art diagram(s)


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Notes connected to “purplement” again.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date: 11.22.17

[and also in this form: Perhaps]


on: 11.21.17

What’s the similarity

Between a wrist and

Entry; and company

and tea

[theme = age-olds]

theme video citation: on cited: youtube, from cited: The Dark Night, 2008, current accessible link:

as of today’s first above date,


Wrist  , entry

Similar, how?

Commonly: the wrist

Is the entry to the


And-or hand


As a]



An entry shouldn’t

Take wrist

To get in;

Because then it

Doesn’t quite,

Work [entry, as



Then; more


Worn on a wrist is

The entry or opposite

To the wrister …


Such as in:

I believe but am

Not sure

In recollection

“The Fountainhead”

By Ayn Rand; [but it could have been another cited: Ayn Rand manifesto]


An entry

Is usually

In connectedness

Clearly depicted

A wrist is fragmented

Into shape

Similarly to

An entry


So the two have in

Common this, perhaps




More basic: how, so?

Perhaps you blow

Up a wrist

Or shrink

An entry;

And so it is.


What about

‘company’ and ‘tea’


Well, you notice tea

esp. in tea bag form

Is often packaged like

Other products such;

As a company.


And in consumer production


Acquirement or something

: perhaps everything


That is packaged similarly

[shapes] is similar

To learn; even If you didn’t think





It perhaps might

Just be to work like

(of / a …. etc.)

‘’company’’ you

Need tea or its



tea goes along

with things that teach

You how to cook, cook it,

And goes along for

Tea means … similar

Where similar

Is belong, -ing


Com[y], pan : tea; y sub for e,

and you can cook tea

in a …











The trap-box, continued.

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[and also in this form: The trap]

for The Fictional Voluntier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 10-27-17



where these two had sat

last time; the shrieking

of these two this time

involved the cited: sats

and as if to verify their

simulated age at least;

because it might be true

that these two were-

are presently teen agers:

were cited: sat books on

them; however there were

clear like near reportable

signs on them of adults

posing as children; this

along with the non-sequential

shrieking ; and that only

means that the shrieking didn’t

seem to match the, that

two-some party

plus, their collected recognition [see today’s fiction posting to see a fiction exercise of potential displays of use of this uh, term; after uh it goes up, is posted]

of the last time I sat

in the trap-box; and

where I sat; extenuated

by the fact: that compared

to this incident it was

some while ago;


the distance of my visiting the

trap-box had been too long

for them to coincidentally

still effective; be seated there.

As a result I hardly

would trust my belongings

with them, and if [those, they] alone

with my belongings I would

chalk up-any items un-stolen to


be due to the fear of the

consequences of stealing

while under audio +

video surveillance

The other two seated at the

/ in the trap-box; were

seated at the former seat;

just even with something like

five options it happened to be

noticeable of the previous

trap-box event of the unbelievable [uh, absent, -ly]

two teenagers. These two

comprised of what appeared to

be a different and noticeable


component: while being

Either or something

Like a grandmother, grandchild

pair.  – Of elderly –mid

teenage variety. The grand

mother seemed to be yelling at

the grandson by her body

gesticulations, but her words were

not audible.


They seemed to be having a conversation

that was hushed; from public hearing;

but the “grandson” ‘s words seemed hushed, only after he spoke? ; hers were just

not-audible at all. Her gesticulations

were bordering a-on violent; and hard

to go un-noticed; the couple of

other supposed older teenagers

nearby seemed to find this treatment

gesticulation nothing extraordinary

and even appropriate; this furthered

my distrust of them and the “grandmother”

Due to the son’s [“g’son” ‘s] facial

expressions and reflective body stances

though seated; I trusted him most

of the four alone temporarily with my

belongings in the trap-box. Shortly after

I re-entered he donned a backpack and left the trap-box. His “grandmother” stayed a little longer; followed by the older “teenage” pair leaving, also. Soon I was alone

with my belongings in the trap-box.


