Tree also means outdoorsy Part next.

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By goura fotadar

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

Date typed up, this part: 11218

[and also in this form: Tree also means outdoorsy Part next]


Date: 12.11.17

I’ve definitely seen such imaging at at least one candle store I shopped at; where I was fortunate enough to have the gift I bought packaged such. I suppose in terms of rest: the brown of the present wrapping is to signify the outside, outdoors ground or perhaps the ground to rest on; the piece part of greenery tree; as a living stem is perhaps to conceive that sleeping outside, living outdoors, even in homelessness is still a way, a method to live- Exist. Where in normal housing or pseudo-housing: security, stability may come from a certain type of roof and or physical quality of the structure; the string tied to fern/tree figment + box creates a concave view of an outside rest-live spot: with standing tree, brown/mud or something such ground: the string that ties the package (you, or scuse me the outside resider/rester)



(in identity)

(as in the placard of gift/present)

would the string

represent the ingredients that would be the tie of the spot:

a comfortable sleeping-bag type; a rain-proof tent or something; a temperature

sealing something ; a spare bag of extra clothes; an extra|space area for necessary for other things [temperature proof]; [would all of these equate] … to a string; in this sentiment homelessness is a gift for another; i.e. one’s homelessness; their homelessness ; your homelessness is a gift for another.

[examine the package in a to, from conception][to expansive [make] who it’s for] [consider how the tree is an address much like ahouse if even not accepted as one in  a regular way][definitions of address]


Source, citation: “INTO THE WOODS” from Better Homes & Gardens, 2017, p.48




Free Phones, Here. [Part One.]

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By Goura Fotadar

Date typed up: 111717


Date: 11.14.17

   Criminology Review

; from the:

cited: Daily Post

[perhaps brief]

The story titled : “Gunman … robs in her car downtown” on/from 11.13.17


At brief read:

it was unclear to me

if anything were actually



at a 2nd beginning read:

I discovered from the

story; that at least a

“cellphone” had been

robbed. Beginning

here refers to location

of text, …

In any case,

the odd connotation is

a “cellphone” being

robbed: is a tad bizarre

given the time: as in

year; and location.


The Presumable why?

free phones

are provided

as a sign-up, service:

on specific days,

of the year in the

Area; and have

Almost most advanced

Cell capabilities, for

Free.  Stealing a

Phone, at gun-point, then

Seems criminally absurd;

For even a common

Regular thief.


This of course out-dates

the crime; to when

cell-phones could be

valued to something

Like an easily

sell-able diamond

bracelet; and in

The current notion of

culture; this might

have only been

starting out around

the 2000s or so




Aside, in this Case: platter

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Aside, in this

Case: platter

[also in this form: aside]

by Goura Fotadar


for The Fictional VolunTier Project

Date typed up: 11/15/17

Connected Source, Citation: Lotus Magazine, Issue No. 2, 2017, “The Tortilla Curtain”


tag[s]: group sanctions, aside for poetry analysis and such et al, nuanced transportation rights i.e. civil transportation


As an aside an almost such as the: library

“Billboard … “

COMMUNITY is almost a comprehension


O MC [from latter] cited: muni?

(and variance meanings of

‘muni’) cable









com per hen is on ->

and what is

com, o, mc

o, mc? and in

reference to hen as a mc


2nd split

The first part matches above [I think]

Series [as in before the,]




you have to give up

your speak albeit

temporarily (o, mc) to

escape the regulare

schedule of cited: muni

to cable; in order to enjoy,

benefit from the library;

where “The Billboard-“

is hung; even if you (silently)

watch cable like types at





[after above line of: reference to hen as a mc



o mc per hen is on

[makes a lot of sense]


[comprehension makes a lot  of comprehension]


aside, platter cont.:

(watch cable like types at

) the library;

and how might you come

to the actualization

of the notion: of opposing

communicable and

where from COMMUNITY

the actual label of

“The Billboard-“ well

In the aside context of

“The Tortilla Curtain”

It is of a more sense.

To avoid disease in

a group hopefully not at

the mark yet of community

in size you might

want to consider

what seems to sanction

Itself in community-

Like size i.e. what

might be communicable

Esp. in the context of

This poetry with food-like

Ability? Or rather

Vulnerability for/of

Contagion; and of

Course apply the

Opposite. [as has

Been done thus

Applied, in the




pgs. 6-7

On second-overall

Reading, or is it third:

The differences

in “Curtains” are

Also perhaps differences

Of; variations of

Cultural identities in

“American” heritage; i.e.,

perhaps obviously.

