art

smack,her [derived: male, smack, -h ? ]

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cited: amazon k.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 82217

 

Date written: 3.19.17

(a) More received charity products to consider: cited: HARNN treasured wood lip therapy; review: this title of over a lip balm dispenser is quite the art generating idea-r ; plus the balm is greatly effective; a shiny – I think? thin like almost a lotion version for the lips; it’s a reminder to look for  ; look at treasured wood.

 

inserts: syntax hints are sometimes, at times spaces.

 

My idiosyncratic definition of “treasured wood” is a semi-strange training in [combat art]; which I suppose is a method-to fashionings … carry two stand-ably (-with) heavy bags and walk enough miles [foryou] to get you to a location that you need to … ; and-or don’t mind. rest as you, need as in your walk.

 

Why is this combat art: it is movement : that builds the strength and dexterity we need for everyday tasks; in a safe society : that includes the ability to non-criminally defend ourselves.

[aside: tag[s]:

mind channels: dv & uh, poetry/fiction;  cited: amazon

lipsmackher

]

what clothing would you wear in such combat art activity: I know that I’d slap-smack this described balm on my lips to make the endeavor more scented; and engross-ingly scented with other scents that may come up; outdoors: good + bad.

tag[s]: realistic interpretations of d.v. recovery; & the fashion of scents

[Design a “treasured wood[“] therapy … “ ?]

bloodyfaces

theme: bloody faces, wash out?

theme music citation: oasis stop crying your heart out

 

or it is available this way to: i.e. this posting: To accompany publishings

Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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shh

By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.

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Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.

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Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,

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Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.

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2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]

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And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.

 

Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”

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Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.

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Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.

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Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.

 

theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?

 

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The fallen rose bottle, continued

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the 10, June, 2017

tag[s]: death project art + culinary floral art.

In preparation for

[what and rest-safe;]

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cited theme advertisement:

preparation H

[and again?]

DownloadsDanger zones of unrest

after a few days of festering

in the non-disease way;

the bottle continues:

with plans of donated

coffee + a few parts

of other dried and

collected flower-things

as photographed;

festering rose pieces + flower diorama

[sp?]

+ coffee

cited: Donut Shop Classics

once opened; inside the bottle: the dead

roses

are

both

drying;

and

damp.

opened;

for additional

supplement: and only! ? what if this were

also a sniff bottle. Once coffee was opened

the bag was tea like so decided to

drink it; and instead use fragrant

and encase-ing wrapper + sugar prior

to flower additions.

on specialized foil theme: of space travel

theme 2: when

trash takes a

vapid futuristic

stance.

seal and sugar; sugar the coffee,

also;

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two simultaneous ; cookings

meaning preparations;

the stalt of preparation [y]

as an aside: In my tap-water is

the cited: coffee bag;

 

green tea bag; kirkland

signature ; and sugar.

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sorry for the blur?

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after the sugar and foil in the

fallen rose bottle tear; no; pilfer

apart the drying flowers in

bag: flower diorama [sp?]

adding drinkable tiny pieces to the c-t-s drink, also.

also I have collected a few spare sticks for

other art ; that I might additionally [be]

inserting into the bottle of rose[s]

or such pieces;

as the flower pieces are pilfered; insert

semi-attentively into bottle and give

the insides a salad twirl grabbing the

lid; at this stage: the fallen rose bottle

is something like an ensulated/insulated

magic scent, wide-stick.

and, that’s where we’re

at now.

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theme: it looks like grass; out in/from the doors

i-minutes, newsed notes

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newsed notes

y.

soplain

 

for the Fictional VolunTier Project

date, opened: 6417

artemails

by goura fotadar

dedicated to the actual kids approved in my old complex. And a dirt few adults. Nearby or in.

 

 

pertaining to this section … what does that mean.

“class”;

turning into the same olds:

“refugees”;

 

still new:

“facts”

 

Grade school basics of olds:

“Science writer…[s]” still exist

Advantaged grade school basics of olds:

New translations of deux es, de machina macchina :

In [some of] art images .

news

 

Anthologies of knowledge are significant ; or are still happening in quotas; and quotes of grade school journalism: sorry about the opinion inclusion.   Or ?  why not review editing policies while we’re at news reviews.

 

Somebody died. [at least a one: somebody.]

Good, under [another opinion]

“refugees”

They’ve captured “social mobility”

But what’s progressive and here progressive only means  actually intelligent about “social mobility” or what will be as in making it turn to a higher change.

I really mean higher change; as in spare change; as in higher education.

As in strike out education for a moment and spare for a moment; and you have in reverse order the first order higher change. And before that lined include is ion: ?

You know like higher education. \\\ never mind, or nevermind; not under refugees but just under  “americans’ l scuse the missing second ‘  and the first missing “ “

Or smoething of that direction; cited: the simpsons

casket

o.k.

so what does “social mobility” using the mistakes of effect have to do with “refugees”

uh.

?

That’s all you need to re call.

 

Is that enough; and remember the title of the subject matter of the email sort of like a title line:

Because after-all it is still publishing.

“How your mind manufactures your feelings – and how to control that process”

 

[section][refugees][art as translation comprehension][facts][science writing a career][careers][knowledge collection = anthology][social mobility is an “American” tier such as a tiara approved for wearing and actually approved]

 

Good; but good be better organized; well it’s been not that long in i-minutes?

