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From the extra version of lay: person perspective

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 2818


tag[s]: exhaustion reports; forms:  turn from regulating actualized culture; and or artistic hyperbole, I guess advanced gender studies, I don’t know or something.


!. the local militia, ah regular; and some of at least irregular; I’m not sure of the rest of irregular [and this is all actualized] ; and not necessarily from but present locally at this type, especially; are too tired to crawl countless minutes in repetition on atop of their already required crawling due to the “librarians” repeated banning of not just apparently me; and uh, them too; is what I mean. We can’t all be wrong. It must be on cited: fire marshall warnings; the stalking also by the “librarians’’ who no surprise I can say under oath are for sure part of false militia at cited: at least sjpd; and not local assigned now real militia, ties. When you are too tired to crawl; extra and you have already worked off your crawl; can you turn into a bug; or can you meet your destiny; at your first designated point. The day after the false militia “bans” you for a.c.

Response: Ask my real parents; or my real adopted parents; what they think [but do not ask what used to be my false assigned parents before the self-placed protective order … methods to escape, ah … can be dinge roo]

[really, it’s a real militia secret; well if you can’t find them: here’ s what I think: yeah just go ahead back to the library; and I’ll be pretend humiliated as I’m banned in a drill too; and then; I’ll cancel the ban; because I own the libraries; and I never hired them; and I never consented to your ban, Sorry the crawl-ing has continued the demise of my angles to a [oops, I meant ankles]

Broken strength; so much like cliché but actually useful in regular and irregular application poetry.]

!.. This is also Review:  I was in the two howr “loaner labtop” period looking briefly at this article and I’m not a ? or something? Anyhow: [well when I was done with my first set of problems which of course is now in the less of an hour of left-over time]

Main: what do you think it will be or is: especially, means standard: taken as

Second Main: how can you make normal seeming without even proof but just the strike of sudden tough no thought what it is even if you don’t know; well isn’t the masculine gender [relevant, oui to the article] thought of and still manifested to be the started starting point in gender culture and then anything that doesn’t completely form with this culture perhaps experiences the normal regular version of such this: other [uh, form actual difference] right.

theme: structural thought

theme culture progression: we hope normal means no unnecessary and easily overcome pain; or no pain is it.

Third main: it emphasizes time; uh time, and time again; of exposure is what I would call it; sorry no offense; how long might you be willing to be on such a … ; if even in taken as form. Think other forms you might not mind. [as stand-bys]

Review again; fourth main: if there are actual reactions to it; what’s the basic way to combat these reactions; what else might work alongside that you know isn’t regularly harmful and at least mildly curative. After; when you have time; you can find if the reactions are really that; or is something else happening. In the meantime; an additional exposure at least is when from the perspective of what you might be willing to tolerate; uh the way to go.
Let’s pretend that this is only artistic hyperbole! And it is that also,



A personal story on cues not quite; translated to the basic word re-imaging.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 12618

tag[s]: economic research connected criminology, and cue patterns specified again, art abstractions on gender studies and vanities, call reports


theme: gender surgery and its e/a ffects

I was watching as each parks and or leaves exactly at a face-body match when I do. They had told me that I wasn’t hallucinating non-usefully, it’s quite illegal.

[Insert cited; even loosely who that “they” is ] [Check without a citation; based on collected evidence who that it’s not definitely: for example legal verification is never here  [through] the local “authorities”]

Collect evidence and-or data also for memory.

[I took a picture]

Assess threat connected to retrieving evidence for verification.

A woman who stalks me nearly everywhere I go and I’m not sure is even female; because she also stalks me in female only scenes; and this is also including: she’s not female and is also not gender inclusive or gender unified; [as in fiction but not]; moaning to herself and guttering objects in my presence, blocking off washing and use-entry segments. The Moaning Continues, uh.


