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The Arrow Circle

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theme: why’d you do it.

Brief cited: Recovery notes for non-addicts, too, non-addicts, regular also

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar

date typed up: 111317

tag[s]: v.v. rights asked me to me. In the more modern era; criminology accords all models of … all making models of …

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date: 111017

cited: moral injury

{applied outside of cited: recovery notes} { uh, eh for non-drug/addicts, too; was it worth it; how would you re-make reality, modify reality to improve cited: moral injury}

Not-corny examples from eh, uh childhood to adulthood:

They thought it would be inappropriate for me to call my mom a bitch; when she banned me from speaking about the transgender movement and held me situationally hostage for at least my brother’s identity; and at least that identity’s identity rights. I didn’t feel guilty [about … calling her … a]  because she’d beaten me up too many times as a child, when she was experiencing supposedly, stress. I’d never grown to experience stress like that. Instead I got and kept getting new forms for me in experience of cancer and cancer-like amalgamations; no matter how healthy my habits.

Not-quite evidence: {External} Where are the scars. {Response} /\ | here they are.

Externalized Example {For Others}: What about what … motivates you to enter the field area of career: killing. Ah, uh, one of the prime examples of experiencing, cited: moral injury. Define prime.

One to three points are enough of a response; but it [the response chronology ] can be  [even a lot] longer.

[Side Note. Modifications to Ramifications and Constructions to cited: moral Injury]

[Secondary Side Note. Now?, easily applied to addict cited: recovery, from where it was whence gathered, in this cornerstone note: that is a circle]

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5th grade exercises: The Phone and The Ring. Form fitting. {Rough Draft}

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by goura fotadar

Date: 101617

[and also in this form: Form fit]

tag[s]: emotional therapy with objects, notes for “purplement” in brainstorming, a criticism of marriage as a side a-chance, identity analysis, abstract art, crisis counseling

Form fit; old phone perhaps to ring

theme: in paining torture oh the boils of non-fiction

theme music citation: Melanie Martinez sippy cup

remember those old style hand phones; that hung up on a platform I was thinking about how they identify in form front; scuse me; form fit with a ring for example; and was reminded of such from today’s [date I think] fiction posting.

The image of such a phone might be useful; to examine; even a rough drawn such image.

The phone handle of such a phone sits on a display or something of the sort;

The ring sits if worn on a finger; so the opposite might be implied.

If in use= the phone is held by the hand; presumably; also known at hang-up at least as the phantom hand. It’s instead held when in rest on the phone, a different part itself; of course a ring has no other part but itself. In copywriting it should be either a one part or a zero part item; the ring i.e. So when in rest; I suppose it is held by a platform it is placed on. Which again or instead isn’t exactly a part of itself.

This then unites the handle portion of the phone of this image phone with the entire ring itself. Since both deserve to rest on something, apparently.

One rests on itself; and the other rests on another.

These are compartmental comparisons of one and other in objectifications or of objects.

[Again:] Such phone type, rests on itself

Such ring type, rests on another.

When worn, the ring is not in rest. {As defined here}

When in use = effective worn in comparison, the phone handle is not in rest.

Both usually in these types involve the hands.

and of course this is a reminder of those with hand or hand-like disabilities.

The ring on the finger/of hand; or the ring on the hand; is identified usually as ring-wearer: here called you; the ring itself: in use and not in rest as defined for this context; and the other[s]: that see[s] perhaps the ring.

The phone: is used by you:  and on the hand/finger/or with the hand; and when used it is interacting with the other; in a way like seen or even scene: hint: scene created by phone use interaction.

A phone might be used such predominantly in such form especially by one at a time; and the same with ring; but both are exchangeable to others; even those others (when speaking of the same phone and same ring) who have seen, scene, and witnessed each with each you.

theme: ha, ha! I have your phone and am using it; the same for your [that one] ring

Neither the phone nor ring; need you and neither may want you; if we could only emotionally objectify the those [things] enough to find that out for sure; but you need at least one, usually; and might want another; both in thematic and more conventional ways.

