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The story of “cop” part one.  [Criminal notes. Identified … ]

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  1. First, I forgot to mention they lied about my race again on the extended citation. When I checked it at night; I hadn’t caught this in the 4 seconds that I had to look it over; I’m not White; and I’m not sure if they are citing me as White because they are unjustly racist toward Whites.
  2. Yesterday, I was at cited: Whole Foods in I think L.A.H; and of course “local authorities” won’t leave me the heck alone. Most recently according to my actual militia job; I’m not supposed to attend court for this extended citation for [or for any reason] for being deployed as homeless; of course this still falls within actual police my deployment, but not within “police”

The quotes here imply false.

 

Just this morning I was given to under my job’s order [uh, which job; the one I was born into] to assess “local authorities” again and of course they failed again on un-adulterated greed and [it] un-controlled.

 

The situation was something like imagine people in the military have just run like a bunch of miles not having eaten much. You invite them for an all-day breakfast that is something like free; they don’t exactly pay for it; but their work generates the production and distribution of some food; and this breakfast was part of that some. In any case, [imagine] parting with the run; they showed up within the time limit: to receive something like a couple of [not full] but half [of a] granola bar[s]; and it hardly qualified as a breakfast.

In exchange the people being assessed requested something like 500 large houses for a total of 10 or some equivalent number of people, only [themselves, only]; and in this country.

How did they receive this fund to distribute;

well they used my militia clearance without my consent in the period of my re-enlightenment.

I hardly know what the [second part of the] last [sentence] means.

In any case: I wasn’t asked at least that part makes sense to me; and by the time I witnessed this almost large turned debacle; they were now undergoing a brief patrol assessment by me to make it to authorities; and they failed severely.

Note here: “authorities” does not equal authorities

[t.b.c.]

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Romaine Lettuce: Freedom uh, Works

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Thought / Wide Conception The Pay-felony: Instrument: component public payphones, work unpaid; no mystery.

Reforming D.A.s and future Reforming D.A.s are treated without assistance.

Non-reforming D.A.s are given their unearned benefits; leaching onto functional and soon to be functioning parts of a la societe.

Factual theme: my things and not just mine; are tearing apart from the carrying of heavy work-related loads; that are used as sediments to compose work.

Charge: No respect for the earning of work.

Consequence of Charge: you figure it out.

Other theme: heads as rose buds

Other a theme: I hate most roses.

 

For nearly a complete two years; I have been a on waiting list; for storage locker; free to save hold my work such belongings without theft.

In the process of this terrorism: [which one, uh]; the local “authorities” have stolen two libraries and almost three; all shelter provisions; and outside rest spots including rest spots even organized belongings; repeated parks, transportation systems, police vehicles; more police and militia uniforms and weapons, ticketing processes and non-criminal records, criminal immunities, served prison time i.e. also as of ; benefits of reforming criminals and non-criminals, college degrees in heresy; … and the list goes on; homeless and needy provision centers; handler interactions; reporting procedures, educational materials, emergency response …, church sponsorships … banquet benefits; and the naming of identities of others for themselves, qualifications for work jobs

theme: this isn’t 1960; uniforms that say on them: cited: Top Gun, uh? are they confessing to have tortured cited: P.O.W. s

Thinker Floats: What if all of these things especially the funding and building structures were from one private sponsor; with three levels of following sponsors; and almost none of as are reported to belong to false sponsors’ generous donations and efforts. For example what if every non-actually sponsoring body pretending to serve your donated? Food, was being moved around by your entropic effort; you having to lug their weight around along with all of your materials for countless hours per day; how would you charge that once you had confirmed proof of such mis-haven.

For one accord, the obvious: you might have to move somebody’s body if they are at risk for unjustly harming another … and for another and as review: they can’t just steal all rights because they want to commit unjust harm; that’s just not how freedom,

Uh,

Works.

 

On other news; at least me and my cousin are being stalked by one “librarian” nearly three hours away from that library who smiles arrogantly and with vice perturbing all domestics in his unjust stalking exhibition. He finds it humorous that anybody would complain about him stalking them for hours per day; and he pretends to read; though I know for sure he is illiterate. Though this is not the version of disadvantage resulting in long-term illiteracy; he is old very old. What if this weren’t exactly a personal luggage stalking only; what if, my cousin and I were at least cited: c.i.a. operatives; can you imagine how idiotic the false bus-driver would look in defending the “librarian” while he works out of our properties without our consent; and then stalks us during our work transportation hours. Yes, the commute is really that long.