-the logic: non-preferentially

The external use

evaluation of

something such

as “belongings”

[this set; existential]


-establishing a “trust” fund + job decision tactics.



perhaps the actual meaning

he-she-they-who “I” trust here “I” trust with … “I” trust to …






Life as an artist and a holy derelict-clothwad

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Fiction for The FVP: an excerpt of “purplement” uh worked on when, ever is there time. [outside of “police busts” and other work.]

[also in this form: forpurplement]


by goura fotadar

(this excerpt for The Fictional VolunTier Project)

tag[s]: share, fiction diagrams-art diagrams, fiction therapy, scent

Life as an artist and a holy derelict-clothwad

Dedicated to my brother: J.L. Da.F. and J.C.

Like something wouldn’t believe I was huddled into the quill of read; and on-top of the cushion of pink; where the phony Mary posed in Gregorian and couldn’t cat: chat; the cushion turned to the prick that must have cemented it

The dip and climb of

Sea’ to me.

In front of me the thin flowers and then ribbons as a thing of my: floral art. It’s a drinking tin; with paper taupe as a spherical [as in becoming] ribbon.

The lights flash since the strobe plantain also known as my focus, switches modality to ex-tended [ why, by the way: ] rest. I think of fans and teddy bears; but also of fans of teddy bears.

Do you think, they belong here.

cited: mariah carey

Teddy bears are so much like wreaths; even when they are

[The need for heightened

potpourri teddy bears in not just; but esp. just ‘Nam]

[draw another teddy bear on cited voicethread,

and link; see: or slide 30 ]

the only problem then; of course becomes travelling as in depoyeument and there’s no way to be near enough the teddy bear; this sounds like a sentiment for various variations of heart.

the problem shouldn’t be does the teddy bear; bears even smell strongly enough of potpourri that you sniffing it: is too much for you.

[draw a cloth, walletrip]

The smell should be something you either need to smell or can’t ever smell too much of; and not sure if the or belongs there. [Like a greeting carpet at the front door or back door; or sum, sum, thing.] To the first problem; and perhaps the only one; there might be a travelling accompanying teddy bear.

I’m not sure if it can or has turned into the travelling accompanying teddy: beer; who actually smells of, beer; and not something pretending to be beer: but of much worse odor:

Would the potpourri teddy bear that also travels with you on depoyeument: be smaller [with less potpourri or lighter] than the normal regulary non-travelling one

are you only travelling and-or depoyeument [in] because those that won’t don’t care for you; or like in fiction: heart you enough.

theme: fiction in fiction to start with non-fiction like a boxed gift

Free cited: Jesus.

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further look-notes on the booklet: 82017

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar

date typed up: 83017

We have 2 main first level variations; we-one type [so no external variation] on the second level;

tag[s]: segmenting computer science; fabric art theory

then there’s a turn back to one of one and one of two; i.e., level [of] variation, or



Internal Stream Theory; full-fill, [meant] of; most needs …

“worship” why not think flowers: working motif; …

row-ship? most needs implies

tag[s]: recreational studies,

not just rowing for recreation

but-and such practice of recreation would

likely aid who:? need to get to for example the next

shore: think on accident also next store: in any case the

need to get there implies not all is completed in needs; nearly

all completed i.e. fulfilled; means someone will be able to row you; [torowyou]; or you will be able to row yourself ; in plain athleticism using the actual conception of rowing : if you don’t row but do something else ; or similar: will you be able to row as needed; will you be complete enough : ? and then wider: if you can sing [sign] well enough or the equivalent; well then in emergency can you lead any old church service and if even needed take over as that, a leader. In framework segmenting: perhaps why religions “worship” row-ship isn’t given much significance in reg. or cliché popular culture; is due to the non-comprehension of emergency: “need” for “worship” so think inside instead in the obvious derivative of emergency: “need” for row, ship. Answers, could include?

cited: a “worship” booklet that was meant to be returned but nobody told me until after I’d already finished this thing or approximate to it-that; Free cited: Jesus.


see it in a form-fit here: further look


Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project


By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.



Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.






Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,








Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.



2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]













And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.


Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”


Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.









Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.



Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.


theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?




How do you know what feels wrong to you.

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How do you know what feels wrong to you.

