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“The Park”

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 “The Park”

for the Fictional VolunTier Project

by Goura Fotadar

date typed up: 91517

thepark

 

from p. 19 “Meet Kirsten”

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Source, text: 1

“necklace”

“collar”

“milk pitcher”

 

“ “ Please, where is the park by the

river?” “
“The woman kept walking as though she hadn’t even heard Kirsten.”  “the park?” =

“ … and they laughed at her.”

 

“ “ Help me! “ Kirsten cried out.

“Please help me!” “

 

-à transfer to the title:

“Holding The Man”  –à source text: 2

-à from front imagery of at least this version:

A “man” [2 of 2]

can “help” [ 1 of 2]

you?

and if close-to physically

the one that can

“help” you; …

is this “the park”

and-or does “the park”

 

mean don’t move

because you are

Safe here

until you absolutely have to for

what  x[amount] reasons.

 

In this case the local “police departments”

and their ilk shall be charged

Serious long-staying non-reformed

Crime sentences.

 

tag[s]: analysis of literature, charging crime et al i.e.  also in criminology research

the transfer, continued …

cited: reletter’d though

Rome[oh] [e] [Jew][el][it]

cited or of p.59 [2 of 2]

“Sari” [1of2]

must be of which “Kirsten”

another set of [1:2]

. . . in animate[d] i.e. wear

actual spirited doll well

then either 1 or 2

of [1 to 2] ?

and using a basic replacement

same transfer type model

from source, text to

source, text.

Who in bas*ic inanimate/animate theory:

animate [_____________________________] spirit

might be the most likely

“I”

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Well, likely; Kirsten.

in this case; in a twist of what might

Be called karma since replace-able

As “I” “Kirsten” carries the

pattern? of becoming “I” and

How would ‘doll’ come along?

to this transfer if there is

No only 2nd [animate or not] …

 

 

/ or refer to this posting in this form: From p /

 

 

 

 

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Are you doing the local “authorities” job, too and not receiving protection rights.

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Are you doing the local “authorities” job, too and not receiving protection rights.

Under War-Pacifism Activism: for Local at least to Expansive Deserved Safety.

or in this form: Are you doing the local authorities job

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

stalked

by Goura Fotadar

date: 91417

as submitted  and with slight variations below; whilst I was supposed to be doing other work:

 

Public Declaration from the local librarian at Menlo Park Public Library on Alma Street; Menlo Park, CA 91417

There is an issue with men and women in the women’s bathroom with young children also peeking under doorways as people like myself

use the bathroom within the library. Just today I was reported for asking such persons to please stop peeking under the doorway of the stalls as others use the restroom the same soap drainer from the palo alto public library [who I suspect is posing as homeless and is not actually h due to her stalking func. homeless folks and likely others; stopping their basic cohesive rights] was there who was accompanied by a librarian named Lucinda or Luciana something of that nature a tallish woman who could easily pass for being male. Taller than me; and I’m currently approx… 5’10’’ as a born: bio-genital female; it’s miraculous? in terms of non-vanity how much height can fluctuate with severe forms of cited: P.T.S.D. This librarian assured me as she stood behind my back attempting to prevent me from washing and drying my hands after bathroom use; that she was not responsible for any safety issues in the public library; i.e. ? [as a librarian]

In addition; there has been a repeated public-such announcement that there maybe another bathroom for use in this facility for children only like other public libraries; Luciana or Lucinda was not sure.

In exchange I was directly threatened with rape by the attached as described parties connected to bathroom use. In addition this is a general advisory concerns in public restrooms; if one cannot prevent perversion of bathroom and public facility use; can one be qualified as staff or staff-like exchange. For surely in a free country we cannot give up use of all public and such provided spaces; please ensure that the local authorities can comprehend the difference between their personal ownership and in general public spaces. Luciana-Lucinda declared to me if I were not comfortable in this bathroom then I should use one at the gym; the problem with this is that I have already been nearly gunned down by staff and men in the women’s restroom at that gym; and so in such unless extensive emergency; I’m not allowing myself at the gym for bathroom use. I’ve attempted to file a further complaint; but the person who works behind the desk at that gym; is incapable of discovering how to initiate a complaint form upon umpteenth requests of mine; perhaps he thinks I’m not significant in society; and he’s the determining of who has right to file complaints in our free country.  It’s simply too dangerous to use such this type of gym-like bathrooms unless in extensive emergency; with such an incompetent local police & authority force there is seemingly no external avail in times of such unjust danger. And so then; this having been witnessed mainstream local knowledge what is the librarian confessing to aiding in terms of serious violent crime.