Then if only “the

hungry animals” and

“the poets” survive to

the surviving “American”


We see a-new

past [in the anew,

Studied look at the

Stanzas] what

Might be a description

Of the cited: Great

Wall, the

Continuation of scenery

from one-looking vortex

To the other; and we

Might now be at

American landscape;

At the time of birth;

Before you might achieve?

Your own “passport-“

and where in

this country, then; and

Really then as in next

might you most

likely or rather in

Context of time, see:

“The Tortilla Curtain”

Perhaps the

Hint is: a cultural,

Now locative type

Notion this line

And its subjunct:

“From white bread

and Hope”

and is the

famous location

in Arkansas

or Oklahoma;

worth looking up.



“D-F” [in reference to M.C. also]

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and in this case also for The Death Project as part of the FVP

date: 10.26.17

by goura fotadar

[and also in this form: D]

poetry from source citation: notes from the dragon-faerie song on p.15 of Lotus Magazine

Issue No. 2 -2017

from source, citation: as identified above as of 102617

For this analysis: labels: as photographed and included above from citation: bracket: what might be the 1st stanza

bracket: what might be the 2nd stanza


I believe it’s about


why first it uses

the word

second: you/one

might brake-break

from the “whistle”

of life; in

your version

of “  “

what might be the

1st stanza, see

picture: declares

how to be?

or what it’s

like to be on

break from

the “whistle”

of external

to your version

theme: versions of rest [housing, not housing, …?]

theme music citation: adam ant wonderful & Madonna this used to be my playground

of “ “

the what might

be 2nd [see picture]

stanza describes

what is

this working

version of

the poet’s  “ “ [disclaimer: if even if derived away from actual reality/ experiential reality of real]

perhaps a side

consumptive notification

might be howis this

a both, a


D: “leaves”





F: “words?”




“more than vanity”






The theme-ology of Life

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Date: 101817, typed up: 101917

The theme-ology of Life

[and also in this form: theme ]

Scanning exercises and scanning as review


[for The Fictional VolunTier Project]

By goura fotadar

Similar to reading notes;

source, cited: Danielle Steel/ Legacy:

  1. “Awareness Effort”

theme : low grade awareness

scan a brief set of pages

[inserts knowledge of – … into your mind ]

Even if at first unable

To exactly recall what was

Scanned; as scanning is

Not exactly reading:


Remember: that there is hopefully

The opportunity to read again; if

Even not the same material or;

And have an actual reading

Experience; not to put down, scanning.


Death project theme: even if I die I hope to read again [and what about scan]


When scanning: if even never conversing with anybody: or if conversing with another: there is a steady body [depending on the scanned source [the source being scanned]] of information

or would be knowledge.


  1. “Process Entry” If the scanning describes a bunch of purple dresses; now you are aware of the “process” “a bunch of purple dresses” even if upon scanning you can’t recall exactly the purple dresses:

theme: how does it work?

 ->process: a bunch of purple dresses


so to begin sum :

choose an endeavor: here, scanning, in scanning choose or select a workable source or stream body ,

practice endeavor: for

example: scanning

-> Scan a sub-set

in segment […s]

-> Enters

endeavorer in

this case: scanner;

into process entry.


  1. What’s the purpose of “process entry”

Well using this source, citation: at roughly 3-4th rapid sub-set scan: we have an analysis of the sub-set a review perhaps of publishings the cover, with author + title, a summary of the work, early pages, a title page, a dedication, the beginning of work.


In this process entry; let’s say p.e. 1 of let’s say stream body segment a;

You / one might have to do four scans or so to find the word: “Dell” (if you do find it) : this portion /part of scan might fall into library science: even if the term –could not be found; in any case ; using scan review ; as in additional scan: the term is discovered

On title page in this sub-section perhaps gives us a hint about reality, the world, and even society; if even these three differ. You might reference “Dell” elsewhere and dependent on the time; be aware of its common regular notion to computers-machine variations in this cultural time.

Of course referencing it or looking it up might

point you in the direction also of a publishing company: which is also commonly known in culture.

