledge

that response or

not to

the “flyer”

“homemade” implies another

intersection with the maker

[of it]; and-or those

connected to the maker.

tag[s]: the social blunder heard. mirepoix no faux pas


Such as: this is an idea; cause [ x … y]

is interested in; but how

much will [x … y] have to

interact with [z … q]  of the

“flyer” making.

See photograph:


sorry wrong photograph; but on later upcoming analysis is this flyer type; remarking on the potential danger in this space perhaps due to this policy; which should likely as stated earlier in this/ no on this blog; use cell phones to speak on only when necessary and within standard boundaries; otherwise step outside for talking on cellphones and-or otherwise extended talked. [Extended does not mean do no speak ever indoors including to yourself. and I mean no and not not. ]


behind-the-times? The

“flyer” photographed may be considered

such: [and as compared to others];

because : it is; hand-written;

it is about a “relief” effort

that was in the news modernly;

where modern means; of recent

times; but may not still be in the

news; at least not regularly. But

when we examine the group: “homemade

flyer” against modern; we have still

in the modern back-drop: the possibly ility

of not just hand-writing; from an

art perspective: but all the other ways

to font the “flyer.” Modern than [then]

is perhaps dated by font. Surely there

are those that would be offended by

hand-writing; but in the same case

perhaps the same those would also be

offended by too technologically savvy home-ness;

demonstrated in font adeptness ; and-or not enoughe savv and

not salve? compared to a business and-or such

‘s font adrift technology. In this case; what is

about a “homemade flyer” that is particularly

scary and-or offensive is the chance outside

of apropos [sp?] larger venue group; such as

a business that isn’t necessarily the flyer

distributor’s own: and so the “flyer” made

non “home” may not be done in solidarity;

is the presuming assumption regarding regular?

business; why so. Are they such assumptions due to

past acts of terrorism; or such; that no group

business or outside it; in cluster conundrum

or opposite “home-made” may imply self-declaration

in god: forbid! art; and then in the enigma

of arguments: it is the possible of any level art:

show-cased either in real solidarity if even the enemy

lies at home as in cited: sleeping with the enemy.

or if it can’t interlude into your/ the maker/

the maker type’s art.

So in last séance; perhaps:

in the “fear of a homemade flyer”

is really the “fear” of

showcase singular

and-or solidarity

art. ; which

of course means.


label: The Significance of Art

of course to capture [ART] in describer;

to look at: the scene or art; as photographed

in the source, cited: text [again] Norman

Rockwell A & I ; date: 4.29.17 [secondary source citation in this posting]

with the term “Rockwell” one-me in this case

defining myself : through the image:

ART: is reminded of; ( i.e.  I am reminded of me through this image ; i.e. the definition in

practice of ART 🙂 of cited: Rockville/ Vernon I believe

it is called; and time such as captured in at-least the

cited: “The Four Interviews” of being on pilgrimage,


At the house; there; which was presumably

a house; but something of a make-shift shelter;

with an actual shelter right next door; was perhaps

the 1st time in my life; you’d love to hear?

caught stealing: no! I don’t com-mit [sp?] crime;

was the 1st time in my life then; of my falsely being

persecuted for crime; and in this case: likely others’

crimes; I was cooking much like the man is

who is working on a horseshoe; and dressed

similarly to him; and as opposed to

that metal and presumably trunk platform:

was a high stove; and the only thing I

could reliably cook in was an all silver

metal cooking stock cylinder platform pot; and

you in security would wonder where was my cooking

food coming from while homeless? With frequent shifts

between homeless shelters; the renewal notice

tag[s] ” performance act; security procedures

for my 1st time with the cited: ebt card; never

arrived to the new address; and so it was cancelled

unfortunately. No money & no cited: ebt would imply

I was stealing food; unless of course as either and-or

homeless, functional and an actual spiritual-type:

beggar; the obvious solution when not thinking of crime:

might be: well, they, he, she; whoever begged for food;

but actually as the scene of art might apply;

there was something of an

open kitchen; just

not completely open.

and certainly in this scene; though inside

contrary to what others may think; the view

is an opening; and-or you might even call

this an open scene; seen. This then as otherwise

seen is one advantageous technique of artography;

for it allows any nth of viewer a psychic like recollection

of what happened; what could have happened;

and what might happen [future]; including

fiction. Theories of Criminology

tag[s]: criminology training.

cited image from secondary source citation see above for name of source citation

As a training model;

just as an un-willing to reform/progress

criminal fixates on you, the onset, or

whoever; why not fixate on them in some spare

time; and we such have reliable like psychic

predictions butwithout real life/existence marginalized

of what might happen in crime; and-or how to

prevent it.

