art charity
Make-Up: A way to write (poetry)/ I love it: the flower petal, seen; in not exactly a new form.
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date typed up: 61118
tag[s]: tirade[s] & art, sort of breaks from other *work in this *works
source, citation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5aY4VuFXos4 as accessed on 61118
[also in this form: I love it]
- Imagine like the doctor’s office or the doctor’s set; you’ve been sick for a really long time; or just sick; ad: the sometimes occasion; can also be the all times occasion: as you need [it].
& in addition to taking internal medicine or remedy or that type; you can also uh apply external medicine; you know like that medicated version of make-up; or just make-up; whenever you feel like it; or rather, whenever you need it medicinally, …
- What would the make-up look like; personally, I’d want to have it caked on my form, face: and least some of the time, … or some days of the week/month/year like medicine that smelled good and healed me, … or something; healed … so much of it that I never worried about its effect: medicinal disappearing [the new version of holy (un) vanity & translated; how we became to start with; not addicts]
3. Against this sad; story [from the video, the video …] is definitely an art form: had you noticed without this clarification?
[Against the sad] is the Geisha; that you see; and another meaning to the cultural enforcement of something else [so against the sad = Geisha]
and what would you see;
Well, there is/r the masked lips:
Or here they are my favorite, the masked lips:
[a symbol for what? Voice>]
- The flower petal; in an almost spray paint type of conceptual look; a metaphor for/or actually like:
[Geisha [against the sad], masked lips [Voice], the flower petal spray paint look [=?]]
- The catch of Geisha
- \ The complete Geisha: a new masked lips [color = class]
- The summary uh, poetry/ the summary poetry:
[Against the sad] is the Geisha; [see] the Geisha at first by its masked lips; unified by its Geisha-group Voice …
[Understand] the Geisha through its flower petal sprayed I-s
The Catch of Geisha; that it is Geisha is the glisten of its nostrils and that Such.
See the class of your surroundings by the Geisha’s new masked lips
The tree tis self, part two.
[and also in this form:
The tree tis self
]
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
date, typed up: 121117
by Goura Fotadar
tag[s]: design analysis, advanced think tank magazines that you weren’t sure were such, art, counseling diagrams, and criminology research, trauma
globes in ornamentation
or otherwise to children
or perhaps anybody represent
in trauma: limitation
in access to possible
desired and maybe even
already gained location;
usually for living. I suppose
for a child or a child’s
story this could even imply
kidnapping or having been
kidnapped; without having
the chance to tell your
neighborhood? School?
Community? Even your
Family members? That
You were taken; and imagine the worse almost sci-fi type addition:
That you were replaced by an imposter that was nothing like you. I.E. using your name, identity, etc.
with the exchange of trauma criminal charge
would be: child kidnapping trauma and identity theft and impersonation trauma .
the object I’ve been un-able to identify and then called wand’s end: perhaps
demonstrates the power
of the magic of childhood,
observed; but not available
for experience; unfortunately
replaced with trauma;
instead:
this with trauma criminal
charge, might be called
something like cited: a
precious moments (find figurine)
charge.
12.5.17
As might be
Obvious; but is worth
re-iterating : the cited: precious moments, charge has to do / does with the moments of not just childhood but especially experienced perhaps then; moments such as coloring with your 1st grade class only to be ruined by someone like your teacher-like lead molesting …
Analysis of Evidence Notes;
Date: 92917 to 10117
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
[or consume in this form: Analysis of Evidence Notes ]
discovered around the time of
beginning a-new set of
unearned legal trouble directs
to turn to: how to convert unearned
legal trouble to earned legal
protection?
In any case: [areas: anthropology + criminology]
[verification of evidence primarily attempted; at base cultural infliction [-cation] variation with regard to evidence based on; observational with & other knowledge with non-contrast to notes]
to display; after quick scan
consider [quick but thorough scan], consider; that such evidence-note propagation [sp?] maybe the subterranean [sp?] form from which culture is demonstrated; here also known as initiated.
- – – – – – – – – [in layperson terms, too.]
- that scope training never happened and when you see it described [if even it is a hoax; i.e. for] unless specifically approved for heightened security like for example: through a reputable campus; expect that the describer only if validating the information; as a personal experience of it being its earned warrant into a higher or something akin stream: is committing likely international non-reformative crime.
ex, es: you attend a small school for its specific reputable program and-or for some form of reputation, authentic it has as a career and knowledge avenue; when you are enrolled at the school: you hear about a specialized program at-the: school that is … such, such: all of which is able to not evidently verify. Outside of a few vagrant mentions; nobody you know really discusses that program : until you start to see students : a bunch of/ from the program as self-identified; in a group doing something related specifically to the, that program.
Within a couple of years of this public display: the small school shuts down; having a community-wide discord; a larger school, reputable; seems not to suffer the same effect.
In any case; quite obvious, that training program never existed; there. It’s important to verify if itexists in general equivalency or other form, anywhere; if not needed in action-verification professionally; than [perhaps] on the side; just as an informational verification in that cultural geo-sphere with reference especially to: that, the potential culture connected to the, that t.p.