 

Asides of non-re-re-re: checked

Occupational past, passed, no, hazards:

Are non – hazardous;

Except for being out of time

cited: “out of time,”

I hate commas inside quoatation no quotes no quotation marks; but since you’re sure that’s the most proper seminal way of typographing “things”

Excuse the cursory second set of quotations.

First set from the cited text;

Second set from external to cited text citations also.

You’re not a …[first set interjections]

But “c.b.t.” is apparently is or is also?

Has to do with memory?

And memory has to doe with; no do with no sue no due no do with “emotions”

A better question would be the cliché [second set]

“how emotional are you?”

Oppressed?

How important are your [actual] emotions to you.

Hint? Now you know … ?

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X is addicted to make- up; fiction inscriptions in non-fiction

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tag[s]: less cliché “shamanic” aides, studying addiction models past graduate counseling school, uhm.

by goura fotadar

date: 6317

 

X is addicted to make- up; fiction inscriptions in non-fiction

if you were male and …

you wanted to store a part of make-up;

store

and you weren’t an actor or something other of a performer occupationally or something;

might you scratch and or ink on its front “energy charge”

then of course it would just be that such aid.

Which one would you pick.

 

draw it; no actually screen shot the image of the one you pick and with that word over it: no phrase over it

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what’s the context of singing … uhm.

for Bums: carry it or store it in your storecase, or d’ storecase moveable?

theme:

cited: palo alto city

sing? pt alo

pt alo

pt alo

[or] alo

alo

pt

city?

theme music citation:

Sara Bareilles – Gonna Get over You

part two. The Punt: Y works too much; and this is addiction … X ?

theme contrast: but work, even any keeps us , Y , and us Y, SAFE.

store-safe … ?

the alcoholic proposition;

based on observation during

DINNER : music might cure —->

actual alcoholism.

On why folks thing [think] [thing think you][think thing you] you’re an … when

you’re just [hungry].

more importantly does in

cliché terming “heal” actual

alcoholism[s]. What’s it. Where’s [it].


notes from lecture attendance, semi no slightly interpreted: “above x”

power : Him? or Solidarity;

how to; or should x …

“give up” and “give up” what? [theme: my go[-sh …], give up Solidarity? and lose what it actual is, it.]

background: book, cited: E. Kurtz “Not God”

addicted to work of any sort: why

what is work, define. Using example:

of lecture : “stick a need, sticking a needle” “in arm” is

actual work …

theme: adjunct [or] chin? no, I meant adjunct on chin. Sorry, I have … … as in costume make-up-ry . sounds like a graph; yeah well make-up application is a graph, right. [collegiate culture]

theme, progresses: maybe you just want a different job. or a different translation of that job [action].

What is ts?

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by goura fotadar

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cooling the bench

date typed up: 6217

theme: sorry for the blur? of photographs

safety card or religious card:

2

1

 

 

slide cards:

Number 1:

3

Source, text: Prodigal Summer

Barbara Kingslover

“Acknowledgments”

Ac: know : led : g : men : ts

a/c? : know => led? : g-men

=> gender-men? :

ts =>

Slide 2:

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What is ts?

for me; at present:

ts is – are

rubberbands

has to do with hair, safety, & wetness in environs

=> so

slide 3:

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In relational,

self theory -> what is?

application:

ts -> ties

the next basic step . . .

 

slide four – 4:

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ties : relational self theory

[applied]

at present ties mean:

creating transferable connections

 

[applications of safety:] what’s the

easiest way to create [experience]

connections.

 

slide 5:

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[experience, involves : …]

[?]

the explanation / proof of :

“oh you’re interested in pragmatic

theory ; maybe you should read a

book or take a class on pragmatics.”

 

What the heck is pragmatics.

 

slide 6:

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Un-necessary Sheet –

I’m constantly using books and the such;

perhaps I should work near books

and the such; perhaps for further

ties [self] … I should walk also to

these books and the such … and-or to more books and the such.

 

slide 7:

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Apply it to sty living; an experiential

way of being above? old tie:

housing.

from page x of “acknowledgments”

“I’m pretty sure I owe

my particular way of looking at the world,

colored heavily in greens, to my parents’

choosing to rear me in the wrinkle on the map

->

slide 8 :

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that lies between farms and wildness, … ”

 

slide 9:

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from cited : xi

in same section :

a look in context, no! In context support:

Psychic Tools? While reading this what do

you see, also:

“Steven” -> t, seven ->

shirt seven, tie[s] seven, shape seven as a t.

 

slide 10:

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theme: uncomfortable order

 

slide 11:

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slide 12:

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after (enough) seven t analysis;

shape structure will we know:

“acknowledg[e] …”

that t seven also

is, means a gun.

 

“Steven” transposed at least one-way

[sectioned] can be a … that named.

 

 

slide 13:

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The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

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Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy

… jewels

Date: 6117

By goura fotadar

Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!

Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.

Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.

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A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;

And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;

They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;

Scenario

And I said, the truth: “no.”

Or

I didn’t answer?

Or

I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”

 

They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;

I waited to:

To not reveal the way I move, why?

To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around

When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;

Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.

I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;

I’m not and so

I said,

“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”

Oh they said,

Stumbling back away.

 

Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with …  ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.

 

Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary

 

how would you take this piece

and turn it / make it fiction

| so easy |

how would you make it to at least yours [elf]

acceptab,lly non fiction

| less easy |

 

cited: http://www.jewelrygig.com/a-few-quiet-amethyst-treasures/ as accessed on 6117

through fb

 

This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies.  or. or. or [to catch all the views.]

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