[some dates might have been left out or not go in dated order: date: 51217]

In the application of safety to

“flyer” in this fiction text; and also

of the seen flyer as photographed

in its scene; even a flyer

of recent but not complete

recent news like content;

may be in the essence

of safety; a

safe measure;

IN this case: the safe measure of

a flyer would create safety, how: ?

this is a semi-basic moon of outline

but at the same time it’s important.

Applying this fiction analysis; folks are afraid

of such in application; perhaps additionally to other hypotheses

described; because they don’t desire safety, ?

In order to not weasel out-of the potential

safety occurrence [sp?] connected to any

ol’ flyer and really despite content; using the

art conception of a flyer as a type of flag

even if you didn’t stand for what the flag

identified as a form of cause and-or cause

worship; as a thing it might bring about the

occurrence of safety; and no offense to weasels.


as an aside theme: isn’t this also

a model of string theory; and whatever

that means: importance around means;

this model as photographed brings together

circle-type structures of different sizes; with

at least temporarily strong enough string in this

case to stay.

As a main application it is one sense an

alternative flyer and-or a flag.



IN a shape of a heart; and almost in a shape of a 2nd heart.

near books; almost seems to state: the love

of books; and not even yet reading! ; where

in popular use: heart means some version

of love; … creates the occurrence of

safety. [and the last part is only on hypothesis.]

[at this point.]

tag[s]: the magic of fiction

at cited p. 12 of primary source citation, text:  “Here is the church

Here is the steeple

Open the doors

There’s all the people. ”



Remove the steeple since it’s not a church in structural design; and you now have … [in safety] : people-folks that are safe & those that are not [safe]: such caught.



I thought about just finishing here: by looking

again at the picture.

If money is real even a small stack of one[s]; is quite a bit

for whatever dated time this almost ancient ART glance;  looks:

the over-lying crime scene; combined with

the beauty of the box; boy, [x, y]

especially in comparison

to most of the rest

of the scene; seen


source, second and the cited image from it as included in photograph as one of the above photographs: of  cited in name abbreviation again: “forging … h-shoe” in ” n. rockwell”

theme: I don’t bless you


[box is boy boy is box]

established especially likely

by the youth of the boy;

but certainly demonstrated

by many faces of age

as compared to the box

except of course the

perhaps girl in red

hair ; which we just

can’t be sure of

the age of; The stack of

ones maybe for the

“contest” and-or for

the boy; to take

all horrible forms.

& because of the ART:

certainly especially may be

the opposite ; on even the

functional homeless scene;

the assumption of consent

to prostitution from one’s-self

is excessive; in of course

ART-scene ; a stack of

ones hardly has any worth

unless you’re starving.

Though I’ve never prostituted

myself; starvation seems

more antiquated than even;

prostitution [ done; to cure it or to cure other at least basic needs, necessities]; and unfortunately both are part of the modern

time; but certainly not ART

but if you, anyone ART

prostituted yourself for food’s

cost; than-then that would be

holy prostitution; would it not?

Talking into this

blase self [ART] & art –

scene discussion ; and

to solve what might

be more crime before it

happens; in the ancient

almost ancient past;

the lens application of

severe college: and undergrad

shows us that perhaps

the boy is starving ; explained

in sooner posts ; such as

an artistic theme: scoring

a goal near a post; anyhow;

maybe walked to what

appeared clearing/clearly a feeding

kitchen; discovered a

synonymous epic but without

food; and so some of the

on-lookers might expect

that sale [non-food] [to food];

and of course this is


/ [a promised basic needs advertised and-or spoken based on real knowledge provisions; and so never to appear] \

and but what is further

crime in-charge is any

such set-up; but when

you consider on-looker

you have a secondary

group classification:

primary : age ->

points us to

mainly the

boy, beauty

secondary : on-looker ->

[t. b. c. ?]






How to keep “it” safe.

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How to keep “it” safe.














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Exercise: Is This Portion Fiction or Not.  A rough draft.

Theme: Homeless life

Tags: understanding authentication better or for the first time [better]; understanding the query of problem: shelter; theories of non-crime; advocacy: is the real deal; when is plagiarism plagiarism; queries on identity formation in non-fiction.

Level: Easy, basic.


Here’s using myself as example and my work such; example representation:

The Person / People report such and provide an example; the display of the example once you become and-or are familiar with their work is different from its usual display: manifestation. They say it’s to spread its wings wider; and you’re still not sure or are you [… if this is true]. What’s the process of being sure that it’s true , for you [… and not for them].