Sincerely,

Goura F.

 

tag[s]: p and r crimes committed to you all ?

 

As assignment: even in experiences of severe disenfranchisement what are or could be basic cohesive rights for all beings in free worlds; or as earned by free worlds.

 

 

Evidence of last night’s rest spot stalking with local police vehicle and such accompaniment; what? You can’t park where it’s legal? and we get charged ? with your violation[..s].

theme: [identity reform: which you is you]

theme music citation: colemen hell 2 heads

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Report: How you know, for sure.

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How do you know some-body is in some-thing:

Identity and system; [see this posting here; in this form, too: How do you know some]

Identity of/ in / from system: how do you know

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

tag[s]: combat logistics and health frameworks, identity retrieval and identity formations , reality art, non-fiction lessons through fiction implements, counseling, trauma progression

by Goura Fotadar

Date: 91117

 

Report: How you know, for sure.

A. “Within” Theological Constraints; it’s unbelievable.

There is no way this identity: b.j. y was in the system: insert sick.

Why; too many past experiences of limits not un-bounded while of/in/from the system: insert sick make the identity: b.j. y of / in / from insert sick; both non-miraculously and miraculously un-believable.

B. It must come with a policy.

vicecream

 

 

Attempts at victimization, bordering on severe abuse? : referring to what was recently believable index and for some un-ascertained reason no longer is. External not b.j. y actual experience: I really like vanilla ice cream; I’ve been eating four scoops of vanilla ice cream per day for the last twenty years: now no matter where I look I can’t access vanilla ice cream; when I ask the stores’ clerks; they say the world is short on vanilla.

[B.J. y:

He loves vanilla ice cream; and he now has a better version of vanilla ice cream; than / then he did last year; and he lost first one set of vanilla ice cream, variety while he was limits not un-bounded; but he re-gained various even better varieties of vanilla ice cream; and this re-gaining of better varieties of vanilla ice cream is still going on; or is in state: on-going; without likely any end as he identifies it. ]

New policy: referring over and over again to b.j. y [and all correct applications of identity] consumption of vanilla ice cream to a population of those that love and used to eat and loved to eat vanilla ice cream; but can no longer access it despite exerting effort; should be labelled an act of terrorism; at the level of domestic-national at least.

C. Replacement Methodology. [Start here; it’s pretty advanced for the third stage]

Trigger mentions: [sort of like fiction but expansive enough for non-fiction] : repeat non-necessary mentions of insert sick’s weakest [or like weakest] functional element ; if it’s vanilla in vanilla ice cream; or rather temperature control …

[B.J. Y:

Vanilla temperature control; so I went to the bank yesterday and vanilla temperature control; so I walked here today and vanilla temperature control; so I wore my favorite blue shirt and vanilla temperature control; and then I walked around the room to gain peace and vanilla temperature control … ]

It’s time to investigate from where B.J. y is receiving and –or purchasing and-or earning vanilla ice cream.

Upon investigation if it’s found that that trigger as used ; or triggers as used in mention are causing enough [unearned] danger; then use a system of audio overexchange also known as advanced voice-over; have a recording of the conversation et al; and replace the [unearned] danger trigger mentions with something else[s…s]; that you either guess will or know for sure will undo the [unearned] danger trigger mentions …

To create reality change: i.e. here called effective justice; i.e. form of combat logistics [in art].

 

A Compiler, Crying Crow Dames The [Street] Homeless Like List.

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see most of the posting anyhow complete enough below, ACompiler

 

A Compiler, Crying Crow Dames The [Street] Homeless Like List.

[Rough Draft: A brief pictograph of what used to mean the drunk, smoking life? Was it-that before war was integrated into other-war life. ]

pink

 

 

tag[s]: unrecognized war cultures outside of war conflicts; cultural comprehension; editing diagrams

 

 

B-buts and Sponsored Donations, on Availability

citationart

drink and sigs; brief list.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

by goura fotadar

date: 9817

Art of Computer Science also called Library Science: it’s called a one-type compiler, why:

[the processing of information to understood-enough labels; a re-modification of non-useful prejudice]

the copyright or copyright like titles-names are italicized to homage the copyrights. Even when the word or word-like citation is not included in text form: citation, cited. I.e. the italics are enough for this posting section or posting to signify the altruism and authenticity of depicting in recognition another’s invention and-or ownership.

To use popular cultural conceptions or not; so cultural conceptions of music as a type: of therapy; you might want to include a research article or two; to validate this point.