[training program / t.p. ]
[side note: 4th-5th grade advanced skill then, takes you far now.]
a – when investigated executive command through such training program describes regular work belonging to somebody who is a diplomat at which level it can be just withstanding-ly excruciating; and unless the executive command is an actual diplomat, and-or in a form of working diplomat-training : such as actualized and approved militia forms.
theme: diplomacy is
theme music citation: Britney spears toxic
[t.b.c.]
[a few days ago: quick art made for this; description, brief: as the toxic “runners” wagon by; wish it were bye, and don’t want to see you before the bye, because you bug: envelope bouquet + pale blue petal assortment: the fortune tool; for next v blog, posting[s]]
![IMG_20170929_091156[1]](https://gouravolunteer.files.wordpress.com/2017/10/img_20170929_0911561.jpg?w=705)
![IMG_20170929_170249[1]](https://gouravolunteer.files.wordpress.com/2017/10/img_20170929_1702491.jpg?w=705)
Free cited: Jesus.
further look-notes on the booklet: 82017
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by goura fotadar
date typed up: 83017
We have 2 main first level variations; we-one type [so no external variation] on the second level;
tag[s]: segmenting computer science; fabric art theory
then there’s a turn back to one of one and one of two; i.e., level [of] variation, or
level-variation
Internal Stream Theory; full-fill, [meant] of; most needs …
“worship” why not think flowers: working motif; …
row-ship? most needs implies
tag[s]: recreational studies,
not just rowing for recreation
but-and such practice of recreation would
likely aid who:? need to get to for example the next
shore: think on accident also next store: in any case the
need to get there implies not all is completed in needs; nearly
all completed i.e. fulfilled; means someone will be able to row you; [torowyou]; or you will be able to row yourself ; in plain athleticism using the actual conception of rowing : if you don’t row but do something else ; or similar: will you be able to row as needed; will you be complete enough : ? and then wider: if you can sing [sign] well enough or the equivalent; well then in emergency can you lead any old church service and if even needed take over as that, a leader. In framework segmenting: perhaps why religions “worship” row-ship isn’t given much significance in reg. or cliché popular culture; is due to the non-comprehension of emergency: “need” for “worship” so think inside instead in the obvious derivative of emergency: “need” for row, ship. Answers, could include?
cited: a “worship” booklet that was meant to be returned but nobody told me until after I’d already finished this thing or approximate to it-that; Free cited: Jesus.
see it in a form-fit here: further look
Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.
Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
By goura fotadar
Date: 81617
Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.
Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.
Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory; I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me. In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments. At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,
Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.
2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience … may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]
And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing [[w’ear]ever] I go.
The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”
If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.
Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”
Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.
Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.
Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.
theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?
Review of art charity;
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date: 61617
date typed up: 61817
instead of what recent
materials; I’d made
of; and were stolen …
take a few paper towels
+ soap ; see photograph
layer the towels;
notice the sandwich
to the left; and
anyhow place floral
pieces grabbed into
the paper towels
if possible;
stick a gum
wad in the
mix; then
forms of
refuse; that
are available;
in this case a
gum wrapper:
empty ; and
in a shamanic nuance
something that has;
or still has negative
energy connected to
it; torn up in pieces
then a tad; of lotion.
start the wrapping process.
– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – using
gum as tape; then
start the sketching
process; In this
paper towel variety’s
case; following and
or coinciding along the
dotted points.
“Shelter among
the Rain”
then place nail polish
around the front;
past
the sketch
and lettering.
then similar
to the d.v.
clutch; crumple
up the plastic: and
place; as the jar or
bottle past; toothpaste
in its backing.
then because in this
thing’s case:
toothpaste leaked on-the
front rub a tad more with
your finger onto the
front as you
continue wrapping
with left-over
plastic. In
this piece’s case
there is also:
a left-over gum case
that is now turning
into the piece’s back.
dip in the left-over
case a tad more
lotion
for good scent.
and other hygienic
refuse scent aides.
tie with dental
floss; and
a reminder that
this is a motif
for starvation;
and effective
“shelter” and-or
rest-work spaces,
too.
then paint over back
at least with a bit
more nail polish.
cited: double mint and or wrigley’s
of course
from the backside:
it looks like a growing leaf.
cover with found: gold ink; in a tad.
then; who was it given to.
The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.
The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.
for The FVP
Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy
… jewels
Date: 6117
By goura fotadar
Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!
Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.
Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.
A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;
And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;
They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;
Scenario
And I said, the truth: “no.”
Or
I didn’t answer?
Or
I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”
They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;
I waited to:
To not reveal the way I move, why?
To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around
When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;
Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.
I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;
I’m not and so
I said,
“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”
Oh they said,
Stumbling back away.
Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with … ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.
Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary
how would you take this piece
and turn it / make it fiction
| so easy |
how would you make it to at least yours [elf]
acceptab,lly non fiction
| less easy |
cited: http://www.jewelrygig.com/a-few-quiet-amethyst-treasures/ as accessed on 6117
through fb
This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies. or. or. or [to catch all the views.]
