art diagram(s)

Make-Up: A way to write (poetry)/ I love it: the flower petal, seen; in not exactly a new form.

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by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 61118

tag[s]: tirade[s] & art, sort of breaks from other *work in this *works

source, citation: as accessed on 61118

[also in this form: I love it]

  1. Imagine like the doctor’s office or the doctor’s set; you’ve been sick for a really long time; or just sick; ad: the sometimes occasion; can also be the all times occasion: as you need [it].

& in addition to taking internal medicine or remedy or that type; you can also uh apply external medicine; you know like that medicated version of make-up; or just make-up; whenever you feel like it; or rather, whenever you need it medicinally, …

  1. What would the make-up look like; personally, I’d want to have it caked on my form, face: and least some of the time, … or some days of the week/month/year like medicine that smelled good and healed me, … or something; healed … so much of it that I never worried about its effect: medicinal disappearing [the new version of holy (un) vanity & translated; how we became to start with; not addicts]

Untitled23. Against this sad; story [from the video, the video …] is definitely an art form: had you noticed without this clarification?

[Against the sad] is the Geisha; that you see; and another meaning to the cultural enforcement of something else [so against the sad = Geisha]

and what would you see;

Well, there is/r the masked lips:

Or here they are my favorite, the masked lips:

[a symbol for what? Voice>]

  1. The flower petal; in an almost spray paint type of conceptual look; a metaphor for/or actually like:

[Geisha [against the sad], masked lips [Voice], the flower petal spray paint look [=?]]

  1. The catch of Geisha Untitled6




  1. \ The complete Geisha: a new masked lips [color = class]
  2. The summary uh, poetry/ the summary poetry:

[Against the sad] is the Geisha; [see] the Geisha at first by its masked lips; unified by its Geisha-group Voice …

[Understand] the Geisha through its flower petal sprayed I-s

The Catch of Geisha; that it is Geisha is the glisten of its nostrils and that Such.

See the class of your surroundings by the Geisha’s new masked lips




Constellation Chamber III.

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 31618

[also in this form: Surely some of the ash goes with]


tag[s]: the spirit work out further done, art reality, while the next publication gets done



[I think still in part one [of 3].]

Surely some of the ash goes with: at output screw and so is it a challenge to hold the same effective shape, too [well assuming there’s a substance environment change] with less ash on this self: might where the rests and lands be assistant to almost through certain weights [of] disfiguring selves.


The Proclamation:

Entry to the structure is a re-comprehension of body development.

Reminder: if the entry is not specifically for that channel; then, can it be re-used for such entry [exit] or do you need another entry; so a window must be designed as perhaps such in a reverse lid; for safety; hence most window designs.


theme: So change the doors to screws and-or screw equivalents.


[I think in part two [of 3].]

A meditation exercise or something. The Transposition of the [-hildhood] light exercise

Are you having a problem with the rain? Imagine a bright [the obvious] yellow sun and radiate it into the sky as if it’s a real thing outside of your body; like for how long? Then move the sun large into your body sphere; next turn the sky the color red; and then further transpose the two. Sun in the sky or the sky red; and-or sky red with the sun in the red sky; and move into your body perhaps even in compartments. What happens; if anything.

What the …. Is this.

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date typed up: 3518

tag[s]: art by the not exactly homeless?, a shortage of my postings while my next publication stays rough and still gets edited by me shouldn’t leave you starving, yes that means the local librarians want you to starve; since I have you know uh also worked in the past … art statements about local deployment cultures and deployment cultures; interesting adjuncts to traditional reports, test for cited: real Vietnam veterans; upcoming publications announced more-so, political theology

[also in this form: What the]



the supposed postal man from cited: the postal office of u.s.a. ?

has been stalking me at all times of night; and day; and who wouldn’t stalk me; yeah right; pretending in various uniforms; that he is an authority figure. Can we say unhealthy fixation; and I’ve always avoided speaking to him.

There was damper environment when along with other local “authorities” he had turned to be a new trashman; who didn’t use trash vehicles like are standard in our country; but instead drives his own van or something; and digs through trashcans near anywhere I am. I’m not sure but I think this is a form of anti-Semitism pronounced; like ew! You uh, can’t throw away trash anywhere you are; and instead the anti-Semite will steal the trash from the can; even in public; as everyone watches; unfortunately, perhaps for this need to be filled in a racial prejudicial method; I’m not actually Jewish; and it is me to start off with who he stalks. Then the local “cops” attempt to gang rape me in the bathroom as local “women” watch. Of course I’m never going to be raped. How paradoxical it is that I was born or uh started with a vagina and uterus in tact.

