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Life as an artist and a holy derelict-clothwad

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Fiction for The FVP: an excerpt of “purplement” uh worked on when, ever is there time. [outside of “police busts” and other work.]

[also in this form: forpurplement]

10.9.17

by goura fotadar

(this excerpt for The Fictional VolunTier Project)

tag[s]: share, fiction diagrams-art diagrams, fiction therapy, scent

Life as an artist and a holy derelict-clothwad

Dedicated to my brother: J.L. Da.F. and J.C.

Like something wouldn’t believe I was huddled into the quill of read; and on-top of the cushion of pink; where the phony Mary posed in Gregorian and couldn’t cat: chat; the cushion turned to the prick that must have cemented it

The dip and climb of

Sea’ to me.

In front of me the thin flowers and then ribbons as a thing of my: floral art. It’s a drinking tin; with paper taupe as a spherical [as in becoming] ribbon.

The lights flash since the strobe plantain also known as my focus, switches modality to ex-tended [ why, by the way: ] rest. I think of fans and teddy bears; but also of fans of teddy bears.

Do you think, they belong here.

cited: mariah carey

Teddy bears are so much like wreaths; even when they are

[The need for heightened

potpourri teddy bears in not just; but esp. just ‘Nam]

[draw another teddy bear on cited voicethread,

and link; see: https://voicethread.com/myvoice/thread/8849244/56058179 or slide 30 ]

the only problem then; of course becomes travelling as in depoyeument and there’s no way to be near enough the teddy bear; this sounds like a sentiment for various variations of heart.

the problem shouldn’t be does the teddy bear; bears even smell strongly enough of potpourri that you sniffing it: is too much for you.

[draw a cloth, walletrip]

The smell should be something you either need to smell or can’t ever smell too much of; and not sure if the or belongs there. [Like a greeting carpet at the front door or back door; or sum, sum, thing.] To the first problem; and perhaps the only one; there might be a travelling accompanying teddy bear.

I’m not sure if it can or has turned into the travelling accompanying teddy: beer; who actually smells of, beer; and not something pretending to be beer: but of much worse odor:

Would the potpourri teddy bear that also travels with you on depoyeument: be smaller [with less potpourri or lighter] than the normal regulary non-travelling one

are you only travelling and-or depoyeument [in] because those that won’t don’t care for you; or like in fiction: heart you enough.

theme: fiction in fiction to start with non-fiction like a boxed gift

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for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

 

Date[s]: 71817 & 72717

On break : [from posting?]

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added to image as digital art from today’s fiction blog digital art see below
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today’s digital art for fiction blog

 

Reviews of Relevance

How we came [two]

Basique logic. [one P]

 

 

 

a) “discharged” => [“but”] => now, expect an instead of what is reported as status quo : and as has been found;

“he did not go home.”

 

b)

 

“He was home”  I’m sorry! but this and the next line sub-line implies that he was deployed there; if even you didn’t otherwise, know it.

 

“He stayed on in Vietnam , …”

 

c) If you continue with “home”

than it is certain?

that the curtain

of how you

will make your

way must be

had?

Theme: further proofs logic?

“… finding a way to

make a living with his camera … “

 

d) “French War”

|

\/

“evolved”

 

[ ] ?

le “Vietnamese” :

le “American War,”

 

“ … he turned to

photojournalism … “

 

so the way on

one road already existing

: “ … his camera”

has a coinciding name:

 

“photojournalism”

 

source, cited: p. 31 second

right paragraph, a part of

[see photograph]

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from cited: text as referenced
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from cited: text as referenced
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from cited: text as referenced

; Vietnam

The Real War; The AP, I B

Pet Hamill ; [updated; corrected through another front; or rather more correctly perhaps: Pete Hamill]

 

2nd almost cliché source, cited:

rose major line, Shakespeare,

R & J, 9th grade

past provision level

 

remember, the: wide flower in breeze or air

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a flower is moving is when wide enough is one interpretation of portion of book source title ” … FAT GIRL WALKING … ”

by goura fotadar

date: 7117

source, text cited: Brittany Gibbons AKA

BRITTANY HERSELF FAT GIRL WALKING

SEX, FOOD, LOVE, and

Being Comfortable in Your

Skin … EVERY INCH OF IT

from cited p. 72:

 
” ” I love you, you know, ” I said staring up at the sky, the words

coming out too high and shaky, making my ears ring

as I said them. ”

 

sounds like sky

or cloud speech: the

description :

“coming out too high

and shaky, making my ears

ring … ”

can only be grace; [think: chime [and think how that level of chime]]

or converted too such in

connection to the sky;

sky; or clouds.

