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by goura fotadar

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

dates: 72517-72617

I. Summary Analysis

a) from / of p. 1

[1] source, citation text: (OH BEDIZENED ONE! … ) VOL. 1, ISSUE ONE, 2016, LOTUS

cited: picture of cited source text [1]
same caption relevance as above cited text cited image as referenced


b) sequence regurgitates of college not quite but like trauma … so

college trauma-like:

” As the New Year draws near, it’s a hilarious day in California where all the banshee women and the frail-voiced poets are getting the better word, … ”

… “… draws near”

imagining a curtain [everything else is then stage] and with curtain;

does it matter? [how much] what any external to non-stage-non-curtain is.


The act about to come is:

-> “… New Year”

the setting is a high-energy or “hilari[ty]”

the emotion: it’s rare or hasn’t been the most past case that they have been “getting the better word, … ”



know : they are then

a connected

group by either

not having

” …[gotten] the better

word … ” or

by “… getting

” it now.


pull out of stage.

—– —– —-

relational dynamic:

the connection:
” … all the banshee

women and the frail-

voiced poets …”

here; it says and [;] and-not

or:  [“ban”] [“she”][“-e”]


experience [of]

“ban … ” “she …”


& perhaps? “and” a

connection to “… the

frail-voiced poets … ”


since they cannot “voice”

to stop the

“ban … ” “she … ”  [please: I hope ‘ou understand “ban:” “she” as an item]

-> it gives us a hint

of the livid and perhaps

unpleasant experience of

being a ” … banshee” and

also to the affective effect

of poetry; likely also known

as power.

without “voice”

is to “voice”

or can be

in “poet …” ry

and so “e”,

“ban” “she”

is confirmed thru

text; to

be no longer?


[include photograph][of text].


II. The answer to the

quandry [quandary] [sp.] of career

counseling must-haves.


[2] source, cited: pattern,

orla kiely ; from

introduction …

cited image of cited text [2]

[a] “absor[ption]” an example

thru experience of what you

want to do …


[b] “[work] … experience ”

you must qualify …

… ” … likes and

dislikes, and to understand

when an idea was good, when

to stop, when to go on … ”


[c] Reticence

of owning work!

; your own work.


“What I like most is

that my work is

identifiable; it has

established its own handwriting

and stands out as mine.”


[art: draw “handwriting”]

Learn About the World of Book, this.

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 72117

p.4 from [main] source, cited: Michael Faber, The Book of Strange New Things





“-hitchhiker” – chiaroscuro around bodies

tells you what that who is

carrying and if it’s its; how do

create chiaroscuro you; like

that not so much swap the location

of the parts; but blur[e] the

like in

that meditation

<— lines with your sight; see and

qualify that smudge; and return

What doesn’t belong. [How.]

p. 5 “the mouth … jaw” – can be a-a starry sky thematic additional citation: v. van gogh and not … night?

p.6 “crisis” – is synonymous with “Christ” one is “blasphem[…]ous” and the other is not.

remember, the: wide flower in breeze or air

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a flower is moving is when wide enough is one interpretation of portion of book source title ” … FAT GIRL WALKING … ”

by goura fotadar

date: 7117

source, text cited: Brittany Gibbons AKA



Being Comfortable in Your


from cited p. 72:

” ” I love you, you know, ” I said staring up at the sky, the words

coming out too high and shaky, making my ears ring

as I said them. ”


sounds like sky

or cloud speech: the

description :

“coming out too high

and shaky, making my ears

ring … ”

can only be grace; [think: chime [and think how that level of chime]]

or converted too such in

connection to the sky;

sky; or clouds.

So in more effective

words: how do you hear


side advertisement : Sky[y] vodka. [cited]


[the imagery.]

The truth?

In the college population;

even for a larger

university; can the

actual student population

if even so reported

actually be “over sixty thousand”

or is it staff numbers

that reach that statistic

if possible at larger

universities; where

hopefully state areas

do some/sum hiring.

Who really,


theme: clouds are, paradise?

theme music citations: coldplay paradise, phil collins another day in paradise, god [a cover of?] tori amos, sting feat. cheb mami desert rose …


Spread it, that.

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dates: 6717 … 61517 61617

part two.