Same may apply to others; but perhaps better with the case of the ring; in the case, the others might become a you that wants and needs those things.

Do you suppose that the ring and phone; and rings and phones, resent you for needing and or wanting them.
Do you think the phone desires to be (w)rung; and do you think the ring desires to be un(w)rung. In the case of needing and or wanting the first; it might be easy to fulfill the first; and in the second; how about: most might guess; that un(w)ringing the ring; might be to let it rest on another thing, unworn; but how might you know for sure.

In either case; in regulated culture; the actual ring in name-title-rather; perhaps classification is tied to the phone; and both exemplify thus through chronological connection to the phone [even with more modern/a-o type variations] the difference between rest and not-rest; and a possible connection to placement with these two variations: rest, not-rest

 

Would you like me to also add; will you marry me.  Shall I call you on a phone; and then ask you this question to the scene-seen-witness; and then respond further to you by providing you with another type of ring. And in the advent of object variation to real philosophical turned promiscuity; turn asexual perhaps at least some of the rings as a thing of abstract cultural ethics; because in some manifestation in the abstract sense: the response to every ring-type is a consent to the cliché tradition of marriage; unless it’s definitely some other version of ring in the highly abstract sense. The phone and the ring then are also perhaps obviously delineators of research to identity efficacies and developments; and their practices.

The higher assignment seems to translate the worn ring into an additional and definite non-romantic marrying ring.

Conversation Cues:

Hello,

Hi is this Goura.

Yes, it is.

Would you like me to give you a ring tomorrow. You sound busy.

Uh well, tomorrow might not work.

How about the next day.
The next day may not work. But thank you for seeing that I sound busy today, and right now.

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Analysis of Evidence Notes;

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Date: 92917 to 10117

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by Goura Fotadar

[or consume in this form: Analysis of Evidence Notes ]

discovered around the time of

beginning a-new set of

unearned legal trouble directs

to turn to: how to convert unearned

legal trouble  to earned legal

protection?

In any case: [areas: anthropology + criminology]

[verification of evidence primarily attempted; at base cultural infliction [-cation] variation with regard to evidence based on; observational with & other knowledge with non-contrast to notes]

to display; after quick scan

consider [quick but thorough scan], consider; that such evidence-note propagation [sp?] maybe the subterranean [sp?] form from which culture is demonstrated; here also known as initiated.

  • – – – – –  – – – [in layperson terms, too.]
  • that scope training never happened and when you see it described [if even it is a hoax; i.e. for] unless specifically approved for heightened security like for example: through a reputable campus; expect that the describer only if validating the information; as a personal experience of it being its earned warrant into a higher or something akin stream: is committing likely international non-reformative crime.

ex, es: you attend a small school for its specific reputable program and-or for some form of reputation, authentic it has as a career and knowledge avenue; when you are enrolled at the school: you hear about a specialized program at-the: school that is … such, such: all of which is able to not evidently verify. Outside of a few vagrant mentions; nobody you know really discusses that program : until you start to see students : a bunch of/ from the program as self-identified; in a group doing something related specifically to the, that program.

Within a couple of years of this public display: the small school shuts down; having a community-wide discord; a larger school, reputable; seems not to suffer the same effect.

In any case; quite obvious, that training program never existed; there. It’s important to verify if itexists in general equivalency or other form, anywhere; if not needed in action-verification professionally; than [perhaps] on the side; just as an informational verification in that cultural geo-sphere with reference especially to: that, the potential culture connected to the, that t.p.

[training program / t.p. ]

[side note: 4th-5th grade advanced skill then, takes you far now.]

 

a – when investigated executive command through such training program describes regular work belonging to somebody who is a diplomat at which level it can be just withstanding-ly excruciating; and unless the executive command is an actual diplomat, and-or in a form of working diplomat-training : such as actualized and approved militia forms.

 

theme: diplomacy is

theme music citation: Britney spears toxic

 

[t.b.c.]

 

[a few days ago: quick art made for this; description, brief: as the toxic “runners” wagon by; wish it were bye, and don’t want to see you before the bye, because you bug: envelope bouquet + pale blue petal assortment: the fortune tool; for next v blog, posting[s]]

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Are you doing the local “authorities” job, too and not receiving protection rights.