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[this fiction work labelled to some extent roughly; right above in quotes; is again fiction] is used as art manifesto

Man-If-Established [o]

Tags: emphasis

Theme Inquiries: Emphasis Implies Truth; Emphasis Implies only fiction. How dumb are … .


Safety in the outdoors is much different and-or in the outside redefined and-or translated here to prevent tarnish; to include the outside.

[Define Inappropriate Authority.]

Most officials of inappropriate authority cannot comprehend the functional adventure in resting, retiring and sleeping outside.

Side Copy: Mission Statement: Real Adventure Precludes Spirituality. Look Up The Definition of Preclude; No Look Up the meaning of Precludes.

They don’t miss the view of the sky; that they claim you can’t see outside anyhow at night; and also they have an open-drop or such window tops no panels on roofs or is it rooves. So you consider retiring outdoors at during the day; if public space affords such freedom expanses of schedule for you. They think you are a public hazard for resting outside; and they are much more hygienic for resting inside. But if you’re not just [as in only]; but especially if you are part of any modern homeless movement; and this of course the officials; inappropriate authorities

[no that’s not the definition of officials, official that’s just the contextual meaning here]

might not understand does not imply that you have a safe choice in not being homeless outdoors. How might you use common conceptions of danger I think mistranslated from resting indoors to facets of resting outdoors; such as sleeping under the ground,  against the walls; and covered away from most; that view and-or open in view from, to outside consumers of your rest;


experiences of , such as … that are still afraid of and-or uncomfortable sleeping in tents; and this isn’t

A criticism;

Clobbered up like that sometimes lends itself to something like news stories;

Reminder? : the, this writer seems to think that experiences affect the news; and=or change [more so: effect?] the news, case example:

“A homeless person was thinking that he Alice Q was safely asleep in a bush; and there were an onslaught of housed people who do not support homeless rights; and so think it’s just to pose and receive benefits as homeless people; they see that it is [in] their right[s] to trespass on the homeless resting anywhere especially hidden in bushes in this case; and since they are actually they believe paying all the bills for the homeless; they are also glad they were able to get Alice Q stabbed nearly to death. As the local police in badges have stated: “there’s nothing you can do when the homeless believe they are standing for social cause; we have just right under oath to remove them from all of their locations; because quite simply we work and have worked so much harder than them. That’s the only reason they are homeless; and they by the way do nothing for a living; except drink. I’ve already advised them to consider selling their bodies like the folks we have ‘undercover’ posing as homeless and posing as staff to end charity toward such homeless. We hope to deport them to our countries of origin and away from what is obviously not their home country: the Free United States of America.” 

thinker: is this culturally racist and-or |just| culturally proud.

And the point is homeless or not when there are … like this speaking for … how would you protect your even hallucinations of what might happen for are hallucinations always a falsity of what might could happen in the bush and-or against the wall or on that slab of concrete the only place or one of a few around where you feel  safe enough sleeping / resting / retiring around. Including the indoors by-the-way: where maybe if you were lucky? Enough to live for some time; Oh those luckies who live indoors; that’s why all they do is stalk us in our rest spots. Good logic. Really you should win a medal. Is that medal the restroom; especially the public restrooms.


Is this a proof for the possible application of safety in art; or excuse me; art’s safety; in at least attempted safety.



theme: resting outside is a public hazard according to how aptitude qualified authority

theme 2: Oh shut up! Everything you say or think is fiction and that’s a crime. Or no that’s not right, that’s the truth. [And two are the only options; only two!][?][for everything; only two options; you have only two options.][?]

theme music citation: Homewrecker Marina & The Diamonds

theme illness citations: Post Traumatic Stress Disorder / Post Traumatic Disorder [levels of cited: DSM …]

I just saw. [Products, citations, and ads.] & the existence thing in reading.

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for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar


I. I just saw.

Prior to the next set of reading notes; which are for sure upcoming;

I wanted to share an interruption I experienced while in a conversation; while right after it;

concerning safe groups and civilian patrols. It was so juxtaposing and dangerous; I attempted to end the interruption; but instead it kept interrupting me; and not quite going;

cited: past commercials/ads of the/for the energizer bunny;

I turned on music; and found the answer to my query: which really all people especially those resting on the street; if even not quite in direct view; and-or in direct view: should have on them; well, those that qualify for things of such nature and-or their akin nature: [things:]

safe groups and civilian “safety” patrols. [Who is assessing meeting qualifications for such things.]

