it’s not a word; but it might be.

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it’s not a word; but it might be.  , renundated

to post to work on for the v blog in the series sequence of posts, make the meaning as/of renundated

for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by goura fotadar
date typed up: 71417
theme: for the next cited: the witch goura, hopefully; finally.
the obvious game.
re nun dated

once again; the nun experience;

empowerment: once again, the nun experience; is no longer “dated” or was dated or more relevantly transformed to; that’s not what “dated” means anymore; it means instead of date, to relevant.

non-empowerment sorry sweethearts: once again; the nun experience [who? you] dated

cited: something like fiction [post] of at least today

less non-empowerment sorry sweethearts or ex sweethearts: once again; the nun experience [who?] dated

renundated means also; then why is dating relevant in significance or [something]

to think of dating; experiences, dating: definitions; other than traditional versions of romantic;

for example, out on a date; with your dog / or a dog, actual.

part two. what would you wear as a nun, uhm; non explicit nun; perhaps:

to add to line of part two; what you would wear as a non; uhm non-explicit; out on a date with your dog / a dog.
fixed; part two. what would you wear as a nun; ; uhm non-explicit; out on a date with your dog / a dog.

cited: link that was accessed as it appeared through cited: youtube on 71417

How do you know what feels wrong to you.

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How do you know what feels wrong to you.

Secondary Standard head: Is this fiction or not.

Rough notes on the quick

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is it an? el; and other form translations or breakdowns … ? are [r]
by goura fotadar

date: 63017

public library theme, select: she’s dumb and she’s not deaf. I know her and I use her name to get out of prison; without her consent.

outdoors public theme: and they won’t stop attempting to steal. We don’t have the guns. But they do. Which is they.

tag[s]: grammatical ideology how; is this fiction or not

Part One. I don’t know figure out what “you” means quick enough and roughly is still good enough.

I like ice cream and coconut milk; because it’s rich and it heals me. [heels?]

I like chocolate because it puts me out of pain.

I haven’t told a lot of people that I’m completely ordinarily deaf; and most not “dumb” people can just tell anyway; I can still hear you if you focus here. Otherwise I can’t. And I was born that way; but raised with a majority: family that kidnapped me that I’m not actually related to in any form of that actualized definition; so I never told majority: them. And they really don’t know, unless you tell majority: them.

I know I’m an actualized being: beings; because I’ve helped a “ton” of actualized other beings; and not so much or at all non-actualized beings; or those that never hope to actualize [.]

I went to college; and then further a lot of school. I was mostly if not completely a straight A student in higher advanced education especially the prestigious ones-forms of it; So I know most words have more than one regular utilized meaning for example: dumb and dumb. I’m not dumb but I am dumb. You maybe dumb but not dumb. We’re not the same really. See. [really, sea] My kidnapped family told me I was dumb and then paid [sum:]people to change my grades [when]; so that the entire world? could pretend it was true. Then we had the existence of terrorism in our world [in time]. Uhm, I’m not that “full”. Please don’t blame all terrorism on me; sometimes it’s like your fault.

Part Two. Figure out what “feels” [is]

to me it is a central gut-like irk; and that’s enough. One gut-like irk that cannot be trans-placed but can be temporarily -only temporarily ignored.

Part Three. That’s enough. {Two levels} {It’s a pun.}

The Model is You semi-defined to You.

and central Irk that can’t be ignored forever.

{hint: most people don’t know that I’m also completely ordinarily mute; and yet they can sometimes? hear me? and also partially completely blind. Most people don’t know that I’m also severely afflicted with various deviant and movement disorders; yet I’ve never committed crime. It’s pretty impossibly possible to be afflicted with a, movement disorders and never for example: hit back. It’s kind of the experience of a lot of civilian non-criminals; and also reformed criminals; but not non-reformed criminals; who I also call un-actualized one group of a beings; and I’m not sure if they; the definition of beings … makes verity here, for the un-actualized [non-reformed criminals].}


Part Four. A Compiled Aside:

“You” “feels”

form y, in more than one y

if not fiction; then like fiction at least hear: really, Sea in time terrorism … when

form flower like a y is another form of y [hint]

civilians are not allowed to hit back no matter how unescapably criminologically competent they are; and at least not hit back regularly if even they brake; break? that rule. But veritas is it actual just law.

