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The tree tis self, part two.

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date, typed up: 121117


by Goura Fotadar

tag[s]: design analysis, advanced think tank magazines that you weren’t sure were such, art, counseling diagrams, and criminology research, trauma


globes in ornamentation

or otherwise to children

or perhaps anybody represent

in trauma: limitation

in access to possible

desired and maybe even

already gained location;

usually for living. I suppose

for a child or a child’s

story this could even imply

kidnapping or having been

kidnapped; without having

the chance to tell your

neighborhood? School?

Community? Even your

Family members? That

You were taken; and imagine the worse almost sci-fi type addition:

That you were replaced by an imposter that was nothing like you. I.E. using your name, identity, etc.


with the exchange of trauma criminal charge

would be: child kidnapping trauma and identity theft and impersonation trauma .


the object I’ve been un-able to identify and then called wand’s end: perhaps

demonstrates the power

of the magic of childhood,

observed; but not available

for experience; unfortunately

replaced with trauma;


this with trauma criminal

charge, might be called

something like cited: a

precious moments (find figurine)





As might be

Obvious; but is worth

re-iterating : the cited: precious moments, charge has to do / does with the moments of not just childhood but especially experienced perhaps then; moments such as coloring with your 1st grade class only to be ruined by someone like your teacher-like lead molesting …




Analysis of Evidence Notes;

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Date: 92917 to 10117

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by Goura Fotadar

[or consume in this form: Analysis of Evidence Notes ]

discovered around the time of

beginning a-new set of

unearned legal trouble directs

to turn to: how to convert unearned

legal trouble  to earned legal


In any case: [areas: anthropology + criminology]

[verification of evidence primarily attempted; at base cultural infliction [-cation] variation with regard to evidence based on; observational with & other knowledge with non-contrast to notes]

to display; after quick scan

consider [quick but thorough scan], consider; that such evidence-note propagation [sp?] maybe the subterranean [sp?] form from which culture is demonstrated; here also known as initiated.

  • – – – – –  – – – [in layperson terms, too.]
  • that scope training never happened and when you see it described [if even it is a hoax; i.e. for] unless specifically approved for heightened security like for example: through a reputable campus; expect that the describer only if validating the information; as a personal experience of it being its earned warrant into a higher or something akin stream: is committing likely international non-reformative crime.

ex, es: you attend a small school for its specific reputable program and-or for some form of reputation, authentic it has as a career and knowledge avenue; when you are enrolled at the school: you hear about a specialized program at-the: school that is … such, such: all of which is able to not evidently verify. Outside of a few vagrant mentions; nobody you know really discusses that program : until you start to see students : a bunch of/ from the program as self-identified; in a group doing something related specifically to the, that program.

Within a couple of years of this public display: the small school shuts down; having a community-wide discord; a larger school, reputable; seems not to suffer the same effect.

In any case; quite obvious, that training program never existed; there. It’s important to verify if itexists in general equivalency or other form, anywhere; if not needed in action-verification professionally; than [perhaps] on the side; just as an informational verification in that cultural geo-sphere with reference especially to: that, the potential culture connected to the, that t.p.

[training program / t.p. ]

[side note: 4th-5th grade advanced skill then, takes you far now.]


a – when investigated executive command through such training program describes regular work belonging to somebody who is a diplomat at which level it can be just withstanding-ly excruciating; and unless the executive command is an actual diplomat, and-or in a form of working diplomat-training : such as actualized and approved militia forms.


theme: diplomacy is

theme music citation: Britney spears toxic




[a few days ago: quick art made for this; description, brief: as the toxic “runners” wagon by; wish it were bye, and don’t want to see you before the bye, because you bug: envelope bouquet + pale blue petal assortment: the fortune tool; for next v blog, posting[s]]







Free cited: Jesus.

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further look-notes on the booklet: 82017

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar

date typed up: 83017

We have 2 main first level variations; we-one type [so no external variation] on the second level;

tag[s]: segmenting computer science; fabric art theory

then there’s a turn back to one of one and one of two; i.e., level [of] variation, or



Internal Stream Theory; full-fill, [meant] of; most needs …

“worship” why not think flowers: working motif; …

row-ship? most needs implies

tag[s]: recreational studies,

not just rowing for recreation

but-and such practice of recreation would

likely aid who:? need to get to for example the next

shore: think on accident also next store: in any case the

need to get there implies not all is completed in needs; nearly

all completed i.e. fulfilled; means someone will be able to row you; [torowyou]; or you will be able to row yourself ; in plain athleticism using the actual conception of rowing : if you don’t row but do something else ; or similar: will you be able to row as needed; will you be complete enough : ? and then wider: if you can sing [sign] well enough or the equivalent; well then in emergency can you lead any old church service and if even needed take over as that, a leader. In framework segmenting: perhaps why religions “worship” row-ship isn’t given much significance in reg. or cliché popular culture; is due to the non-comprehension of emergency: “need” for “worship” so think inside instead in the obvious derivative of emergency: “need” for row, ship. Answers, could include?

cited: a “worship” booklet that was meant to be returned but nobody told me until after I’d already finished this thing or approximate to it-that; Free cited: Jesus.


see it in a form-fit here: further look


Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.



Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.






Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,








Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.



2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]













And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.


Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”


Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.









Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.



Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.


theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?




Review of art charity;

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by Goura Fotadar

date: 61617

date typed up: 61817





instead of what recent

materials; I’d made

of; and were stolen …

take a few paper towels

+ soap ; see photograph

layer the towels;

notice the sandwich

to the left; and

anyhow place floral

pieces grabbed into

the paper towels

if possible;

stick a gum

wad in the

mix; then

forms of

refuse; that

are available;

in this case a

gum wrapper:

empty ; and

in a shamanic nuance

something that has;

or still has negative

energy connected to

it; torn up in pieces

then a tad; of lotion.

start the wrapping process.

– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –  using

gum as tape; then

start the sketching

process; In this

paper towel variety’s

case; following and

or coinciding along the

dotted points.






“Shelter among

the Rain”

then place nail polish

around the front;


the sketch

and lettering.

then similar

to the d.v.

clutch; crumple

up the plastic: and

place; as the jar or

bottle past; toothpaste

in its backing.

then because in this

thing’s case:

toothpaste leaked on-the

front rub a tad more with

your finger onto the

front as you

continue wrapping

with left-over

plastic. In

this piece’s case

there is also:

a left-over gum case

that is now turning

into the piece’s back.

dip in the left-over

case a tad more


for good scent.

and other hygienic

refuse scent aides.

tie with dental

floss; and

a reminder that

this is a motif

for starvation;

and effective

“shelter” and-or

rest-work spaces,


then paint over back

at least with a bit

more nail polish.

cited: double mint and or wrigley’s

of course

from the backside:

it looks like a growing leaf.


cover with found: gold ink; in a tad.


then; who was it given to.





The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

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The Bench: Scenarios of … madness, not mine; explained.

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Tag[s]: Thinkers of action for the fictional voluntier project, is this fiction, and the difference between fiction, non-fiction, and lying, and lying in truth; criminology by gf; copy

… jewels

Date: 6117

By goura fotadar

Theme Modifier: But I was doing nothing! But I was doing that nothing!

Theme: how to provide accurate protection without violence from your internal self.

Theme Art: Vietnam was different. Where’s your proof.


A few weeks ago I was sitting on a bench that I’d sat on earlier that day;

And I was coughing and smoking; men I didn’t know starting talking very loudly about me;

They came up to me; and asked me if I were-was a cop;


And I said, the truth: “no.”


I didn’t answer?


I pretended not to be able to speak … “English” “english”


They got really close to my face; and I waited as they nearly of course assaulted be-me in sequence before the evening hit night in the sky;

I waited to:

To not reveal the way I move, why?

To protect others; although nobody but their supportive onlookers were around

When I stood up finally un-harmed I backed away from all three and my belongings on a bench;

Shortly afterward some of my other belongings were stolen; nowhere near where I sat, then.

I then shrieked repeatedly and they propositioned me in the size of gang, now; for prostitutional sex;

I’m not and so

I said,

“I’m sorry about the screaming I’m a Vietnam Vet and a little bit wonky in the head.”

Oh they said,

Stumbling back away.


Do I look old enough to have served in cited: Vietnam? Basic Aptitude Test of those who at non-random threaten others with …  ; and lose? At attempted hate crimes.


Part Two. this jewelry feature. the shelters of so easy and less easy; how much do they vary


how would you take this piece

and turn it / make it fiction

| so easy |

how would you make it to at least yours [elf]

acceptab,lly non fiction

| less easy |


cited: as accessed on 6117

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This side angle photograph see below is quite vase-istic; I can imagine flowers or none; and it’s still an art piece; collected in a can on your see through view; or in your no sorry on your or their body, no bodies.  or. or. or [to catch all the views.]


Security in through Art

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by Goura Fotadar


date: 41717-|1817

additional to the fvp of

soon-to-come, postings:

In the cliché conceptions

of perhaps traditional all nationalities

of race: White art; how might

you see a lockit: scuse me

in jewelry : locket upon

number in a path: as its setting STAGE.

Why a walking path; or

entry path perhaps because

most if not the majority: a voting scene [basic] is a lockit;

locket, too; and don’t forget the things shaped locket

without the locket actual

such as the [old school] non-stigma

-tizing heart be-friends necklace




fri                   ends

be fir, st[.] ends.

[almost to prove

the point]

[I once received for a birthday; cited: Sanrio [from]]

–> special application: for the jail-reform, progressive popu.

unless on p.p. don’t have lockits;

what would happen in your art’s

-gaze: if you walked on a

path that wasn’t necessarily

p.p. and saw sum, many

lockets; and uhm; you

noticed them.


Art to Stolen and-or Missing

Property: Insert thoughts

and-or psychic premonitions

+ signs on what you see;


if in truth: you notice the

locket and-or lockets and feel

safe picking it-them up;

[The Housing Model] examining it.

[remember: the hush of singing



ur, ch-ch[?]

or u, r, ch-ch]