The advent of the cited: rape whistle is an absolute necessity; but and we wouldn’t want it to fall into the wrong use; hands. Currently the only rape whistle I have is my voice. Fortunately, as this commercial or this movie’s ads demonstrate at least one of them: the rape whistle [cited:] joking manner or not in commercial; is here in advent, already. May we be freed? theme: freed theme music citation: hans zimmer now we are freeUnfortunately, I can’t remember the name of the movie? But of course this part of this posting is of course about the thinker; the thought conception of rape whistle {cited:} mostly; anyway; here’s another brief ad-logo type commercial on cited: rape whistles.

cited: CWF Rape Whistle on youtube dot com as accessed on 42517

here’s the current link:

II. The Shelter Conception Re-non Modified.

My favorite perfume, a one-of; has been predicting itself upon my psyche as the next The Witch Goura; comes up to publication; fingers crossed in safety.

has perhaps not a new look but a new door-grabber; as the door on it; is even more pronounced on the what I saw yesterday; it’s a reminder of security of course; but also the art piece of doors; for surely as all actual construction workers must know! a door is a frame; such in computer science languages; and such as in frame that picture. Can you frame that scent better; rather than; it’s one of my favorites. Well then there’s one use of copy:

[Copy for fire safety, especially; a rendition almost of traditional perfume commercials of the ’90s especially.]

It reminds me of real grandmas, real mothers, real women, and even men. It reminds me of boys on darts of daisies like are in so many perfume commercials it reminds me of being near animals; and I guess then it doesn’t remind me of the Sky. Something I think often about. Do you look at the Sky if you can when you enter the frame: door; [inside; through windows; and outside; well through outside views.]

It doesn’t remind me of young women exactly unless they are mothers; and-or girls; which is around when both times; when this was my used favorite scent. How applicable.

and of course on the actual bottle shown here; the door path packs; are like bricks a pointing for me in the next witch goura, again.

but the so obvious: perhaps: I guess: fire -> bricks

and where is perfume to fire – -> bricks is something to consider. I suppose.


and [the, an] outdoors homeless advantage: no door, no fire? contrary to movie representations of homelessness outside; in esp. I think the ’80s.

III. Reading Notes continued:


page 17 from cited: source text; “S -T” by “Zadie Smith”

“29 Exeter Road”

“a whole house”

’29” is obviously an “a” or even that, this, the

“house” is “Road”   —> how:

u: hose or:ad



u => or? [how?]

but in cliché art: the hose as   -> where cliche in this notion means cultural

in p. hose [panty hose]

has almost long

been [date this?  more common: ’50s?


use and-or art

invention of culture

when it was


the gauge of common-ality; certainly

reaches if – ever in: past the ’50s to

the ’80s or whenever that movie:

cited: Pretty Woman was big;

in any case … ; has almost long been

ad; in/of ad[s] & even



ad => hose  {check}

U —-> or [how?]

[h] aside : u sounds a-lot

like ow

[and that’s a mistake]!

so u ——–> or

u is or when there is

an actual other close-to u in [worth, value? etc.]

so u is or i.e. u = or

only on case of

exception; unless you

are less than exceptional;

and in that case:

u = more often;


in case of u = < exceptional u = or [more often] or   in a simulated evolved ethically? perhaps society u = or even when u is exceptional because the other is of akin worth to you; but in general and when lucky; in past societies  : u = or | \/ only equals on ex-ception   so the original analysis is highly important because when evaluating ” … u” to “…or” ; you may not correctly understand that in an unexceptional [on average occur-rence] society; u does not equal or & perhaps then; not every incidence of systemized form-identity is even 1st deserving ; rather put: earning of the title: u and better maybe put? you!

“29 Exeter Road” “a whole house” whole ->Exeter [?]

w’hole -> Ex – eter



I’m not fluent

in french

but I think

eter is something

belonging to it must

be obvious : be / existence


w’hole -> Ex – [some form of be/existence]

Ex now perhaps equals w’

and hole now equals some form existence of be / =>

=> how?

if you go back to the original; because

w’ -> can imply many things,



w’hole implies perhaps

with hole; which

implies perhaps knowledge

of non-missing which

implies perhaps brought to cognition of

a hole [being with a hole] in for example

a sweater; your psyche? ; or even your

body; this might imply that the meanings

of whole and hole were differentiated prior to

being such worded [lettered]but who knows?

tag[s]: rudimentary knowledge thinkers.

so with original

w’ implying

here with contextual

externalization : with

with hole => Ex      sum [no some]              form of be -ing/existence



so? whenever you are

cognized to know you are with

hole you have the experience

of ex[used to be?] [as in

no longer][is] [existing]


\ /

that sounds even past death;  cited: for The Death Project

to what would be the right

term for no longer existing? [t.b.c.]