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Are you doing the local “authorities” job, too and not receiving protection rights.

Under War-Pacifism Activism: for Local at least to Expansive Deserved Safety.

or in this form: Are you doing the local authorities job

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stalked

by Goura Fotadar

date: 91417

as submitted  and with slight variations below; whilst I was supposed to be doing other work:

 

Public Declaration from the local librarian at Menlo Park Public Library on Alma Street; Menlo Park, CA 91417

There is an issue with men and women in the women’s bathroom with young children also peeking under doorways as people like myself

use the bathroom within the library. Just today I was reported for asking such persons to please stop peeking under the doorway of the stalls as others use the restroom the same soap drainer from the palo alto public library [who I suspect is posing as homeless and is not actually h due to her stalking func. homeless folks and likely others; stopping their basic cohesive rights] was there who was accompanied by a librarian named Lucinda or Luciana something of that nature a tallish woman who could easily pass for being male. Taller than me; and I’m currently approx… 5’10’’ as a born: bio-genital female; it’s miraculous? in terms of non-vanity how much height can fluctuate with severe forms of cited: P.T.S.D. This librarian assured me as she stood behind my back attempting to prevent me from washing and drying my hands after bathroom use; that she was not responsible for any safety issues in the public library; i.e. ? [as a librarian]

In addition; there has been a repeated public-such announcement that there maybe another bathroom for use in this facility for children only like other public libraries; Luciana or Lucinda was not sure.

In exchange I was directly threatened with rape by the attached as described parties connected to bathroom use. In addition this is a general advisory concerns in public restrooms; if one cannot prevent perversion of bathroom and public facility use; can one be qualified as staff or staff-like exchange. For surely in a free country we cannot give up use of all public and such provided spaces; please ensure that the local authorities can comprehend the difference between their personal ownership and in general public spaces. Luciana-Lucinda declared to me if I were not comfortable in this bathroom then I should use one at the gym; the problem with this is that I have already been nearly gunned down by staff and men in the women’s restroom at that gym; and so in such unless extensive emergency; I’m not allowing myself at the gym for bathroom use. I’ve attempted to file a further complaint; but the person who works behind the desk at that gym; is incapable of discovering how to initiate a complaint form upon umpteenth requests of mine; perhaps he thinks I’m not significant in society; and he’s the determining of who has right to file complaints in our free country.  It’s simply too dangerous to use such this type of gym-like bathrooms unless in extensive emergency; with such an incompetent local police & authority force there is seemingly no external avail in times of such unjust danger. And so then; this having been witnessed mainstream local knowledge what is the librarian confessing to aiding in terms of serious violent crime.

Sincerely,

Goura F.

 

tag[s]: p and r crimes committed to you all ?

 

As assignment: even in experiences of severe disenfranchisement what are or could be basic cohesive rights for all beings in free worlds; or as earned by free worlds.

 

 

Evidence of last night’s rest spot stalking with local police vehicle and such accompaniment; what? You can’t park where it’s legal? and we get charged ? with your violation[..s].

theme: [identity reform: which you is you]

theme music citation: colemen hell 2 heads

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Report: How you know, for sure.

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How do you know some-body is in some-thing:

Identity and system; [see this posting here; in this form, too: How do you know some]

Identity of/ in / from system: how do you know

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tag[s]: combat logistics and health frameworks, identity retrieval and identity formations , reality art, non-fiction lessons through fiction implements, counseling, trauma progression

by Goura Fotadar

Date: 91117

 

Report: How you know, for sure.

A. “Within” Theological Constraints; it’s unbelievable.

There is no way this identity: b.j. y was in the system: insert sick.

Why; too many past experiences of limits not un-bounded while of/in/from the system: insert sick make the identity: b.j. y of / in / from insert sick; both non-miraculously and miraculously un-believable.