To the glee of the most dishonest and immoral and unethical pastors groups around but it might not be every single one of them so seriously in the jewish cultural way: good luck to the rest; what like I’m God? Their non-qualifying dreams have come true and the h-less people have gotten away from the rain in hotels that I think I pay for [yes, but I earn no money; good reminder] along with some others; while the people deployed as h-less have been getting drenched when for example, the rain starts, and they have already fallen asleep; not always uh rising to it. In any case, this has created a wonderful flower basked no basket that that the stalker and or stalk-rs is-r sure to take credit for. I’m sure the flower basket which shall turn into what; is worth $16 million dollars.

Who made it.

& more importantly, perhaps how long did it take; and can you see it.




Constellation Chamber I.

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By Goura Fotadar

Date, typed up: 22718


tag[s]: political theology, art reality, structural stuff, beggar’s worth



  1. housing diagrams
  2. colors especially for the next publication


One of the frenetic problems for housing; is that I have no exact architectural-diagrams

theme: problem entry? identified

that I can look at on the fly.

theme: after an hour of begging; when I was denied a $20.00 from the church bucket; I was sponsored a $12.00 from the begging: where-to: cigarettes + extra cheap food. I thought it was uh sanctioned for those, needing it!  Plus I had like 4 left-over from last sponsorship. As a result I want to cut all budget from all non-militia [actualized militia qualified as regular and irregular] programs and fund-s, now.

I just haven’t had the time.

A Beggar’s Journey Jars for Art

Remember when I was hostage, and I couldn’t procure jars; because the hostage holders would steal even ones that would have been trashed that I washed out at empty.



jargon;  No! those are only for recycling!

jargon 2: well, they might? still be recycled

[depending on art piece][a hill in a sentence] like

after art exhibition …

Today after begging and seeking basic sponsorship: I found such caught? rather exact described jar [just cleaned] [washed]

[oh scent] at a spot.

[spelling]  Nea-[b][ry] were fallen

petals; and use-able.


A house is a cigarette’s ash dish

& like those trinkets

When it turns over ash falls down the petals. :

What does it become when compared to a snow or such falling trinket jar-box: hmm?

[Perhaps create a basic analysis of comparison:]

-against the blue its clear color: seeing color or gendered color: stability. Bought at the store/a store

the trinket box might be tainted by a non-clear container hue

creating a decoupage [spelling]


theme: I don’t c[h]are

how they define it.

-ash fallen is it residue

as not a fire but a fire

in a fire place; of course is like the excess of it curbed around the space: place and upon near petals inside space it creates, what: ?


The main intention as a back aside of course the obvious: the jar a house; it’s etched on label; makes all such structural houses have the same address; which one could belong to? or perhaps which ones.

It could smell good inside if with ash and petals that’s what I have available in the homeless life.

Banter: If I had a window the good scent would be lost; and sure it’d spread to the environment; but what if they didn’t want that.

The Cap-Shot: On examination the entry to the jar is the twisting of the lid; and or screwing the lid:




and so unlocking a doorway would not match this jar.


theme: why use the jar structure; cause it’s what I found.


unless the door was lid enough like and unscrewed on-and-off. [like cited: tmt? ]

the jar though as inhabited house would need to be ventilated and lid opening closing might not be enough,




To solve the problem further into how to have faith in something, appropriately;

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 21018


Date: 2918

tag[s]: after yesterday’s post, connected to …; grammatical syntax forms to understanding criminology and all that stuff, art reality

without using regular culture bias-trigger:

here’s a daddle from the right side of this interface [oops I meant source, text cited]

: “[ … ]” is quite the remark with at least one explanation; being non-regular culture that this “[ ]” represents a picture, an image, a physical and-or computer version frame; and can you imagine where in category within following a picture of a physical frame would go … ; and so on; and what it speaks of: “ …”

within the limits of the image or what is apparently here, known as “[ ]” to follow exact unless we flip the image when we flip to [we get …]


we must in exact order, unflipped-

read or hear whatever

the the frame says

in its usual [in this part of the world at least]

as we read words, order:  “ […]”

to use the example of this picture would you have

faith in this man using not

your guess to regular culture bias –


“ [ … ]”