Re to Self: from the next publication, to analyze and for the volunteer blog, to post 61617


the upside down wow

is that like a swing m o swing m

part one. Donation-Charity finds & gifts

tag[s]: book ideal … , gifts, analysis

(1) at first glance it’s about d.v. & code

(2) at first glance it’s about fashion and working

in unity with animals

(3) at first glance it’s about trees and death.

Sentiment : learn from & enjoy !


Part two. continued;

as the publication comes forth;



swing m-o-swing m

dashes here because it’s


m also looks like a u

uou => perhaps; swing m is u; or

swing me; and

this is you.  [or swing me; and this you. ]


m also looks like a peak for

example a mountain and

or a moutaining peak;

of course the structure in this country

at least of most water fountains;

are like fountaining peaks; where the

peak is sustained to press and play

its likely result: drinkable as much

as you need it: water.

In my fiction at least I’ve

encumbered the non-cumbersome likely

ideal of good or pleasant-smelling scent.

And how such a perfume might be

displayed in a subjunctive fountain

peak; for something spraying and-or

filling access is a cited: Blast from the

Past; that perhaps I just as of yet;

haven’t completed the work, for.

In prospective invention matter:

our modern-day society would

hardly find the use in an equivalent

perfume-scent or the like fountain!

Perhaps it would be too non-vanity

based; religious for them; think of the

habitual effect of incense outdoors; and

how others could find that offensive for

example; outside of temples, churches; and


even households. It seems in convention

of at least recent past; the peak

in housing; is the household , which seems

impossible or at least nearly impossible

to sustain in the myth of convention.

The kids grow up; usually move-out

for at least long-enough; to break

the household peak; and maybe grandma

moves in; but dies.

In the almost joke of sent theory;

scent theory; but with all of the

seriousness of pleasant and-or good

scent, smells; it might have been

the actual kids that requested

the incense ; or was it grandma

during her temporary live, in it:

household; but with the way disease

spreads; it certainly wasn’t those that

stayed past the peak of household.

Another reason: to be homeless?

you are not bound

to contribute to the stench that

comes from non-sustainable peaks;

or spread it, that.

tag[s]: housing cultural scenarios

So in housing theory:

assumed peak: household

insert change-> a few leave; minus a few

but with the same/relative same income?

the household now stinks; spreads

disease? and is no longer a peak.

hence; a peak may not

be a sustained peak.

when me is you;

are you at a

sustained peak?

how can you be; if not

already such.

Based on Something Like Age

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date: June 2017


A pocket manual for identifying Pacific Coast trees 2nd Edition

by Tom Watts


theme: “purplement”


notes from 14, or

relevant to 9th grade

To solve the cited:

blue tree problem;

for which I’ve seen

advertisements; but

stated differently;

and also connected

to fiction conceptions

of mine, at least;

the perhaps; blue

tree; missing its

view; or

sight of such tree;

or at least the hue


pardon theme: there’s

of such shrubbery

turned tree?


the solution presented

in perhaps the obvious;

still de-lineation that

trees and-or shrubbery

with blue; must?

qualify as blue? trees.

First; the obvious;

quotation, I mean ?

from cited p. 1 of

this book, source

The definition to perhaps better comprehend

the existential view=able state of appearance “shrub” … :

“shrubby trees”


“These are trees that often grow as shrubs and become trees only on sheltered slopes and canyons.”

tees r

theme syncing form:

“canyons” looks + sounds

so much like cited:


In an interesting art

figment; r “canyons”

is in the

one sense a:

[collection due to plural

of] “crayons”

so with; each set

of crayon[s]; we have

the at least linguistic

existence of “canyons” …

r “canyons”

“canyons” ,

“crayons”  [breaks down to at least;]

=> r canyons

it’s obviously in

addition to complex math

a childlike learning

recognition of the

power of art in

likely the genres of

draw-sketch +


If you use? a, the, set, of

crayons [cited];

you will at least contribute

to the existence of

“canyons” ? as a

question since

this isn’t fiction but

rather functional magical

thinking; especially and likely

not just; appropriate for

tees, r —-> “trees” or

rather less abstractly for

children and adults. In this

discussion of genre-species;

we once again in our need:

utilisations distinguish ourselves

from for example plants-trees-flowers

and animals; and then

switch in development especially

within species of commonalities

and non-commonalities perchance

based on something like age.