So in more effective

words: how do you hear

truth?

side advertisement : Sky[y] vodka. [cited]

 

[the imagery.]

The truth?

In the college population;

even for a larger

university; can the

actual student population

if even so reported

actually be “over sixty thousand”

or is it staff numbers

that reach that statistic

if possible at larger

universities; where

hopefully state areas

do some/sum hiring.

Who really,

knows.

theme: clouds are, paradise?

theme music citations: coldplay paradise, phil collins another day in paradise, god [a cover of?] tori amos, sting feat. cheb mami desert rose …

 

Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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dates: 6.5.17 – 61317

tag[s]: fiction excerpts from novels of the future in excerpt here; the death project; the news, and civil rights; literary analysis, culture discussions

Part One. Short pages of “purplement” for The FVP

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by goura fotadar

I was thinking about;

as in all of but not just;

my fiction; the bar of the

draw cardes, post; and

the arrangements ; the cost of;

minimal would idol go-to in

times of low-coste; think of so’s

brand pandles; eating even more

food; and how flowers don’t. I’d

been vaiting for it for grandiose bibes;

and treats of mides; and blows of

shadow. Once at least; I’d seen it;

at a stage-front that was non-hoax;

and the ox was at the stage with

green stellas. She was a different way

when; dimples on the tilt; the image

of the inside the fixing of precedence;

and the bakes of no! pale. We were

non-bites; and finally I knew it was

a he; about his wife that he didn’t

like; Boy! was she gone.

Part Two. Non-“purplement” or something

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In a review of liquor and

flowers; I had started reading “Lotus

magazine”

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cited: L … magazine
I wanted to discuss at this

 

point; I’ve just now received the “Issue No. 1 -2016”

the poem on page “9”

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cited: the poem on page 9 from cited: L … magazine
that

 

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aside 0: personal notes of real crime analysis and reports received and albeit civilian status
starts and finishes without severe

reading glance; at that vocation.

“bitchin’ ” is not the main narrator, male, i.e., male-identified?

others that are

“poor”

at some others

“have”  “kitchen … [s]”

not both? see the “yellow

cookie”

as the “window” ‘s

entire being ; and you

have a baker , … , a pastry lover …

on “dizgotic” I hardly                           | date: 61117

know what dizgote means

w/out a dictionary and a summative

analysis of it, the word; but I wonder

if she were pregnant; and obvious, I don’t

mean the narrator; as described but I’ve

read-glanced ahead: and you have to wonder:

“Snappy” it’s only to say the reference the

obvious that you can as one likely knows

analyze in parses or in parsing as in code;

cited: coding courses in community college;

something you haven’t read entirely through, yet;

as an entry into reading it : sort of like

the fine printed way to understand the over-all

enough-needed function of a vortex.

tag[s]: non-function structures; on-them.

as an aside;

the death project, more source texts as identified

from “ch. 2 of funeral homes”

p. 11

of “My final Wishes” by Bradley H. Davis

is a title so much “Li Qing Zhao’s Kitchen” p. 9 of “Lotus Magazine”

prom: of p.11

“Upon death, the first thing that has to be done is to choose a funeral director. ”

under: “Funeral Homes” “2.”

theme: prejudice

is like unjust homicide

 

Miss Ms. Goura Fotadar

wishes to acknowledge the

receipt of your

request of a ban of

her from the Menlo Park Public Library (only) [sited, cited:]

on Alma Street from

today June 12, 2017 to two days after her 36th birthday June 14, 2017.

She appreciates the repeated blandishment

of her identity, gender, race, sanity, non-criminal, etc. statusi and work

 

by most patrons and volunteer-employees of this

and such practicing libraries. She considers

this extreme harassment

under her social cause

of safety through homelessness

and non-cash paid work; to further support this cause.

She requests that such

harassers not be

reciprocated for any

of her works and

identity; and she petitions

for the firing of all

pertaining library employees;

and volunteers.