Of course on look-up:

“dell” might also

Belong to planes,

Flower varieties … etc.

But in/as a review


p.e. 1 stream body segment a: (caught) “Dell”

even if “Dell” were

in this segment

variation and

not found or rather

not yet found on scan

you would have

p.e. 1 stream body segment

a: (uncaught) “Dell”


when does scanning

turn to reading;

and do you always

need to scan [in segment variations]





Criminology-Counseling Resources: Diesel, doesn’t texting 9-1-1 already exist. [patterning relational issues.]

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by goura fotadar

Why can’t we [who’s/and belonging to … , we; is a decent exercise here; because you might want to outline that most need this specific service, and as a repeat likely, repeat cited: past work experiences while for pay especially, testing group]  text to 9-1-1 in a near effect: emergency.

tag[s]: in preparation for my next publication, too; definitions of actually authority.

theme: non-personal self-analysis of transcript of close-to and or crisis, is also issuance-broadcasted under functional trauma recovery; former work hazards re-identified to function, over-again.


This delivery truck.

Is there any suspect of this picture-manifestation. I saw these people doing [a?] delivery during the early night; and they looked over their shoulders, with a man on watch nearby. Perhaps it’s nothing dangerous; just a reasonable night delivery. There were then a surrounding number of new [this here meaning not had yet been seen; even the whole scene had been [ less than?] roughly checked] men, all wearing black; and with beanies; pacing the blocks nearby, but not that nearby the delivery truck; this one delivery truck and finally, approaching it. {Thematics: Were they virtual men and besides me, where were the “women” ?} Eventually I saw it, the delivery truck, this one, leave.


[The next morning.]


I saw these witch events; and

[In the evening / early night of this next day, then:] I sent this confirmed text message to 9-1-1 which of course [that thing called cited: 9-1-1,] sort of like responded saying it’s not possible to text to 9-1-1.

theme: also as a self-awareness exercise for others to learn from; how do you know what you’re having come up: issues as; and how do you pattern the-8-ir relational issues.

The transcript of the [message-s]:

[picture, here; but not included yet, in this posting]

“Hello there I want to report the city of Menlo Park’s attempted theft and homicide today once again this was put near my head”

“this,” [from right above] references picture not included here.

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“While the ‘cops’ and local ‘staff’ found this appropriate and said there was something wrong with me for just not taking it”

“What’s the difference between this and terrorism”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“<Subject: Homicide attempt again by local PD and local staff>”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“Sincerely, goura fotadar”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

[picture, not included yet] “24 hours after the court date” [picture signifying the completion of the court date]

Response: ”For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

“The cops urged me to never yell when threatened and also refused recognize what auditory control is where yelling isn’t relevant … uh”

“To recognize”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”

Response: “For emergency only. CALL 9-1-1. Text-to-911 not available”


Non-personal Analysis of transcript brief: and connection to manifestation. [obvs. Images not yet included and perhaps to be included, in a thing of a luck at this point, perhaps]



Art Real Abstraction. Primary Avenue.

repeat offender: city of Menlo Park et al,

Repeat attempted offense: attempted theft and homicide of those already highly unjustly victimized;


“cops” and “staff’’ may have local or something “authority” but can they compete with the reporter’s [contextual definition: the person who reported, reports this crime attempt] areas of expertise and proven experience [even if it is me].

Enough repeat attempts, offenses and repeat offenses; qualify as terrorism in the séance of non-reformed crime:

Non-reformed crime perpetrator[s] has-have more than person[…s?] xyz; who has and does work harder than them ; and so n-r. c.p.s , continue to attempt to unjustly victimize person xyz [continue = enough occurrences and/or severe enough already occurred è[arrow gear means : implies : as in here it means: implies] unjust/unholy terrorism and so this shall be the charge.] ]


Art Real Abstraction. Secondary District.