In any case; we

have the relevant knowledge

-in-terms of diction collections

of that stated at near

beginning of what could

qualify as blue tree.

from cited p. 30:

“If there are bluish

berries and red or brown bark,

go to … ”

“If the bark is

brown, and the berries bright

blue, it is ——> ROCKY







Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions

Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP


by goura fotadar

I was thinking about;

as in all of but not just;

my fiction; the bar of the

draw cardes, post; and

the arrangements ; the cost of;

minimal would idol go-to in

times of low-coste; think of so’s

brand pandles; eating even more

food; and how flowers don’t. I’d

been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;

and treats of mides; and blows of

shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;

at a stage-front that was non-hoax;

and the ox was at the stage with

green stellas. She was a different way

when; dimples on the tilt; the image

of the inside the fixing of precedence;

and the bakes of no! pale. We were

non-bites; and finally I knew it was

a he; about his wife that he didn’t

like; Boy! was she gone.

Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something


In a review of liquor and

flowers; I had started reading “Lotus


cited: L … magazine
I wanted to discuss at this


point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”

the poem on page “9”

cited: the poem on page 9 from cited: L … magazine


aside 0: personal notes of real crime analysis and reports received and albeit civilian status
starts and finishes without severe

reading glance; at that vocation.

“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?

others that are


at some others

“have”  “kitchen … [s]”

not both? see the “yellow


as the “window” ‘s

entire being ; and you

have a baker , … , a pastry lover …

on “dizgotic” I hardly                           | date: 61117

know what dizgote means

w/out a dictionary and a summative

analysis of it, the word; but I wonder

if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t

mean the narrator; as described but I’ve

read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:

“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the

obvious that you can as one likely knows

analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;

cited: coding courses in community college;

something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;

as an entry into reading it : sort of like

the fine printed way to understand the over-all

enough-needed function of a vortex.

tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.

as an aside;

the death project, more source texts as identified

from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”

p. 11

of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis

is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”

prom: of p.11

“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”

under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”

theme: prejudice

is like unjust homicide


Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar

wishes to acknowledge the

receipt of your

request of a ban of

her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]

on Alma Street from

today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.

She appreciates the repeated blandishment

of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work


by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this

and such practicing libraries. She considers

this extreme harassment

under her social cause

of safety through homelessness

and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.

She requests that such

harassers not be

reciprocated for any

of her works and

identity; and she petitions

for the firing of all

pertaining library employees;

and volunteers.

She notes that out-spoken

un-defended prejudice

and gossip in this

country is illegal; and

that; likely despite

being at a knowledge

stream such person(s)

are unable to comprehend

the civic nobilite ;

that though you do

not like her; this

is certain; not her


dedicated to the service

      of J. J. L/F

citing p. 344

of  The

Amy Vanderbilt

Complete Book

of Etiquette

by Nancy


and Nancy



Title: Where N/a, Na can get you. R.D.

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date: 6617

tag[s]: mind channels

date worked on : weeks ago

source, cited: GSA TODAY,

October 1993

cited: page 255


Is it still


\/ ?

Sodium Big

cited: Big Red [gum]


Is it Iso[s]celes that

connects to


13, 5, 7, 1993

13, 5, 7, 13, 99 [13]

5, 7, 99

57, 99

2, 12, 0, 18

tag[s]: histories [ … ] dilemmas


February 12, [19]18

Gosh that long


Sodium was … ?

and did the:


exist then.


— —- —– —–

on check; Yes Na is still

Sodium! cited: 462

cited images from source cited texts
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cited images from source cited texts


As an aside while looking

up NA & in high

school review


I came across

“the law of conservation

of matter”

which in the bell


signifies past death

you still exist if you

“matter” ; and of course

in mind channels we have:

“the bell jar” by “sylvia plath”

i.e. about that [which that.]

& connecting to religion;

why not the

bell jar in this

picture is certainly

something like a model

of pregnancy; and

is sodium like the

Baby or baby carrier ?

theme: Na? to the womb /




see image of

cited: p. 87

cited images from source cited texts


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cited images from source cited texts

tag[s]: theophysics


next citation:

cited p.724 of


The Holy scriptures]”

cited images from source cited texts
cited images from source cited textx
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cited images from source cited texts

“Can a woman forget

her baby, Or disown

the child of her womb?”


where the woman is the

bell jar; the child the candle;

and the outside of them:

a set of elements?

Don’t forget … The indexer Na.