Secondary Standard head: Is this fiction or not.

Rough notes on the quick

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

is it an? el; and other form translations or breakdowns … ? are [r]
by goura fotadar

date: 63017

public library theme, select: she’s dumb and she’s not deaf. I know her and I use her name to get out of prison; without her consent.

outdoors public theme: and they won’t stop attempting to steal. We don’t have the guns. But they do. Which is they.

tag[s]: grammatical ideology how; is this fiction or not

Part One. I don’t know figure out what “you” means quick enough and roughly is still good enough.

I like ice cream and coconut milk; because it’s rich and it heals me. [heels?]

I like chocolate because it puts me out of pain.

I haven’t told a lot of people that I’m completely ordinarily deaf; and most not “dumb” people can just tell anyway; I can still hear you if you focus here. Otherwise I can’t. And I was born that way; but raised with a majority: family that kidnapped me that I’m not actually related to in any form of that actualized definition; so I never told majority: them. And they really don’t know, unless you tell majority: them.

I know I’m an actualized being: beings; because I’ve helped a “ton” of actualized other beings; and not so much or at all non-actualized beings; or those that never hope to actualize [.]

I went to college; and then further a lot of school. I was mostly if not completely a straight A student in higher advanced education especially the prestigious ones-forms of it; So I know most words have more than one regular utilized meaning for example: dumb and dumb. I’m not dumb but I am dumb. You maybe dumb but not dumb. We’re not the same really. See. [really, sea] My kidnapped family told me I was dumb and then paid [sum:]people to change my grades [when]; so that the entire world? could pretend it was true. Then we had the existence of terrorism in our world [in time]. Uhm, I’m not that “full”. Please don’t blame all terrorism on me; sometimes it’s like your fault.

Part Two. Figure out what “feels” [is]

to me it is a central gut-like irk; and that’s enough. One gut-like irk that cannot be trans-placed but can be temporarily -only temporarily ignored.

Part Three. That’s enough. {Two levels} {It’s a pun.}

The Model is You semi-defined to You.

and central Irk that can’t be ignored forever.

{hint: most people don’t know that I’m also completely ordinarily mute; and yet they can sometimes? hear me? and also partially completely blind. Most people don’t know that I’m also severely afflicted with various deviant and movement disorders; yet I’ve never committed crime. It’s pretty impossibly possible to be afflicted with a, movement disorders and never for example: hit back. It’s kind of the experience of a lot of civilian non-criminals; and also reformed criminals; but not non-reformed criminals; who I also call un-actualized one group of a beings; and I’m not sure if they; the definition of beings … makes verity here, for the un-actualized [non-reformed criminals].}


Part Four. A Compiled Aside:

“You” “feels”

form y, in more than one y

if not fiction; then like fiction at least hear: really, Sea in time terrorism … when

form flower like a y is another form of y [hint]

civilians are not allowed to hit back no matter how unescapably criminologically competent they are; and at least not hit back regularly if even they brake; break? that rule. But veritas is it actual just law.

How come non-reformed criminals hit back, and hit uh; cons tant [and not ly] I hope you understand like uh, for example, the basic of like math constants.

theme basics: math constants is-r also the cliche of “don’t give up” so don’t stop working … is a constant, math constant, how.

theme music citation: foster the people don’t stop [again]

Part Five. Almost Un-Related Like a Win, doe

There’s too much actualized no actual? evidence to make one […] s

believe that lies about competence ever build to a “win” in finality,



The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

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Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy

… jewels

Date: 6117

By goura fotadar

Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!

Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.

Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.


A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;

And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;

They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;


And I said, the truth: “no.”


I didn’t answer?


I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”


They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;

I waited to:

To not reveal the way I move, why?

To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around

When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;

Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.

I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;

I’m not and so

I said,

“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”

Oh they said,

Stumbling back away.


Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with …  ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.


Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary


how would you take this piece

and turn it / make it fiction

| so easy |

how would you make it to at least yours [elf]

acceptab,lly non fiction

| less easy |


cited: as accessed on 6117

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This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies.  or. or. or [to catch all the views.]