The cited: o.c. thinks this is fabulous; they expect that operatives will keep paying their salaries; while they deny all those deserving including operatives anything they have earned in their own keepsake. Sure, donate your earnings; but they can’t have it all! First of all it’s not theirs. Second of all I never consented to their hiring.

 

Do you think the “librarian” has more victims perhaps those that have been less fortunate and likely less vocal not escaping his wannabe pretention at being; cited: x marks the spot; and-or cited: deadly weapon zero.

He along with so many others in “authority” roles around are worth seriously investigating.

 

theme b: do you think romaine split apart with your ands the water drizzled to this friend; works best with that whitish creamish old cheeses variety more pepper please; or do you prefer it with another: cheese, … or and ?

 

 

Fire marshall training complete-d at the two week level approximation in the project of outside homelessness. {A rough draft; and a note-reflection process of urgent significance}

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tag[s]: the civilian quotient has not disappeared

 

cited resource: my mail I mean male aunt; and I hope that’s enough citation. {as leader}

  1. Unless recovering from specific trauma abuse, and or just needing that in it; when the weather conditions are unbearably falling onto your head; and things are not weather proof enough that you can lug around or leave instead in a rest spot area; type situation; to lug even if you had storage unless it were a drive-able vehicle from storage to spot; might be unbearably exhausting; and …

So look for an outside roof like large enough to cover up enough up of you and your body [uh your belongings] so that if even you get wet or such during the day or work hours transporting from location to location, that you and your belongings have a chance of period to dry off. Look for a situation and or design one and or petition with wealth exchange for the design of an area that can fit a group in such conditions if not more than one or if so.

 

theme: you might never realize what you learn in C o l l e g e

 

Example: my last group which is now part of my larger group now; needed to stay out in the rain for about four months or approximate; to avoid danger from fake cops and also to recover from some trauma from the pitter patter of heavy rain running upon their heads, after at least more than half of them had been put situationally hostage; this was the college related population; and a small, group. This group then was able to include a few of current prestigious college students at present; modifying the culture of prestigious college and or prestigious college training after; before the trauma would have it; and the incoming college students were evaluated as being at higher risk for being seized while still in college and as repeatedly attempted to be seized connected to especially their housing. The entire group sustained nonsensical and something like first-time legal problems in a set; and toward the end of the rain period was sustained by non-local real police officers, and not fake ones. It then expanded to a regular militia group which exchanged direction of assault with the pre-eminent college population minus operatives who stayed engaged in direct assault with regular militia, but most of them without weapons of the former latter. Giving; the regular college and after college group expanded experience in recovery; after alternative and surprise deployment from like civilian stand-point; while not excusing them from alternative militia deployment and training; so as not limiting their development based on the demands of society.

 

theme: what does this mean.

 

  1. As much as you deem appropriately necessary, including shifting times; go to where resources are announced to be; including availability of basic need provisions: such as; food, tool replacements: here tool refers to in the modality of anthropology anything that comes to use of to you in days-nights-and events of the training and its purposed use; i.e. deployments. If resources are denied specifically to you; fight back within civil rights barriers as best as you can comprehend them; understand that a staff and-or authority person[s] at such resource provisions aren’t for example the head of a. militia movements and-or personally donating all of the materials new or used that are of use to you.  Consider that those deemed as sponsors may be hoax sponsors and make sure you verify if you are a regular militia member that there is a clean accessible but not steal-able trail of their sponsorship; otherwise for security make sure in regular militia that you have the time to locate at least in knowledge the actual sponsors. Consider why you may not be able to obtain all the materials you need for your deployment through personal purchase if you are still able to regularly access your personal cash and-or other forms of wealth; which has become status quo for adult civilian versions of cited: c.i.a. operative deployments and how does this differ in safety of use; when we enter more regular if even still alternative militia training and or deployment.

 

[In the timing of  realluck; you may become connected to a resource type provider that is headed in person if only once-in-while by direct intel militia as described above and or soon. ]

 

In the general resource situation; If the resources don’t show up regularly or at all; but it is still specified; it being the resource center as a resource center, then; show up enough to assess and potentially still have access to the resources when and if they do become available.