[review reminder: the basic interface of reality art with fiction representation art; the yellow is a symbolism of prior to actualized and verified knowledge prior to looking at this picture and the gray is the application of how to look at it; or rather, how it will be looked at; ]

reading from left-to-right the block from the desk I’m sitting at demonstrates in this image that his body positioning states to [me] he’s been sitting there; which in my case I know for sure he hasn’t [so I have one checkmark in the direction of I don’t trust him] ; next when he walks by I smell a horrid smell and I’m homeless but my smelling sense could/might be off [so no qualified checkmark;] I’m unable to read his shirt with my current vision; the letters look almost a blur and with all the virtual programs running about: this makes me suspect something off about him but it’s not confirmed [so no additional verified check mark]; At a close up his left-hand it seems to disappear into the stacks of books of course this could be just a dip in the phone’s photograph the resulting response is no it would not be wise to put your faith in him with the one checkmark demonstrating such. In addition: this person is one of many dangerous stalkers in the the area; following me across any even large library I’m at …

to stare at me as I work; he

also calls me “baby …” and refers to me as his girlfriend. Though I don’t know him personally; he also follows me around at soup kitchens I attend and pretends; that we have been fighting. It’ s dangerous and absurd.


Source text citation learning images in brief examination:




Source text, cited: Hannah Hoch




So-fa = Couch? The Building of Hypo-thesis

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[and also in this form: So]

by Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 12118

tag[s]: bizarre abstract beginning comprehensions diagnosed, historical research for the cited: vhp, psychic oddities


source, cited: [again] Vietnam The Real War, cited: p.83


Date: 1.19.18


“coffee table”

artifact like study?

[how accurate from even a biographical book is not the point here, now]

[can it create even an inaccurate-r reality diagram]

[what might be the convening point]

theme: perhaps notes connected to the cited: vhp


[why artifacts and not articles]


“The” “Quiet” “American” where “Q” sounds like “C” and “c”

because they sound start similar [in sound, again] should they be placed near one another.

In almost like a bizarre psychic theory:

if x’s name

belonged to the sound

is it “cu” –like

then x could be near the same sound belongings for what purpose: relic placement/article placement, recreation modeling?


how about reality diagramming

even an inaccurate reality diagram collects the information a hypothesis might;

at each attention directed … ->

An easy start

placed sounds belonging

similarly in at least

one sound bracket

with a minimum

of three article-relic-variables

[including actual persons]



recorded or not, attended

to [as in attention]



The truth of reality and-or the truth of how to design reality comes about.


Examples, that might be cured:

or could be solved:

(examples hypothetical like fiction but art they to wha-s  extent)

When I go to the department store: I look for red chiffon but only find it once per year? So I usually settle for blue and not green.

After “Vietnam”

veterans that came home had to leave housing behind almost immediately: were dropped at the side of-the: road with trash thrown on-them; something like mandated to never [theme: how long is never]

stay in indoor housing and-or shelter too long; a consequence for/of fighting for freedom: and now how many years later other groups suffer the same fate; is it for the same reason? =fighting for freedom


[theme: cited: freedom fighters]

only now any such group is expected to not exist

in any way; and so is repeatedly given unjust legal trouble, such as: repeated citations concerning rest.


Of course in the consequence of mandating non-justice if even by lying about enforcing it or its name; the consequence in entropy of justice peaks up and gears toward the enforcers of non-justice, and eventually all enablers, and then all left-over participants of … t.b.c. ?




I’m so stupid

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Date typed up: 11118 [and also in this form: I]


Date: 11018


cited first word? of front cover



(cited: images of cited: book, and the re-sketching of the first letter of first word or something, … was done from memory so pardon the discrepancies)

Of course

[in reg-her e English order]

Looks most like an/a

flowering [think petal]

5 or run-around the track: S.

What could flowering 5

Mean; it is in this case

[for me] to reference the

presumptive culture:

I am currently in and primarily from/of:

Flowering 5

Might sensibly

Reference the beginning

of kinder-garten

Which of course

Sounds so much like


Which/witch might mean

(no mean!) a variety of things including: this will be the start of a kinder experience, then no sorry, than:

And it almost sounds like a card you might give to any old adult, and that here just means any adult: that went to kindergarten or could have

[The any card business]

A kinder experience, than:

[might be on the card]

(and so in catches)

Of importance the in this case thing to take away is card.

and so it may not be surprising that [s] or something also like a reverse hook cited: peter pan is found to be symbolism for card.

Title continued: The Syntax of form [perhaps next part]

Why might you guess is based on above.

o is

Is one way to

Open and see a

Traditional card: and

Here of course traditional

Means reed [play] and-or

See front, which

Might be the twist at

The left side, and then

Follow the path obvious, correlating

Each segment of the


Parts of the card,


With the the rest

Of this apparent:

Ly? Symbol.