She notes that out-spoken

un-defended prejudice

and gossip in this

country is illegal; and

that; likely despite

being at a knowledge

stream such person(s)

are unable to comprehend

the civic nobilite ;

that though you do

not like her; this

is certain; not her

problem.

dedicated to the service

      of J. J. L/F

citing p. 344

of  The

Amy Vanderbilt

Complete Book

of Etiquette

by Nancy

Tuckerman

and Nancy

Dunnan

 

Practice for “Purplement”

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by Goura Fotadar

date: 52817 m. date: 5.27.17

 

source, cited: Elizabeth Adler, The Secret of the

Villa Mimosa

 

just as the cover image

depicts for brief but

general, too; art

practice:

the “villa” that is

also a “mimosa”

or scuse me

in the shape of a

mimosa

proof

the “mimosa” is of course drink;

but is often served in as demonstrated

glass; as shown in cover l’arte. [not here shown]


mimosa

 

from the inside cover of

the source, text:

“Dr. Phyl Forster first saw

the un-identified young woman

on an early morning TV

newscast.”

2ndpage


Then overall;

to create a good smelling reality;

applying the past source citation book:

“n rockwell” dabbed in a

spread                               drops of prepared lotion.

-> for cited: & thass y …

  cited: rum’s theory [series]

 

Side art notes; and the mini-dissertation on Salt Upon suggestion

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Side art notes; and the mini-dissertation on Salt

Upon suggestion

 

cited: brainstormers et al

Date: 51917

for The FVP

 

Point One for part one: Side art notes || upon suggestion ||

theme: Gimmick tricks on how-to skateboard

in art

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Hypothesis: A piece or real art over schematic or rough sketched or wavy sketched art ; transforms both to real art either together; and of course the latter also alone. The former of course has already won that award; and any real work awarded of course cannot lose such work. Metafaces of Enlightenment

Using main frame brief art: of today’s cited fiction posting.

Part two. The mini-di

Date: 51817

Tag[s]: for esp. cited: c.s.u. educational, needs

The salt shaman continued

Source, text, cited: Love Story by Erich Segal

So; on cited page 3

If both “coffee”[s]
“and a brownie

With ice cream

(for her).”

First of all it is

Unclear; if

Both “coffee” [s] are

For the narrator with

Only the subjunct

Meal for the other;

But in any case

Where the latter in

Combination only

Or not is like

Salt;

Certainly the former

Is; and past

The already counted

Consent as in last

Posting; is

This further

Consent to salt: and

Whether since we don’t

Know for sure whether

The mini-meal and-or

Refreshment[s] in this case

The salt is actually consumed

Or not; we only know that

The salt enactment

Is complete from the

Former consent in the

Order.

 

Most would argue … that

Any meal-type setting

Is an opener;

But perhaps it

Is it as salt:

After the order:

The other introduces

Itself to the narrator

And discovers

The narrator’s family

Heritage

Cited p. 4-5

But on cited

p.5

“    “Jenny, if you’re so

Convinced I’m a loser,

Why did you bulldoze me

Into buying you coffee?”

She looked me straight in the

Eye and smiled.

“I like your body,” she said.”

Where salt is not

Water but in water; “coffee”

Is salt; buying “coffee”

Even when “bulldoze(d)”

Is consent to salt.

“coffee” like salt? Like salt-liquid

Is salt we’re looking for

Something that translates the

Liquid …

Or to liquid

“She looked me straight

In the eye and smiled.”

“ … Look me …” always implies

Mirror and mirror

Always implies water

“straight” implies

Examining image

“eye and smiled.”

Means also I and “smiled.”

Recognition of self-image

Implies with the other

Recognition of another

Image that has

“ … looked me straight …”

Quality of water viewing.

See cited: Sylvia Plath’s mirror

“ “I like your body, “ she said.

The other views “body”

Outside of itself over salt;

Is again

Most aptly

Captured by a

Body of water;

And or liquid.

[other notes: salt near body; “coffee” near a body, actual ]

 

In fiction analysis of

Salt in this text then;

This is the description

Of entryway to outside and

Inside yourself view; comprehension

: in other words; this

Text analysis seems to imply

Do it over salt, salt-like ; and-or

 

Do it with salt.

 

Perhaps one inconsequential

Proof : for long

Days or nights

With salt-kind;

i.e. such as

coffee.

Theme: who kneads

Lust; when you

Can image comprehension;

Instead.

—Reality checks.

As an aside: of course;

This is fiction analysis,

And if wanting to apply

This motif to real life;

If you ordered a book

Instead for yourself;

And something like that

For the other:

Not being salt would

It provide the

Tag[s]:  & policias of l,ibrares

Same-type

Of opening;

Opener?

Perhaps if you

Got really close to

The salty? Salt-like

Pages.

Maybe this is one real reason

Some? Library workers?

Never want to anybody to eat

Or drink in the library when

Wit: books; they might be

Attempting to control socialization

And from previous posting

Salt, salt-like’s entry-way [if even fiction][in the reality check?]