How come non-reformed criminals hit back, and hit uh; cons tant [and not ly] I hope you understand like uh, for example, the basic of like math constants.

theme basics: math constants is-r also the cliche of “don’t give up” so don’t stop working … is a constant, math constant, how.

theme music citation: foster the people don’t stop [again]

Part Five. Almost Un-Related Like a Win, doe

There’s too much actualized no actual? evidence to make one […] s

believe that lies about competence ever build to a “win” in finality,



Well; why and why; and why.

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A Typo-graph of Homelessness, especially; outdoors
an exercise for 14-year olds, not clearly defined;
for The Fictional VolunTier Project
by Goura Fotadar
date: 62817

Well; why and why; and why.

cited: more clearly; upon my art posted to the f blog; getitfree and v.s. as cited through getitfree

the Derivation of Member in almost or something like all clauses which here are also cases.
You only want a member in your bed;

in case it’s not just you; and a member of what;

also note; why and why; and why.

member implies (=>) actualized in some thing; some facet; some application.

and not just a blase connotation.

E,the Economics Policy;
when there are only two choices;
and neither is quite the capture right; and note: these are instructions
on how to shoot a picture; usually the ad: ult would tell you to guess which one of two makes most
sense; and of course most sense when neither is capturing right; is both;
but that extra information isn’t quite provided.

And perhaps the best version here is a nuance: exit;  {Oh my gosh; then exit is still only a nuance.}
if you neither own nor rent; your residence:
for living there for free; in a residence almost implies a sense or an actual sense of ownership;
but if you don’t live in a residence; do you live anywhere;
you might stay somewhere: outside; in an economics social welfare nuance then;
neither question is applicable unless you provide a not quite accurate address; but one where you might receive to and from;
and if you provide one you can acutely receive from in such circumstance of non residence;
well then it might be a P.O. Box; and if you are outside without residence homeless;
well then that might be your only acutely accurate address; and if you are not 14; over to an adult; you may not be able to provide that as a mailing address in the cited: DMV register of identity, because it might not be approved for such purpose by cited: DMV; and every non-reformed crime perpetrator would-might demonstrate glee at the lack of “power” your either reformed and-or non criminal accord, has. And that just can’t be the case;
and so in one exit of the two choices you have the Out: of outdoors homeless with perhaps an exasperated and less than expired i.d. But don’t worry things might get better. It might translate better.

[Basic Starting Q. Are P.O. Boxes Non-members? to which and what group[s]]
So model:
what you see;
what you associate it with;
and the four or five things that come up legally with this association.

same as last captions citations; roughly without my art first included … and of course the scribble is mine in this case; so obvious.
What is Main Frame.
In translation work; what you see is something like a perfume piece;
for some reason: I’ve picked up since college that cited: Victoria’s Secret is correlated
with pornography; and I don’t see this piece this way at all;
I see it as one might see an art piece; even a jewelry; piece;
with brand variants of stucco inside it [jewelry piece original]; and of course in functional translation
if you could figure out how to recover this free piece; with internal free pieces;
to a-your accessible enough accurate locale; also known here as address;
the entire band jewelry would be destroyed as soon as you opened the piece;
or rather something like destroyed; and so
[the] l’importante most factor here; and this is only a slight, a joke;
is the translation of this art piece to a jewelry piece; that consists of a multiple
of at least stucco pieces; and an easier break in translation is to wear [where to]
a plain jewelry piece; while you process the thing; and an ubux or a ubux;
is where the jewelry piece original match perhaps has at least a toyingly flap
non-toyingly; i.e. not, stucco ornate addition or what might be called instead moving stucco; because you’d at least figure out all the derivations
of how to open the main free piece.
and notice now the main free piece as turned into a main frame; and in this quick Right Up;
of the importance of effort into address provisions; and less so the jerk’s patronizing and not patriotic smile at the cited: DMV.  And here jerk doesn’t just reference: male, only.
The Opponent’s Banter:
Sure you may have lavender in the outdoors;
but is [it] a replacement for bed[s].
The Response:
That’s kind of the point;
in addition to rest and perhaps even work;
what else is the bed a motif for
. . .
On the box, scent; or art; and-or both;
the thing is a think of beauty isn’t it;

in stripes.