 

[Operative Secret of Obvious Intellectualism, Revealed. Consider the cultural ramification of periods of progress as designated by cultural news reports; then opposed by the non-functionality and or irregular functionality of actual designated resource center[s] et al. This is a way to stay up to the know of the actualized non-change in the cultural of supposed original cultural supporters; uh, a, the way to tell truth and such then a useful tool in combat assessment. ]

 

[Of the prior to para.] In effect it is called Don’t cut off the stream; if even the other stream viewers see the stream as not existing when you have a clear mark of the stream being exactly where or near enough to where you have seen on the map; and when you have verified other markings connected to the stream designation on the map.

 

In entropy; consider the exhaustion that going to more than one stream causes in resource availability; and it doesn’t mean don’t consider other streams, and don’t check them out; but only do so as absolutely necessary and as worthwhile in access point. In point, being; the cue markers that designate a primary location in access as your designated deployment area are not so oblivious and unlike in traditional journalism or something the person giving you this information valid or not just like the person overseeing the resources distributed to you during your deployment or not; is not the main navigator or a high enough navigator in society of all intel. Intel can pass through one mouth or many, while not generating from them. One reason why is plagiarism and don’t assume the mundane that they know in person or that they don’t they persons with actual intel that they are plagiarizing. But rather charge the plagiarizers as you deem necessary especially if you are in regular to clean up [of] the stream process; so that one day you will have access to the non-plagiarizing direct intel[s]-ers and even if in your next deployments. If you have for example been handed a piece of paper designating a circulating area as the general or specified general  area from which the next set of years of your deployment have to be completed [or its equivalent to the paper]; you must stay in the general area against all other infiltrating advice that includes from local “authorities” and or those posing as local “authorities” this is how the cited: c.i.a. operative deployments are translated under regular militia deployment engage; and also done on as their own.

 

So to use my example: if you are nearly raped in a designated housing habitat that you have been assigned to for a five-year period; and you represent as an operative or somebody else all those that could actually come to be unjustly raped, in such circumstance; and when you file a report[s], you are instead attacked and told no such thing happened; despite not just your experience but concrete evidence; you must still get an equivalent clear to leave the habitat but still stay in the same area; until the deployment location is complete; it doesn’t matter what it takes, this is the completion mandate under general cited: c.i.a. influenced deployments which provide severity in forms of clears as on how to progress.

 

To essence combat technology of movement modality; armed or not; civilian standpoint, status or not; i.e. inclusive of non-civilian status too,  you, your group, whoever are designated to a geographic area for a reason in terms of deployment and that reason may not be as blasé as local authorities stake them to be. In the case that you come to trust a local authority or authorities; you may not be surprised when they break your trust; and or you may be surprised when they do not; and or you may be surprised when they convert to your system. Like religion justice; well-informed and such designated; is a conversion process; and not everybody takes to it; but all must pay a consequence for not taking to it. Unfortunately, in the brutality of justice, there is no method to ultimately evade its escape. So when you do not practice a regular faith system; consider craving Justice Actualized its replacement; and don’t fear it abandoning you.

Expect any of the three outcomes from local “authorities” but don’t be disappointed or surprised when it doesn’t go the way you expected in the first sense; the connection of who to help and support has to do with the outcomes perhaps and that’s a serious assessment almost moving outside of traditional combat and militia into alternative militia called humanitarianism; but that just means if you come from that left direction you are evolving into an even more advanced militia member in aptitude.

 

Figure a way to alert regular militia to assess unjust harm soon enough that might come your way singular: in the case that you stay in the designated area following the actual combat sense and designation; and then request that regular militia will and in case just as a reminder extract consequence for those that have attempted to hinder your deployment.

 

  1. Expect to go to jail for not committing crime; in the fulfillment of your deployment if even you don’t commit crime; when the local authorities aren’t actually authorities and when this risk starts perpetrating on your life-sake, and-or existence sake, don’t worry about it; it just means that you have overtaken the fake and or incompetent local authorities including whatever local false officers have been responding to things such as problems needing outside support and enforcement. And of course this expectation as any other may not form to a truth for you and or your group [pardo[‘]n, jail].