Into actual knowledge. Ha!

& in the knowledge stream:

Library. That’s a real time –

Out kicke.

Tag[s]: the culture of several bay area libraries and some of their staff; but not all of their staff.

Part Three. More perfume and garbage notes.

It larger thing is turning into a potpourri bottle or something; or potpourri paper weight or something;

And the other other two are also being added to as photographed.

Oh perfume notes and art notes of garbage: what will happen next.

Will I rub you and view you and you at the same tryin.

and then of course I also rubbed the leftover “grease” of the flower all over my face and stuff. Oh no hygiene.  || know ||

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On Cultural Edifications: W[h]oa[h]-man

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by Goura Fotadar

date, typed up: 5917

hygiene art notes  date: 5817

source, cited text: The Metropolitan Museum of Art H. H.

on cited: p.354

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cited: from above as identified source text

Before I do anything else; this looks like a view of an older New York Apartment; turned Modern through squalor hygiene; perhaps left-over with some furnishings from its

former more royal past. Even without the existing? past of hygiene help; when

[one: a person, persons-entity, a being] We think of almost in the Ultra-modern era; such as the local ’90s-to 2010s or so; of exhaustion due to . . . leaving less regular energy for; environmental room[s] hygiene time i.e. cleaning but rarely do we hope to picture the unfortunate dip in environmental space of living and use; such as: work hygiene; to what has come to be considered of not just the myth of the holey apartment; here by holey I mean un-rub-able filth on the bathroom floor; and not just a few disorderly pieces and smudges of dirt; a stench that never completely subsides; and not just the occasional smelly cooked dishes and-or a stack of

trash you / one [ … as defined] hasn’t gotten to,  yet.

 

As someone once told me all assisting outside

hygiene folks-people should pass an actual not fake police-militia

protecting freedom/unwarranted crime check; albeit in the

ultra-modern era. Just not everybody is “safe” enough to

enter public spaces and-or [beings’] people’s rest-work recreational

areas: and perform functions of [hygiene].

IN any case the view of what might have

once been grandeur hence perhaps the label: “palace” of this

piece: view on the previous page: cited: 354;

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the other side or part of the cited: page in the identified text, source: kind of a blur

has despite poor non-potential in

hygiene in the observational ultra–

modern world; turned into attire of

decor not just when left-behind-forgotten-speech:

of so you can keep: have it; but of any class’s use;

thus an inaccuracy in compre that even the poor have

access to such use: decor  in the ultra-modern period of

around now; as their own: impless a sense of out-dated-ness

which is not classic. Is the envy of a non-compre societe causing

us not to compre hygiene functions of when there are those;

by those they perhaps; who in their compre in accuracy

and not those for better lack of information: generation/ exposure,

to; who non-compre the cultural appropriateness of palace

grandeur in every one […] of worth.

Spread the wrong functions of [hygiene] than then is combality mask to blind the “common” folk; an attempt to re-blind them in an act of no-longer

effective and-or appropriate  classism.

 

In an era of modernist where showers and frequent change of even grandeur items are no longer safe; what qualifies : under, within functions of

[hygiene].

In an era of such then protected wealth; what qualifies out-lasting and appropriate “classism” belonging to classifications translated to-modern of “common.”

 

Hints: Actual Definitions in form-function

of intelligence

& The qualification for militia

spoke.

 

On Cultural Edifications:

In imagination’s view: +

view : I see

a dimple in a seat; a near

skid off another seat without a

severe athlete’s rigid like control;

a lounging forward and then back;

a jump and or a dented push back;

the inability to recollect it all; and as magic;

the likely at least double meaning of this:

“to “recollect” it all”

and then the cliché gendered meaning

[s] of “the inability … ” in front of

that; and so to aim to actually recollect it all?

if so that’s one’ […] s aim;

theme product citation: aim toothpaste

you must use toothpaste? rather [perhaps] you might want

to look past cliché [when in time period]

in the facet of gender[s].

it’s hue-e , yellow or cited: “marigold”

from cited: “marigold garden” by Kate greenaway (as procured for free through amazon, cited)

green; and is

that near ivory?

there’s curls and

alignment;

there are wings

and on

flesh-type;

there’s paving

I think and

rulers I think.

 

as an aside: some of [a one bottle & the other bottle] the perfume as been re-filled with lemonade as the current main liquid addition; and more flower stem without petal.

 

While sort of cooking in the sun.

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the spray bottle is not stuck and on press has turned perhaps temporarily into a roller scent stick.