Connected by-reported’s events as soon by [to incident occurrence and or accidental? incident like occurrences] witnessed, actually recalled, and subjected to:

… happened to witness the first delivery truck the night before also the night of the court date; and then the attempted homicide-theft happened; after the “police” ’s approach; …  happened as just a side coincidence to notice another delivery truck; which though is more common in appearance but the three might be [a connect, a connection] Uh; the bus on my way to my regular or regular enough destination was possessed by a violent mental bus-man and this is not a victimizing reference to mental illness and its experience; who nearly barricaded me with various busses and then yelled at me for close to ten minutes straight as I boarded the bus I needed to take;  which he nearly drove off with, despite my jumping up and flailing arms to get him to stop the bus like near the now barricaded bus stop for this bus, where I was waiting. I told him to stop yelling at me, and he told me he didn’t give a — who I was, and then, I told him to stop yelling at me, because he might find out who I was, and then I promised it was going to matter against him. Prior to this: He actually accused me of not trying hard enough to get on the bus, despite my extenuating two days, near attempted homicide of me, and the near aggressive work-out it took me to stop the bus, at its actual bus stop.  [And this isn’t even the whole story connected to this bus transport system and the bus pass I use to board the bus, it’s been a drilling story of years of work, involving various levels of petitional work even nation-wide and not just in letters, but in person visits, through submission of my own work for its pass policy, and also through phone calls. ]

[As a side note: resources don’t just show up mysteriously at places, there is somebody or sometimes multiple to many somebodies producing the work, to push these “things” through and to functional use.]

Art Real Abstraction. Tertiary Burb.

Are there other unjust: to; victims in such circumstance; even on the same day; or in the same criminological moment.


The Next Subsidies,

Oath the Images?

Imagine what you might see as the images; to create safety as an art activity, or rather through an art activity: take into the context of the area’s environment and what people who are considered authorities there but might instead be “authorities” get away with carrying on them or near them that could cause or rather be used in unjust homicide.

Observational and barely just researched local geographical class:

Suburban in witnessed, activity: more like wealthy Bay Area in standard surrounding culture: what might be a “staff” application that could be translated to homicide; also how to recognize homicide cues, upcoming.  But in reported income of the area: as seen on average knowledge provision general website: middle class functional income sector, very little poverty [as is reported on such website].



Analysis of Evidence Notes;

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Date: 92917 to 10117

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by Goura Fotadar

[or consume in this form: Analysis of Evidence Notes ]

discovered around the time of

beginning a-new set of

unearned legal trouble directs

to turn to: how to convert unearned

legal trouble  to earned legal


In any case: [areas: anthropology + criminology]

[verification of evidence primarily attempted; at base cultural infliction [-cation] variation with regard to evidence based on; observational with & other knowledge with non-contrast to notes]

to display; after quick scan

consider [quick but thorough scan], consider; that such evidence-note propagation [sp?] maybe the subterranean [sp?] form from which culture is demonstrated; here also known as initiated.

  • – – – – –  – – – [in layperson terms, too.]
  • that scope training never happened and when you see it described [if even it is a hoax; i.e. for] unless specifically approved for heightened security like for example: through a reputable campus; expect that the describer only if validating the information; as a personal experience of it being its earned warrant into a higher or something akin stream: is committing likely international non-reformative crime.

ex, es: you attend a small school for its specific reputable program and-or for some form of reputation, authentic it has as a career and knowledge avenue; when you are enrolled at the school: you hear about a specialized program at-the: school that is … such, such: all of which is able to not evidently verify. Outside of a few vagrant mentions; nobody you know really discusses that program : until you start to see students : a bunch of/ from the program as self-identified; in a group doing something related specifically to the, that program.

Within a couple of years of this public display: the small school shuts down; having a community-wide discord; a larger school, reputable; seems not to suffer the same effect.

In any case; quite obvious, that training program never existed; there. It’s important to verify if itexists in general equivalency or other form, anywhere; if not needed in action-verification professionally; than [perhaps] on the side; just as an informational verification in that cultural geo-sphere with reference especially to: that, the potential culture connected to the, that t.p.

[training program / t.p. ]

[side note: 4th-5th grade advanced skill then, takes you far now.]


a – when investigated executive command through such training program describes regular work belonging to somebody who is a diplomat at which level it can be just withstanding-ly excruciating; and unless the executive command is an actual diplomat, and-or in a form of working diplomat-training : such as actualized and approved militia forms.


theme: diplomacy is

theme music citation: Britney spears toxic




[a few days ago: quick art made for this; description, brief: as the toxic “runners” wagon by; wish it were bye, and don’t want to see you before the bye, because you bug: envelope bouquet + pale blue petal assortment: the fortune tool; for next v blog, posting[s]]