The use of spelling in identity form; and or invention form recognition. And-or. If even the invented, invention has the form title and that is slightly misspelled; well, then upon recognition the identity yes is formed? [cited: question, of the day.][theme: excuse me typos where typos are also inclusive of spelling errors and or enough like spelling errors in the way just defined.]

  1. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) Ava adore; smashing pumpkins [sig: maverick][drink: vodka]

 

  1. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) No good; Depeche mode; [drink: soda][drink: any? Soda,s]
  2. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) king kunta; Kendrick lamar [drink: sapporo]

 

  1. Therapy variant, title: (citation😉 horses song, silence of the lambs [sig: marble][drink: any? vodka]
  2. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) go deep janet Jackson. [sig: dunhill et al][drink: water]
  3. Therapy variant, title: (citation : ) Queen, perfume genius [sig: winston][drink: pink drink][or drink: “cheap” pink drink or]

 see

 

 

 

f-F Similarities, Continued. [she-e a]

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tag[s]: descriptions of criminology, criminology art, mind channels, reading notes, … think tank fiction here, reporting … ?, book theology, computer science abstract theory

[B]y goura fotadar

date typed up: 82017

f-For The Fictional VolunTier Project

Part One. Think tank Fiction [adv.]

Fiction to post:  81917 The librarians reported that they have 50 members of the military [which one]: hostage:

The Blew faith;

They think as a result; expecting

… to never return these new

hostages loose: they now

think;

The Blew faith; they can live

over everyones tinker rites:

What can shall be stead.

 

Part Two. Similarities, Continued 81917

“A HEAD FULL OF BOYS”  sounds so much

Lichen to “LICE” which prior to

Reading this … I might have put

Down: “head full of” lice,

In my fiction before in any case:

It points to the regular cultural

Knowledge of the segment : “head full

of” lice, and in which case motifs to

the steadfast notion that  “A HEAD FULL OF BOYS” is-has been regular culture; and with next caught line … of either, gender?

theme: sinking into [] fish . [to]

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[t.b.c.]

S [1] … source, citation text [1]: Holding The Man Timothy Conigrave with foreword by David Marr

learning theme: this stream of knowledge is called stream [1] {s of source is can also be? Stream: under word-letter proliferations} and is a motif for the transfer of knowledge within stream to perhaps? The consumer of the stream; in ‘tis case ; this source text is called stream [1] ; and for now tertiary prolactive label. i.e. temporary label.

Research for paragon & work retention [paragon] stow-age

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by goura fotadar

date typed up: 81717

Part one. Date, 81617

side notes for type-up

of-the fvp

of a.a. notes:

tag[s]: careers in counseling drugs + alcohol

think aa sponsoring.

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the basics as

written down in notes:

bold [ expect a swing back in the already overcome a rather seemingly, overcome

direction … perhaps there seems to be some sort of statistical issue; how to stay and move past as in forward only onto this point; and only forward from it; but like

in the basics of a pendulum the direction of back -> forth, can change. ]

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one easy imaginative

way is

to create a

sense of

trap-box

where every

face is only with

the two options:

the present, or

some moment in

the future;

are then the present

considered all one moment

in any case:

what happens in the

time it takes to decide

now or later

pluh

what if you, or the person/being

in the trap-box is

dropped into one or two;

or a stasis between

the two: [what and how might You/

the person/being be directed

and-or by what such force]

tag[s]: the philosophy of sponsoring

perhaps identified

and cognized

and perhaps that in brackets

is the answer to the

movement direction …

 

 

[

next to include notes from lecture in short brackets : lecture:  6.30.17

& or

alcohol notes:

“Relapse Prevention Toolkit”

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“means to slip back”

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“going on right road; and now going on wrong

road ”

=> going back down

the right road;

is the wrong

road.

“relapse is a process

not an event”

“Addiction cycle”

“something triggers you ”

“you start craving

relief from [my] pain.”

 

“craving is followed

by ritual or

the robotic

phase”

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robotic face?

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ro, bo, tic face?

bow row, tic face?

=> work-out

in public almost

or habitually

]

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Part Two.

tag[s]: also art notes;

Well copies certainly solve the dilemma of reality fixes;

while one stays as it was

in the upgrade if needed corrected

direction fix a new from a duplicate

can be made; anew better modality

reality caption.

aside notes: there’s the guy, who says he

owns the library so gets to [picture, somewhere?]

abuse me in/out of it. Who is he?

and certainly this part two; is

connected to this past

[but not worse]

part one; so qualification

aids comprehension:

[past not worse]:

is likely same

moment

in incline

[see part one].

and since it states in 1st Paragraph the

evidence; hardly a contradiction

per thus far first Paragraph to art;

and so; to solve at this stage:

how can “documents” translate

“a source” to art –> uh petitional wel-fare?