[S/he] Is near. I assess threat, and it’s too dangerous to pull at evidence collector and look/examine picture again. Change assignment as in modify it to use what is. Perhaps retrieve from memory such as in a call report without materials nearby. A practice modifying on further modification call reports for utilize-ability.

Similarities, Continued.

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by goura fotadar

date typed up [a-ha to finally?] 82917

dedicated to all undesired career and work interruptions being penalized penalization to the interrupter; at the highest consequence …  last part from of: to paraphrase one of the loitering signs in this city.


source text of course [Holding The Man]

aside: interruption from the librarian … the librarian informed me today [what date was it: 81917] about; my own policy regarding photographing people who weren’t threatening my life; and

[report to: where report librarians?] I confirmed If your life is being threatened and you are not lying [about this, who this, this who] you have a legal obligation to photograph the folks involved [anywhere] … when functionally perceivable and this does not include or is not restricted by other peoples preferences; and if there’s no time or accessible device to photograph with; that photograph of they who is-is threatening your [life, safety, etc.] can be turned in to at least yourself and of course perhaps others, of-worth, too. To turn in a report, then shall it not be that the other shall be of some: worth; and the worth shall be: ethical worth. And any case how: is ethical worth assessed. In either way; if the photograph of report and somehow a legal way to report to yourself is e. than well, if you can’t photograph for the reasons or something like the reasons provided, well then: a written or summation report will be less effective; but it is still a-workable; and this of course is not to put down writing.

On a side clause: in indirect perhaps the term is law: in indirect law: if a report finds it to yourself and there is a real measure not some hoax or referred hoax: measure of worth; such as ethical worth; well then if you have met that measure in some way; well, you have not been surprised or committed crime by how; receiving a that such report … and so correctly both expect and not be surprised by the performance of others of ethical: worth whatever may be deemed publicly or not their role. Here role means of course not necessarily being somebody’s mother but rather where that being mother role may also intersect with society or the functioning of society actualizing … also known as role actualized evaded to expansive or role reform. The cliché of spoiling your child only approved when it is actually a child cannot that be spoiled so as that your spoiled child and your role as this spoiled child’s [parent?] does not un-function society as it is or as it is actualizing.

My point is I want the local  … ?

Back to regulated measure …

Back to Source text: where of course it is a regulated measure in any case as it is previously in previous postings described the source text a knowledge stream et al

[Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave] [Foreword:} [David Marr]

cited p. 9 under “A … BOYS” “ ‘I wish you were a girl.’ I wasn’t sure what he meant but said I wished he was a girl too.”



sounds like transgenderism; but is this line though a spoken “wish” [“wish”] –es : actual?

or [an/a] unmeant dream.

for similarities between the two:

cited: 9 “carrot=red hair”

Source, text citation [2]:

Singing in the Shrouds.

Ngaio Marsh …

p. 9 (also)

“He would have liked to travel.”



a dream/wish;

a wishing


  • – – – – – —————————————————————————————


cited p. 9 [2nd text]

a coincidence of number

near start; or start:

“car with a smashing redhead at the …”


cited: p 10 [second source text]

all of a now; the explanation [theme: ex-pal? , nation]

of why this is a reported

and noticed incident

is provided; likely asexuality

has converted to a-one

symposium of also or rather

instead non-asexuality; where

of course as compared to the incident; it is in the opposite sexuality; is it qualified as opposite?

“The man in the kiosk was chatting up a girl while the rest of us stood -à

shivering in the wind at Brighton Beach …”


why weren’t the rest of them shivering; as

In here the compared rest is: now; “man” & “girl”.




see this posting as; handout: Source text of course


Other notes month Of march, 2017.

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Other notes month

of march, 2017.


for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar


date typed up: 8817


As spoken to in


Name on

main gymnasium [for increased safety, no picture at this point in forward time provided here.]

is especially


Bay area – ca;

and might be a

sign of select

racism and additionally

not surprisingly to

cultural incompetence:

Hence we look for

increased undeserving

crime in all its