Do you imagine the ties are lace and or velvet.

let’s match it in an almost contradictory pink.

I found in a \donation stack/ part two

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by Goura Fotadar

date taped up: 62117

(2) The 2nd level

of trauma; is/comes

from any demonstration

of comfort consequentially

and shockingly penalized;

responding to

last resort: shelter not

having quickly turned

into an unjust punitive

environs; upon such

action; child modification

conceptualized that staff

are not qualified as such;

and procurement that

movement into “less free”

pen; even at the juvi-level

comes with shelter

again; but this addition

of documented penalization

with shelter.

so 2nd level trauma:

is compromise


In Review:

[1st level]

too high cost:

i.e. in exchange for

shelter, false penalization

[2nd level]


due to the inadequacy

of both shelter staff and

arresting “officers” in

such scenarios; a minor

who has not committed an

actual crime must now

receive shelter; only after

a better promise and brief

play of promise, the; in exchange

for the mutation of being

charged: arrest.

so in / at the 2nd level

we have


(the words in the image above of the arrow continued:)




by responding


who are also;

acting “authoritarian”


Leads to mutation

=> of wire minor

=> trauma results;

when the mutation is

either and-or

unexpected or too


In clearer terms;

to receive shelter the

wire minor must

rapidly upon police

call mutate into a

wire minor “charged”



How quickly can you

change from?


[is the photograph, this one clear enough of the diagram perhaps]

so the words; again in diagram above, below are: Is Shelter Worth it?

wire minor, minutes? to hours   wire minor “criminal” “charged”


Is there enough time to


As an aside: Shelter

as in roofed covered

homing type units and-or

housing are what are;


at list; at least

this society’s remedy

to housing, but the

on-going requirements to

qualify and withstand assign

ment have   long-been

pedantic in their boinker

theories. [theo-wries]

For example that your

guardian and-or parent

and-or caregiver think

you’re worth it; otherwise

you go unjustly to the

pen for shelter is just

not appropriate humane

theory of welfare-


and-or basic


as an aside continued:

If having enough

TIME; the intersection

before the completion

of (2) in this

trauma model; where

else might the minors

turn; for stay?

In the conception of logic

and this does not [closet:] limit us

only to the unlimited mathe

matical discipline of it; one

can look around and even when

blind attempt to sense and-or

see …


[recall: source, cited: is the same source cited in part one as referenced and dictated in yesterday’s post.]


I found in a|donation stack| this recent of cited: events, present [part one.]

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by Goura Fotadar

started, composed on : 5.23.17

tag[s]: criminological research

typed up, started: 62017;

in the non-cooperative public library, ah!

Of High Revel: The non-conceptual but

in-practice error of conceptual –

space[s] shelters.


as an aside: How to enamor one’s self

with a psychic like higher, hire safe-t.

as if following a non-reformed a criminal cue;

without actually adding crime; walk to

any book shelf area; or such area; and

pull out a book when you get the feeling

of “safe” sort of like fiction.


back to main posting:

Target Fault : I.E. quiet the obvious? perhaps

those that are regulare staff cannot ensure

the process of homeless functioning and-or

shelter lifestyle; which in ensure-ment is

more severe likely than even elevated

police work; for one and not necessarily

primarily purpose: there are all residents

socio-biology to consider. So less sophisticated

staff would have a sequence of action insertion

into high velocity? outlet



any time you staff

don’t approve                      ——————————> call the “police”

——–> likely the outlets,

available are all categorized

under false incrimination


false implies not right fit;

you must then mutate the

plug by further likely

unjust force to

“socket” it.


This creates at least

3 levels of trauma: [will I get to finish this model, before the library’s onsite inept staff create some other bullshit ode; fornicating upon their fake degrees. “Today the children can’t use the children’s bathroom because they must and their mommies follow you and stare as you piss in a shut stall.” The sane person wonders: these can’t can they be real children. Ever heard of virtual images; over even adult faces.]