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Source, cited:  Camera work 25, 1909

448-449, Alfred Stieglitz

& A.A.  lecture 6.30.17

[as an outsider non-alcoholic]

Reporting Clues:

Also see art

in a fedor-a:

are thy, they

actually

alcoholics?

[the false

veterans’ cause

as opposed to the real veterans’

movement]

 

 

Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

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Reports of Racial Profiling and Enclave Needs.

for The Fictional VolunTier Project

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By goura fotadar

Date: 81617

Stage I. The Enclave Need for Stalking, No. The opposite.

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Why not consider past that city ; yet another homeless enclave here there and elsew[ear]; where the fake cops and fake authorities and housed non-real kind types can’t enter; because the situation is getting cans; you’ve or they’ve got to have something better to do than stalk homeless and such people around; or pose as homeless. It’s not like they’re working harder than … and pay the way for it … but it’s important to investigate the money trail all the way, and figure who does; because that drops the sharp cord otherwise in the wrong direction.

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Stage II. Crime notes: reverse racial profiling: I want you to take a look at what happens around 7 pm at the public library wherever I sit and this man [which one] has repeatedly threatened me with rape + violence is now donning every same accessory as me [which were after the second last police brutality incident; … and-or stolen; but mostly just trashed though still collectable.] And those were not community charity items … aside notes: I think he continues to sleep where I was cited as moving from in rest spots and not housing theory;  I wish I could say … that would help; I’m an a-a woman; and with police aid he keeps calling me: in his repeating words: “criminal, bitch, drug addict …” and flashes his weapon at me.  In the incidence of the near, close-to gang-rape at the estate shelter I was staying at [indoors] all of the gang of men; were Black : and kept calling me : “sis” while they unclothed themselves and grabbed my body parts ->Thanks Menlo Park P.D. et al departments.  At cited the living situation: Menlo Church,

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Sure, it’s great for church; but if assigned there for live staying  when the lights turn off; anything could happen to you; and who you have to defend your rights are the local p.d. Nothing can be imaginably scarier than that. Menlo Park P.D. to your defense; yeah, right.

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2nd title: get raped or racism? [experience …  may overshadow the “local cops” on safety and security protocols; sorry?]

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And then with a few more faces inserted; they all start to leave at [the] same time as me; as I start packing up; sometimes often appearing  [[w’ear]ever] I go.

The man in the beige-yellow shirt; is the librarian doing the committing crime type “set-up”

If I don’t leave then; waiting to leave now to avoid them uh kill-raping me or at least trying to do so; they re-appear sometimes even in the women’s bathroom. No joke. Pretending that I’m not female.

 

Stage III. Stalking by “local cops”

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Every,where I go; includes the local police they are wherever I go; at the train station; at cited: 7-11 again and refusing to leave; at the library refusing to leave and there in uniform using it as a patron [see what images have been captured of this evidence]. Make sure to capture the notice of the defense of the bright light flashing blocking view of police vehicle; and its confession of an aided crime on their part.

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Civil litigations of social aptitude uh safety: if even you were-are a, member of the racial community they ascribe belonging to ; they the people attempting … at me, again in stage two; at least cognizantly consciously ; crime theory which one likely states you may still be similarly as me inflicted; so they my attempters … are not safe in general.

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Other notes: Within the past few proximate back months: man attempting to grab my breasts at Sunnyvale near now closed down cited: Jack-in-Box and calling me hooker; then following me into Palo Alto Public Library on middlefield and mayview; and yelling that I’m crazy publicly because for like one minute my phone accidentally was hit; the librarian told me to not speak; as if I were speaking [and he meant in general too]; when I hadn’t such spoken. How come he didn’t get banned, a citation, and the accord of general. Which he. Can we say moderated harm; is controlled by me and not the “authority”; and certainly I would be narcissistic to believe I were the only target. Certainly. Another man in the Menlo Park Library telling me that he’s “had enough of me,” and that he’s the sole owner of the library; while the librarians smile on. Pointing fingers at my face, and laughing about money … like I need it as a homeless woman who works for no living wage, and lives off otherwise charity. What use could … have for more than once-in-a while pennies sponsorship of money. Pennies over the course of a year.

 

theme: I was planning on leaving but alright; I guess I can wait forever while the cops and uh the others do their thing? We’ll just pretend I don’t exist; and they’ve done it all. Wow what hard work; congratulations … heros?

 

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