B. It must come with a policy.

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Attempts at victimization, bordering on severe abuse? : referring to what was recently believable index and for some un-ascertained reason no longer is. External not b.j. y actual experience: I really like vanilla ice cream; I’ve been eating four scoops of vanilla ice cream per day for the last twenty years: now no matter where I look I can’t access vanilla ice cream; when I ask the stores’ clerks; they say the world is short on vanilla.

[B.J. y:

He loves vanilla ice cream; and he now has a better version of vanilla ice cream; than / then he did last year; and he lost first one set of vanilla ice cream, variety while he was limits not un-bounded; but he re-gained various even better varieties of vanilla ice cream; and this re-gaining of better varieties of vanilla ice cream is still going on; or is in state: on-going; without likely any end as he identifies it. ]

New policy: referring over and over again to b.j. y [and all correct applications of identity] consumption of vanilla ice cream to a population of those that love and used to eat and loved to eat vanilla ice cream; but can no longer access it despite exerting effort; should be labelled an act of terrorism; at the level of domestic-national at least.

C. Replacement Methodology. [Start here; it’s pretty advanced for the third stage]

Trigger mentions: [sort of like fiction but expansive enough for non-fiction] : repeat non-necessary mentions of insert sick’s weakest [or like weakest] functional element ; if it’s vanilla in vanilla ice cream; or rather temperature control …

[B.J. Y:

Vanilla temperature control; so I went to the bank yesterday and vanilla temperature control; so I walked here today and vanilla temperature control; so I wore my favorite blue shirt and vanilla temperature control; and then I walked around the room to gain peace and vanilla temperature control … ]

It’s time to investigate from where B.J. y is receiving and –or purchasing and-or earning vanilla ice cream.

Upon investigation if it’s found that that trigger as used ; or triggers as used in mention are causing enough [unearned] danger; then use a system of audio overexchange also known as advanced voice-over; have a recording of the conversation et al; and replace the [unearned] danger trigger mentions with something else[s…s]; that you either guess will or know for sure will undo the [unearned] danger trigger mentions …

To create reality change: i.e. here called effective justice; i.e. form of combat logistics [in art].

 

A Compiler, Crying Crow Dames The [Street] Homeless Like List.

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see most of the posting anyhow complete enough below, ACompiler

 

A Compiler, Crying Crow Dames The [Street] Homeless Like List.

[Rough Draft: A brief pictograph of what used to mean the drunk, smoking life? Was it-that before war was integrated into other-war life. ]

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tag[s]: unrecognized war cultures outside of war conflicts; cultural comprehension; editing diagrams

 

 

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drink and sigs; brief list.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar

date: 9817

Art of Computer Science also called Library Science: it’s called a one-type compiler, why:

[the processing of information to understood-enough labels; a re-modification of non-useful prejudice]

the copyright or copyright like titles-names are italicized to homage the copyrights. Even when the word or word-like citation is not included in text form: citation, cited. I.e. the italics are enough for this posting section or posting to signify the altruism and authenticity of depicting in recognition another’s invention and-or ownership.

To use popular cultural conceptions or not; so cultural conceptions of music as a type: of therapy; you might want to include a research article or two; to validate this point.

The use of spelling in identity form; and or invention form recognition. And-or. If even the invented, invention has the form title and that is slightly misspelled; well, then upon recognition the identity yes is formed? [cited: question, of the day.][theme: excuse me typos where typos are also inclusive of spelling errors and or enough like spelling errors in the way just defined.]

  1. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) Ava adore; smashing pumpkins [sig: maverick][drink: vodka]

 

  1. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) No good; Depeche mode; [drink: soda][drink: any? Soda,s]
  2. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) king kunta; Kendrick lamar [drink: sapporo]

 

  1. Therapy variant, title: (citation😉 horses song, silence of the lambs [sig: marble][drink: any? vodka]
  2. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) go deep janet Jackson. [sig: dunhill et al][drink: water]
  3. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) Queen, perfume genius [sig: winston][drink: pink drink][or drink: “cheap” pink drink or]

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Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.

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Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.

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Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,

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Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.

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2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]

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And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.

 

Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”

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Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.

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Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.

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Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.

 

theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?

 

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