(1) first the rapid trauma

of release upon entry

into a/n? h-less shelter;

Where a minor likely would

hope and intelligently expect

to stay long-term : and

this in intelligent

formed thought-


would imply safety through

this intelligently assumed,

and expected security; [which definition of security]

and such-then: the movement

toward depicting

enactment of comfort.


A minor through less experience

alone; may not be retro-fitted

to survive mutative trauma

and survive only means here

turn-it functional quick

enough to overcome the

action of false arrest.

Hereby for such proliferation

defining exterminating arrest

as false additionally costing

too high cost.

So (1) first level is

high cost trauma;

as an aside: in this trauma

model; each level builds

in compilation a more traumatic

completion effect and affect.


as an aside; though

not about an actual child;

to view the séance –

opposite of severe shock

trauma; why not consider

watching as already cited:

brokedown palace;

the copy could almost

read; though the movie “shows”

and much less “tells” : ->

… at a time of fun in

the backdrop of spirituality

a young woman is betrayed

is un-separable friendship by

her friend and her friend’s

father; left alone with

no rescue; nobody not even

God knows if she will be free

ever again … The end is of  no hope.

Obviously this copy

is a recollection from memory

of the story; I saw years

ago so forgive any fluctuations.

as another aside:

the source, article, cited:

San Francisco Chronicle

“Dubious Arrests,

Damaged Lives … “



and the paper … did

synonym “investigate”

the situation.



Review of art charity;

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by Goura Fotadar

date: 61617

date typed up: 61817





instead of what recent

materials; I’d made

of; and were stolen …

take a few paper towels

+ soap ; see photograph

layer the towels;

notice the sandwich

to the left; and

anyhow place floral

pieces grabbed into

the paper towels

if possible;

stick a gum

wad in the

mix; then

forms of

refuse; that

are available;

in this case a

gum wrapper:

empty ; and

in a shamanic nuance

something that has;

or still has negative

energy connected to

it; torn up in pieces

then a tad; of lotion.

start the wrapping process.

– – – – – – – – – – – – – – – – –  using

gum as tape; then

start the sketching

process; In this

paper towel variety’s

case; following and

or coinciding along the

dotted points.






“Shelter among

the Rain”

then place nail polish

around the front;


the sketch

and lettering.

then similar

to the d.v.

clutch; crumple

up the plastic: and

place; as the jar or

bottle past; toothpaste

in its backing.

then because in this

thing’s case:

toothpaste leaked on-the

front rub a tad more with

your finger onto the

front as you

continue wrapping

with left-over

plastic. In

this piece’s case

there is also:

a left-over gum case

that is now turning

into the piece’s back.

dip in the left-over

case a tad more


for good scent.

and other hygienic

refuse scent aides.

tie with dental

floss; and

a reminder that

this is a motif

for starvation;

and effective

“shelter” and-or

rest-work spaces,


then paint over back

at least with a bit

more nail polish.

cited: double mint and or wrigley’s

of course

from the backside:

it looks like a growing leaf.


cover with found: gold ink; in a tad.


then; who was it given to.





notes from xx-cont.

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cited theme product: nad’s

by goura fotadar

date t-up: 61717

for the Fictional VolunTier Project

in quotes citations from lecture:

“Repairing & Rebuilding”

notes from xx-cont. ;


cited: counseling

“why do you drink due to what happened to you.”

“kitchen hot” metaphor;

“selfishness & self-centered ness”

“the root of our problem”

as cited in the lecture from the big book

based on lecture

metaphors how about:

“the roo[f] of [h]our problem.”

“upset with God” => ?

translated and re-interpreted for these notes and use:

“up [:] set with Go[d]”

“Jesus” sounds like soap

to me;

a “higher power” seams [notice spelling]

like hygiene to me.

career counseling :

distributing hygiene


translated and re-interpreted again; obvious:

& you are “hi[red] power”

or “hi[read] power”

“peace with god”

translated and re-interpreted more:

“p[ie]ce with go[d]”

that is .. is

a piece!

how is it “peace”

“go … ”


“[d]istance …”