 

  1. Pay addition to hygiene mandates connected to entropy of fire codes. For example, public showers allowed to you all of a sudden barricaded with many infiltrating bodies and not just sequential bodies, and when the offense reaches unjust threat levels; and without a work-able offense system that really is offensive as security; posers for example that contribute to unjust danger when such if even self [by themselves]-assigned [they are then added to the next movement perpetration list]. This is a break of fire code that demonstrates to things of the nature of unjust violence: death, rape, molestations, etc. In the astrophysical element of crime; and-or criminology; you have now caught what action interactions cause those specific incidents of crime even in the past and not yet translated to the future; with time of being magnitude. Now you need a regular militia force to investigate the actual perpetrators; and you have usually the demarcation already from such incidents of those that are actually benefitting from access of work revenue of fire marshall[s] and then those that are caught in the act of its militia force; as designated criminals: to be broken down into the two usual categories: reforming and non-reforming. In terms of humanitarianism’s starting point in this junction: you start assistance to- with reforming and then re-assess the non-reforming over accessible and-or useful points of incidental time to see if they ever move into or will move into the former assisted group [reforming].

 

This is also a religious-o and-or societal proof on the poor hygiene of such unjust terms of violence and all those that correlate.  The basic example being of course that ordinarily we in human as form in progressive parts of society and the world benefit from bathing and for example; using the bathroom; as a practice that levitates hygiene to higher or correct hygiene; excreting from ourselves something like waste and washing our limbs with clean enough liquid and soap in a bath or effective bath: and of course not just affective bath? I don’t know I’m not a biologist; but that would be an effectively enough for now regulating proof. In the sense that bodies posing infiltrating on your designated marshall code of bathing and-or bathroom use;

theme; uh does such a code exist, uh.

In non-sequential form; are effectively yes the perpetrators of poor hygiene in the sense of regularly understood non-bathing and non- bathroom hygiene; and rather the practice of how their bodies infiltrate the space effectively causing and perpetrating such crimes; and has/have been done crimes. This is not to soot that they are definitely practicing lower levels or regulations of hygiene not as in outside osmosis extensive bathing; but rather that the basic bath and bathroom use; may not disqualify as a hygiene practice those who are effectively perpetrating especially violence unjust acts in the history of our world; even if they never actually bathe; the basic stance of unclothing and-or situating partially unclad privately enough but in a public setting use; seems to infest them into such a situation. So it is not the bodies in sequential use but rather in an infiltrating insertion that deems the recreation conception that is not at recreational of uhm such as rape et al unjust.

 

[t.b.c.  ?]

 

 

The tree tis self, part two.

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tag[s]: design analysis, advanced think tank magazines that you weren’t sure were such, art, counseling diagrams, and criminology research, trauma

 

globes in ornamentation

or otherwise to children

or perhaps anybody represent

in trauma: limitation

in access to possible

desired and maybe even

already gained location;

usually for living. I suppose

for a child or a child’s

story this could even imply

kidnapping or having been

kidnapped; without having

the chance to tell your

neighborhood? School?

Community? Even your

Family members? That

You were taken; and imagine the worse almost sci-fi type addition:

That you were replaced by an imposter that was nothing like you. I.E. using your name, identity, etc.

 

with the exchange of trauma criminal charge

would be: child kidnapping trauma and identity theft and impersonation trauma .

 

the object I’ve been un-able to identify and then called wand’s end: perhaps

demonstrates the power

of the magic of childhood,

observed; but not available

for experience; unfortunately

replaced with trauma;

instead:

this with trauma criminal

charge, might be called

something like cited: a

precious moments (find figurine)

charge.

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As might be

Obvious; but is worth

re-iterating : the cited: precious moments, charge has to do / does with the moments of not just childhood but especially experienced perhaps then; moments such as coloring with your 1st grade class only to be ruined by someone like your teacher-like lead molesting …

 

 

Something like crystal

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tag[s]:  magic for The Death Project, trauma as a death-like existing component

 

theme: something like crystal

theme movie citation: there’s something about mary

Date: 11.30.17

I was reading the think tank like cited: Better Homes & Gardens, December 2017,

magazine.

I’m not sure if in normal or usual popular culture; people are aware of its think tank like nature?

In any case the front of this one, uhm-uhm; as I begin or have begun or began; its study: is a tree drag queen.

as I glanced beginning initial study; through the magazine: I came to the obvious comprehension that a motif of this issue at least of this magazine at least: is housing and or housing-like scenarios.

In this level  of think tank: the question doesn’t come up; but and with all potential housing material ; What will one do if they don’t have

 

Aside: drug knowledge notes, cited: brainstormers et al 11.29.17

cisco -> illegal form of alcohol and or liquor

 

(back to regular discussion/write-up)

their own space; rather it says:

Look, here’s a way to learn …

Yes, learn about …

Things! That may have to do with: space, housing

Scenarios: and from that; perhaps

You can infer:

The way into housing-/space

Scenarios that work;

And housing-space/

Scenario segments

That work for now; and

Translate to the next segment

Right away in things that

Work as housing-space. [or-and, or working housing space]

tag[s]: arm, e, protocols

 

But when you apply perhaps the reverse model; perhaps each chose-n thing piece; informs you of how to have space, housing regular main reasons, may be:

Secure methods, of to rest; enough or expanded storage of things; bat not the aversion where that means removal forever; of one’s death?

Perhaps the solution is: the sight of objects at this of history connected to trauma:

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The front cover Christmas tree and trauma: The Wrong Star; have you ever been decorating a Christmas tree; and every perfect star you receive out of a box or however seems like it should be at the myth of the top; hence the definition of star; the inability to see such in a … is perhaps one definition of

[picture not included here, or perhaps not yet included]

trauma. Notice the star a-top this tree; it’s not the variety that might fit the traditional definition of perfect at around x-mas time: as it doesn’t look pricy in the sense of expensive crystal or something; but it’s the type of star that both (having) (qualified) (as star) and not perhaps being crystal or something like crystal; it both has reached the top, and belongs to stay at top. Unless

I’m wrong about tis fabric here; in either way what’s seen in this context: is; and then this placement for at least this photograph’s texture of this star; … (this photograph implies belonging to the front cover of this issue, cited)

 

 

Is a reliant capture of who-ever is

Originator or such

Choice; and not just

A habit that happens to happen and that nobody thinks about;  of trauma experience, trauma survival, and trauma what we hardly have an adjunct word to create phrase for: something like trauma crystal solidified.

 

Theme music citations encore and repeats:

Chopin-raindrop

Schbert-Ave Maria

Pavarotti-La Boheme/ Pavarotti-“Nessun Dorma”

Wilco-I am trying to break your heart

Led Zeppelin-Staircase to Heaven

Paula Cole-“Dawson’s Creek” Theme Song

 

The trap-box II.

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The trap-box model as I connected with it that day: was full of four people other than myself. Besides the precarious food dish: I had to throw out some trash; and there was-is no trash bin in the trap-box; I decided the trash was too much to bear [not b-e ?] [no, I mean too much to not bare] and walked out of the trap-box; with my stuff still in it: (other than the trash): I was gone nearby and briefly but had the opportunity: to use the trap-box’s surveillance to view my belongings inside it; I watched as nobody within the trap-box at that point of surveillance changed faces, and none approached my belongings; briefly gone, I returned to the trap-box, and to my belongings: I reflected on what had been my hypotheses and guesses, and how these might be useful for further; and solidarity; and

rest spots.

 

10.19.17 The financial real value “trust”

I decided at first-second, to reflect on the other four-as a trust exercise. Who did I “trust” enough to stay in the trap-box near my belongings; that was already there; and in this context: box; near means without me/my moving my belongings as I briefly threw out my trash while watching  scapegate.

 

[An image of “scapegate”]

cited: coca-cola and t-j’s [dark chocolate] pbc

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Emotional analysis V.

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… (continued, obvs. from last this such postings)

thought

(3) How would you design a | thought | exchange that might translate into anger sympathetic ( flashcards?       counseling.

[1] (Forming Thoughts:) an oath to not lying about your experience and-or re-telling simple enough sentences as you recall what proliferated directed, and incited the development of your anger.

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Hi, I’m Goura; I’m addicted to working and my addiction has nothing to do with money. [why? or how do I know, for sure or for sure, enough.]

firststep

[t.b.c.]